Chapter 78 Seeing Flowers in the Fog
Chapter 78 Seeing Flowers in the Fog
Gu Jiujiu was angry.She was even going to give up.In fact, there is nothing wrong with two people stopping at the position of friends.
Ms. Cheng might not be a good date.If it were a friend, she should be regarded as a good teacher and helpful friend.
She always has clear interests and interests, always knows what she wants, and always knows how to fight for it.She is a very good woman, so good that I can't see any warmth in her.
Her life should be nailed to the wall and made as a specimen for people to worship, instead of Gu Jiujiu getting involved and realizing how charming her personality is.
Gu Jiujiu's biggest temper is not vented in front of others.Instead, she quietly set a position for a person in her heart and sentenced him to death.
How much time and energy is required to get along with each other.She is used to keeping a distance from others in this way to avoid friction and injury between getting along.
What is more terrifying than a disagreement in personality is a disagreement in three views.If the personalities don't match, you can tell what kind of personality the other person is from just a few words from the other person.The inconsistency of the three views probably needs to get along with each other over a long period of time to be aware of it.
For Gu Jiujiu, love is over.But life goes on.Trifles filled every crevice in her life again.
The last time she pushed that Alexia out of the dormitory door, there were still those angry clips, which were recorded by someone on the mobile phone and posted on the school forum.
It seemed that it was going to be a bloodbath again, Gu Jiujiu was really annoying.
It was Jiang Qingqing who showed the video to Gu Jiujiu.If it wasn't for her, Gu Jiujiu still wouldn't know about this incident.
Jiang Qingqing asked tentatively: "Minister, is it really you who is on this?"
To be honest, Gu Jiujiu left Jiang Qingqing with the impression of a calm woman two days ago.Now this video is out again.
Gu Jiujiu felt deeply powerless, his terminal illness had no cure.So no more needless struggle. "Well, that's me."
After a brief shock, Jiang Qingqing gave Gu Jiujiu a thumbs up. "Minister, you are really good."
The development of the situation this time was beyond Gu Jiujiu's expectation, and no one complained about her bullying foreign friends in the video.The reply is almost always: Serve the second battalion commander's spaghetti.It's an allied army!
Someone even asked Gu Jiujiu what his dorm number was.It is said that it is going to send a pennant over there, and it must say: A good example for the people!
In the end, Gu Jiujiu still received a little verbal warning from the school, which was neither painful nor itchy.Said it was to get along well with exchange students from foreign countries.
On Wednesday, Gu Jiujiu put down all the work at hand and sat in the psychological consultation room.Also coming is Alexia.
This is the meaning of the school, and the two of them went to accept the mediation of the psychological counselor.
"Maybe the customs and culture of their country are different from those in China. She didn't realize that she had disturbed your rest. So maybe she didn't mean it at the time. Students need to understand each other. We have a better solution. "
Gu Jiujiu sat on the chair expressionlessly, listening to the counselor pouring chicken soup into her.
But he was right in one sentence, she did have a better way to deal with the situation at that time.But she chose the stupidest one.
Why, because she didn't want to control her emotions at all at the time, maybe she couldn't control her emotions at all.That's why we use this method of hurting others and ourselves to solve it.
Love is an anesthetic that makes people stupid, dull, and swollen.
Gu Jiujiu felt that there was nothing wrong with keeping a clear head.
Distinguish between pros and cons, in fact, who wouldn't know this?It is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.
For Gu Jiujiu, the time and energy invested in this relationship is not equal to the return.So ending in time is the smartest decision.
Giving up is always the easiest choice to make.
Gu Jiujiu was still immersed in her own thoughts, she never listened to other people's long speeches.On the other side, Alexia suddenly turned her face and said something to Gu Jiujiu. "sorry."
He said something seriously in awkward Chinese.
Judging from her behavior of throwing money away in the restaurant, Gu Jiujiu doesn't think she is a person who will correct her mistakes.She might not even feel like she did anything wrong at all.
