regret

Chapter 16

Zhang He also felt that there was something wrong with his brain, it was just a thing for him to pass the time, obviously he was obsessed with him for so many years, obviously he couldn't do without him, how could he die as soon as he knew that he was going on a blind date She gave him a bad look and even threatened to break up and return to China.Please, even if same-sex marriage is already legal in the United States, it doesn't mean that he will stay in the United States for the rest of his life, ignoring his family's wishes for him to have a child.

He used to know that Jing Youguang had Bai Yueguang in his heart, but now Jing Youguang has kept this Bai Yueguang in captivity, but his cooked duck is about to fly, it's really unfair.

But seeing these two people... In fact, I really miss you, Zhang Yan.

The most abnormal thing about Zhang He is that he is like a fish, with a memory of three seconds forever.

So when he cleaned up and came out of the bathroom, except for some traces on his suit, it seemed that the conflicts between him and Jing Youguang never existed at all, and everything was just Yun Qi's illusion.

He sat down at the table early by himself, neither to provoke You Guang nor to provoke Yun Qi.

The three of them were quiet in the relatively open space. Yun Qi felt extremely embarrassed by this quietness, so he amplified the volume of the cartoon. The cartoon that Yun Qi liked very much was called "SpongeBob SquarePants". In this episode, SpongeBob SquarePants and his friend Pai Daxing made an appointment to catch jellyfish together. Pai Daxing's vigorous laughter and SpongeBob's slightly sharp cry resounded throughout the lobby, while the two people in the kitchen and dining room each Those who have something on their minds keep silent.

Twelve points of embarrassment add another 88 points.

Fortunately, this suffocating silence did not last too long.

Fortunately, Youguang quickly prepared the meal.

Zhang He is the third generation of Genzheng Miaohong. After graduating from university, almost all the top investment banks are trying to get him to work, hoping that his military background can bring more profits to the company. Youguang represents Goldman Sachs to win this job. When he was a compatriot, he just invited him to a light meal and made four dishes and one soup with his own hands. Zhang He signed the contract immediately after eating.

Zhang He often thinks, just for this table of dishes, he will always regard Jing Youguang as his best friend.

The ancients said that if you want to tie a man's heart, you must first tie his stomach.

This is the truth.Zhang He felt that he had been reluctant to be friends with Youguang in order to eat Jing Youguang's food, but Zhang Yan, a fool who can't do anything, has no right to make him miss all these years.A worthless person, what can be used to tie him down, and what qualifications can be used to tie him down.

Seeing that Zhang He fell into some emotions again, Jing Youguang probably knew that he was at odds with his little lover again...it was crazy, because his little lover liked boys with old-fashioned ideas, so he didn't dare to send him to him at all. With Song Zijia by his side, hiding tightly, going out to drink, receiving a phone call with a tone of full impatience, but always getting up immediately, not staying for a second...

It's rare that you are affectionate, and I mean it. If we don't get together well, is it interesting for the two elders to be silly all day long?

Where is it like me.

The person I love is eating food without thinking, purely worry-free, everything is safe, how can he know that I have been suffering in dire straits for so many years, if I were Zhang He, my lover would be lucky enough to love me too, I hate If you can't give him all the sun in the sky, how can you let him be a little bit unsatisfactory.

but.

but.

Zhang He picked up a piece of papaya on the plate, thinking that there was something wrong with it, but it was just an ordinary piece of sweet papaya.Zhang He frowned, "Youguang, do you want to be so perfunctory to me that you dare to put papaya on the table after cutting it."

You Guang helped Yun Qi cut a large piece of chicken breast, without even looking at him, "The dish that was supposed to be served was papaya in orange juice, but the orange juice was accidentally wasted on someone."

Zhang He, "..."

Yun Qi felt that there was a murderous intent between the two of them, so he obediently buried his head in his meal, seeing that the gentleness in his bright eyes was even stronger.

Zhang He felt that this was provoking him... He was so disgusting before he got it...

