Do not kill me

Chapter 30 Secret

Li Muyao woke up, I looked at his opened eyes, and finally let out a breath, tears burst out of my eyes.

I sat on the ground and cried hard, Li Muyao stood up and hugged me: "Don't cry."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Muyao, I didn't mean it, I didn't mean to hurt you..."

I put my arms around Li Muyao and buried my face in his chest.

The two hugged like this for a while, and I gradually stopped crying, and found that it was much quieter outside.

Li Muyao rubbed my hair: "Go back to the dormitory."

I nodded, and he pulled me up, and when the door opened, the wind blew coldly into my clothes.I trembled, Li Muyao hugged me tightly, covering almost half of my body from the wind.

There are also a few students, all of whom are in the third year of high school. They have to take 20 minutes more classes than us. When they saw Li Muyao and I in this posture upstairs, they all laughed.

"Fuck! Look, those are two men?"

"where?"

"Tsk! Your eyes are on the butt, there!"

"...Damn, the two men are hugging and going, dating?"

"I want to vomit... This is too disgusting!"

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I couldn't hear what was said later, so I raised my head to go to them, but Li Muyao hugged me tightly and said in a calm voice, "Don't listen to their nonsense, let's go back to the dormitory."

I nodded, feeling very uncomfortable.

When we arrived at the dormitory, Hao Ming sat on my bed and chatted with Mo Xichen. The content was about me and Li Muyao. At the door, I heard Mo Xichen say, "The atmosphere between Xiang Huan and Li Muyao is very strange recently." As soon as I entered, He just shut his mouth.

Haoming saw Li Muyao put his arms around me and asked, "Why did you go?"

I said, "We chatted for a while."

He shifted his gaze to Li Muyao: "Muyao..."

"Don't ask."

Li Muyao held my hand, looked at Haoming and said, "I'm dating Huan."

I was taken aback, and looked at Li Muyao in disbelief, why did he just say that?Is it with my consent?

Haoming was speechless for a long time, looking at me and Li Muyao with disbelief.

Mo Xichen even opened his mouth so wide that he could stuff two eggs.

I had no choice but to lower my head, bit my lower lip and said, "Yes, Mu Yao and I are... dating!"

It was only then that Hao Ming came back to her senses, her eyes were red with anger.He pulled me to his side: "Li Muyao is a man! Xiang Huan, can you be sober? How can you two men be together?!"

Tears welled up in my eyes, and I looked at Li Muyao, his face was still expressionless.

"Li Muyao, you are abnormal, but you can't make Xiang Huan like you! Let me tell you, Xiang Huan likes women, not men!"

Li Muyao sneered, and punched Hao Ming to the ground, I was so scared that my face turned pale, Mo Xichen ran over to help Hao Ming, stared at Li Muyao and said, "Are you fucking crazy?!"

"I'm just crazy!" Li Muyao kicked the bed frame, causing the whole bed frame to wobble and groan in pain. "I don't want you to intervene in the matter between me and Xiang Huan, we are just dating!"

It was difficult for me to make a choice when I stood there. The corner of Haoming's mouth was bruised, and he clenched his fists: "If it wasn't for Xiang Huan's sake, I would have beaten you a long time ago!"

Then he went to bed by himself.

Li Muyao gave Mo Xichen a cold look, and the latter frowned: "Whatever you want, I won't meddle in other people's business."

I saw their emotions change one by one, and my heart felt like a knife was twisted, and I couldn't tell the reality or the fantasy.

This is my dream. After waking up, Haoming is still alive. I am in college. I have Mo Xichen in my memory, but Li Muyao is not in my memory...

This night was basically a sleepless night, good names were tossed and turned on the upper bunk, probably because they couldn't figure out why two men could date.

Li Muyao's bed was very quiet, I wondered if he was asleep, the fact that I accidentally hurt him was never mentioned by Li Muyao, and I don't know if he really forgave me.

I was tired, wrapped myself tightly in a quilt, closed my eyes and wished to fall asleep as soon as possible.

"Da da da."

"Squeak~"

A lot of wind came in, and the door was opened.