Parents have taught you from a young age that you have to say sorry if you do something wrong.If someone says sorry to you, the one sentence you should answer is, it's okay.
The damage has already been done, and an apology won't help.She's not all that okay.
"why?"
Gu Jiujiu just wanted to ask why this time, the lady was willing to put down her airs and apologize to her.
"What?" Alexia didn't seem to expect Gu Jiujiu to have such a reaction.
"Let me guess, it should be Cheng Rong who asked you to come here? If it wasn't for her, you would not be so obedient." Gu Jiujiu sat on the chair, staring at Alexia motionlessly.
Her extremely calm eyes made one feel as if she was standing in front of her naked and naked.There is nowhere to hide any clues of thought.
Alexia looked into her eyes and knew it was a mess this time.In fact, Miss Cheng didn't ask her to come here, but she found that Miss Cheng seemed to care about Gu Jiujiu.She was worried that if she made Gu Jiujiu angry, Miss Cheng would be unhappy because of it.So I pretended to be smart and came over to apologize to Gu Jiujiu.
Gu Jiujiu had a clear expression on her face, then she turned her head and said to the counselor in her heart, "You have also seen this situation. First of all, I must say that I don't need this lady to apologize to me. Because it was me who pushed the person, even if she disturbed my rest. I have already taken actions to stop it."
Then Gu Jiujiu turned his head to look at Alexia and asked, "Do you need me to apologize to you?"
Alexia quickly shook her head and said, "No need."
"Okay, we understand each other and don't need an apology from the other party. This mediation was very successful. I have a meeting to have next."
Gu Jiujiu has also learned to play bureaucracy now.In my heart, the counselor is not easy to stop, and the two of them seem to be quite calm.He didn't bother to look for trouble himself.Simply let him go.
Gu Jiujiu picked up the phone from the table and left.When she walked out of the counseling room, her heart suddenly became very light, like a cloud floating in the sky, floating around.There was nothing more to worry about.
When you like someone, you can see her outline in the sky.When you decide to forget someone.Looking at the sky, it is still her outline, her eyes, the tip of her nose, and her side face, but they are scattered when the wind blows gently.
Gu Jiujiu seemed to have never been so relaxed as now.
This kind of empty freedom is like the heart being hollowed out, and then the world suddenly becomes empty.After losing the bondage of emotions, she felt the freedom she had never had before.
The way Gu Jiujiu treats this rare freedom is to use his time recklessly and work overtime in the student department.
When Miss Cheng passed by, Gu Jiujiu was still tapping on the computer screen in the office of the student department.Fingers are moving rapidly on the keyboard, eyes are fixed on the screen.
Unknowingly, she got used to the lifestyle she least wanted.
Before Gu Jiujiu met Ms. Cheng, she had always been a person who dawdled in the same position.She likes a lazy and leisurely life, free and easy.A person raises flowers and plants, or after he has his own house, he can raise kittens and puppies.Watch movies, read books.Nothing bad.
In the future that Gu Jiujiu imagined, he would never have a relationship with professional women.But obviously, she seemed to be ready to work for the student department at any time, and it was logical that she would be like this in her future work.
"It's already ten o'clock."
Miss Cheng came in from the door.Audible reminder of her presence.Unfortunately.Gu Jiujiu didn't intend to talk to her.She was still staring at the computer screen, looking absorbed in her work.
"Well, I see. I'll be back by eleven o'clock."
After finishing speaking, Gu Jiujiu seemed to remember something.He smiled at Cheng Rong, just like before, with a pure and clean smile.As if nothing happened.
"Thank you for coming here to remind me. Go back first, don't wait for me."
Gu Jiujiu is good at cold treatment, cold violence and other means to keep a distance from others quietly.Because others treat her as if nothing happened, and they are usually helpless.
This is her generosity.People don't blame you anymore, and they are willing to get back together with you.What more can you say.
But Miss Cheng never wanted Gu Jiujiu to be generous to her.She can lose her temper with her, play tricks, even throw things, and the two of them can have a cold war.
