why did i bend

Chapter 18

I didn't wait until Yan Zhe came back.

He called Yan Zhe, but no one answered, and he called the police, but they couldn't find him.He even wondered if Yan Zhe was his hallucination.He was just too lonely so he imagined someone to accompany him.

He doesn't go to work, he just stays in that rented house.Like an abandoned pet, he doesn't want to go anywhere until the owner shows up.

This is what Chi Yuxin saw when he came back.

Yang Yuan was sitting in the rental house, completely motionless, the bluish stubble and sunken face told him how pitiful Yang Yuan had been these past few days.

"Yang, Yang Yuan. What are you doing!"

Yang Yuan looked up at Chi Yuxin, "He doesn't want me anymore, and I still want to be with him forever. He doesn't want me anymore."

He couldn't figure out why he was always the one who was abandoned.It always does, no matter how many times it has passed.

Chi Yuxin couldn't understand Yang Yuan's sadness, but he wished his brother well.

"Brother, maybe it's fate. Don't be too sad. I'll tell you when I come, your dad told you to go home when you've had enough fun. No matter what you do outside, you have a home. No matter what No matter what you become, your father will accept you."

Yang Yuan straightened up awkwardly, with a vicissitudes of life smile, "Yes, I still have a family. What is Yan Zhe, I have money and I can have everything, isn't it just a man? I'll beat him up." After finishing speaking, Yang Yuan Yuan Huang stood up.

Chi Yuxin helped Yang Yuan and the two drove straight to the high-end club.Yang Yuan found the long-lost feeling.Uninhibited and uninhibited, this is his life.The life with Yan Zhe is just like a dream, and it will pass when he wakes up.it's not a big deal.

Three years later.

On the cold street, there is a lot of traffic.The towering buildings and the shining neon lights hit the man's body, making him slender.

Three years have passed, and Yan Zhe has studied fine arts abroad for three years.He kept hypnotizing himself to forget about Yang Yuan, but unfortunately things backfired. Under his daily hypnosis, not only did he not alleviate his sense of guilt, but even let the name Yang Yuan be engraved into his soul.

This time when he returned to China for the exhibition, he hoped to meet Yang Yuan but he didn't want to meet him.When he left without saying goodbye, Yang Yuan should hate him to death.

The announcement in the airport sounded, and someone who came gave Yan Zhe a big hug.This person is none other than Qin Yusheng.

After going abroad, the two have not broken contact, and Yan Zhe has a strong talent for studying art, and the two often communicate and even have a feeling of sympathy for each other.

"Brother Qin, long time no see, why don't you invite me for a drink?" Yan Zhe said excitedly.

Qin Yusheng didn't refuse either, "Let's go, long time no see. This time we won't be drunk or return. I booked a hotel for you and we will have a good time this time." Qin Yusheng said suddenly, "The Yangyuan family has almost left the hotel here now. It's all monopolized. But don't worry, he might not care who lives every day."

"The past is over, and I've let go. It's okay to go."

Yang Yuan, Yang Yuan.Yan Zhe kept chewing on the name in his heart.

Reunion

In the spacious room, colorful neon lights shine into the room through the windows, and the warm yellow lights are reflected more softly and colorfully.Hitting the man's delicate and three-dimensional face made people feel an uncontrollable attraction.

Yang Yuan looked at the messages on the phone.The fists kept tightening.

Yan Zhe, you are finally back.

In the past three years, his father retired behind the scenes due to health reasons and he had to take over the family business.He keeps working hard just to hope that one day the man who abandoned him will come back, and he can look down on him from above, making him regret his decision to leave him.

Yan Zhe and Qin Yusheng had few drinks when they met their confidantes, and when they parted, they both drank a little too much.Qin Yusheng was picked up by a man.Qin Yusheng said with a big tongue that he wanted to see him off, but seeing that the man who came to pick him up had a bad face, he shied away.

The street back to the hotel was the one he knew very well.In the past, he and Yang Yuan had walked along this street countless times.Although three years have passed, the scene at that time is still vivid in my memory.

That hotel was the hotel where Yang Yuan worked at the beginning, he had been thinking about it since he first found out.Will Yang Yuan know that he is back, and will he look for him?

Three years in a bustling city is enough to make people feel strange, but this place doesn't seem to have changed at all. Even the small advertisements on the old doors of the residents on the street they passed together gave him a feeling that he never left. illusion.

The light elongated his shadow, and he walked aimlessly in the alley in the middle of the night.

Suddenly, a black figure rushed out, grabbed Yan Zhe's hand and covered his eyes from behind.Yan Zhe felt himself fall into an embrace.By the time he reacted, the other party's lips had already covered his lips.

When the other party covers his eyes, other aspects of the person will be more sensitive in the dark.He froze there and let the opponent continue to attack strongly.