"Youguang, do you like eating papaya so much because you want to enhance your breasts? I can't tell, you really care about your body."

Youguang remained unmoved, "Papaya in traditional Chinese medicine refers to Xuan papaya, and Chaenomeles belongs to the family Rosaceae. What you are eating now is papaya, which belongs to the papaya family. The papain in papaya can break down protein , can’t enlarge breasts. Zhang He, is your biological foundation so bad?”

"..."

"..."

But the proper Chinese food comforted Zhang He's wounded heart to a certain extent.Yun Qi received a call to go to school for a project with his mentor, Zhang He happened to receive a call, and the two of them happened to go out together.Yun Qi noticed that Zhang He went to the kitchen to carry a paper bag, and You Guang packed the dishes, "I gave him that as a reward, don't worry, he didn't steal anything from our house."

"No, that's not what I meant..."

Yun Qi's panic even amused Zhang He, "Okay, I really know how to live."

Then when the two of them went out, Yun Qi probably caught a glimpse of the food that Youguang packed in advance for easy handling today.Seeing that the children were so interested in the things he took out from home, Zhang He not only explained a few words, "Jing Youguang prepared this for my family, otherwise you think there are so many people who want to be my friends, why only Jing Youguang can rise to the top."

I didn't think so...

Yun Qi still doesn't have the concept of why everyone wants to be Zhang He's friend, so he can't understand it for a while.Zhang He complained inwardly, is it true that the people who suffer are relatively slow, just like the one in their family.

"Youguang is really good. He looks like a cold pervert on the surface, but he is actually a very considerate...pervert." Zhang He always said good things about Jing Youguang when Jing Youguang couldn't hear him, of course he was self-righteous good words.

Zhang He had a heart-to-heart talk with Comrade Jing Youguang after he was drunk once, because he drank so much that he really couldn't remember what kind of feelings he had expressed with Jing Youguang at that time.But since that time, every time he came to Cengjing Youguang's meal, Youguang would pack an exquisite takeaway for him so that he could take it back to coax Zhang Yan.

Zhang Yan likes Youguang's cooking very much. Every time he gets angry, he just needs to feed him something, and he will be fine soon, really, really easy to coax.

Yun Qi looked at Zhang He and fell into a fugue again, thinking that he thought of his wife, and sighed, "You must like your wife very much."

Zhang He was still thinking about the love that his family received that would never be returned, but when Yun Qi said the word "wife", his heart moved, and he smiled sincerely, "Yes, Yun Qi, I love my wife very, very much."

The project that the mentor asked Yun Qi to follow was not very labor-intensive, and he was very comfortable in the laboratory with the help of his brothers. The danger of electrical experiments is not high, but there are various complicated problems in it. For the program, he spent the whole afternoon in the laboratory, and it was almost nine o'clock in the evening when he remembered to eat.

When he got home, Mr. Jing Youguang tapped on his laptop, and the meal was set on the dining table.

"Sorry, Brother Youguang, I've been in the lab for a while, and I forgot to call you. I'm sorry to let you starve with me."

"It's ok."

"Brother Youguang, why didn't you call me?"

"Xu Yunqi, I also have a master's degree in science. I guessed that you were doing an experiment so I didn't bother you."

"Oh."

Yun Qi watched You Guang go to heat the meal, and suddenly thought of Zhang He's thoughtful evaluation of You Guang that he had heard at noon.Yes, Jing Youguang is really a very, very considerate person, he just noticed this today.

Yun Qi found that he had changed his eating bowl, and his tentacles were warm and glowing white, which was jade.Is it too extravagant to eat with a jade bowl... "This is a gift Zhang He brought as a guest today. It is a Hetian jade imitation Qing Dynasty jade bowl carved with two sides. "

"Huh? But this thing is very expensive, in case I accidentally drop it..."

"You can eat with peace of mind. If you fall, you can just listen to it. This thing is worthless to Zhang He. His grandfather is an old Red Army, and Zhang He is the third generation of the Red Army who is rooted in the legend."