She doesn't even need Gu Jiujiu's generosity.
Tolerance does not mean that the problem is solved in this way. In a sense, tolerance means to avoid the problem and not deal with it in time.
A person who is willing to tolerate others is acquiescing to the faults of others.If this kind of problem makes her feel uncomfortable, she either exhausts her patience in quarreling again and again, or intends to alienate her from the beginning.Detached to the point where you can't see the trouble happening.
Miss Cheng sat down on the seat next to Gu Jiujiu.She obviously had no intention of leaving.
Gu Jiujiu's fingers paused.She didn't say anything and continued working.
Gu Jiujiu felt that her patience was good enough, but she didn't expect that Miss Cheng's patience would improve qualitatively.She sat on the chair next to her and didn't play with her mobile phone.Just sitting by the side and looking at Gu Jiujiu.Nothing special in the eyes.Just looking at her simply, like a lover who has been married for many years, waiting for her to come home from get off work.
Gu Jiujiu was able to act as if nothing had happened at first, but later on, she was extremely uncomfortable being watched by her.
Gu Jiujiu didn't bother to argue with Miss Cheng anymore.If it is not necessary, she tries not to talk to Miss Cheng.
At this stage, this is a very useful method.
Gu Jiujiu quickly stopped what he was doing and closed his notebook.In silence, he began to pack his things little by little.Keys, mobile phones, data cables.Gu Jiujiu brought a total of three.cup.All stuffed into the bag.
Miss Cheng got up from her seat, and the two of them didn't say a word.When Gu Jiujiu closed the door, he almost pinched his hand,
Miss Cheng took her hand. "careful."
Gu Jiujiu nodded and raised his eyelids.He smiled lightly at her. "Thanks."
Polite and polite, with a friendly smile.That's fine.
Then she pulled her hand out of Miss Cheng's.
It takes about 10 minutes to get from Xiude Building to the entrance of the dormitory.Along the way, Gu Jiujiu kept a safe distance from Miss Cheng all the time.
Her so-called safe distance refers to a distance that neither makes herself feel uncomfortable, nor makes the other person feel alienated.
In order to avoid embarrassment along the way, Gu Jiujiu would glance at his phone from time to time.Occasionally she would step on a pit, and Miss Cheng was always walking by her side.She always grabbed Gu Jiujiu's arm in time.
What I get in return is, "Thank you." "Thank you." "Why did I step into the pit again?" and so on, never repeating the same words.
I have to say that Gu Jiujiu's paragraphs are here, she didn't say anything but just said a dry thank you.Occasionally a tone of regret, and occasionally a look of gratitude.It can always give people an illusion.
If nothing really happened, she really wasn't angry with you.She is really the same as before.There is no gap.
In fact, this is the case, Gu Jiujiu thinks so.She just wanted to be good friends with Miss Cheng.Two people are good friends.Not to the point of lovers, so there is no need to deliberately change anything.
In the next few days.Gu Jiujiu stayed in the student department until after ten o'clock every day, and Miss Cheng came here on time at ten o'clock every day.Sitting here with Gu Jiujiu.
She even brought one of her own cups and asked to put it in the storage cabinet here.Gu Jiujiu can still decide on this little request, so she told Miss Cheng that the storage cabinet was full.
I hope Miss Cheng can understand that she is indirectly rejecting her behavior of coming here every night.
It's a pity that Ms. Cheng didn't respond to her intentions, she opened the house cabinet specially placed for cup utensils.Those who accused Gu Jiujiu were lying. "This place is obviously empty."
Gu Jiujiu: "It will be full tomorrow."
Then the next day, everyone in the student department came to the meeting with a cup.
When Miss Cheng appeared on time again that night.
Gu Jiujiu said directly, "Cheng Rong, I know that you come here every night because of my consideration. For my own good. But it is really unnecessary. You can go back to the dormitory to rest by yourself. You can rest assured that I will definitely Be back by eleven o'clock."
