Why are the stars indifferent

Chapter 15

Zhan Le didn't know how he hung up the phone.

His hands were hanging by his side, the phone was lying on the cold floor, and his palms were also cold. It felt very uncomfortable to be thrown into the incinerator with the blood in his hand, until there was a call from the door. When there was a knock on the door, he came back to his senses.

Cheng Zai stood outside the door with a puzzled expression on his face: "Why didn't you go down for so long."

"I..." Zhan Le paused, "Looking for the key."

Cheng Zai glanced in, and looked at Zhan Le inexplicably: "Where's the key?"

"Ah." Zhan Le said, "Where's the key?"

"Ask me?" Cheng Zai looked at him.

"I'm... looking for it," Zhan Le blinked. He suddenly felt that he might not have seen Cheng Zai for a long time. After all, he hadn't seen him for a week. At this moment, the two of them were facing each other. When he spoke like this, he actually felt a little awkward, "Wait, I'll look for it later."

Cheng Zai sighed, opened the door and took a step forward, stood at the entrance and hooked Zhan Le's key with his hand on the shoe cabinet. He held the key ring and held the key in front of Zhan Le's face, shaking it, and asked, "Go out?" What's the matter?"

Zhan Le stared at the bunch of keys for a while, lowered his head and wanted to sigh, caught a glimpse of his bandage-wrapped hand, paused for a while, and suddenly opened it and asked, "Do you think I'm a fool? "

"What?" Cheng Zai was stunned for a moment, "I don't think so."

"But I think so." Zhan Le frowned, reached out and took the key that Cheng Zai was holding and put it in his pocket. After taking a deep breath, he cursed, "It's really stupid. Fuck."

Cheng Zai glanced at him and said nothing.

It's hard to say anything, Zhan Le obviously fell into a very self-loathing mood because of something happened, it's not okay to refute him now, and it's not okay to follow him and tell him "I'm a fool to you".

The two walked to the gate of the community together. When they saw Ji Changyun's car, Zhan Le suddenly took a deep breath, raised his hand and patted his face. The gloomy mood just now was swept away, and he pretended to be full of energy The state is ready to go.

Cheng Zai couldn't hold back and gave him a hand: "What's the matter?"

Zhan Le was stunned for a while, and Ji Changyun who came over there had already opened the car door and got out before he hesitated for a while: "Get in the car, do you want to eat or not? I'm starving to death!"

"Let's talk about it later." Zhan Le bit his lower lip, and let Cheng Zai hold it without shaking off his hand.

During the meal, Zhan Le didn't show much. He laughed and joked with Lin Xiangxiao. Ji Changyun was acquainted with each other, and the few of them quickly got into trouble. The second item, but Ji Changyun obviously wanted to live a two-person world with Lin Xiangxiao, and it was almost midnight for a meal, Cheng Zai and Zhan Le didn't say anything.

I don't know why he and Cheng Zai were invited in the first place. Wouldn't it be nice for you two to go directly to the two-person world?

Zhan Le asked Lin Xiangxiao this question before. At that time, Lin Xiangxiao just hooked his lower lip, drew a stick figure on Zhan Le's book with a pen, and whispered, "I don't want to be alone with him, okay?" ?”

"Shy?" Zhan Le smiled.

Lin Xiangxiao changed his pen and didn't respond to his words, nor did he tell him whether it was Ji Changyun who said to invite others first or Lin Xiangxiao who mentioned it first. Anyway, Zhan Le felt that he and Cheng Zai were very dazzling, and didn't want to stay for a second .

"Happy birthday," Zhan Le smiled, "I'll give you a gift next Monday."

"Okay," Lin Xiangxiao smiled, "Thank you."

After getting into Ji Changyun's car, Zhan Le's phone vibrated not long after. It was a message from Lin Xiangxiao.

- I knew you forgot, you didn't prepare a gift hahahahahaha!

-friend, i laughed, you are so interesting.jpg

Zhan Le replied to him "Public places, it is forbidden to bark your teeth and crack your mouth.jpg" After passing by, he put his phone away, and looked up at Cheng Zai next to him.

"Let's find a place," Cheng Zai said after seeing him finish sending the message, "Let's chat."

Zhan Le saw that he didn't speak, and after a while, he answered vaguely.

He didn't know whether he wanted to talk or not, and he didn't know what kind of energy could be generated by such a thing. He always found it difficult to say it, but Cheng was talking about it... let's talk.

Cheng Zai glanced at him again, then raised his hand and lightly pressed Zhan Le's head, then plucked his hair, and led him to a bar around the corner.

The owner of this bar didn't know what he was thinking. The table in the middle was very wide. Cheng Zai and Zhan Le sat on both sides of the table, facing each other. Go to Zhanle.

