Chapter 66
Chapter 66
Can a relationship be ignored to such an extent?Then I tell Brother Mu... If I don't tell him, Brother Mu will never know, and Brother Mu may meet someone he really likes later, and then I can only watch from afar?
Wuyou squatted down and rested his head on his knees. Bailichun thought that Wuyou was feeling sorry for Lei Shi, and comforted him beside him: "Sometimes a person's sacrifice is not to make the other party return the same feelings as his own, but to let the other party return the same feelings. I just wanted to do this. Lei Shi did what he wanted to do, whether Tan Yuzhi felt it or not is no longer important to Lei Shi."
Bai Lichun could only comfort Wuyou in this way. In fact, there is no relationship that does not expect to hear the echo, but they themselves know that they cannot hear it, so they explain to themselves that it is not important.
"What about you, Brother Mu?" Wuyou raised his head and looked at the other person with burning eyes, "If someone has such feelings for you, you... what would you do?"
After Wuyou asked, he knew that he had no way out, but he couldn't help it. He used to think that he would be satisfied only as Brother Mu's younger brother, but now he doesn't want to be just like that at all. He doesn't want his feelings to be echoed. He didn't expect to be like Lei Shi in the end, he could only look at each other from a distance. He wanted to hug, kiss, and have the same feelings as him. The one next to the tombstone is myself!
Baili Chun felt as if he was going to be burned by Wuyou's burning eyes. Looking at the other person's eyes, there seemed to be a trace of expectation and a trace of apprehension. At this moment, the thought that flashed through his mind made him doubt Are you crazy? Wuyou regards himself as an older brother. There is no other meaning in asking this question. Bailichun forced himself to calm down.Wuyou is still a child, he still doesn't understand this kind of feeling, now he can't tell what is liking for his brother, what is that kind of liking...
But he couldn't speak such words in Wuyou's enthusiastic eyes, and looked at Wuyou's eyes a little bit disappointed, and finally turned into a chuckle: "It's because I want too much!"
"Worry-free!"
Wuyou looked up and smiled: "Brother Mu, don't worry, I'm fine!"
The two returned to Baishi Palace, they saw that Wuyou had a bad face since he came back, and they heard what Baili Chun said about Lei Shi, they just thought that Wuyou was too sad for Lei Shi's death.
Yuan Shi changed his pattern every day to prepare delicious food for Wuyou, and often chatted with Wuyou if he couldn't help it, and then explained him tactfully.
However, for Falang and Yuanshi, they found that the effect was not great.Although Wuyou would tell them "delicious" and "I understand", they just felt that Wuyou was not as happy as before.
Bailichun knew the reason, but he couldn't comfort Wuyou.Every time he came to Qingyouyuan again, Wuyou would still smile and wave to him and call him brother Mu, but Bailichun felt that the smile was only floating in Wuyou's eyes, and didn't penetrate into his heart at all.He doesn't pass by often these days, because every time he sees Wuyou looking at him like that, he feels a throbbing pain in his heart, and Wuyou will stop pulling his arm and acting like a baby, and won't softly call him Brother Mu Now, Wuyou always stands three steps away from him, neither alienated nor too close, just like a normal brother.
A normal brother?Don't you want the other party to treat you as your brother?Now that this is the case, are you dissatisfied?
yes!Dissatisfied!
Because what I want is the worry-free of the past, the worry-free who always likes to follow closely behind me. When I am happy, I will run over to him as soon as possible and tell him, and when I am sad, I want to get into my arms. Looking forward to my own praise, and acting like a baby when I am wronged...
It turned out that I had already fallen into it without knowing it.
Bailichun scolded himself secretly, not as brave as a child.
Oh, no, Bailichun remembered that when he said Wuyou was a child last time, Wuyou was angry with himself, no wonder he said that he had grown up!
Bailichun sat alone in the room, thinking about all the intimacy with Wuyou in the past, is there any more powerful proof than this?It seems that I should be brave too!
Thinking clearly at the moment, regardless of the fact that it is late at night, Baili Chun wanted to see Wuyou right away, wanted to apologize to him, wanted to hold him in his arms, and wanted to say that he was too stupid.
Wuyou is still so young, with this feeling in his heart, how scared and helpless he must have been at the beginning, but he didn't know anything at the time, Baili Chun's heart hurts to death!
Lying on the bed without worry, still unable to sleep, his mind went back and forth the way Brother Mu looked at him at that time, but unfortunately there was only unbearable and distressed, nothing he wanted.
Wuyou turned over on the bed, asked himself for the thousandth time, do you regret it, do you regret saying it?If you don't say it, you can still go to Brother Mu every day as before, and let him hug you, kiss you, and pamper you in the name of your younger brother.Now everything is gone, and it can no longer be the same as before. Brother Mu didn't dislike himself, or he just didn't show his dislike in his heart, so Wuyou didn't dare to approach the other party anymore. He even restrained his smile, for fear of showing any affection. Make Brother Mu unhappy.In this way, when Brother Mu comes over occasionally, he can still see the other party, and he can still hear him call himself "Worriless".However, even so, Brother Mu hasn't come for several days, Wuyou lay on the pillow, his sobs became more and more uncontrollable, why can't he even do this? !
"Worriless!" Bailichun ran over secretly, afraid of alarming the master and the sound of the master's walking, he hesitated for a long time at the door before deciding to come in and take a look. He didn't expect to hear Wuyou crying as soon as he opened the door. Startled, he ran over quickly.
Stepping forward to hug Wuyou: "Don't cry, Wuyou, it's Brother Mu's fault!"
