just fight with you

Chapter 38

After the lecture, Lao Ce listed some materials for extracurricular expansion, so that everyone can choose the materials that suit them according to their own situation. just look for him.

After class, Zuo Gu came over and asked Qi Qi if there was anything he wanted to buy, if not, he could recommend it.

Qi Qi's recent information books are almost sorted out, and in the list made by Lao Ce, there is one he wants to find.

Qi Qi finished talking to Zuo Gu.

Zuo Gu said, "You don't need to buy it."

Qi Qi looked at him.

Zuo Gu continued: "I have this book. The knowledge is very complete. There is a big question behind each node. I have used up my vacation. I wrote the questions in the book. You can use it directly. The self-study is over. I'll bring it to you."

Gao Yan turned around and asked, "Brother Gu, do you have any spare ones that you don't use? The ones that suit me?"

"There are some, but none that suits you." Zuo looked back at him.

"Brother Gu, let me ask this, if there is something suitable for me, do you think I am qualified to use it?" Gao Yan asked unwillingly.

Zhang Kaiming turned his head to look at Gao Yan, and said, "Are you sure you want to humiliate yourself like this, the coat incident hasn't given up on you yet?"

Gao Yan: "...Forget it, pretend I didn't ask."

After speaking, he turned his head back.

This reminded Qi Qi of one thing, Zuo Gu's jacket at that time, he returned it to Zuo Gu two days later.

Zuo Gu was often seen wearing that coat later on. After school started, the weather was not so cold, so I didn't see him wearing it anymore.

"what happened?"

Advisor Zuo suddenly looked at his Qi Qi.

"……nothing."

After Qi Qi finished speaking, he picked up the black thermos bottle to drink water.

Zuo Gu picked up the water for him just now during recess.

After the evening self-study get out of class, Qi Qi and Zuo Gu walked out of the school side by side. Zuo Gu's house is opposite to the school, and it takes about 10 minutes to walk, and there are two intersections in between.

Most of the people living nearby are high school seniors and their accompanying parents. At this time, there are very few people who come along the way to see them.

They walked on the sidewalk, under the street lights, the shadows of the trees fell to the ground, stretching all the way, intermittently.

After turning the second intersection, I looked left and heard some bustling and arguing voices.

He looked over and saw a lot of people gathered at the opposite intersection.

It was a small car rear-end collision, and the rear-end car was severely damaged. The rear part of the car was hit with a deep dent, and two tires also burst.

The owner of the car covered his bleeding forehead and reported the situation to the traffic police excitedly.There was also blood on his face, arms, and clothes, which was very conspicuous under the cold white streetlights.

The perpetrator was drunk driving, leaning against the car door half paralyzed, very uncooperative with the work of the traffic police.

They were not close to the accident on the opposite side, Zuo Gu stood outside the sidewalk, he noticed it before Qi Qi.

Thinking of Qi Qi's brief change on the bus last time, and Qi Qi's appearance when he talked about Qi Jing at home, Zuo Gu felt that Qi Qi shouldn't be allowed to see this scene.

He also didn't want Qi Qi to see this scene.

He walked a little forward, turned his head to look at Qi Qi, trying to block Qi Qi's sight.

Qi Qi noticed it one step ahead of him. The moment he saw Qi Qi looking over, his eyes changed and his footsteps stopped.

"Qi Qi..."

Qi Qi stared at the opposite side, with anger and fear intertwined in his eyes, his fists were clenched tightly, and his breathing was short of breath.

Qi Qi looked at the opposite side, as if he was looking at the picture in his mind through the other side, as if he had lost his mind, more like he would rush over regardless of the next step.

Zuo Gu looked at Qi Qi like this, he was so shocked that he forgot what he wanted to say, he turned around and hugged Qi Qi, covered Qi Qi's eyes at the same time, tilted his head and whispered in his ear: "Qi Qi, don't look, it's okay ,It's in the past……"

Qi Qi's body was trembling, every breath, every stretch and chill in every body, could be felt by looking around, besides anger, Qi Qi was more afraid.

Zuo Gu knew that Qi Jing's car accident was very serious at that time, but it must be more serious than he thought for Qi Qi to lose control like this.

Qi Qi's forehead hung down to his shoulders, and he could feel the coldness all over his body through the fabric.Unconsciously, the hands around his waist were tightly closed, as if they were clinging to the only floating object floating on the boundless sea.

With Qi Qi's appearance, Zuo Gu was very worried.

He hugged Qi Qi even tighter, with his voice close to Qi Qi's ear, he softly comforted: "Qi Qi, it's all over, it's okay..."

Zuo Gu leaned very close and touched Qi Qi's ear, with a slight chill, he pressed every word close to his ear.

After a while, Qi Qi's hands were still tightly restraining Zuo Gu's waist, his heart was beating fast, but he gradually calmed down a bit, then, he turned his head and buried his face in Zuo Gu's neck, hugged Zuo Gu very tight.

