Fascinating Confusion

Chapter 5

The Han River at night was even more beautiful against the backdrop of the surrounding lights. A gust of cold wind blew over and made Jin Jaejoong sneezed. He rubbed his hands and looked back for the person who had been left behind by him. "Yunhao." Occasionally, one or two pedestrians passed by on the empty road, but there was no familiar figure, and his heart suddenly panicked. It was the first time in his 300 years of life that he felt that uneasy feeling.

"Zaizhong." A familiar voice rang out, and the person who turned around abruptly made him feel uneasy, right in front of him.Kim Jaejoong grabbed Jung Yunho's hands and looked straight at him like that.

"Jajoong, I'm sorry for making you worry." Originally, he just wanted to make a joke to scare him, but when he saw Jaejoong was so anxious, he began to blame himself.

"Jajoong." A tear flowed from Jin Zaijoong's eyes, and Jaejoong didn't know why he was crying, but the familiar feeling of Zheng Yunhao's words just now made him very sad.Looking at the tearful person in front of him made Zheng Yunhao feel severe pain in his heart, he just hugged Jin Zaizhong tightly into his arms without saying anything.

"Go, go and find your family if you're in heat, don't get in the way at my house, we're coming back." Kim Heechul glanced at Kim Jaejoong who had been dazed on the chair at his home, an hour ago Kim Jaejoong asked him to tell him what happened that night I told him, wondering why he was so sad when Jung Yunho was gone.After Kim Heechul gave him a deep white look and told him that after he fell in love with Jung Yunho, Kim Jaejoong entered the state of selflessness and was in a daze.

Love, Jin Zaizhong savored the word carefully, he didn't expect anyone he would fall in love with, and remembered that when he left the town, the elders of the clan told him that he must not love.what is love?He asked, love is poison, once you fall in love, it will make you miserable, when the elders of the clan answered him this way, he decided not to love, but now Heechul brother said that he fell in love with Zheng Yunhao, what should he do?

Back to Zheng Yunhao's small apartment and opened the door, I saw Zheng Yunhao sitting on the sofa with a fruit knife peeling an apple, one apple was cut by half by him, and he put down the things in his hand when Jin Jaejoong came back,

"came back."

"Yeah." After a greeting, both of them fell into silence. Since that night, Zheng Yunhao hadn't returned to the apartment or went to work, and Jin Zaizhong didn't know if he was hiding from him.

"Yunho, I'm going to move to Youchun's place for a period of time recently. If you're hungry, you can take out the food in the refrigerator. Don't eat instant noodles if you have a bad stomach." What is the reaction of the people around.Since he wants to avoid him and he doesn't want to love, it's better to separate from each other.

"Jazhong, don't go." Hearing that he was going to leave, Zheng Yunhao finally couldn't help it. "I love you, Jaejoong, so I won't let you go." He grabbed Jin Jaejoong and made him face himself to say what he had buried for a few days.

"Love, me?" Kim Jaejoong murmured these two words.

"Yes, I love you. Zheng Yunhao loves Kim Jaejoong." Zheng Yunhao never thought that one day he would fall in love with a fox of the same sex, so when he found out, he didn't dare to face it. Today he knew that he would never tell him will lose him forever.Jin Zaizhong looked at Zheng Yunhao, who said he loved him, and a familiar feeling surged up. Many scenes flashed in his mind and he couldn't grasp it. this sentence.

But before he could fully experience this feeling, the scene in front of him almost stopped his heartbeat. Zheng Yunhao's face was pale and he was covering his heart with his hands, and big beads of sweat rolled down his forehead. "Yunho, Yunho, what's wrong with you?" The sudden change made Jin Zaizhong panicked, and rushed to Zheng Yunhao's side to ask.

"Pain" Zheng Yunhao covered his heart with his hands, the sudden severe pain in his heart seemed to tear him apart.

"Phone, phone" helped Yunhao get down on the bed, Jin Zaizhong picked up the phone in a panic and was about to call the emergency center.

"It's useless, no one can save him." A voice sounded, and Jin Zaizhong raised his head. At some point in the room, a strange man stood looking at Jin Zaizhong and said.Ignoring the man, Kim Jaejoong started dialing the number.