Wuyou buried his face in the pillow, startled by the sudden voice, it was Brother Mu's voice, did he hallucinate?
Wuyou turned her head, with tears still on her face, it was Brother Mu!
"Brother Mu!" Wuyou wanted to hug him almost immediately, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, he immediately retracted it, lowering his head and speaking with anxiety: "Brother Mu doesn't want to see me, does it?"
At this time, Baili Chun's whole body was in pain like being stabbed by countless swords. He held Wuyou's face in his hands and bent down.
Wuyou only felt that his lips were covered with softness one after another, and were gently grinded.Wuyou forgot to breathe for a moment, just opened his eyes in astonishment, feeling like his heart was about to jump out.
Baili Chun stopped, pulled a little distance away, and looked at Wuyou who was a little dazed: "Brother Mu was stupid before, which made Wuyou so sad. Does Wuyou blame Brother Mu?"
Wuyou recovered from the shock just now: "Brother Mu, you...you mean...is...is it what I think?"
"Yes", Bailichun hugged Wuyou, and pulled him into his arms completely, "Bai is six years older than you, I haven't understood living without you!"
"But, Brother Mu, why are you suddenly... You obviously..." Wuyou leaned on Brother Mu's chest, listening to the regular vibrations coming from inside, and couldn't believe it was real for a moment.
"It's me who is blind." At the beginning, I only regarded Wuyou as my younger brother, but later I became better and better towards him. I just wanted to pamper him and spoil him. I thought it was the natural attitude of an older brother towards a younger brother, so I kept on Didn't think much about it.
"Brother Mu, can I be buried next to you in the future?" Wuyou wanted to confirm again.
Bailichun was amused by Wuyou's thought, but he could see that Lei Shi's experience had a great impact on Wuyou.
Baili Chun: "No!"
Wuyou felt a little wronged, why not.
Bailichun: "You will be buried with me in the future, and there will be both of our names on the tombstone!"
Worry-free surprise: "Really?"
Bailichun nodded.
Bailichun: "Don't worry now?"
Wuyou smiled a little embarrassedly: "En, don't worry!"
Baili Chun supported Wuyou to lie down: "It's too late, we'll talk about what's going on tomorrow, go to sleep!"
As soon as Wuyou heard this, he wanted to sit up again: "Brother Mu..." Are you leaving again?
Bailichun saw his reluctance: "I'll be here with you tonight." After speaking, he folded his clothes and lay down next to Wuyou.
Wuyou happily grabbed Brother Mu's arm, leaned his head on the other's shoulder, and after a while, asked expectantly, "Brother Mu, can you...kiss me again?"
"Like just now?" Wuyou was a little embarrassed, his eyes swept across Brother Mu's face and he quickly lowered his head.
Baili Chun looked over from the top of Wuyou's head, and could only see the red tips of the other's ears.He turned sideways, put his upper body on the top of Wuyou's head, stroked the corner of Wuyou's eyes with one hand, there were still tears on them, and whispered: "Don't cry in the future!"
"I will feel distressed!" After speaking, she leaned over and kept kissing Wuyou's eyes, then around the corners of the eyes, and finally the ear temples, as if to comfort all the places where the tears passed just now.
Wuyou only felt that he was in a stove now, his whole body was scalding, and brother Mu was still adding firewood to it, but he didn't want to come out of the stove, he just wanted to bury his whole body deeper , burn more vigorously.It turns out that it feels so good to be loved by Brother Mu so much, it's so sweet that flowers bloom in my heart.
Wuyou felt that Brother Mu's kiss had stopped, and was unwilling to be reconciled. When he noticed that the other party had pulled his chin with his hand, he leaned closer again.
Baili Chun kept grinding on Wuyou's lips, and stopped after a while, his breathing was a little unsteady, seeing Wuyou's dazed and unfinished face, he couldn't help laughing, and hugged Wuyou into his arms , patted lightly: "Go to sleep!".
"Oh!"
Wuyou leaned against Brother Mu's arms, and slept so peacefully for the first time since returning from Nianhualing. He didn't wake up until noon the next day, reached out and touched it, it was empty!
Is it a dream?Wuyou's heart suddenly sank again, and he knew that Brother Mu didn't want to see him anymore, so how could he still kiss himself!
While feeling annoyed, there was a sudden knock on the door: "Wuyou, are you awake? I'm coming in!"
"Brother Wood!"
Bailichun walked over: "What's the matter? Didn't you be fine last night?"
last night?
Worriless: "Didn't you dream yesterday?"
Bailichun laughed, leaned over and kissed Wuyou on the lips: "Now do I know if I'm dreaming?"
Wuyou jumped onto Brother Mu at once, and wrapped his arms around Brother Mu's neck.
Bailichun supported his leg to prevent him from falling: "Don't make trouble! Wash up quickly, master and uncle are waiting for you to eat!"
Wuyou happily rubbed his face on Brother Mu's neck before coming down, cleaned up after two or three times, and was about to go out.
"Wait, worry-free!" Baili Chun called to stop him.
Worriless: "Huh?"
Baili Chun didn't know what to say, so he thought for a long time and could only say: "Don't tell Master and Martial Uncle about this beforehand."
Wuyou's eyes dimmed suddenly: "I know, this matter is not good!"
"No, it's not bad!" Baili Chunsheng was afraid that Wuyou would think too much, and took his hand, "It's because they might not be able to accept it for the time being, so I'll tell them slowly in two years, okay?" In two years, when you really grow up, if you still want to be buried with me.
"Okay!" Wuyou didn't think about why it would take another two years, anyway, as long as he can be with Brother Mu.
"Let's go!"
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