fingertips around

Chapter 20

Zheng Yao stared blankly at Xiao Shuyuan for several seconds, his facial features suddenly wrinkled together, and then his eyes filled with tears, he said, "Xiao Shuyuan, my song can't be sold."

Zheng Yao's expression is so distressing.That was an expression he had never shown in front of the camera. He has been active in various occasions with an "optimistic" personality. After a long time, Xiao Shuyuan has forgotten what it is like to be sad.

Needless to say, Xiao Shuyuan had already got the answer, and he began to regret using this tone to test Zheng Yao's true thoughts.

The heartache was unspeakable, Xiao Shuyuan took a deep breath, trying to make his tone sound normal, "Would you like to sit down a bit?"

Zheng Yao forced himself to sit upright, and tried his best to behave in front of the teacher like a student who made a mistake. It took him a few seconds to understand what Xiao Shuyuan said, and he secretly observed the expression on Teacher Xiao's face.

After confirming that Xiao Shuyuan was not angry, Zheng Yao said, "Yes."

He put down his wine glass, walked around Xiao Shuyuan from opposite to him, and stood next to him. The first thing he did after sitting down was to hug Xiao Shuyuan, and leaned his furry head on Xiao Shuyuan's shoulder.

Zheng Yao's face is easy to get drunk when drinking, and now two blushes have begun to appear on his cheeks.

Xiao Shuyuan put down the wine glass in his hand, hugged him back, wrapped his big hands around Zheng Yao's waist, and gently squeezed the soft flesh around his waist, "Is it better now?"

Zheng Yao moved his upper body and leaned into Xiao Shuyuan's arms, "It's better."

Xiao Shuyuan was smoothing his hair.

Zheng Yao narrowed his eyes comfortably, and subconsciously rubbed against Xiao Shuyuan's neck.

"You used to have abdominal muscles." Xiao Shuyuan said abruptly.

The weight on the shoulders disappeared, Zheng Yao withdrew from Xiao Shuyuan's arms, his cheeks bulging, obviously angry, "I am no longer an idol. Also, how did you know that I had abdominal muscles before?"

He frowned, with dissatisfaction in his eyes, but in Xiao Shuyuan's view, he had no lethality or deterrent power at all, just a little white rabbit pretending to be vicious.

Xiao Shuyuan looked at Zheng Yao quietly for several seconds, and couldn't help chuckling twice.

Zheng Yao's misty eyes were sullen, "Are you still laughing? What are you laughing at?"

"Of course I have liked you since a long time ago."

Xiao Shuyuan's voice penetrated into his eardrum along with some noises, which sounded unreal.Zheng Yao rubbed his itchy ears, and it took dozens of seconds to react to what Xiao Shuyuan said, before he gradually became sure that he was not dreaming.

Zheng Yao stopped talking, and hid his head deeper into Xiao Shuyuan's arms, covering his cheek with a weak hand, he didn't look very happy.

Xiao Shuyuan's palm covered the back of Zheng Yao's hand, "It's not the kind of love that fans have for idols, but the kind of love that wants to hold hands with you, hug you, and have sex."

Zheng Yao fell silent completely, lowered his head, and slowly opened Xiao Shuyuan's hand.

Xiao Shuyuan hugged him tightly, "Where are you going?"

"Sleep, sleep..."

Xiao Shuyuan frowned, lowered his voice, and asked half-threateningly, "Ignore my confession?"

"No, no. I'm drunk and need to rest." Zheng Yao said.

Xiao Shuyuan observed Zheng Yao's expression, "You have something to hide from me."

Zheng Yao didn't know if he was really drunk or pretended to be drunk, bit his lip and refused to say, but the strength in holding Xiao Shuyuan didn't decrease at all.

"If you don't say anything, I'm leaving." Xiao Shuyuan slowly let go of Zheng Yao.

The moment he got up, he was hugged tightly by the other party, "Don't go!"

Xiao Shuyuan didn't move, Zheng Yao murmured, "Don't go..."

"Then why don't you say it?"

"Say……"

Zheng Yao rubbed his sore eyes, tears soaked his eye sockets, his voice was filled with heavy crying, and he called Xiao Shuyuan's name almost imploringly, "Xiao Shuyuan..."

"I'm here."

"I don't deserve your liking so much. I was selfish. I agreed to marry you at the beginning because you said you would help me pay off my debts. I knew it was wrong to do so, but I really couldn't help it at that time... So I was thinking , I promise you, there is nothing wrong with it." Speaking of this, Zheng Yao sniffed his nose, he freed up a hand to rub the tip of his itchy nose, and quickly hugged Xiao Shuyuan again.

"I keep telling myself, to be nice to you, to have the self-consciousness of relying on others, but you never see me as inferior. I think I am even more bad, and I am not worthy of your liking at all. You are handsome , good personality, high education, there are thousands of people better than me, more than enough to match you, but I... I have nothing." Zheng Yao closed his eyes and confessed everything.

