Chapter 118 [120]
Chapter 118 [120]
Not understanding why he had such a photo, Gao Yang looked at him suspiciously.But according to Lan Yichen, it was because about three years ago, he drank in a bar without any money (in fact, his account was suddenly frozen), and when he was being embarrassed by several bartenders, Papa Gao brought him like a savior. Seeing Shengguang appearing in front of him, he bought the bill for him, not to mention enlightening him, giving him encouragement and support, and having a good drink with him.
"Wait, you said my dad went to the bar in the middle of the night and got very drunk?" Gao Yang looked at Lan Yichen in surprise.Dad is a teetotaler, how could he go to a bar to drink?Are you sure you remember the right person?
"That's right, he was still sober at the time, but he couldn't do it later on. He said it was because of too much work pressure." After thinking about it, Lan Yichen nodded firmly.It was because of Uncle Gao's appearance that he didn't embarrass himself, so he remembered the scene very clearly, that's it.
It's true that the work pressure is high. After all, if you don't pay attention, you will be in danger of going bankrupt.Looking at the picture, I should have looked thirteen or fourteen years old at that time, if it was that time... "No, no, if it happened when I was in junior high school, it was because he took my mother's Something broke, and I accidentally bought a fake to deceive her, and then I was kicked out."
ah!Yeah?No wonder he was very embarrassed when he saw his disheveled clothes. It turned out to be like this!Lan Yichen smiled awkwardly. Seeing that photo, he couldn't help but think about the situation that day.
Originally, both of them drank about the same amount, peak drinking was not good enough, and they became drunk after a few drinks, staggering around.Lan Yichen originally wanted to send him back, but he refused desperately and insisted on sitting on the side of the road, like a homeless bum.Gao Feng, who was so drunk that he couldn't keep his eyes open, insisted on showing him his mobile phone, saying that he had a cute, smart and capable son. "He said good things should be shared, so he passed it on to me."
"What a shame to share, what's the point of sharing photos." Gao Yang was furious. How can a father be like this, showing his son's photos everywhere, telling him how many times, but just not listening!
"Very good, otherwise how would I have found you." Squeezing his finally blood-colored face, Lan Yichen carefully put the photo into his wallet.
He wanted to get the photo back, but Lan Yichen refused to give it, saying that he had been used to it for a long time, and if he took it out, he would feel that something was missing.Gao Yang, who was sitting next to him, always felt weird watching his series of careful and cautious movements.
Among his relatives, acquaintances or friends, there is no one with the surname Lan, but he found himself with just a photo, insisted on living by himself, and took care of him so meticulously, what is the reason for this? what is it then?Looking steadily at the people around him, Gao Yang's eyes were full of curiosity and anticipation. "So... you're looking for me because of my dad?"
"That's right!" Lan Yichen smiled, stroked his soft hair gently, and continued, "If it wasn't for Uncle Gao, how could I know you!"
After getting his answer, Gao Yang's heart sank heavily, as if he had been hit by something, he felt numb.The reaction was half a beat slow due to inertia. Although the expression on his face was complicated, he was really relieved in his heart.After many years, he could still hear about his father's "heroic deeds" from other people, which he never thought of.
"...This, this..." The watery light-colored pupils looked at him without blinking, and felt something swirl in the eye sockets. He was about to lose control and saw Qiuqiu sitting on the ground beside him. Staring at himself with his head fixed, Gao Yang walked over to pick it up carefully.Seeing Gao Yang who hadn't come home for many days, Qiuqiu was very happy, and kept burrowing into his arms, her little head kept leaning over to lick his face, as if there was something delicious there.
"Yangyang!...Yangyang?" Seeing him squatting on the ground motionless, Lan Yichen yelled many times, but Gao Yang was only focused on playing with Qiuqiu and didn't hear his voice at all.It took me a while to put it down, got up and said quietly: "I'm sorry, I don't remember..." I don't remember what I was like before.
Really?Lan Yichen murmured softly as his eyes were fixed on his back going upstairs.After all, it's been so long, and we haven't met each other, so it's normal not to remember!
The abandoned Qiuqiu jumped onto the table and barked at Lan Yichen in a low voice.Being really annoyed by it's noise, Lan Yichen grabbed it by the back and fell on the sofa next to him, warning it to stew it if it quarreled again.After understanding this, Qiuqiu hurriedly ran upstairs with her tail between her legs!
When the door was closed, Gao Yang couldn't hold back, and tears fell down.Ah!Just to put it bluntly, how can there be such a strange person in the world, insisting on finding a stray cat who is in trouble by his side? It turned out that it was because Dad helped him back then, and he was just repaying the "drip of water" back then. It's not just because I'm the one who does it.
Just now I was going to ask him 'do you like me', but now that I think about it, where did my self-confidence come from?How can I change back to my previous appearance?Obviously you are the one who came to provoke me. After getting me used to your presence, you want me to go back to the time when I didn't know you. Is that what you mean?
Gao Yang, Gao Yang, so what are you going to do now?Don't you think it's ridiculous?Perhaps in his eyes, you are just a burden on him because of favors. What right do you have to talk back to him and make him angry? Why are you so self-willed?How great do you think you are, by next year, you will be nothing, you are too overconfident.