When it was eleven o'clock, Gu Jiujiu suddenly remembered something.Miss Cheng had a regular schedule before, and she always went to bed before ten o'clock.
"If you are worried that I will wake you up too late when I go back. I can promise not to make any noise. It will not disturb your rest."
Miss Cheng came in from the door, pulled out a chair and sat down.She looked at Gu Jiujiu who was standing by the window.Although she is sitting, she still gives people a condescending leisurely complacency.
"I didn't mean it that way."
Gu Jiujiu seemed a little frustrated.She looked at Miss Cheng on the chair. "Isn't my meaning clear enough, okay, then I can make it clearer. Personally, I don't want you to appear here for no reason. I like to work alone. No one bothers me."
The so-called no reason means that no explanation or refutation is accepted.Gu Jiujiu has already talked about this.
"I don't have to make any noise. So, I don't think I'm here to disturb your work."
Miss Cheng used what Gu Jiujiu said before to block her.
If Gu Jiujiu continued to speak.It is bound to be endless again.So she chose to remain silent and not speak.Get back to your seat and work.
In fact, what Miss Cheng said was not unreasonable. Gu Jiujiu probably thought that she would try to keep quiet so as not to disturb Miss Cheng's rest.Naturally, Miss Cheng can also be here, as long as she keeps quiet, it doesn't count as disturbing Gu Jiujiu's work.
But is it actually the case?Even if Miss Cheng doesn't speak, as long as Miss Cheng appears.She was already disturbed.
In the same way, it is conceivable that Miss Cheng will be affected by her to rest.After Gu Jiujiu finished his work, he also dealt with his own thoughts.
On the way back to the dormitory, she said to Miss Cheng, "I'll go back before ten o'clock in the future, so that it won't disturb your rest, and you don't have to come here again."
She didn't look at Miss Cheng's reaction, only heard her say. "You should know that this is never what I care about."
If there is a person who is willing to change your life routine for you, then she must care about you very much.
This concern may be emotional, or it may be because of relationships, financial interests, and so on.For example, the boss asks people to stay and work overtime and pays a considerable amount of overtime pay.Many people would be willing to change their schedule for this and stay and work overtime.That's all.
Just like Gu Jiujiu changed her working hours, she didn't want to cause trouble to her roommate, that's all.
But Miss Cheng still showed up in the student department the next day, at seven o'clock.
Many people are still here at this time.A boy saw Miss Cheng coming in, ran over and asked her, "Beauty, what are you doing here?"
According to Cheng Rong's personality, she should not respond to this kind of old-fashioned strike-up.Unexpectedly, she actually answered: "Come here and wait for someone."
"Who can let a beauty of this level come here and wait?"
Gu Jiujiu threw the document in his hand to him, "Hurry up and make a photocopy. Don't keep fishing in troubled waters here."
As for Cheng Rong, Gu Jiujiu smiled at her, and led her to find an empty seat to sit down.
But Miss Process refused.She said she would sit where she had been before.The position next to Gu Jiujiu.
That slot is vacant.Gu Jiujiu shrugged his shoulders and signaled her to please go ahead.
Before starting work, Gu Jiujiu asked Miss Cheng. "Are you free recently?"
Miss Cheng sat down on the chair contentedly. "Fortunately, I can spare time to wait for you."
"How busy are you so you can't come?"
"Next week, I'm going back to London for a few days. But I should be back soon."
Miss Cheng didn't seem to understand how straightforward Gu Jiujiu's words were and how bad his tone was.
Gu Jiujiu couldn't understand Miss Cheng's thoughts, she only hoped that next week would come quickly.
Before waiting for the next week, Gu Jiujiu waited for Alexia.
Here she is again.
Gu Jiujiu was almost overwhelmed by these two people.Since she made up her mind to ignore these people, they started running towards her one by one.I don't know why I come here every day.
Gu Jiujiu stopped what he was doing.He looked at Alexia who was standing there. "Sit down and talk quickly if you have anything to say. If you have nothing to do, go quickly."