"It's useless for me to say, why don't you listen to what I say." The man stepped forward and grabbed the phone in Zhong's hand and unplugged the line.

"What are you doing?" Jin Zaijoong was really angry, he didn't have time to pay attention to what the stranger said, no matter who he was or how he appeared here.For him now, saving Yunho is the most important thing.

"I just don't want you to waste your time. One of you is destined to die, and no one can save him."

"Why do you say that, why is someone destined to die between us." Jin Zaizhong didn't understand why this happened.

"Why? Just based on what I said is the fact that once you fall in love with each other, the one who falls in love with each other first will die. Otherwise, why is it so coincidental that Zheng Yunhao will be heartbroken just after he confessed his love." The strange man just stared at Jaejoong with great eyes complex.Jin Zaizhong was silent, yes, why is it such a coincidence, but why did this person tell himself this.

"You're here to help us, right? Otherwise, why did you show up here, why did you tell me this?" Jin Zaizhong seemed to see the light of hope.

"As I said, no one can save him. I'm here to tell you that I hope you understand that you are destined to have no results."

"I don't want this." Jin Jaejoong yelled, he didn't want Jung Yunho to die because he fell in love with him, and he didn't want to live in his thoughts for hundreds of years in the future.If their love is destined for one person to die, then let yourself go so that he will not fall into the pain of missing.Jin Zaizhong picked up the fruit knife that Zheng Yunhao had used before and stabbed himself in the heart. At this moment, he realized how much he loves Zheng Yunhao, but unfortunately he could no longer tell him.Feeling the blood flowing out of his body, Jin Zaizhong's vision also began to blur. He saw such a strange man rushing to hug him, with tears streaming down his eyes. He finally remembered who he was, and remembered those long-forgotten men. Remembering the past between him and Zheng Yunhao, remembering the agreement that destined their fate, he knew that he would have no regrets.

The morning sun shone in through the window, and the person lying on the bed opened his eyes. It was as if nothing had happened in the quiet room, and nothing had changed, but Zheng Yunhao knew that his life no longer belonged to him.Even though he was in pain that night, he still knew everything that happened, and he remembered what happened to them long ago.What happened once made him unable to stop Zaizhong's sacrifice, so even if he wanted to follow him now, he couldn't, because the continuation of his life was exchanged for Zaizhong's life, and he couldn't give it up.

In, please wait for me in another world, I believe we will meet again.

The author has something to say: For those who don't understand the ending, please read the extra chapter "Min Sheng"

☆, extra chapter

The first time Shen Changmin met Kim Jaejoong was when he was promoted from a sub-angel to an angel. On that day, he was assigned to meet the sub-angel who had just entered the heaven.At the entrance to the heaven he met Kim Jaejoong.

"Excuse me, is this the heaven?" With black hair, white skin and big eyes, Shen Changmin once mistook it for a girl, until he spoke.

"Yes, I'm here to pick you up."

"Then you are an angel, much different from what I thought." Following the voice, Shen Changmin noticed that there was another boy beside Jin Jaejoong, handsome and sunny.

"Handsome." Jaejoong pulled the boy's clothes and smiled apologetically at Shen Changmin.

"Then what do you think an angel looks like?" Changmin asked the boy named Junsu.

"It should look like that." Junsu pointed his finger and Shen Changmin looked in the direction of his finger, there happened to be someone passing by there.

"That's the wind angel Park Yoochun. I'm just a little angel who just upgraded." A little frustrated, who told him that he wasn't the archangel.In this celestial realm, the gods rule everything, followed by the law enforcement angels, then the three archangels, the eight blazing angels, the twenty winged angels, and finally the angels like him. Angel, because if an angel fails to become an angel, it will return to the human world.

"I believe you will be better than him in the future." Jaejoong's words of comfort warmed his heart and rekindled Shen Changmin's hope.

Then Shen Changmin took Jaejoong and Junsu to the baptismal hall, where all the new angels were baptized. "Who is that?" He pointed to the handsome man who read out the rules of heaven in front of the auditorium.

"Law enforcement angel, Zheng Yunhao."

