Why are the stars indifferent

Chapter 61

Cheng Zai still didn't fall asleep much in the first half of the night, but in the second half of the night, he fell asleep thinking about Zhan Le's "good night", and was awakened by the little movement downstairs, remembering the time when he didn't wear earplugs I touched my phone and checked the time, but it was only 06:30.

But also very shocked.

How could he sleep for so long in the company of others.

Cheng Zai put down his phone and remembered what Zhan Le said yesterday, "Can you stay up all night when we live together?"

He turned his face and saw that Zhan Le was sleeping soundly, breathing evenly, his lips were parted a little, his hair was messy, his face was red, he didn't know what he was dreaming about, and his eyebrows were furrowed.

Cheng Zai smiled for no reason, and raised his hand to gently press Zhan Le's eyebrows.

"Slap someone again." Zhan Le muttered, but didn't open his eyes, his voice was a little hoarse when he just woke up, and he threatened without any momentum, "I slap you and put you on the bed."

"Did I wake you up?" Cheng Zai looked at him amusedly.

"No, you poked me as soon as I regained consciousness," Zhan Le still closed his eyes and whispered, "I thought it was a bug."

Fortunately, the tactile sensation was different. Before he stretched out his hand to pump it, Zhan Le remembered that he was sleeping at Cheng Zai's house.

"Open your eyes when you wake up." Cheng Zai poked him between the eyebrows again, "What are you doing?"

"...No reason," Zhan Le narrowed his eyes and looked at Cheng Zai, "You go first."

"En." Cheng Zai replied, but didn't move.

He found that he enjoyed the occasion quite a bit, and Zhan Le fell on his bed with the tiredness that had not faded away, talking about who would get up first in the early morning without nutrition.

Thinking of this, Cheng Zai moved in to give Zhan Le a hug, but as soon as he moved, Zhan Le moved immediately, pouted his buttocks and moved back a lot, the movement was a bit funny.

"Why?" Cheng Zai looked at him.

"You get up first," Zhan Le opened his eyes, then moved back, "I... lie down for a while."

Cheng Zai stared at him for two seconds, without warning, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around Zhan Le and pushed him down in front of him. Zhan Le immediately sat up and tried to escape, but Cheng Zai reacted more quickly than he did. Quickly, he grabbed his arm and threw him back on the bed, supporting his head and looking at Zhan Le.

"Ah..." Zhan Le fell back on the bed and did not move.

"Shy?" Cheng Zai lifted the quilt to look under him, then at Zhan Le's face, suddenly wanted to laugh.

Zhan Le compacted the quilt tightly, and dragged it up. After covering his shoulders, he raised his head and stared at Cheng Zai, and said seriously: "It's not a matter of being shy or not."

"Yeah." Cheng Zai looked at him.

"Just... I," Zhan Le didn't know how to explain, and couldn't utter a complete sentence for a long time, "... I'm a little nervous."

"Why are you nervous?" Cheng Zai sat up and patted Zhan Le's head.

"Well, since I was a child, all I have learned is that men and women are like this," Zhan Le said, "I never thought that I could be with men...that is, do you understand?"

"Well," Cheng Zai could understand that Zhan Le might not be able to accept being too intimate for a while, after all, he was always straight with girls before.He turned over and got out of bed, and said, "Then you calm down for a while, I'll make breakfast."

Zhan Le breathed a sigh of relief.

Seeing that Cheng Zai was about to walk to the door, he frowned, raised his head and said to Cheng Zai's back, "It's not that I'm indifferent to you...I dreamed about you before, but if I really... ... Anyway, I really like you."

Cheng Zai thought it was a bit funny to be so serious about this issue when he got up early in the morning, and he didn't save any face for Zhan Le, so he burst out laughing with a "poof".

"Laughing fart!" Zhan Le shouted, "I am! Hey, I don't know how to say..."

"I see," Cheng Zai smiled while holding the door frame, "I understand."

"It's not that I don't want to fuck you," Zhan Le simply spread himself out, and said with closed eyes, "Just let me fuck you now, I can't do it."

Cheng Zai held the door frame and smiled for a while, then suddenly took two steps back, closed the bedroom door, and pressed the lock.

"Why are you locking the door?" Zhan Le opened one eye and looked at him.

"I wanted to get out of bed just now if I had to take a look at you," Cheng Zai said as he walked towards the bed, "Now if I want to touch you, you can't just jump out."

"Yes," Zhan Le looked at him, and after the two of them looked at each other speechlessly for a few seconds, Zhan Le suddenly straightened up, "What are you doing?"

"I'm telling you," Cheng Zai cleared his throat, and said forcefully, "I'm going to touch you now!"

Zhan Le was taken aback by what he said, and when his clothes were lifted up, he was shocked: "What are you talking about, are you a fool!"