"Cheng Rong gave me a chance to go to the catwalk interview. I think I should come and thank you."
Gu Jiujiu was puzzled. "What does it have to do with me that she gave you this interview opportunity?"
"I asked her before, if you are angry, she will also be angry. She said no. I asked her why, and she said that it was her who was angry first.
Although I don't quite understand what she means, but I can feel that she should care about you.
In short, I have already got what I want, I hope you two will not be angry because of me.I'm leaving right now.Even if I really pissed you off.I hope you don't tell Cheng Rong that it's because of me.Otherwise I wouldn't be able to walk the show. "
Gu Jiujiu should really thank Ms. Cheng, because these days, the only thing she has done to make her happy is sending this mentally handicapped lady away.
The whole world is clean.
On this day, when Miss Cheng came over, Gu Jiujiu thanked her specially. "Today, Alexia came to say goodbye to me. Thank you."
Miss Cheng seemed to be in a good mood today, she looked at Gu Jiujiu, her eyes seemed to be fixed on her. "no need thank me?"
Gu Jiujiu explained: "She told me that she left here because you gave her the opportunity to perform in the show. Anyway, thank you. I don't like her. So I should thank you for sending her away. "
Miss Cheng heard the expected answer.She pulled the corner of her mouth lightly. "I'm just worried that if she stays around to haunt me again, you should set the whole dormitory on fire."
Miss Cheng watched Gu Jiujiu's reaction, but she still had a calm smile on her face, as if she was still angry with her.
Ms. Cheng didn't mind either. Whether Gu Jiujiu wanted to get angry or had a cold war, she could patiently accompany her.
Ms. Cheng added: "The whole thing is like this. She is the daughter of a friend of my mother. She wanted to be a model. When she met me, she came to ask me for help. Now I have agreed to her request. It is not what you think."
"You don't have to explain it to me, and I didn't think much of it. We all have friends we don't know each other. So there is nothing to explain. Also, I was too impulsive the day I threw things. I also fell broke your glass."
Gu Jiujiu was seriously expressing her apology.
Miss Cheng also knew that Gu Jiujiu still had resentment in her heart, so she deliberately distanced herself from her when she spoke.She didn't expect Gu Jiujiu to let go of the past and let the past go.
Once Ms. Cheng let go of her airs, there is plenty of time and patience to waste.
"It's okay. It's just a cup."
Gu Jiujiu muttered in a low voice, I don't need to pay for it.
She had checked the price of the cup before, and it probably cost more than 1000 RMB.Gu Jiujiu thought about it, and felt that even if she and Miss Cheng could no longer be lovers, they still had friendship.
Miss Cheng asked, "What did you just say?"
Gu Jiujiu shook his head.Smile at her. "nothing."
"Gu Jiujiu, I'm leaving the day after tomorrow. Do you have anything to say?"
Gu Jiujiu opened her notebook and asked casually, "Aren't you coming back?"
"of course not."
"Then what is there to say? Pay attention to safety on the road? Remember to wear more clothes? You are not mentally retarded, so you shouldn't need to be reminded about these things. You are all adults, so you should still have this ability to live."
Gu Jiujiu stopped talking to Miss Cheng and was busy with her work.She is preparing the financial statistics of the foreign language institute, and the workload is expected to be heavy.Once you're done, you'll feel a sense of accomplishment.
Many times when Gu Jiujiu felt that she couldn't hold on, she regained her confidence by making this financial statistics.Because no one can do it but her.To be precise, no one wants to do it.
There is a saying.Today you did something that no one else wanted to do.In the future you will be able to do things that others cannot.
The embodiment of personal value should be in this place.You can do what others can't do, and you can do better than others.
Gu Jiujiu is now focused on striving for the top, but fails to achieve his goal.Swear not to give up.
A few days later, Miss Cheng was sitting on the sofa in the dormitory with a small suitcase beside her.She was waiting for the driver to come and take her to the airport.
In view of the relatively heavy work in these two days, Gu Jiujiu has grasped every minute and every second, typing on her notebook all the time.
