Chapter 129 [131]
Chapter 129 [131]
"Hoo... ha, ha... um... I... I... ha..."
His legs were trembling and he rushed towards the closed door. Gao Yang, who was out of breath, wanted to speak, but his heart was beating so hard that he couldn't speak.His body was limp and he collapsed to the ground, sweating profusely.Gao Yang has never run such a long distance so fast, and now Gao Yang is about to collapse.
It took almost all of his body's strength to put his hand on the cipher device. The scanner swung up and down, and with a bang, the door slowly moved to both sides.
What catches the eye is not the brilliant lights as usual, the thick curtains block all the places where the light can come in, there is no light, no movement, even the puppy who is always running and jumping There is no trace.
Gao Yang, who was sitting on the ground, raised his head and looked at the empty hall silently, like a dark cloud in the sky that was about to rain, the blackness came towards him, making his already beating heart beat even more violently.Taking a deep breath, Gao Yang slowly got scared from the ground, went to the light switch, and turned on all the lights in the hall and room at once.
Not caring so much, his first goal was the kitchen, he remembered that he was standing there before he left, and he could almost see Lan Yichen still standing there, but when he ran over, there was no one there.The pots and pans that had been messed up by him had been placed neatly, as if no one had ever touched them.
Shocked by this astonishing restoration speed, Gao Yang's heart beat faster and faster, and suddenly ran upstairs like crazy, opening and closing doors one by one, thinking that he might just hide It's just a joke somewhere.
However, he checked all the rooms up and down, and there was always only one person in this empty and spacious house.In an instant, the estimation and loneliness were like hands stretched out from the darkness, tightly surrounding him, pulling him into the endless abyss.
This endless darkness and silence is like that evening two years ago.That night that left him with nothing and woke him up again and again in his dreams, the lingering guilt and fear filled his heart, like a huge rock pressed tightly on his chest and suffocated him.
Reality and dreams overlapped, and those scenes stimulated the memory in his mind, devouring his only rationality, and almost made him lose his sense of autonomy.The overload of shock and fear made him weak and sweating profusely.He was afraid of the dark, the open space, and even more afraid of waiting alone in such an environment.
Two years ago, when he came home alone, facing the dark, empty and quiet house, he only had endless panic in his heart.He wanted to find his parents in that dark house, but what he got was the news that he could never come back.
That kind of pain is heart-piercing.
"Ah... uh... no... back... back..."
The tears stopped at some point, and Gao Yang, who was squatting at the foot of the bed, pressed his chest hard, the feeling of being unable to breathe made him turn pale carefully.For a moment, he was like a boat without sail, floating on the wide sea, sinking to the bottom of the sea with the whirlpool.
The dull ringing came from a distance, looming.Gao Yang, who was huddled at the foot of the bed, felt as if he had been shocked. His eyes were fixed on the half-closed door, as if there was some danger coming from outside the door.He could feel the ringtone slowly approaching him, as if someone deliberately walked from a distance with a phone, and every time it rang, his heart would speed up a little.
Whenever he heard that kind of phone ringing, the voice on the phone would ring in Gao Yang's mind.
——Yangyang, something happened to your parents, you should hurry to the hospital!
——Master Gao... The boss is injured... It's an emergency, so hurry up and come here!
Feeling that the sound was getting closer, Gao Yang shivered and retreated to a corner.Similar to these two voices lingering in his ears, it made his head ache.Gao Yang shook his head crazily, really wanting to get rid of those voices echoing in his mind, to forget them, to make himself deaf, but those voices became more and more clear.
"Dinglingling..." The crisp and loud ringing sounded in his ears, and the ear-piercing ringing sound was like a silver needle, piercing his eardrum deeply, like a thunderbolt hitting his heart deeply.Like all children who are afraid of thunder, they cover their ears almost reflexively.
