midsummer night

Chapter 59

Zhu Yannian stood in front of the window of the dance practice room to answer the phone, and her students were waiting for her in front of the crossbar wearing dancing shoes.

She said to Lu Chengfeng: "Perhaps you think that if he abandons this embryo, he also abandons you?"

Lu Chengfeng replied after a few seconds: "He probably doesn't need me at all. He has been wearing a suppressor for many years. He also has almost no experience with Alpha, but I remember and learned from other people, He has liked me since he was a student many years ago."

Zhu Yannian asked: "What about you, do you like him?"

Lu Chengfeng said, "I love him."

Zhu Yannian was very surprised, because Lu Chengfeng had never used this word to other contacts.She pondered: "Then you should talk to him about the future, such as how to live together."

Lu Chengfeng said: "I mentioned it, but he doesn't want to talk about it, and he doesn't want to marry me."

Zhu Yannian couldn't help laughing softly, her student turned his head and glanced at her profile, the dark cloth was pressed against his body, and the lines of her face became an extension of her body when she smiled.

Zhu Yannian said, "It sounds like he's quite clear-headed."

Lu Chengfeng: "..."

Zhu Yannian's smile hadn't faded, she explained: "Being sober doesn't mean refusing you, but refusing to marry. After all, marriage will make Omegas lose themselves, and their resources and lives have already been deprived of many. You just now Said he didn't want kids either"

Lu Chengfeng's voice was very bitter: "Yes."

Zhu Yannian was a little puzzled: "Are you sure the other party really likes you? It sounds very suspicious, he said it himself?"

Lu Chengfeng: "I said it once or twice."

Zhu Yannian: "Then you two are together because...?"

Lu Chengfeng: "Rest period."

Zhu Yannian almost bent over laughing, she lowered her head and lowered her voice, presumably Lu Chengfeng was probably very anxious, and it would not be too late to laugh at him again.

Zhu Yannian and Lu Chengfeng said: "Actually, he may have nothing to do with you if he doesn't want a child. He is the one who gave birth, and he needs to make more comprehensive plans to raise him alone. If the other party is about your age, unless the family is tolerant and wealthy enough , Raising a child is also difficult. If you interfere with his decision, the birth of the child will be contrary to the mother's wishes, lacking real blessings and expectations."

"He doesn't necessarily hate children or hate you, but because he has no freedom of choice. Children will bring moral and economic shackles, and any rational Omega will prevent himself from falling into the situation of being forced to give birth."

"You say you love him, but what kind of love is it? Because the relationship between menstrual periods is inherently fragile, how long will you be together? A few years or ten years, no one can predict. Ten years is right A relationship is already very long, and the child has been born to adulthood for nearly 20 years, you may not be together all the time, you need to ask him what he needs."

Lu Chengfeng: "He said he wanted to be free."

Zhu Yannian: "Then give him freedom, a freedom to live without you. Although it sounds unfair to you, this is probably the only way out."

Lu Chengfeng held the phone and didn't make a sound. The meeting room was very quiet, the night of Fenggang rose outside the window, and there was a tall Christmas tree full of gifts and decorations in the hotel lobby.But all this bustling and shining has nothing to do with him, his mind is on the Omega in the hotel room upstairs.

Lu Chengfeng has always believed that Leya is his mother's heir since he was a child, so he cares more about his mother's opinion of him.But the more he grows up, the more he realizes that he and Leya are descendants of father and mother respectively, and the mother is separated from him, and they will never be able to get close to her like their sister.

This made him very confused and hurt. Even though his father raised him with his own hands since he was a teenager, and his grandmothers loved him very much, he was still different from his mother.

When he was young, he was close to his parents and secretly blamed his mother for leaving his father and taking him to the strange summer island to study.

Why did the mother take him away?Why do you want to leave?He didn't think about it for many years, and later he probably explained it by not liking restraint by nature.Fortunately, although his parents were separated, they never left. They have always been in his life, accompanying and loving him in their own ways.

Except for this shortcoming, his life has been smooth and smooth.For his future partner, he didn't have too many clear intentions until he met He Xiyuan.

The more unavailable, the more you desire.For example, He Xiyuan has been around him for ten years, but he hasn't even noticed the shadow of him.After the reunion, the closer they get, the more alienated the other party is, as if they will go away at any time.

The moment He Xiyuan's voice disappeared from the other end of the receiver, he felt unstoppable panic.

They had no marks in the first place, even if there were, He Xiyuan would have gritted his teeth and wiped them out with a blade.He never doubted that He Xiyuan was more courageous than most Alphas.

He is an Alpha who has hardly experienced any setbacks, but his Omega partner has to use all his strength to leave him, which makes him feel overwhelmed.

The pheromone fit is clearly close to saturation, and he also loves each other deeply, and their bodies are incomparably compatible.Whether it is estrus or daily life, their gestures are very close.