The notebook has almost become her lifeline. She needs it for homework, social interaction, and work.
"I'm leaving."
"Oh." Not just this time, anyone who talked to Gu Jiujiu in the past two days, her response would be, "Yes." "Oh." "Okay."
After a few seconds, Gu Jiujiu seemed to be able to react.So she turned around and added something.
"Let's go."
"Gu Jiujiu."
"Ok?"
She didn't realize how cold Miss Cheng's face was at the moment.Gu Jiujiu is immersed in her work and cannot extricate herself, her perception of external objects is not as good as before.
"If I don't force you, you just don't say anything, acting like you don't care."
"Ah."
"I'm leaving."
"Ok."
"If you don't say it, then I have nothing to say."
"Oh."
When Miss Cheng left, Gu Jiujiu knew about it, but at that time he was busy calculating whether there were any mistakes in the form.So I didn't pay much attention.
It just so happened that after Miss Cheng left, Gu Jiujiu's forms and all her work came to an end for the time being.
The way she celebrates is to go to an Internet cafe to play games.
In the early morning of the second day after Miss Cheng left, Gu Jiu got up very early. She searched in the closet for a long time, and finally found a sweater and jeans that she had brought before.
After putting on, she also put on makeup.All I need is a computer radiation mask.
She took out 20 yuan from her wallet.Started her carnival journey.
Playing from morning till noon, after Gu Jiujiu cleared a recently popular game.She went to buy a bucket of instant noodles and came back, planning to play another game in the afternoon.
Before he had eaten two bites of instant noodles, the phone rang.When Gu Jiujiu saw the call from Miss Cheng, he didn't really want to answer it.So she pretended not to hear.
Then she ate her instant noodles, while dragging the mouse with one hand, flipping through the game introduction.
The cell phone rang side by side.Gu Jiujiu simply dragged her phone number into the blacklist.
Unexpectedly, Gu Jiujiu just dragged Cheng Rong's phone into the blacklist.On the other side, the student Corey called again.It is said that there seems to be something wrong with the data in a table, and the front and back are not right.There is also the matter of another scholarship selection in the academy.
In fact, many people nearby have noticed Gu Jiujiu.Because other girls are good-looking.And after playing all morning, I cleared the game that was particularly popular recently.Awesome technology.
Of course, the most impressive thing about her is that she is tapping the keyboard with her fingers to play games.While teaching the person on the phone how to handle the form.Take two bites of instant noodles from time to time.
It was the first time I saw people who were so busy even coming to the Internet cafe to surf the Internet.
After Gu Jiujiu finished these few levels, she went directly to the bar to check out and left. If she didn't go back, the affairs of the student department would pile up again.
Gu Jiujiu originally thought that he would be able to relax for a whole day, but in the end he was busy all afternoon before these things were finished.
"Minister, when I called you. Where were you?"
"Internet cafe."
"Internet cafe?!"
"I was having fun playing games. I was called back by you."
Gu Jiujiu thought of something, looking at the people sitting next to her.To be honest, many of the people in it belonged to Team Mingjian.
After finishing their work, everyone went to an Internet cafe to form a group to play games all night.
As for Miss Cheng who was blocked, Gu Jiujiu didn't think of it at all.Anyway, this group of people had a great time.
When Gu Jiujiu woke up, she was lying in the hospital.
"Are you angry with me, or with yourself? I've only been away for a few days, and you're sick."
Gu Jiujiu suddenly wanted to pretend to have amnesia.
The author has something to say: there is not one of the little fairies, notice that I started to update earlier.
God, do you still love me?
Another note:
Everyone, each of us, at every stage of life, will have various problems with us.
Few people pay attention to their own problems.Including the main character.
Therefore, it is still running in slowly.running in.
I have always felt that love is a wonderful chemical reaction.It will cause some subtle changes in a person.
Even though I never passed chemistry.
Don't be angry, fairies.mwah.Although none of you noticed that I was up early.
I will say it again.
Thank you little fairy mine.
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