"It's so dazzling." Changmin turned his hair sideways and stared at the person in front of him with an almost adoring gaze. At that time, he didn't realize that Jaejoong's heart had fallen at that moment.

The days that followed were the happiest time for Shen Changmin after he was promoted to an angel. Every day after finishing the assigned tasks, he went to see Jaejoong and Junsu helping them clean the altar and the floor, and then the three of them went to the top of the tower to watch the sunset.The three of them would quarrel occasionally, but every time they would come out to make peace in Jaejoong. Shen Changmin felt that Jaejoong was really a gentle and reliable person.

When exactly did this happy time break!Shen Changmin later thought it might be when Junsu and Jaejoong were promoted to angels.That day, Jaejoong was really happy because he was assigned to work under the law enforcement angel Jung Yunho, which was the result Jaejoong had been working hard for, and Junsu went to the wind angel Park Yoochun.Later, the few people met less and less time. Every time they meet, they always mention Zheng Yunhao, the man who is closest to God. The bright whole person is excited.But what Shen Changmin heard was getting more and more depressed. He wanted to yell at Jaejoong every time that he didn't want to hear about things related to Jung Yunho, but every time he endured it, because he was afraid of seeing Jaejoong's disappointed and sad eyes. , that would disturb him even more.

Shen Changmin doesn't remember how long such days lasted. He only knows that they were promoted to Winged Angels together later, and he discovered that secret, which changed everyone's fate.

If he could choose again, Changmin would rather he didn't know anything, then he wouldn't make that decision that he regretted so far.That day, Shen Changmin received an order to go to the human world to do some errands. Before he left, Changmin wanted to find Jaejoong to see if he needed something he brought back from the human world. Seeing the person he was looking for, he originally wanted to call out to stop Jin Zaizhong, but when he saw him turn around and came behind a pile of rocks, he followed him curiously.

"Why did you come here to be lazy again!" Shen Changmin heard Jaejoong's voice drifting over from a distance, thinking that it must be that guy Jin Junsu who was lazy and got caught, but heard a strange voice.

"Yeah, I finished my work and rested here."

"Then I'm interrupting your rest, my lord!" It was the first time Changmin saw Jaejoong using such a tone, and couldn't help being even more curious about who the person talking to Jaejoong was, so he leaned over to see what happened.

"Ah, it's not that I'm about to wake up too, so the time for WuLi to come is just right." Jung Yunho, the law enforcement angel who has always been strict and impartial, is trying his best to please Kim Jaejoong who is throwing a temper, which really surprised Shen Changmin.

"It's not too bad, it's time to go back." Jin Zaizhong was amused by Zheng Yunhao's words, but he still tried his best to hold back the smile.

"Jajoong, you got something on your face." Zheng Yunhao said, pulling Jaejoong who was about to leave.

"Where? Where?" Jin Jaejoong, who pays great attention to appearance, can't tolerate any flaws.

"Here." As he spoke, Zheng Yunhao lowered his head and kissed Jin Jaejoong's red lips.

"Ah, I'm going to die, what should I do if people see me in this kind of place?" Jaejoong pushed away the blush on Zheng Yunhao's face, really delicate and shy.

"So what if you see it, Jung Yunho just likes Kim Jaejoong." These words struck Shen Changmin's mind like a thunderbolt.He didn't even notice that the two left. Although angels are not prevented from falling in love in this heaven, same-sex love has been taboo since ancient times. He never thought that the person closest to God would make such a mistake. He really wanted to know If it is in front of God, can Zheng Yunhao still confess that he likes Kim Jaejoong like this.

And when he came back to his senses, he had already knelt in the temple and said that the law enforcement angel committed a taboo, but he didn't say who Zheng Yunhao liked.Soon Zheng Yunhao was taken to the temple to face God's questioning. Zheng Yunhao still frankly admitted that he had committed a taboo.

"As an angel of law enforcement, you should know the consequences of your crime. If you name that person, you can mitigate the crime." God's tone was full of regret.

"As a law enforcement angel, I know what I'm going to face, but falling in love with someone is not controlled by the law, and crimes can't make me betray the one I love." Zheng Yunhao's firm words surprised Shen Changmin who had been standing by. , he just wanted to prove that this taboo emotion does not exist in the heavens, but he did not expect Zheng Yunhao to be so persistent in front of God.

