regret

Chapter 36

When Xu Yunqi woke up the next morning, Jing Youguang was sitting quietly by the bed with a book in his hand, reading.The curtains were not drawn tightly, and light leaked in and shone on Jing Youguang's body.

When there is light, there is light.

He was so excited about his little discovery that he couldn't help laughing.

Jing Youguang caught a glimpse of the man opening his eyes and smirking from the corner of his eye. The tenderness in his heart was like a flood breaking through the dam. He put down the book and bent down to touch Yun Qi's head. Feel the breath and the smile in the other person's eyes.

Yun Qi thought: Damn, what happened yesterday, did I lose my memory? ? ? ! ! !

Youguang got up at this time, "I'll make you breakfast."

Allow enough time for him to recall what happened last night.

Xu Yunqi said goodbye to Youguang with a smile, and then looked at himself in the bed, the clothes were still there, very good.I looked inside the clothes again, there were no traces, it was fine.I looked into my pants again, it was still a normal male, very good.

He kept crying last night... He couldn't say why he was crying, maybe it was because he liked the little prince so much?nonsense!He forced himself to face reality, he was crying because of Jing Youguang.Then Brother Youguang kept comforting him, and when he calmed down a bit, he whispered in his ear, "Xu Yunqi, you always knew about it, right?" After hearing this, he burst into tears again.

Then he cried himself to sleep.

Damn, why did Jing Youguang look like the rippling expression of the two of them in the spring night early in the morning... Yun Qi buried his head under the quilt again, why did my spring heart start to sprout?

Youguang asked Mengdong Chunxin to have dinner, and a message came from Zhang Yan on his mobile phone, saying that he wanted to play with his old classmates for two more days before Zhang He came back.Just as Jing Youguang was about to report to Zhang He, Yun Qi accidentally knocked over the milk cup. He dropped his phone and rushed over, "Did you get burned?"

"No…"

Yun Qi felt a sweet little awkwardness... Youguang noticed this guy's little awkwardness, and let go of his hand, "Drink my cup?"

"Ah."

The two happily ate breakfast, and Yun Qi looked at the interpreter in the living room, "Shall we donate it to the school? It's too wasteful to just use it at home."

"Ok."

It's so gentle... Yun Qi's heart was about to melt, and while Jing Youguang was spreading jam on his slice of bread, he finally asked for his title, "Xu Yunqi, shall we be together?"

"Okay." The answer came out of his mouth, showing the eagerness of the person who said it. After Yun Qi finished speaking, he lowered his head, secretly hating himself for not being reserved... But it doesn't matter if a gentleman is reserved or not...

Satisfied with the answer, Youguang rubbed Xu Yunqi's head, "Xu Yunqi, thank you."

Wait... "Why do you keep calling me Xu Yunqi, Xu Yunqi? It seems very distant."

Youguang was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed sullenly. Student Xu swallowed the bread bitterly, laughing ass...

Jing Youguang finally answered the question that has troubled Xu Yunqi for 20 years, "I like to call you that because...the name is omitted."

Xu Yunqi didn't realize it for a moment, "Speak humanly!" After he finished speaking, he felt guilty, afraid that Jing Youguang would teach him a lesson, so he pretended to concentrate on eating breakfast.

"Because the three words Xu Yunqi represent the complete you."

"Oh..." It's quite boring...

After dinner, Youguang had a rare vacation. He wanted to take Xu Yunqi to go shopping, but Xu Yunqi was fully dressed and was holding the interpreter and was ready to go out. Youguang was taken aback and asked him, "Where are you going?"

"I go to club activities. We help children with learning difficulties to study every Saturday."

It's kind of caring... You Guang, who rarely spends Saturdays, said, "I'll see you off."

"Very close."

"That's right...bye then."

"Goodbye."

Jing Youguang seldom stayed at home alone, felt bored, and regretted not keeping Yunqi.But it seems that I can't stay... Xu Yunqi has been teaching since he was a child. The longest time he heard from his mother was that he stayed in a remote mountainous area for two months.

