Then I became a fool

Chapter 16

"Blizzard"

On the day of returning to Yujianzong from Heishuihe, it happened to coincide with the mortal festival under the mountain gate.

There are bustling crowds, a city of lights, and poorly made fireworks by mortals.

During the setting off, those people could be heard cheering, and the lover who sneaked out took advantage of the colorful fireworks and secretly stretched out his hand to hook the little lady's little finger.

Then both of them raised their heads, blushing a little.

Lou Fengxue leaned against the window and looked down, seeing the pair of mortal lovers for a long time, vaguely seeing two different faces.

It was as if one of the two had become himself.

there is one more person...

It became Ayun.

Distraught.

The sword energy in the body is like a knife.

Lou Fengxue suddenly vomited a mouthful of blood, and suddenly there was a deep sword mark on his arm, and then looked down at the pair of mortals... but the other party was no longer where he was.

Yeah, mortal fireworks are fleeting.And who would stay down there and stare at the dark sky all the time?

That's Ayun...

Silly Ayun.

I don't know if the delicate and noble Ayun will be able to do it underground now, will he be afraid of the dark...

Could it be that he also remembered him watching the fireworks together?

Lou Fengxue thought about it, and suddenly there was another sword mark on her body.

The waiter finally realized that something was wrong, and flew into Yujianzong overnight, and carried Lou Fengxue into Yulu Building.

Then a doctor was called.

The doctor is also a well-known doctor in the world of cultivating immortals. When he entered the Yulu Building, he frowned when he saw Lou Fengxue who was half dead on the bed.

"Young Sect Master, your state is unstable now, and the sword energy in your body is leaking out. The most taboo is such a violent mind. If you are emotional, you will get demons. You can't indulge like this any longer—"

"Otherwise, you will go mad and die, right?"

Before the doctor could finish speaking, Lou Fengxue had already opened his mouth.

The doctor fell silent for a moment.

Looking up at the young suzerain, he saw that his expression was indifferent, like ice in the west, without any fluctuations.

Ugh……

The doctor sighed inwardly.

I don't know what it is for...to make such a frosty person mourn to such an extent.

Lou Shaozong's illness has not lasted for a day or two. Yujianzong regarded this young suzerain as extremely valuable, and invited more than one or two doctors, but even if Da Luo Jinxian came to see him, the diagnosis would be the same. .

The Lou Shao suzerain probably heard the doctor's advice long ago.

Avoid love, avoid sadness, avoid anger——

The secret method of Yujianzong is cultivated to the end, it is to cultivate people into a sword in the hands of the heaven.

The sword of heaven is naturally invincible and unstoppable.

But... To cultivate a person into a sword, one has to pay more than hard work.

Lou Fengxue is exceptionally talented and gifted, and has already mastered swordsmanship at a young age, which is naturally a good thing on weekdays, but with such a vast and fierce sword energy contained in his body, once his mood is unstable and his dao realm collapses, Those god-given sword qi will naturally break out of the body, cutting people from the inside out, cutting the body to pieces.

If the situation is even worse, it is crazy.

If he can't control the sword qi at all... that person will probably be chopped into pieces by the sword qi he has cultivated for many years.

—no one can save.

But Lou Fengxue really didn't seem to care much.

The doctor has been following him for the past few years, and sometimes he feels... that the Lou Shao suzerain... seems to be doing it on purpose.

Intentionally unstable state.

Deliberately leaking sword energy.

Deliberately... cut himself from the inside out, cutting his body to pieces.

It was torture comparable to being cut alive.

It hurts.

Hate extremely.

As if aware of the doctor's speculation, Lou Fengxue suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, a slight sneer flashed across his indifferent face.

"Don't worry, Mr. Lou will never commit suicide—"

He said.

The doctor saw that his face was determined not to be fake, so he left in peace.

However, at the last moment before leaving, Yingyingchuo seemed to hear the young master of the building talking to himself again.

"Before I find him...how can I die..."

