Scum Biss

Chapter 39 I Love You For A Long Time

With a "bang", the door was slammed shut.

Shu Cheng left.

Xu Hezhi's tense nerves also relaxed, his legs went limp, and he fell to the ground all of a sudden.

I can't explain what I feel in my heart, I feel a little melancholy.

This fate is finally over.

Xu Hezhi felt an inexplicable emptiness, he even wanted to curl up into a ball and sleep on the bed for the rest of his life.

When I woke up again, everything was completely over.

But he didn't forget that he was still in someone else's house, and there was Jiang Yanzhi behind him waiting for his explanation.

Xu Hezhi slowed down for a while, exhaled a few breaths, and then stood up from the ground.

Turning around, he met Jiang Yanzhi's eyes.

Xu Hezhi moved his lips, Na Na: "Are you..."

Before he could speak, Jiang Yanzhi stretched out his index finger and put it lightly on his lips, blocking the next words.

"I know," he said.

Xu Hezhi was stunned for a moment, but did not respond: "Huh?"

Jiang Yanzhi smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "He is right, I am indeed a male mistress."

"I know you're married, and I'm still trying to get in touch with you."

"Would you hate me?"

Xu Hezhi was completely stunned, even a little dazed.

Jiang Yanzhi actually knew that he was married, so he still?

Seemingly understanding the doubt in Xu Hezhi's eyes, Jiang Yanzhi continued to explain: "I'm going to your wedding."

"Ah?" Didn't he feel dazzled that day, is that really Jiang Yanzhi in the audience?

But I remember that I didn't even send him an invitation.

Jiang Yanzhi said again: "Papa Xu sent me an invitation card, and I went secretly. Did you also receive a bouquet of flowers?"

A flash of inspiration flashed in Xu Hezhi's mind, and he asked, "White Rose?"

"Well, it's me," Jiang Yanzhi nodded, and then explained: "White roses and lilies, do you know the meaning of this bunch of flowers?"

Xu Hezhi shook his head, but he remembered this bouquet because of the strange combination of flowers.

"White rose, first love. Lily, blessing." Jiang Yan said concisely.

Xu Hezhi understood what he meant.

He moved his lips, unable to speak for a long time.

I only heard Jiang Yanzhi's voice ringing in my ears: "The throbbing of puberty is always an afterthought. I only realized my love for you when the college entrance examination was approaching, but unfortunately, I failed the college entrance examination."

There was too much information, and Xu Hezhi was a little overwhelmed at once.

When Jiang Yanzhi said this, he smiled bitterly: "I put aside what I wanted to say to you. I plan to repeat my studies for a year, and I will tell you when I go to the same school as you."

"However, you told me that you are in love."

Xu Hezhi raised his head and looked at Jiang Yanzhi. He obviously didn't have much expression on his face, but he made himself feel bitter.

"So I changed my choice and didn't fill in the same school as you. We got into a fight later, and you asked me why, and I passed it vaguely."

"I can't say it, and I can't say it."

"I waited for you to break up, but it was your sweetness year after year. Finally, when your wedding came, I completely gave up. I thought that as long as you were happy, it didn't have to be from me, but in the end he unexpectedly ..." At this point, Jiang Yanzhi's voice was a little hoarse, his hands beside him were clenched into fists, and there was a cold look in his eyes.

However, Xu Hezhi was digesting the huge news in his heart, and he didn't notice it for a while, nor did he notice Jiang Yanzhi's omission.

Jiang Yanzhi didn't continue talking, and changed his tone silently: "However, it's all over."

"Since you and him are completely over, can you give me a chance?"

"Zhizhi, you are my first love."

"I love you for a long time."

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Xu Hezhi shrank like a tortoise, curled up under the blanket in the hotel.

What lingers in my ears is Jiang Yanzhi's phrase "I have loved you for a long time" and those sincere pupils.

The words of refusal got stuck in his throat, and even the three words "I'm sorry" became difficult to say.

This heavy feeling made Xu Hezhi unable to respond.

It was also Jiang Yanzhi's confession that made Xu Hezhi temporarily forget about the complete break with Shu Cheng.

Volume 2

But this kind of emotional transfer is like jumping from this fire pit to another fire pit.

Xu Hezhi has never regretted it so much, regretting that he used Jiang Yanzhi to take revenge on Shu Cheng.

The idea at the time was very simple, I just thought that Jiang Yanzhi was an excellent candidate, he was my childhood friend, and the last person I saw before dying in my previous life. .

But thousands of calculations failed to account for Jiang Yanzhi's thoughts on him.

This, five years of secret love.

After experiencing what happened in his previous life, Xu Hezhi really couldn't believe the word love.

How long can the shelf life of love last?Anyway, not for a lifetime.

Shu Cheng loves him so much, and in the end, he also changed beyond recognition.

In this life, Xu He didn't know the need for such a thing as love.

But it is precisely because he has experienced emotional pain that he understands the spiritual sustenance of emotion to a person.

If he hadn't used Jiang Yanzhi at the beginning, then he could have refused generously.

But he took the initiative to approach the other party, and after learning that the other party was so considerate, even apologizing was useless.

Like, I gave you hope and I wished for destruction, and that hope was mixed with malicious deception.

This kind of bad behavior is self-evident.

So at that time Xu Hezhi couldn't say a word.

The victim, Jiang Yanzhi, chose to be tolerant. He clearly saw his hesitation and his eyes were stained with anxiety, but he still comforted himself: "It's okay, you don't have to give me the answer right away."

So Xu Hezhi ran away, and then became a shrinking turtle hiding under the blanket like now.

Forget it, if you can't be wrong, you can be wrong.

Or explain it thoroughly once and for all?from beginning to end.

Xu Hezhi thought it was ok, and then took out his mobile phone and began to edit the message: I'm sorry, I can't promise you, our relationship should end here.

In fact, I lied to you, I said I like you, but I don't, I just want to take revenge on Shu Cheng.

Because he cheated.

I won’t go into details about this, anyway, I don’t really believe in feelings in my life, and love is useless to me.

But I shouldn't lie to you, I'm sorry, it's my fault, you can beat or scold me if you want.

I will also compensate you, are you willing to continue that cooperation?will make money.Eight and two if you want.

If you don't want to, I will pay five times the compensation.

If you want anything else, you can ask for it, as long as it is within my ability, I can satisfy you.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I know this apology is hypocritical, but I'm really sorry.

Thank you for your likes, but I don't deserve them.

You will always be my best friend.

[The author has something to say: This is the first time I try to write this kind of article. I am actually very worried that people will not like to abandon the article. It is different from my previous article. I have a lot to express, and there are many foreshadowings and reversals. If you like this You can continue to read the story, if you don’t like it, we will see you again~]