If Xiao Shuyuan, who now knows the truth, wants to drive him away, he will definitely leave...

Zheng Yao thought about death as if at home, and heard Xiao Shuyuan's voice whispering in his ears, "Handsome, good personality, high education, gone?"

"Have..."

"go on."

"It's delicious to cook, good at dressing, very considerate, good at taking care of people..." Zheng Yao hiccupped, took a peek at Xiao Shuyuan, with a look of resignation, "...I like it very much."

Xiao Shuyuan pulled Zheng Yao's shoulders and faced him face to face, forcing Zheng Yao to look directly at him, "There are indeed thousands of people who are better than you, but in this world, there is only one Zheng Yao who appeared in my life, just like a A ray of light stayed for a long, long time."

Xiao Shuyuan held Zheng Yao's hand and stuck it to his heart, "Here."

"Yaoyao," Xiao Shuyuan's tone softened, "Actually, I'm not a good person. I treat you well because I hope you like me too. I want to tie you by my side for the rest of my life."

He wrapped Zheng Yao in his arms, and tightened his hands on Zheng Yao's waist. The distance between the two of them suddenly became extremely close, the tips of their noses touched the tips of their noses, and their breaths almost blended together, "Can you tonight?" Don't sleep on the sofa?"

Zheng Yao froze for a moment, then nodded heavily, just as Xiao Shuyuan was about to carry him to the bedroom, he felt a chill on his cheeks.

Zheng Yao's cool fingers climbed onto his face, and asked in a bewildered way, "I, can I kiss..."

Before Xiao Shuyuan gave him time to finish speaking, he lightly pinched the back of Zheng Yao's neck with one hand, forcing him to look up, and covered Zheng Yao's lips in the next second, explaining everything with his actions.

can.

He will never refuse Zheng Yao.

"Hmm..." Zheng Yao was caught off guard by the kiss and made a muffled nasal sound. The breaths of the two were intertwined, and the temperature of the air around them also soared.

Just like the character of this cocktail: rum with lime, ambiguous with passion.

In the summer bar, tequila ignites youth, and Long Island iced tea releases passion. This cup of mojito is the summoning beast of love.

This kiss was so simple that there was no entanglement or exchange of saliva. Zheng Yao raised his head and passively accepted Xiao Shuyuan's kiss. His sanity had long since gone away. Fortunately, Xiao Shuyuan knew their current situation and realized that his behavior was a bit off. Exceeding the limit, he left Zheng Yao's lips, and the two of them were very close, with the tips of their noses touching.

He didn't speak, and was also waiting for Zheng Yao's answer.

Xiao Shuyuan's hand pinching the back of his neck moved slightly, his four fingers were still attached to the skin of Zheng Yao's back neck, his tiger's mouth moved to Zheng Yao's chin, and the pulp of his thumb gently rubbed Zheng Yao's moist and red lips week.

Zheng Yao raised his eyes, his eyes were moist, and for no reason injected the last shot of out-of-control medicine into this passionate dinner party.

His breathing was a little messy, and all he could smell was alcohol, and he couldn't tell whether it was Xiao Shuyuan's or his own.

The pleasant smell penetrated Zheng Yao's nostrils, destructively invading his reason, his body temperature tended to rise, his fingertips were red and hot, but he couldn't help pinching Xiao Shuyuan's shirt collar.

Needless to say, Xiao Shuyuan has already got the answer.

In the darkness, the person in his arms shuddered slightly, but without making a sound, he quietly clenched his collar even tighter.

Zheng Yao's breathing was hot, and as time passed, he felt that the oxygen became thinner and thinner, and his breathing became heavier. He couldn't bear it anymore, and unconsciously, his hands hooked Xiao Shuyuan's neck.

Although he was a little drunk, he could feel Xiao Shuyuan's palms moving over every inch of his body, making his scalp numb and dizzy.

"Xiao...Xiao Shuyuan..." Zheng Yao hooked Xiao Shuyuan's neck, every breath he exhaled was close at hand, "I miss you...do to me what you didn't do in the hospital that day."

Xiao Shuyuan's body froze, "You know?"

"Well...I slept with you in my arms that day, and as soon as you let go, I woke up."

Zheng Yao got used to sleeping on the sofa, and that night was the first time he took Xiao Shuyuan into his territory.

Xiao Shuyuan's rationality gradually wandered in the chaos on the verge of collapse, and the episode that happened in the hospital that night appeared in his mind.He and Zheng Yao embraced each other and fell asleep, on the surface they could keep calm and nothing happened, but the physiological reaction in a certain part of the body was beyond Xiao Shuyuan's control.

He is not some Liu Xiahui, even with a beautiful woman in his arms, he can sit still.

Zheng Yao was in a deep sleep, holding Xiao Shuyuan in his arms and refusing to let go, but miraculously, he was keenly aware of Xiao Shuyuan leaving once in the middle of the night.

He heard the sound of the bathroom door being locked, and then Xiao Shuyuan's suppressed panting and heavy breathing came from inside.