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Before the doctor left, he naturally left the medicine.

But when Lou Fengxue drinks medicine, he drinks it with wine.

A pot of good boiled snow is as cold as ice when it enters the mouth, and cracks like burning coals when it enters the throat.

Even Jindan Immortals would have to mix Xianbailu with the strong wine that Lou Fengxue drank as light as water.

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Stronger wine is better.

It doesn't hurt that much after drinking it.

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Thinking of Xuanhe's last words before his death, Lou Fengxue's body was silently covered with numerous sword marks.

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"That man is lying."

Lou Fengxue didn't seem to notice the blood dripping from her body, it dripped all over the floor, she just held her cup and looked at the empty Yulu Building, and murmured.

"You are so nice...so good...how could someone be willing to treat you like that..."

While talking, Lou Fengxue drank another jug ​​of wine.

As I drank and drank, tears mixed into the cup.

Lou Fengxue coughed, then suddenly said:

"No. Some people are so ruthless...it's me, I'm just so ruthless..."

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The furniture in Yulu Building is still the same as when Yunyun lived here.

The servants all knew to clean it carefully, because the Young Sect Master cared the most about this place.

It's a pity that now Lou Fengxue looks over with drunken eyes, but feels that those extravagant and magnificent decorations seem to be covered with a layer of red.

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It was the red that Yunyun was dyed when he was pressed and bled here.

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"It turns out that it's me who treats you the hardest in the world."

Lou Fengxue suddenly sighed.

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"Yes."

Suddenly, a gentle voice came from the man.

"In this world... only you are willing to shed my blood... dig my bones..."

Lou Fengxue's figure condensed slightly.

Watching helplessly in the dark void, a familiar figure slowly appeared.

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Snow white face, dark eyes.

There is always a three-point smile on her lips, like a rich flower that has never tasted the slightest wind, frost, rain and snow.

...It is also like a snow rabbit that should be held in the palm of the hand and cared for carefully.

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That is Ayun.

But that's not Ayun.

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Lou Fengxue stared greedily at "Yunyun" who was walking towards him, the wine glass in his hand was clear and blood red.

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The so-called "Yunyun" is actually... Lou Fengxue's inner demon.

Lou Fengxue is very familiar with it.

When he was young, he never took the so-called demons and obstacles into his eyes.

During the practice, the demons in the heart turned into many temptations, skills, sects, beauties, benefits, ascension, consummation—all were laughed at by Lou Fengxue.

He thought he would never be fooled by demons.

Until the second night when I watched the fireworks on earth with Yunyun...

The one who came out of the darkness was Ah Yun who smiled softly.

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"Lou Fengxue, I'm so cold, please hug me..."

"Ayun" unfolded his body in front of Lou Fengxue.

So beautiful, so sweet.

Breathtaking.

I lost my soul.

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Lou Fengxue woke up at the last moment when Dao's heart was about to break, and slapped the heart demon with her palm.

The boy who haunted him in his dreams suddenly turned into powder, but his soft pleading still seemed to be in his ears.

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"...you hug me."

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Then, night after night.

"Yunyun" has never been absent.

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Lou Fengxue also trembled night after night, crushing it over and over again.

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It's just... that's what Lou Fengxue would do when he was young.

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In the current Yulu Building, Lou Fengxue just smiled and drank the wine mixed with blood, and gently stared at "Yunyun" who was gradually approaching him.

He knew that with the invasion of the heart demon, his Dao heart, his realm, and his sword energy... would eventually turn him into a chaotic mess of ugly flesh.

But he will no longer raise his palm to "Yunyun".

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The illusory body slowly covered Lou Fengxue's back.

Several sword marks shot out from the internal organs in an instant.

A line of black blood slowly oozed from Lou Fengxue's mouth and nose, but the doting smile on his face did not change at all.

"I'll never treat you like that again..."

He raised his hand and slowly stroked the non-existent boy on his shoulder.

"Never again, Ayun."

He said.