i have a soul

Chapter 12 Chapter 12

When Yun Yan woke up, the big competition was over, and the next day happened to attend the award ceremony. The spirit master has been paying attention to Yun Yan's situation these days, watching Yun Yan's eyelids move, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and finally woke up , went out and called the head of the mountain and disappeared.

Dizzy, Yun Yan tried to open his eyes uncomfortably, and saw the familiar roof, and then Shan Zhang's handsome face, moved his stiff neck, propped his right hand on the bed and sat up slowly, Shan Chang saw Yun Yan wanted to sit up and quickly supported him against the wall, and asked with concern: "Yun Yan, are you okay?"

"It's okay." The voice was a little hoarse, and the head of the mountain quickly poured a glass of water and handed it to Yun Yan's mouth, and helped Yun Yan to feed him the water.

Yun Yan had just finished drinking a glass of water when someone walked in, it was Yaoyu.

Yaoyu stood beside the bed with a face full of guilt and apologized to Dao Yunyan: "I'm really sorry, Yunyan, I didn't expect to cause you so much trouble and cause you to be so seriously injured."

Yun Yan's spirit was a bit weak, but she just shook her head without any hesitation. Yaoyu saw the weak Yun Yan, with tears in her eyes, she tried to amuse Yun Yan and said, "Yun Yan, I have already taught that Li Qiqian a lesson. He won't be able to get off the stage in the Grand Competition, and he won't be able to get up for half a year."

Yun Yan just nodded after hearing this, and closed his eyes from time to time. Seeing this, the head of the mountain helped Yun Yan to lie down, covered the quilt, and closed the door for Yun Yan when he went out with others.

Lying on the bed, Yun Yan heard the sound of closing the door and the footsteps of everyone leaving, and silently called the spirit master with his eyes closed. The spirit master stood beside Yun Yan's pillow, watching Yun Yan bury his head in the bed, There was a muffled voice of disappointment: "Ling, am I a failure?" Before the spirit master answered, he said to himself, "I thought I was talented, so I didn't work hard at anything, and I wanted to take advantage of it. One step at a time, I knew I couldn't win the match against Wu Shuijing that day. He looked so arrogant, but in fact he often practiced alone day and night, and put in a thousand times more effort than others. But I was just thinking about opportunism, you Let me practice hard. I didn't practice. I studied some things every day. From entering the Spirit Sword Sect to now, for eight years, I have been facing the spirit grass and spirit flowers every day. I haven't practiced seriously at all. I don't know how to be more aggressive. You see, the head of the mountain is much better than me. Although he is not as qualified as me, he still works very hard. He completes all the things arranged by Wang Lao, and he does it better than me. He often asks Wang Lao for some questions. When encountering difficulties in cultivation, Mr. Wang has never been stingy with his knowledge when he came out, and I have never asked him once. Ling, am I very useless?" Yun Yan cried when the last sentence was heard by the spirit master.

The spirit master didn't answer Yun Yan's question, but just lay behind him and hugged him across the quilt, mobilized his spiritual power to pass it on, heard Yun Yan's gradually calming down and fell asleep, closed his eyes and entered his sea of ​​consciousness.

Yun Yan walked in a dark and boundless space. After walking for a long time, there was endless darkness in front of his eyes. He kept walking and walking, and finally stopped at a certain point, lying powerlessly on the ground. Are you going to die, Yun Yan asked himself.There is a voice that has gone through the vicissitudes of the world: "These are all things you have to go through. Your strength needs a process, and your growth needs a reason. No one can help you. Only you can rely on it." Yourself. The departure of your loved ones makes you lose the desire to survive, and you live without purpose. You just complete the assigned tasks step by step. Your arrogance has become your burden, and your attitude has contributed to the current situation. Is failure terrible? Actually failure It's not scary, what's scary is your unwavering heart, you still have a lot of things to do, and the truth of many things hasn't been revealed, are you willing to die like this, to be a person who doesn't understand?"

"Are there many things, is there any truth worth looking for?" Yun Yan murmured and slowly woke up from the dream. When he got up, something rolled off his body, looking at the familiar red sandalwood box thoughtfully , "The red sandalwood box given by grandpa."

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Yun Yan put the sandalwood box into the Qiankun bag, straightened the quilt and said, "Please come in."

The head of the mountain saw that Yun Yan was recovering well, and he was in good spirits. His face that had been cloudy for a few days finally pushed away the clouds and mists and saw Qingtian smiled: "How are you resting, are you feeling better?"

"much better."

"Then hurry up and attend the awards ceremony."

"it is good."

In front of the main hall of the main peak square, two long stairs are paved with red carpets. On the top of the stairs is a row of noble carved pear wood tables. The stage, the whole ceremony scene is magnificent.The first award was awarded to the Golden Core disciples. No.1 was a male disciple named Shu Wanxian. As the name suggests, he looked like a white and clean scholar who didn't know much about the world, but he didn't expect to win No.1. The reward was a top-grade spiritual item. Baotongtian brush and three fourth-rank elixir, the implements are divided into spiritual weapons, spiritual treasures, Tianbao, and divine weapons, all of which are divided into upper, middle and lower grades. Tianbao level is also considered rare, and top-grade spiritual treasures are also comparable; No.2 Yun Yan knew that it was Nan Qiuyun, and what he got was a middle-grade spirit treasure in a sword inlaid with fire spar and two fourth-order elixir. Bao has a fourth-tier elixir, and the other fourth and fifth are all fourth-tier elixir.When it was the turn of the foundation building period, Yun Yan saw that Yaoyu also went up to No. 3 with a smile on his face, it seemed that he got something he liked, and the others didn't look carefully, waiting for him to go on stage.

Wu Shuijing was the first to appear on stage when it was his turn to refine Qi. He received a cultivation jade slip and a waist card of an inner disciple, and was accepted as a personal disciple by the elder Fengjing of the beast peak; Then the elder presiding over the ceremony suddenly said that he was accepted as a direct disciple by Elder Yaofeng Baiwei. After thanking him respectfully and returning to his original position, he couldn't help wondering who this elder Baiwei was.Then the head of the mountain got the same thing, and then the elder who presided over the meeting patted the head of the mountain and said: "I am not talented, this is the closed disciple accepted by the old man." The head of the mountain blinked at Yun Yan below, Yun Yan suddenly thought of the reason why the head of the mountain said that day, and then suddenly realized that it had been decided long ago.

After the awards were presented, the ancestor worship of the introductory ceremony was carried out. Yun Yan couldn't help being curious about who the elder Baiwei was. When he looked up, he saw Wang Laomeng blinking at him. Now that I know who Elder Baiwei is, I can't help but feel a black line on my forehead. I have never heard of Elder Wang saying that he still has such a resounding title.

After the apprenticeship ceremony, the master of Tianjian Peak who was sitting at the main seat spoke: "In the Qi refining period, the foundation building period, and the Jindan period, the top ten will prepare to participate in the trial of the small secret realm after half a year. The trial is full of dangers, and I hope everyone will survive well." Prepare."

Trial in the small secret realm? Yun Yan was still thinking about this question when he returned to the medicine garden. OK?"

"Are you going?"

"That's right, thanks to Master, I'm going to Shufeng for a while."

"When will it pass?"

"tomorrow morning."

"Then please come to Yaoyu tonight, Monkey and the others."

"Okay, let's go shopping now and do it tonight."

"Well, let's go."

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I've already thought about the ending, how about going to the ending directly, will you kill me @[email protected]