But... why do you feel so sad at the thought of being separated from him in the future?So angry, do you want to cry?But I can't cry.If I had known this earlier, I would not have come back. No, if I had known earlier, I would never have come here, even if I died...
Feeling more and more stuffy in his chest, Gao Yang took off his clothes sporadically, turned on the lotus in the bathroom, Gao Yang stood under the shower and raised his head, letting the water hit his face head-on, what he was thinking about just now was what he said just now.
Just change back to how it was before?before?In the past, I always thought that if my parents were gone, I would be abandoned by the whole world, and indulged myself in self-defeating.But I didn't expect my father to even prepare for my future path. Could it be that he showed my photos to others for this reason?in case?Dad, you are so smart.If so, what do I do next?
There was more and more water vapor in the bathroom, and the air was getting thinner and thinner. I felt like I couldn't breathe, so Gao Yang walked out of it slowly.Lan Yichen didn't know when he started to sit on his bed, and when he saw his hair dripping, he came out, and hurriedly took the towel next to him to dry him, but Gao Yang shook his head like a ball, and his hair Water stains flew all over his face.
That's right, Gao Yang did it on purpose.Who told him to say the words that let him go back to the past, wouldn't it be ugly or cute now?Although Gao Yang attacked him intentionally, Lan Yichen didn't pay attention to him at all. He pulled him to the side, took out a hair dryer from the cabinet to dry his hair, and Gao Yang snatched it away. "I'm already an adult, I can do some things by myself!"
Ouch, I am sensible!Lan Yichen smiled as you threw you to make his face pink, "In my eyes, you will always be a child who can't grow up!"
"That's really embarrassing, I can't live forever yesterday, I can't live the way you expect, and I can't go back to the past!"
Even speaking is so technical, it seems that he has really grown a lot!Seeing his determined expression, Lan Yichen didn't force him, it would be bad if he spoiled him too much.Rubbing his still wet hair, carefully kissing his forehead, "Then come down to eat when you're done!"
Whether it was the shoulders, the head or the forehead, the places he touched were all hot. In front of him, Gao Yang waved his hand and wiped the place he kissed just now, staring at him aggressively with watery eyes.He obviously extended a helping hand because he felt that I was pitiful. Since he didn’t want to support me forever, he shouldn’t be so nice to me. What is this?
After dawdling on it for a long time, Gao Yang slowly went downstairs.Lan Yichen waited for him so much that he almost fell asleep, and the dishes were reheated for two rounds before he saw his figure.
When he came to the dining table, Gao Yang glanced at the dishes, most of which were his favorite.Usually the distance between his seat and Lan Yichen's is at right angles, very close, but today he chose a seat that was very far away from him.Lan Yichen was not happy now, and they all said they forgave him, why hide so far away for a meal, there are no tigers here.He tapped his usual sitting position with his fingers, and the meaning was very obvious.
Gao Yang shrank his neck, stared at the dish in front of him that he didn't like very much, and said stiffly, "I like this dish."
Like it?Lan Yichen frowned, and winked at Qin Ma who was next to her, and Qin Ma immediately went over and put the dish in front of Lan Yichen.From far away, Gao Yang could almost hear the treacherous, cunning, terrifying and insidious devil-like laughter in his heart.
There was no way, Gao Yang sat down obediently, although he didn't like to eat, even though he had no appetite, he still ate, and he never refused the food from the person next to him, as if he hadn't eaten for several days Like eating.
Qin's mother looked at it and felt really distressed. She said that the school cafeteria was a dark place, and it was true. If you are hungry, I will make some delicious food for him tomorrow!But Lan Yichen felt that he felt a painful feeling after eating this meal, not enjoying the food, but more like completing a task.
Sure enough, after wolfing down a bowl of rice, Gao Yang dropped his chopsticks and rushed into the kitchen. He opened the freezer and searched for ice cream, but Qin's mother said that it was gone a few days ago, because the weather suddenly turned cold, so she forgot up.
In this case, Gao Yang didn't make things difficult for her, he went upstairs to change his clothes and hurried to go out.Originally, he wanted to leave just like that, but seeing him staring straight at him with a terrified expression on his face, and he also swore that he would be a good baby, so he still greeted him.
Wanting to walk around calmly by himself, he didn't agree to Lan Yichen's request to come with him.Gao Yang, who bought a big bag of ice cream, sat on the stone bench by the roadside in a daze, eating the ice cream with the north wind blowing, the taste was so sour.
Taking a few deep breaths, Gao Yang's slightly flushed face finally turned pale at this moment when he came out of the bathroom.Originally, I came back to look for him in such a hurry today, just to prove whether what Zimo said was true, but judging from the current situation, I really didn't have the courage to ask him, but this doesn't mean that he saw Lan Yichen now. Feel.
It was because of those strange feelings and thoughts that he ran out to buy ice cream alone. First, he wanted to avoid him, and second, he was really hungry.
'Both love and hate'?I seem to have heard him say this word, probably it is how I feel now!
After sitting on the side of the road for more than half an hour, he thought that Lan Yichen had gone back to his room and slept.Gao Yang tiptoed in, carefully put away the unfinished ice cream, and prepared to go upstairs to sleep.But I didn't want the originally dark hall to suddenly become bright.
"Yangyang, come here!"
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