He also did a lot of volunteer work and community activities in order to apply for the school, but Xu Yunqi is the kind of person who is genuine and caring.He has seen Xu Yunqi volunteer in the Youth Rehabilitation Center, helping a child with hemiplegia eat, he is thoughtful, patient, meticulous and gentle.When I first came to graduate school, the first club activity I did was to show love.

Probably because I love reading fairy tale books.

He likes children so much, why not adopt a child in the future, Xu Yunqi should be very willing and able to be a good father.

Jing Youguang felt that his IQ had dropped a bit, and Xu Yunqi was willing to be with him just now, before they had time to run towards the great harmony of life together, he was already imagining the long years spent together with him, what a fool.

But it's beautiful.

It's so beautiful, all this, so good that even an atheist like me can't help but thank God.

However, Youguang can’t be completely sure that it’s God’s light. Over the years, he travels to see the scenery, Buddhism, Taoism and Confucianism, worships temples whenever he sees them, and kowtows to Buddhas. He only makes one wish, to let Jing Youguang and Xu Yunqi be together.

He went to the Trevi Fountain in Rome, and he is a devout Christian. God, please let me fall in love with him.

When love is deep, people become superstitious.

Song Zijia rarely lost his hand in the laboratory, and his colleagues patted him on the shoulder and asked him to rest.

Song Zijia felt something was wrong.

People have feelings at the point when they completely lose their beloved. Song Zijia swiped to Youguang's address book and looked at it for a long time. He probably was still busy at the company and asked Jin Bei to come out for a drink.

Jin Bei's complexion was not particularly good, he was in a daze, and needed comfort more than Zi Jia looked.

"Jin Bei, is something wrong?"

"Ah, it's okay...it's really nothing."

"You don't look very well."

"Don't worry, I will tell you if necessary. But you, the big professor, why do you think of me today?"

"Jin Bei, do you think...forget it, it's nothing."

It was rare for Jin Bei to drink quietly without teasing Professor Song.In the evening Song Zijia took a taxi to take Jin Bei home first, after thinking about it, he gave him an address.

Song Zijia knocked on Jing Youguang's door.

Youguang opened the door, and the two embraced each other.Youguang smelled the alcohol on this guy and worried, "Zijia?"

Song Zijia didn't know why he was so flustered, he hugged this person tightly and didn't let go, "Youguang, why can't you love me? I'm drinking kelp pork rib soup now, can't it work!!!"

Xu Yunqi was humming a ditty and walking on the path home when he saw two people hugging.His eyes and the eyes of the light meet together, life always loves to spill such monstrous blood.

Yun Qi recalled the [-] o'clock romance drama he watched with his mother. At this time, he should make an expression of disbelief, and then express his sadness with body language such as shaking his head frantically. If the weather is good, it should rain up.Jing Youguang might chase after him and say, Xu Yunqi, listen to my explanation.He would push him away and say, I won't listen.Jing Youguang wanted to explain again, but he refused to listen.Jing Youguang explained again, but he didn't listen anymore.

Something is wrong...

Xu Yunqi didn't know what to do, so he mustered up the courage to go forward and called the two people who were entangled at the door, "Why don't you go in."

Youguang finally pulled Song Zijia away, "Zijia, let me introduce you."

Song Zijia just stood still, his consciousness was still fuzzy, when he heard Jing Youguang's voice, vaguely said, "Zijia, Xu Yunqi and I are together."

His eyes went dark and he passed out.

The old man fainted as soon as he said he was dizzy, and now the two remaining people couldn't care less about the romance, so they hurriedly sent him to the hospital. On the way, Yunqi was still lamenting Professor Song's affection. This is such a big blow, people can be in a coma .

Xu Yunqi thought too much.Professor Song's coma is caused by lack of sleep and nutrition caused by long-term experiments. He drank alcohol on an empty stomach today, coupled with strong mental stimulation. He will be fine after injecting glucose and getting a good sleep. It's not his sadomasochism. .

However, it is really cruel.

The first night when the two confirmed their relationship was spent with Song Zijia in the hospital.

Jing Youguang completed all the formalities, came to the ward and sat beside Xu Yunqi.