"It's okay, the sound insulation is good," Cheng Zai smiled, and gently hooked his hands on Zhan Le's waist, "Don't be nervous."

Can you not be nervous? Before doing this kind of thing, you actually said don't be nervous!

Just relax and let me see!

Zhan Le wanted to refute, but Cheng Zai leaned close to his ear and kissed his earlobe lightly, half of his body was numb, and the feeling of being dazed by the hot steam hit him again, and he couldn't keep his eyes open He opened it, holding Cheng Zai's wrist, neither pushing nor welcoming.

After a while, Cheng Zaicai took out the paper on the bedside to wipe his hands, and took out a few more papers to help Zhan Le clean up.

Zhan Le stared at the ceiling as if he had a grudge against the ceiling, his eyes were red, and the ends of his eyes were a little wet, his breathing became even, and his heartbeat gradually stabilized, but he didn't speak, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

But his reaction just now was not very repulsive. If he really repulsed Cheng Zai, he would not continue to do it.

The curtains were not drawn in the room, and a little light came in through the gap. Cheng Zai walked over to meet the light and raised his hand, opened the curtains, turned his head and said to Zhanle, "Have you recovered yet?"

"Ah." Zhan Le just moved a little, turned over and sat up, knelt down and pulled up his pants on the bed.

After mentioning it, I didn't figure out which sentence inspired Cheng Zai... and still licked it.

The feeling in his head seemed to go back, Zhan Le quickly got rid of those thoughts, sat by the bed and looked at Cheng Zai.

He didn't know what to say.

It's just that I suddenly feel like a fool.

I couldn't do it as I said it, and I was a little nervous when I said it, but when I licked it, it seemed to hum twice, and I was more relaxed than anyone else.

The slap in the face was loud, but Zhan Le felt that it was not as comfortable as he thought.

He squinted at Cheng Zai by the window, and waved to him: "I...can you help me too?"

"No need," Cheng Zai looked at him carefully. I didn't tell him that you had been calm for so long. I went down a long time ago. After making sure that Zhan Le was fine, he came over and sat by the bed, still a little worried, "You don't feel... awkward, do you?" ?”

"Huh? Damn... I don't think so," Zhan Le's ears turned red again, "I don't think so, I don't think so, you're so annoying, let's go have breakfast."

Cheng waited for him to finish talking before raising the corners of his mouth and saying, "It's good if I don't think so."

Zhan Le ignored him, rushed to the door and unlocked it, went straight to the bathroom to wash up, and then rushed to the kitchen to make something to eat.

Cheng Zai also finished washing, changed his clothes, and went to the kitchen to get milk, poured it into a small pot, and put it aside to cook.

"Hey, don't you...can't accept it?" Zhan Le suddenly took a step back and poked Cheng Zai with his elbow, "Get fucked or something."

Cheng Zai started laughing again, fearing that Zhan Le would be shy, he stared at the milk and laughed endlessly, his shoulders shaking violently.

"Are you crazy?" Zhan Le rolled his eyes.

"No, I just think, why can't we get over this topic early in the morning?" Cheng Zai said with a smile, "You really think about it for a long time."

What happens after going to bed and living together again, it seems that Zhan Le's liking is confirmed and he will be locked up for the rest of his life, so these things should be considered in advance.

Cheng Zai likes Zhanle like this, it is very safe and gives him a very fulfilling feeling.

"Fuck, why don't I think about the long-term?" Zhan Le glared at him, "Your reaction just now is quite unacceptable."

"No, I don't care, I just think you were so cute when you stuttered back then." Cheng Zai wiped away the tears from laughing, "Can we stop discussing this topic?"

"What are you laughing at!" Zhan Le yelled a little annoyed.

"As soon as you brought up this topic, I remembered that you jumped out of bed this morning and wanted to escape." Cheng Zai couldn't stand it anymore, and turned his head to support the refrigerator and laughed wildly. "It's cute, really."

But also really funny.

Zhan Le is like a salted fish caught ashore, the moment he fell back on the bed, he suddenly lost his dream.

But did not give up hope of life.

I also know that the compacted quilt is not allowed to be seen.

Tenacious, stubborn, and lost dreams.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Zhan Le didn't want to talk to him anymore, turned his head to fish out the cooked noodles, brought them to the dining table and ate them angrily, and when Cheng Zai had laughed enough, he came over with two glasses of milk and placed them in front of Zhan Le. .

"I stopped laughing." Cheng Zai said, "Really."

Zhan Le stared at him for two seconds, then laughed himself: "...Hey, forget it."

"What?" Cheng Zai looked at him.

"I thought about it," Zhan Le stared at the noodles in the bowl, "it seems a little funny."

After the words fell, both of them fell silent, and after a few seconds, they burst out laughing at the same time.