Zhan Le didn't speak, most likely he was thinking about his proper opening remarks in his heart, Cheng Zai didn't urge him, he poured a glass of wine and took a sip, squinting his eyes and looking at the resident singer who was holding a guitar and singing in front of him.

She is a very handsome little girl, dressed in black, with a smoky voice, and she sings sad songs, as if she is laying out the BGM for something Zhan Le is about to say.

There were already more people in the bar at this point, men and women of all kinds, Cheng Zai wandered aimlessly around the crowd, and then his eyes fell on the resident singer again.

"Mu... He Muxi was taken care of by her parents," Zhan Le said suddenly, Cheng Zai was stunned for a while before he remembered that He Muxi was Mu Mu, Zhan Le's younger sister, "he went to the ditch."

Cheng Zai turned his head to look at him, and hummed.

"...I thought that she came to me because she could only rely on me," Zhan Le frowned, speaking with difficulty, and paused every few words, "but I found that's not the case , She... just because her mother said that I am a soft bun, it doesn't matter how you pinch or remove the stuffing, I think about it now, that day was really weird."

"How did she bring that bag of luggage to my door and wait for me? Her house is so far away from my house. She is a six-year-old child and she doesn't have much money. How did she come here? My cousin told me Don't worry about their family, they are all bad, they took her away from me," Zhan Le became more fluent after finishing the first paragraph, clutching the glass with a little wine in his hand, without looking at Cheng Zai, His eyes drifted aimlessly forward, "I was thinking before, she is my sister, I take care of her, it should be, it's okay if I'm tired... I've always thought this way before."

"Yeah." Cheng Zai could guess what happened this afternoon, which made Zhan Le fall into such a confused mood, "What about now?"

"Now?" Zhan Le was stunned, raised his hand and drank the wine in the glass before turning to look at Cheng Zai, and whispered, "I don't know."

do not know.

I don't know if it's right or wrong to be nice to others, and I don't know if it's right to be so passionate.

Zhan Le desperately wants to find a breakthrough from his emotions.

Maybe Cheng Zai is the one who can cut him open.

"I've always thought you have an interesting personality," Cheng Zai put down the cup in his hand, "You lose your temper, but you have a good attitude of admitting your mistakes after getting into trouble, and you're still an enthusiastic crowd...Maybe it's mainly because of your good looks."

"Ah." Zhan Le was stunned, he didn't expect Cheng Zai to start with such words.

"I think your personality is very interesting, but others may not appreciate it." Cheng Zai looked at Zhan Le and spoke slowly, "Like the one who caught the mistress in the hotel last time, and He Muxi's parents... including At the very beginning, you told Lin Xiangxiao that Ji Changyun was a scumbag, and these are your impulsive and blind spots."

"Am I blind?" Zhan Le frowned.

"It's not blind," Cheng Zai smiled, "Let me tell you, that is, Ji Changyun was coaxed by Lin Xiangxiao. Lin Xiangxiao is your buddy, so there was no trouble."

"I won't say that Lin Xiangxiao is not my buddy." Zhan Le looked at him.

"Yes, what you said is very reasonable," Cheng Zai said, "but when you did these things, have you considered yourself? If they don't appreciate it, you will be put in an embarrassing position. Have you considered it? "

Zhan Le opened his mouth, but said nothing.

"Including your sister," Cheng Zai said, "before your cousin picked her up, did you work hard every day?"

"...It's not that serious." Zhan Le said.

"Do you know you've lost weight?" Cheng Zai picked up the bottle and poured him some wine, "Since I saw you last week, you've been so thin that you can see it with the naked eye."

Zhan Le stared at the wine without making a sound.

"Zhan Le, kindhearted, enthusiastic, and wanting to do good deeds, I think they are all good behaviors," Cheng Zai put down the wine bottle, which tapped lightly on the glass table, "but before that, think about yourself first. , when you do anything, you must first consider what you can do, and being impulsive for a while will not end well for others, understand?"

Judging by Zhan Le's expression, he probably didn't understand, or had a half-knowledge, and was digesting the other half.

Cheng Zai didn't continue talking, he leaned back and adjusted to a comfortable position, and continued to look at the little girl singing on stage.

He didn't know why he thought that little girl was very familiar, but he couldn't tell where he had seen it.

"I understand what you mean," Zhan Le rubbed his face with the palm of his hand, "but I have to... digest for a while."

"Well, digest and digest," Cheng Zai patted him on the back, "Do you want to buy some Jianwei Xiaoshi tablets?"

"I use my brain to digest," Zhan Le pointed to his head, "Brain, do you understand?"

"Understood," Cheng Zai smiled again, "Come on."