He wanted to leave here and escape, but his whole body was so weak that he couldn't stand up, so he had to crawl to the balcony with all fours like a baby just learning to crawl.However, the bell sound like a curse lingered in his ears. "No...don't...don't ring...don't ring...don't ring...Yangyang is so scared..."
"Yangyang...Yangyang!" The cold hand was suddenly grasped by a warm one. Gao Yang, who was immersed in the world of sadness, looked up. His eyes were perfunctory with tears, but he couldn't see who was coming. He was tall and tall, dressed in black. clothes, but I couldn't see his face clearly. "Yangyang... that's a phone call!"
"Don't... don't listen, don't listen!" Gao Yang shook off his hand vigorously, and ran to the balcony next to him, but fortunately, Situ had quick eyesight and quick hands, which prevented him from kicking something and accidentally falling.Carefully put the person in the corner, Situ went to solve the call, but when he came out, Gao Yang was squatting in the corner alone, shivering like a chicken, which made people feel distressed.
After the phone stopped ringing, Gao Yang became a little quieter.Not knowing why he was so scared, Situ looked guilty, hurriedly helped him to sit inside, and gave him the quilt again.
"Where are the others?" Gao Yang looked up at Situ anxiously, holding him tightly with his cold hands, looking at him with tears in his eyes, with crystal clear tears hanging on his long eyelashes.
"Boss... is waiting for you in the hospital!" Situ said cautiously as he took out a tissue and carefully wiped the tears off his face.
"I, I want him to come home!"
"Then let's go pick him up, he will be very happy to see you!"
"I, I'm afraid... After I go..." To pick him up?Are you going to the hospital?Gao Yang looked at Situ uncertainly.
"Don't be afraid, we are all here, and you won't face it alone!" Situ comforted him gently stroking his head.All of Gao Yang's information was investigated and sorted out by him himself. Situ knew everything about him clearly, and he could understand Gao Yang's heart.
one person? ...Yes, since I was a child, I have always been alone. Whether it is kindergarten or elementary school, whether it is a party or an award ceremony, I will always stand alone in the center of the stage, enduring all kinds of problems from my classmates. All kinds of eyes.At home, there is always comparison and alienation from siblings in the family.
Especially after the parents left, the relatives seemed to be divorced from themselves, and one by one stood on the sidelines and stayed out of the matter.Faced with the disgust of relatives, a person becomes a burden, a person who is not liked by others.
Abandoned again and again, blow after blow made him feel more lonely inside.Use pain to anesthetize yourself and continue to fall.But it is such a person, but he has someone who wants to live together and be with him forever. This person is very important to him, and he doesn't want to lose it just like that.
So he was afraid, afraid to face that scene again, no one would stand by his side, and their faces would not show sadness.He was afraid that when he opened the door of the ward, he would still see the blood-stained bed sheet and the person who would never wake up.
"Don't...you don't want to die, don't die!" Pushing open the door of the ward, seeing the person lying on the bed, Gao Yang rushed over, grabbed Lan Yichen who was lying on the bed and shook him vigorously, crying loudly said, "Get up quickly... I don't want you to die, you said you would bring me up, I don't allow you to die. I don't want every important person I care about and like to leave me, I don't want... you Look at me... don't ignore me... hurry up and come back to life..."
From childhood to adulthood, he has never protected the things that are important to him that he likes, whether it is the little plants he likes, the little goldfish that was strangled to death, the puppy that was hit to death, the grandfather who grew up with him all the time, or the closest relatives. Loving parents.Such a world, such blows, and such pain are too much for him to bear, and he doesn't want everyone around him to leave.
Lan Yichen, who was resting on the bed, was torn and beaten by him, almost vomiting blood to death.He was really depressed to hear him keep yelling that he should not die or not.But when he heard that the person he didn't like just left him like that, it felt like he was stabbed by a knife.
No no no, that's not the case!My dear baby Yangyang, I don't want you to talk about this here.In my plan, you should say that you like me when you are moved to tears by me, not when you are in such a state of grief!