"Take it away. Zheng Yunhao committed a taboo crime as a law enforcement angel. The crime will be aggravated. His identity as an angel will be removed and he will return to the human world as a demon." God tiredly asked the waiters on both sides to take Zheng Yunhao away.

For a while, the news that Zheng Yunhao violated the taboo and was demoted to the human world as a demon spread all over the heavenly world. Just when Shen Changmin was thinking about leaving the temple, someone knocked open the heavy door, and Jin Jaejoong broke in and knelt in front of the god. .

"The person Jung Yunho loves is me." Shen Changmin didn't understand why Kim Jaejoong came here to explain this matter at this moment.

"You want to explain this to me, what do you want to do?" God looked down at the man who was kneeling down and trembling with excitement.

"Let me replace Zheng Yunhao as a demon in the lower world." Jin Jaejoong clenched his red lips and looked directly at the high god.

"Why should I promise you?"

"I am willing to accept any conditions." The stubborn eyes showed Kim Jaejoong's determination.

God suddenly laughed, "It's okay if I agree, but you have to be a monster forever. If you and Zheng Yunhao meet again, the person who fell in love with each other first will die."

This is a cruel condition. Shen Changmin looked at Kim Jaejoong worriedly. The latter just bowed his head and said, "Please remember your promise." Then he turned and walked away, not even hearing Changmin's shout. .

In the days to come, no one in the heaven mentioned the law enforcement angel Zheng Yunhao and his lover Kim Jaejoong, but when people talk about love, they often say that if they can fall in love like those two people once and give up everything, they will be willing.Every time Shen Changmin would feel that he did something wrong, he didn't understand why the result was like this, he thought Jae Joong would be the same as before after Jung Yun Ho left, but Jae Joong will forever be a demon in the human world for Jung Yun Ho , he couldn't figure it out.The days slipped away in Shen Changmin's thoughts, the wind angel Park Yoochun was appointed as the new law enforcement angel, Changmin went to congratulate, "Congratulations!"

"Congratulations, is there anything to be happy about?" Park Yoochun looked at Shen Changmin and smiled wryly.

"You'll be the closest to God right now." Isn't it something to be happy about getting this much-desired position?

"What's the point of having such a position without someone you like by your side." Shen Changmin couldn't understand Park Yoochun's words and just stared at him blankly.

"Junsu, it's been a while in the lower world." In the past, Changmin and Jaejoong often went to see Junsu and got to know Park Yoochun as their boss.

"It's been 100 years." Changmin said in a low voice. When Junsu learned that he was a demon in the middle and lower realms, he followed him. He said that no matter whether he was a demon or an angel, he didn't want to be separated from his brother.

"Now I finally understand Jung Yunho's feelings. There is nothing that cannot be given up for the one I love." This was the last time Shen Changmin met Park Yoochun, and after that he heard that Park Yoochun voluntarily descended to the world.

Hundreds of years have passed by in a flash, and Shen Changmin has become the person closest to God. During these days, he would always secretly go to that remote town to look at the little white fox and see how he behaved when he made a mistake and was punished. Stubbornness, see his efforts to become an adult, see him go to a big city to venture into the world, see him meet that person, see him fall into that gentle arms, see him insert a knife into his heart for that person .That stubborn look was just like when he told God that he was willing to go down to the world and become a demon for that person.

"Jaejoong, why, why are you willing to sacrifice for him again and again." Shen Changmin growled while hugging Jin Jaejoong who was covered in blood.

"Because he is also paying for me." Smiling, Kim Jaejoong tried hard to say the last few words, his body began to cool down slowly.

Love, there is no need to worry about whether the sacrifice is worth it, not to mention that he has been rewarded. When Zheng Yunhao would rather betray God and protect him, when he gave up his life because he fell in love with him, he felt that he got more than he gave. Much more.

Yunho, although you and I are in love but are destined to be unable to stay together, I have never resented the teasing of fate, because the days I can be with you have already made me very satisfied.In the next life, I also hope that you can fall in love with me first, so that I can die on your behalf, and you will remember Jin Jaejoong for every lifetime.

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