Son of Destruction

Chapter 51

"Are you angry?" These three words overflowed from Utred's mouth, with an inexplicable sadness.

Even if he knew that Hilo didn't hate him, so what, the emotions he felt belonged to Hilo before, but he definitely didn't fake it.

The pain that has never been forgotten since then, and the despair that filled his heart when recalling the past, even if Hilo just vented his anger on him, because the foundation is too huge, it is more difficult to eliminate than the hatred of other creatures.

Seeing the pain and sorrow escaping from Uhtred's body, Hilo felt a slight pang in his heart. No matter what, this was his father after all.

【anger?The reason why I vent my anger on him is because I still recognize his father's identity in my heart. It seems that I still care after all. 】

If it is said that Shiloh was originally due to the fact that the previous experience was too painful, every memory is an unforgettable pain.

And a large part of this pain is caused by being abandoned by relatives, and family affection seems to be directly linked to pain.

In addition, the situation at that time was too critical, and if there was any relaxation or hesitation, death might come in an instant, and there was no room for any fragile emotions.

Because of his desire to survive, he instinctively suppressed the yearning for family affection that belonged to his life instinct when he was still immature.

Constant self-hypnosis, telling himself that he is a creature abandoned by his relatives, no one in the world will care about him, so he doesn't have to care about anyone, and maintain a ruthless heart.

At the beginning of this kind of thing, he still had a vague yearning for his father, but as the crisis of life approached, he oppressed himself more and more, and this kind of thought seemed to become the most real thought in his heart .

Even though he could guarantee his own safety later, because this disguise was too long, so long that he had forgotten the original truth.

And the sanctuary deity who is still in the plane of Wangchuan, trying to take care of his body, reminds him all the time of the pain of being abandoned.

Let him naturally think that he doesn't believe in and is unwilling to admit such things as family affection, so many years have passed.There is also no need for a being named father to appear in his relationship diagram.

As for the reason why he went to hell to check on Uhtred's situation, it was only because he had been alone in the Wangchuan plane for too long, and he didn't want to be alone, so he didn't want to let the last relative fall.

However, he instinctively ignored that in the trajectory of fate he had seen, Uhtred would become the master of destruction, and it was impossible for him to die without becoming the master god.

Everything is nothing more than concern and chaos, but he is blinded by various reasons, and finally deceives himself.

Then, after seeing that Uhtred's state was not right just now, the worry that came out of his heart unconsciously, and reorganizing his emotions, the shackles that Hilo once put on himself in his heart were broken layer by layer.

At this moment, as if because the dust that blinded his mind was cleared away, his state of mind suddenly jumped to a higher level, and his comprehension of the power of time and space also took a higher level.

As soon as these powers of time and space appeared, they flooded into his sea of ​​consciousness uncontrollably, and merged with the heart of destiny that was nourished in the sea of ​​consciousness, causing the heart of destiny to suddenly emit a hazy white light.

Without the Death Lord and Uhtred noticing, slightly blurred images suddenly appeared on the mirror of the Heart of Destiny.

It was a pale woman, she kept going in and out of the teleportation arrays of various material planes in hell, as if she was looking for something.

At the beginning, her face was full of hope for the future, but as she returned from disappointment again and again, the brilliance in her eyes became less and less bright, and finally her whole body was entangled with an indelible sad mood.

However, her behavior was seen by a god stronger than her. The other party thought that she had received news of some treasure, so she kept entering and exiting the material plane.

When she returned from the material plane again, the god took advantage of her unpreparedness to make her fall there sadly before she could fulfill her wish.

The picture displayed by Destiny's Heart is very blurry, and the voice has never come out. You can barely see the shape of the opponent's mouth, but Hilo's heartbeat speeds up a lot in an instant.

Even if he couldn't recognize everyone in the world, it was impossible not to recognize the woman's true identity.

That was what he had only seen from his inherited memory, his biological mother who had fallen before he became the main god and stepped out of the material plane.

Even if Shiloh didn't hear any sound, he could tell that her mother kept murmuring the word "baby" as she kept entering and leaving the teleportation circle.

【It turns out that you regretted it after all. Your concern for my son finally outweighed the pain of being abandoned by your lover, my mother! 】

This is the biggest knot in Helo's heart since he was born, and it is the thing he is least willing to face. The pain this incident brings to him will only be more serious than the life crisis he has encountered before.

But now the Heart of Destiny told him with the facts that she had already regretted it not long after abandoning her, and she still loved his son after all.

It's a pity that because her previous behavior was too reckless, she didn't know which material plane Hilo was thrown by her, so she could only search again and again at a loss.

[If I didn't choose to stay in the material plane after I was born, but chose to go to hell, wouldn't we miss it, and you wouldn't just fall like this. 】

Everything in the world is just a coincidence, if his mother didn't pass on the memory, saying that he was put on the material plane because of the danger of hell.

Then he might not dare to leave until he became the main god, and his mother would not have searched for so many years and failed to find it until she died.

If he had been braver at that time and took the first step to explore the world, he might have met his mother early, and he would not have been trapped by heart knots for so many years, and was shrouded in pain and despair every time he was alone.

After this incident, Hilo really looked away.

After all, his past can only be regarded as a coincidence. His mother may be cruel or ruthless, but it is just a woman abandoned by her lover, and her unwillingness is at work.

What's more, after the initial impulse, mother's love prevailed in her heart after all, and she has already regretted it, otherwise why would she set foot on the material plane with hope again and again, but leave disappointed again and again, and ruined her own life for it? life.

"You just didn't know it, and you didn't do anything wrong in that matter." Hilo had a peaceful smile on his face, and this was his best mood since Uhtred revealed his identity.

However, seeing Hilo comforting himself in a gentle manner, Uhtred felt endless sadness in his heart.

Unexpectedly, the change of Helo's mood in this short period of time, coupled with the sadness that appeared on Helo just now, caused some misunderstandings in Uhtred.

In his opinion, such profound despair, how could it be possible to just let it go. The reason why Shiloh looks so peaceful is that he is still unwilling to admit the father-son relationship between them.

This state of no resentment caused Uhtred more pain than before. After all, there is a good saying, the deeper the love, the deeper the hate.