Ahhhhhhh, the perfect plan that was agreed upon~!Situ, why didn't you follow the script?What on earth did you tell him?
Lan Yichen, who was lying on the bed, was going crazy. This was completely inconsistent with the warm and touching confession scene he had planned. What went wrong?The little baby was crying so hard, it hurt so much to see it.
"Yangyang! Yangyang! Don't cry, don't cry, I'm fine..." Seeing him crying so sadly, Lan Yichen didn't care about the script or not, so he hurriedly got up from the bed and lifted the quilt covering his lap show him.
But now he couldn't control his voice anymore. Seeing the person in front of him get up suddenly, Gao Yang wiped his tears indiscriminately, sobbed and stared at him for a long time before making sure that he didn't recognize the wrong person, but, he...he said not hurt...
"Baby, stop crying, I'm fine! My legs are still there, look!" Carefully wiping away the tears on his face, Lan Yichen patted his legs, and looked at Gao Yang beside him beggingly.I don't know what he heard Situ say, it's obviously not like this, why did he make people cry!
The person in front of him could talk and pat his legs. Gao Yang, who was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe, was sobbing hard. Seeing him pat him, he was sure that he seemed to be fine.But looking at his face, it stabbed the pain in my heart even more, the tears in my eyes couldn't stop falling down, and I cried even more sadly while holding him.
Among them, he was surprised and shocked by Lan Yichen's recovery, and more of it was the grievance that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time.At this moment, it was released without any concealment or suppression.The trembling fist beat him angrily, and Dou Da's tears couldn't stop falling down.
"You scared me to death, I thought you left me too... woo woo woo... I'm so scared. I don't want to be alone... I don't want to be alone when I get home, I don't want to be alone in the empty I want you to be with me, I want you to hold me, I want you to hold my hand, I want to eat and sleep with you, I want to wake up and see you every day, I want to dream every day You, I think you will kiss... um..."
This feeling of being lost and regained has overcome all his rationality now.Perhaps just to make up for the regret of not being able to say the last word to his parents, Gao Yang, who was lying on his shoulders, said all the wishes in his heart.
These are just simple wishes that can be easily realized, but for Gao Yang who has lost everything, these are more important than anything else.You will cherish it when you lose it, and you will know how happy you are when you have it.
Lan Yichen always wanted to give him the best gift in the world and fulfill his original dream.But what he didn't expect was that before that, Yangyang had so many little wishes that he ignored.Hearing that these wishes he said were only related to himself, he had mixed feelings in his heart, both happy and moved.
The more he talked, the more distressed he felt, carefully let go of him, and gently kissed his lips, even if he didn't say the rest of the wish, he would definitely help him fulfill it.
Tears welled up in my eyes and slid into my mouth, bitter and slightly sweet.
"Really, you made people cry again!" Hearing the noisy voice from afar, he thought it was some family member of the patient who came to make trouble, but when he came over to see, it turned out to be the moth made by the old brother.Zhao Yangyang's loud voice, if Situ hadn't closed the door at the back, everyone on the floor might have heard it!
"None of your business! Go away, don't bother us." Carefully protecting Yang Yang's head and hugging him in his arms, Lan Yichen gave him a very unhappy look.
"This is a hospital. If you want to talk about love, go home." He stared at him, Feihong felt so angry.Who gave you the chance just now? To have this kind of brother who demolished the bridge before he even crossed the river, how many lifetimes of cultivation is his blessing?
With a cold snort, seeing him like that, he knew that he was not going to let Yang Yang meet with him. Feihong was about to leave, but he suddenly thought of something and folded him back. Take a good rest! Ah, and don’t exercise too much recently~!”
After saying this, Feihong raised his eyebrows at him with a look of "you know what I mean", and quickly slipped out of the door before Lan Yichen came over.
go back?can go back?Hearing these two words, Gao Yang stopped crying, took his hand and pulled it out regardless.He doesn't want to stay in a place like a hospital!
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