Xu Yunqi stared at Song Zijia fascinated.

"Brother Zijia has liked you for many years."

"Yes."

In fact, people are more or less aware of other people's feelings, and strong feelings cannot be hidden at all.For example, Song Zijia's relationship with Jing Youguang, or Jing Youguang's relationship with Xu Yunqi.Xu Yunqi is not a fool, how could he not know that Youguang loves him.

Is Song Zijia blind, unable to see Youguang's feelings?It can only be said that the authorities are fans and too conceited.He was too conceited that he and Jing Youguang had the same soul, and he didn't believe that a genius could love an ordinary person at all.

But do geniuses necessarily marry another genius?

Geniuses marry the ones they love.

When Song Zijia opened his eyes, he only saw Jing Youguang sitting on the head of the bed alone. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. It is warm to know the essence of Jing Youguang.

"I had a dream, dreaming of you..."

"Dream what?"

Song Zijia pursed his lips, embarrassed, "I dreamed that you were with Yunqi."

"...Zijia...that's not a dream."

"But but, he doesn't look like a little monkey at all. You just call him by his first name. He also said that he doesn't drink seaweed pork rib soup. He said that he..." Professor Song rarely expressed his feelings incoherently and emotionally, He doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it.

He gradually calmed down under the bright eyes, and neither of them spoke.

Professor Song seemed to be possessed, but he was completely calm, "What time is it, I should go back to the laboratory."

"Ten minutes to nine. You should pay attention to eating and resting."

"This project is so important that I might win a Nobel Prize."

"Zi Jia, congratulations."

"If you continued to study high-energy physics at the beginning, you would definitely be better than me. The level of the paper you developed for the second time is even better than my doctoral thesis."

"If there is no if, Zi Jia."

"I know. There is still light. You are not wrong. It is because I like a road to darkness too much." I thought that a road to darkness would give birth to light, but the cruel fact is that black is black.

"Well. You should be fine now. Let's go to breakfast. The Nobel Prize only rewards living scientists, so you have to take good care of your body before the research is completed."

"You really feel guilty. You didn't talk so much before."

"I'm not guilty. Zijia, I've been telling you very clearly. I don't want to lose you. It may be selfish to say it, but Zijia, Zhong Ziqi met Boya, I really can't do anything. Back then I told you that I When I have a sweetheart, I don't tell you who he is, one is that I don't want my feelings to disturb him. Another reason is that I was not ready to break up with you at that time. "

"You are now saying goodbye to the psycho scientist who has been pestering you to be a good partner?"

"No. I found it very difficult for me not to keep in touch with you forever. I was not ready for this at all, Zi Jia, my attitude is very clear, I will still be your friend, and only It will be your friend, whether there is Xu Yunqi or not. My relationship with Xu Yunqi can't affect my friendship with you, but I'm not sure if it will affect your friendship with me. "

"Guess what? When I was ten years old and knew the concept of friendly numbers, I thought Jing Youguang and I must be friendly numbers. I think you are 220 and I am 284. In fact, I should have thought that 284 cannot tend to 220." , The friendly number is just a friendly number in this life. Youguang, I won’t make it difficult for you.”

(A friendly number refers to a pair of numbers in which the sum of all true factors is equal to each other between two numbers. The smallest pair of friendly numbers is 220 and 284.)

Xu Yunqi felt a little unhappy lying on the bed by himself, Jing Youguang insisted on driving him back to sleep last night, damn it, he didn't come back to make him breakfast now.

It's the other way around! ! !

His feelings for Song Zijia are complicated.Logically speaking, Song Zijia should be his rival in love, and it's too late for him to hate him.But in fact, because Song Zijia is an academic expert and a professor, he has always respected him, and because he compared himself, Jing Youguang's choice of Song Zijia can be judged as "blind his dog's eyes" .

He expressed deep sympathy for Professor Song's falling in love with a blind man.

This is a bit of a good deal, well, he admitted that he thinks Jing Youguang who is blind is really good.

The author has something to say:

I especially like the stalk of friendly numbers, I think it’s super romantic... I first saw it in a math science book...