When He Xiyuan was emotional, he couldn't stop his physical tears, and mucus from his posterior acupoint fell on the bed sheet and between his legs.When he climaxes, he bites the skin around Lu Chengfeng's glands with his teeth, grabs his strong body with his arms, suppresses the moans in his mouth, grabs his neck or arms, collapses his body into a bow, and ejaculates with his toes curled up.

Lu Chengfeng knew that it was his privilege to have the advantage of resources since he was born.Because the genes of his mother and father are good enough, he is born with excellent appearance and physical condition. From the praise of adults when he was young, to the gazes and love letters of his peers after puberty, he is familiar with his own attractiveness.

During the ten years the Omega loved him he was unconscious.Although He Xiyuan never thought that they owed each other anything emotionally, Lu Chengfeng always had a secret sense of guilt for his weakness and meaningless self-esteem when he was young.

If he turned around a little over the years, he would be able to see He Xiyuan, or he had already discovered it long ago, but he always felt that these things were not important.My unexplained feelings are not important, nor is He Xiyuan's secret love. The degree of fit is a pure accident and coincidence, so it is not important.

When he was young, he suppressed himself, remained silent, and shielded He Xiyuan from liking him with indifference and intentional alienation.

In the autumn of his third year at university, he reached the legal drinking age, and the club opened a whole case of champagne and red wine for his birthday on weekends.Amid the deafening music, the young and beautiful Omegas sat on his lap, their body temperature and skin felt sticky and warm, and the smell of pheromones was unclear, like the scent of flowers mixed with the smell of fermented alcohol in the air, extremely sweet and greasy.

Dark wooden floor, dark leather sofa, his body and mind are a little tranced under the influence of alcohol, but he only wants to drink, and the pheromone of Omega did not arouse his sexual desire.

When he was about to get drunk, he suddenly remembered the sweet and sour and pure pheromones he captured in middle school, but that seemed to be many years ago, and he couldn't even remember the other person's name and face.It smelled like citrus and lemon, or maybe orange.

But that doesn't seem to matter anymore.He is physically strong, tall and handsome, and he is more and more aware of the attraction of himself and his background to the outside world.

He has encountered many Omegas in the past ten years, and there are many Alphas and Betas among the suitors. They have different levels of pheromones, and he can't tell whether they are good or bad.In addition to marking and knotting, he has completed some experimental experiences with people whose faces have been blurred in his memory in a smooth and inactive way.

The Omega who always lowered his head and talked to him back then was left in the corner of his memory, like a fruit that he occasionally wanted to eat in summer, and was forgotten once the summer was over.

In the first half of his life, He Xiyuan, because of loneliness and no response to his emotions, made him think that he was a deep-sea animal with a dislocated sound frequency, and his companions could not hear his voice.

Except for Lu Chengfeng, no Alpha has aroused his emotional and physical desires.But because Lu Chengfeng couldn't catch up with him after all, he had to go ashore in embarrassment before he suffocated in the river of time, determined not to wade through the water again in this life.

When he met Lu Chengfeng in his teens, he found a collection of poems in the bookcase at home, which contained a song "Song of the Yue People".

What evening is this evening?The boat is in the middle of the stream; what day is it today?You have to be in the same boat as the prince.Be ashamed and be good, don't be ashamed.The heart is bothered and unceasing, knowing the prince.There are trees in the mountains, and the trees have branches, and the heart is pleasing to the king, and the king does not know it.

He read the poem over and over again under the lamp, touching the thin and yellowed pages with his fingers.

Many years later, when he read that poem again, he figured it out.I am just a passer-by in the mundane world, I would never have met Lu Chengfeng, and it was purely a coincidence that I met him at the same school when I was young.

The boat they were on was not floating on the river in spring, but sailing in the unknown sea where the icebergs drifted in the dark.At any moment, he would fall from the overturned deck into the icy sea water, either suffocate or freeze to death, and finally be buried in the belly of the fish, and then float on the sea.

Lu Chengfeng was a first-class passenger. Even if the big ship capsized, he could still wrap himself in furs and escape in the lifeboat along the path that everyone had opened for him.

After figuring it out, He Xiyuan saw the small island protruding from the sea and went ashore. The journey to the shore exhausted half of his strength.

Cheng Feng just appeared in the hall of St. Gettysburg one day, as if passing by his island in a boat, and found that there were oranges in midsummer on the island, so he stopped.He probably stopped because of curiosity, not out of love.

But after Cheng Feng stopped, he was unwilling to leave.The island carries the dreams of his entire childhood and teenage years, with sweet and sour fruits and magnificent gardens.He was finally able to look directly into his heart, and the Omega that had haunted him for many years.

The flesh and blood blend together, He Xiyuan is both embarrassed and addicted to intercourse with each other, crying and pushing his body away with both hands and feet.But he didn't want to wait any longer, he just wanted to hug the Omega, let his mark be attached to the opponent's breath, buried deep in the opponent's body.