When Yang Yuan saw Yan Che in the alley, his heart was tormented.There were two people fighting in my heart, and one said that he would make Yan Zhe regret it and take revenge on him.The other said that if he missed him, he would hug him.

He had a splitting headache from the two voices.

After not seeing each other for three years, Yan Zhe's demeanor became colder and colder.The thin back seemed to disappear at any moment.

Yang Yuan really wanted to question him why he left without saying goodbye.Even if you leave him a word, he won't feel like an abandoned pet.

There are thousands of words in his heart, but he can't ask them.I had no choice but to vent fiercely with my lips.

Yan Zhe's non-resistance made him even more angry in his heart, and the strength in his mouth became stronger, and the taste of blood filled his lips.

Yan Zhe was stunned for a while and pushed the other party away suddenly. When he opened his eyes, there was no one in front of him except the dark street.If it wasn't for the broken wound on his lip, he would really think that it was just an illusion.

He walked back to the hotel quickly, and the moment he opened the door, a force pulled him into the room, and the wind from the corner of his clothes slammed the door shut.

"Yang Yuan, what are you doing? It was you just now!"

That's right, this person is Yang Yuan who kissed him forcefully in the alley just now.

"Can't you see? Fuck you."

Yang Yuan didn't talk much, and took off his clothes in a short while. Yan Che kept resisting but it didn't work.In the past three years, Yang Yuan seemed to have grown taller and stronger. If he was still evenly matched against Yang Yuan three years ago, then three years later, he would have been instantly killed.

Yang Yuan covered Yan Che's eyes, rolled him over on the bed, and hugged him from behind.Yan Zhe wanted to speak a few times, but Yang Yuan turned back.

He doesn't want to hear it.He didn't want to hear bad words coming out of that mouth, he didn't want to hear an explanation.He only has one thing now, and he just wants to vent fiercely.

……

After everything was over, Yan Zhe fell into a coma.Yang Yuan got up and sat by the bed with a cigarette in his hand.The smoke rose slowly, obscuring the expression on his face.

He sat by the bed with loneliness, even though he slept with Yan Zhe, his heart was still empty, everything was different from before.The feeling in my heart is different.

When he was distracted, the phone rang.

"Hey, what are you looking for...I understand." Yang Yuan hung up the phone and got up to leave without hesitation.

In the hospital, the pale light from incandescent lamps was refracted by the pure white walls, making the room gloomy and cold.

A pale old man was lying on the white sheets, the sound of breathing mixed with the roar of chest and alveoli filling the room.

Yang Anping was lying on the bed, relying on the machine to survive so that his pride for so many years was trampled under his feet.

Three years ago, he suddenly had a heart attack and became a vegetative state. He felt that time had not changed, but three years had passed since he opened his eyes.

"Dad..." Yang Yuan took a step forward and held the hand of his old father who was lying on the bed.

In fact, he has long since stopped being angry with him.

Yang Anping's turbid eyes turned slightly, scanning the faces of everyone in the room, and finally fixed on Yang Yuan's face.

"Son... son." Yang Anping's chest was heaving and rising, and there were thousands of words in his chest, but he couldn't speak out with excitement.So much so that his lips began to tremble.

"Dad, don't worry, take your time. I will come to see you often in the future, and I will say something after you get better. I was ignorant before, and I will be obedient in the future."

Yang Yuan's words seemed to give Yang Anping a reassurance. The patient who just woke up was prone to fatigue. Yang Yuan talked to him about the company's current situation for a while, and Yang Anping closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

The midday sun was a bit dazzling, Yan Zhe babbled and buried his head in the fluffy pillow, the feeling of being naked made him wake up suddenly.

Last night he and Yang Yuan—

It shouldn't be like this.

Yesterday's feeling was different from the past, it was not like ** but more like venting.One-sided venting.It turned out that Yang Yuan hated him so much, heh, it seems that the first dose really hurt him deeply.

Suppressing the discomfort in his body, Yan Zhe wrapped himself in the quilt.The dark environment made him feel safe.The darkness also concealed the emotion in his eyes.

After a while, he got up and went to the bathroom to clean himself up.Except for his belongings, there is no trace of Yang Yuan's presence in the house.

Except him and the big messy bed.

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Yan Zhe couldn't help swearing.He really just pulled up his pants and left, thinking of himself for nothing.

The sound of the phone interrupted Yan Zhe's thoughts. He picked up the phone and saw that it was Qin Yusheng.

"Hey, Brother Qin. Well... I know. I'm leaving now. "

Yan Zhe quickly tidied himself up and set off.Today is the day when he and Qin Yusheng made an appointment to see the venue.

He plans to hold an art exhibition. Qin Yusheng has been very famous in the past three years. This time he asked Qin Yusheng to help him, just to be able to