I shivered, opened my eyes, and there was a person standing at the door, his back was reflected in the weak light, forming a black shadow.

Shadow was wearing slippers, and when he walked, he rubbed against the ground and made a "da, da, da" sound, very cautious.

I squinted slightly, and the shadow walked out, leaving the door ajar.

Who gets up in the middle of the night?

I am a coward, but I am very curious.

Every time because of curiosity, things that stimulate my heart keep happening.

Curiosity is also urging me to take a look this time, but I am timid in my bones, and I am afraid that I will be entangled in dirty things again.

I buried my head in the quilt and kept myself from pursuing it.

The figure stood in the corridor for a long time, I saw his face clearly, it was Mo Xichen.

Curiosity is not one of the strengths of a person, so I followed along.

Mo Xichen didn't notice me. He lit a cigarette in the corridor. I don't know where his cigarette came from. It seems that cigarettes and lighters are not allowed in the school.

White smoke spit out from his mouth, and then slowly dissipated.

After a while, he took out a piece of paper from the bag of his coat and lit it with a cigarette butt. The paper gradually burned. Mo Xichen snuffed out the cigarette butt and threw it downstairs.

The paper turned into ashes, Mo Xichen let go of his hand, and the scraps of paper with faint flames floated in the air, blown away by the wind without leaving any traces.

"Xiang Huan asked about you today."

I was taken aback, thinking that Mo Xichen had discovered me, but it turned out that he was talking to himself.

"It's been half a month, and no one has mentioned you in front of me. Xiang Huan is the first one."

Mo Xichen leaned his elbows on the fence, his eyes were hazy, as if he was recalling the past.

I felt a bit cold behind my back, and when I turned my head to look, the female ghost was lying on my shoulder!She looked at Mo Xichen, her eyes were empty, and she felt colder than before.

Immediately, my heart skipped a beat, and my face turned from white to blue. As long as I move my head a centimeter or two, I can definitely kiss her!

The female ghost didn't seem to feel my breath, so she put her head on my shoulder and looked at Mo Xichen eeriely.

I didn't dare to move. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. This female ghost has been with me for a long time, and has never done anything to hurt me. This time, nothing will happen to me... Opening my eyes, the female ghost is gone.

Mo Xichen still stood where he was, and said, "I really miss you..." He lowered his head, his shoulders trembling.

He actually cried.

I went back to the dormitory, took off my coat, and lay in bed.

Something was wrong, I quickly put on my shoes and looked at Haoming's bed, he was sleeping soundly, but his expression was very painful, he must not be having a nightmare.

I breathed a sigh of relief and fell asleep quickly when I heard Mo Xichen's footsteps coming back.

"Squeak~"

Mo Xichen closed the door, and the bedroom fell into darkness.

I heard the sound of him taking off his shoes, taking off his coat, and lying down under the quilt, and then his breathing.

Is it Mo Xichen's ex-girlfriend?They didn't break up?

I let my brain relax, all of this has exceeded the normal law, and I must maintain the most awake state.

I was still dreaming all night, I heard the sound of cars speeding past, I couldn’t see everything clearly, the picture flashed very fast, red, black, yellow... miscellaneous colors kept in front of my eyes In exchange, occasionally a piano would play, occasionally there would be a picture of Mo Xichen being intimate with a woman in white, and the most common scene would be the scene of Haoming's corpse and Li Muyao killing me...

In the dream, my eyes were sore and my head was very heavy. When I woke up the next day, when I opened my eyes for the first time, it was pitch black, and I couldn’t see clearly behind. wobbly.

Li Muyao helped me to go to the classroom together, the female ghost was not at the door, and Liu Long took a deep look at me.

"What's the matter, you?" Li Muyao nervously rubbed my temples.

I waved my hand: "It may be that the dream last night was very complicated, which stimulated my nerves."

Li Muyao said domineeringly: "You can't think about messy things anymore! I don't blame you for what happened last night."

I lowered my head and took his hand: "...I'm sorry."

With a "bang", Haoming kicked the door open and shouted when he saw me, "Xiang Huan, it's not good!"