No wonder this guy says everyone wants to be friends with him...

"But he is not at all the same as the legendary rich second generation."

"Well, indeed. He passed the exam by himself, and he never returned to China because he didn't want to rely on his family's help. The reason why our company recruited him was to expand the Chinese market because of his official background. As a result, he never returned to China after death. It was useless at all. , It’s really a big loss.”

"Wow, brother Zhang He is really amazing. Not only is he not like those dudes, but he has worked hard to create a career on his own. He is so infatuated with his wife. He is really a good person."

Youguang has been poking tea eggs silently, when Yun Qi said Mrs. Zhang He, he corrected him, "Zhang He is not married yet."

"Oh, he must be getting married, because he told me today that he loves his wife very much."

"Really?" Youguang concealed the joy in his heart and caught Zhang He's handle. This person is always hard-spoken. A dog's mouth can never spit out ivory, but he always speaks good things about others behind his back. He is really a person with a negative EQ. the idiot.

In the evening, Jiang Tongfang asked Yun Qi about what he had gained from studying abroad for half a month, and Yun Qi thought about it carefully, "The food is very good."

Tong Fang didn't believe it, "Didn't you say that you live with your brother who is very close to you? The two young men must make do with each other every day. I don't even know how to cook. You two must make do with it all day."

"He cooks really well. Don't worry."

The two of them chattered some sentimental love stories again, Yun Qi actually followed his father a bit, he was born to please girls, so that he could firmly grasp Tong Fang's heart, making her unable to think of anyone else to love.

When hanging up the video, Yun Qi carefully looked at the familiar face in front of the screen again, I really miss you, Tong Fang.

I hope that one day I can work hard like Brother Zhang He to give you happiness.

I also wish I could talk about you like my wife like he did.

I hope that one day I can take you to eat the rice cooked by Brother Youguang. He is really good at cooking. It is a delicacy that you should not miss.

Jing Youguang still doesn't know that Xu Yunqi is already thinking about bringing his wife to eat with him. What he cooks so hard is to feed Xu Yunqi's stomach and then grasp Xu Yunqi's heart, not to make it easy for Xu Yunqi to coax his wife. ? !

At night, the moonlight is as quiet as running water, and people all go to sleep with their own thoughts.

Apart from Zhang Yan, who knew that Zhang He had already dated several times, since he found out that Zhang He's family had put Zhang He's marriage on the agenda, he couldn't sleep every night.

Today Zhang He packed his favorite food. Zhang He wanted to pretend that nothing had happened and continue on. Zhang He even offered to make peace and said, "As people like us, we keep one or two people outside. , everyone in the family turned a blind eye, except I have an extra wife with the same decoration, A Yan, I guarantee that the two of us are not the same as before." He pretended to be happy and agreed to eat those meals.When Zhang He went to work again, he vomited in the bathroom, even vomiting stomach acid.

Zhang He, give me back the Zhang He whom I love deeply.The person I love deeply will not treat my marriage and my life promises so cruelly and hastily.

He doesn't speak English well, and he's not used to Western food, so he waits for Zhang He's return every day in this huge room like Zhang He's captive pet.He knew that it was impossible for Zhang He not to marry for the rest of his life, and he knew even more that even if Zhang He got married, he would never marry him. In this deep despair, he mustered up all his courage to break up with Zhang He.He thought that his destiny was to wait to be abandoned, but he didn't expect that he could love someone like this, because he was afraid of his abandonment and wanted to actively abandon him.

Zhang He could feel that the person next to his pillow was not sleeping well, and gasped vaguely in his ear, "A Yan, if you don't sleep anymore, you can exercise with your husband, huh?"

Zhang Yan barely fell asleep in his arms.

Zhang He finally heard his calm but slightly rapid breathing since the quarrel and separation, kissed his forehead, and said something he would never hear when Zhang Yan was sober, "My love, please have a good dream."

It's a pity that Zhang Yan never felt Zhang He's tenderness when he was awake.