It is a very helpless, insecure position seeking refuge.

Gu Zuo made very light movements, his fingers and palms touched Qi Qi's hair, his knuckles were covered by a little hair, he held the person in his arms very tightly.

Qi Qi's body gradually stopped shaking, and his body temperature also picked up. He still hugged Zuo Gu, but Zuo Gu didn't let go of him.

After a while, Qi Qi tightened his arms and hugged Zuo Gu, then let go of him and said, "Thank you, I'm fine."

The voice sounded the same as usual, with no ups and downs.

After he finished speaking, he continued to walk forward, the pace was the same as before, not too fast.

The arguing on the other side was still going on, but Zuo Gu could no longer hear him, he followed Qi Qi out and took him to the house he lived in.

Zuo Gu opened the door, took Qi Qi in, poured him a cup of hot water, and stood beside him.

Qi Qi took the water, but didn't drink it right away.He lowered his head, with a coldness that others dare not approach easily. Under the light, his lips were much paler than usual.

Even now, Qi Qi is not fragile, but Zuo Gu can see a sense of fragility in him.

Qi Qi knew that Zuo Gu was worried about him, and also knew that Zuo Gu would not take the initiative to ask anything when he saw his appearance just now, even if he wanted to know.

After a while, Qi Qi said: "When I received the call, I rushed to the hospital, and what I saw was the picture of my mother being sent to the hospital..."

Qi Qi's voice was almost calm, but a little heavy.

"Qi Qi..."

Zuo Gu didn't want him to talk about it, he didn't want Qi Qi to recall more than he wanted to know the reason why Qi Qi was affected like this, he wanted to stop Qi Qi.

Qi Qi lowered his eyes a little, his hands didn't shake, and the water in the cup was rippling with fine water lines, he said: "I only found out later that I would have a stress reaction when I saw blood on the car accident... ..."

Qi Qi paused for a moment, then continued: "The perpetrator at the time was drunk driving and escaped. Because it was a black car, the monitoring of the place where the accident happened is not comprehensive, and no one has been found yet..."

After listening to Zuo Gu, while angry, his heart was more distressed. Every time Qi Qi saw a scene like today, he had to face the collapse and fear at that time.

Zuo Gu looked at Qi Qi, stretched out his hand a little, then put it down again.

He can no longer hug Qi Qi and comfort him now, because Qi Qi's appearance in front of him does not require him to comfort him.

Zuo Gu subconsciously reached into his pocket, the candy was in the dormitory, but he didn't bring it out.

Looking left, he became a little at a loss.

He wanted to say something, and he wanted to do something, but he didn't know how to do it.

Qi Qi raised his head, it was the first time he saw Zuo Gu like this, looking at his hands and tail.

Qi Qi looked at Zuo Gu for a while, and said: "I really couldn't do nothing at the beginning. My dad was very worried about me and talked to me a lot. Now, I'm not as affected as before..."

Talking about such a topic is too heavy, Qi Qi doesn't want his emotions to affect others, especially Zuo Gu.

After taking a sip of water, he asked Zuo Gu, "Where is the book?"

Only then did Zuo Gu remember, coming over to get the information book.

He looked at Qi Qi, hesitated for a moment, and then went in to get the book.

After Zuo Gu walked away, Qi Qi sat outside, let out a slow and heavy breath, put down his cup, his palms were covered with slight cold sweat.

He never planned to tell anyone about these things, but Zuo Gu was worried about his appearance, so he couldn't do anything without saying anything.

After speaking out, he felt that he might really, not be so affected.

Qi Qi sat on the sofa in the living room and looked around. There were very few things in the living room, and there were almost no items left to look at, which made the house look even more empty.

Zuo Gu quickly took out the book.

Qi Qi got up, took the book, said "I'll go back first", Zuo Gu wanted to send Qi Qi down, but Qi Qi refused.

After the door closed, the footsteps outside were not heard for a while.

Looking left for a while, he walked to the balcony.

Not long after, Qi Qi came out from the corridor, his pace was slower than usual.

The bus station is opposite, facing the balcony where Gu Gu is now standing diagonally to the left.

Qi Qi walked over and stood there very quietly.

After a while, he saw Qi Qi raised his hand and touched the side of his ear.

When Qi Qi arrived home, Lao Qi hadn't left work yet.

Sister Fang was in the kitchen preparing the traditional Chinese medicine that Qi Jing needed hot compress at night, Qi Qi went over to tidy up together for a while, but was kicked out of the kitchen by Sister Fang, and asked him to go back to the room or accompany Qi Jing.

Qi Qi walked to the study room, Qi Jing sat at the desk, lowered her head to write, writing very intently.

Qi Qi walked over and stood beside him for a long time before Qi Jing noticed him.

Qi Jing looked up at Qi Qi, smiled and took his hand, just about to say something, suddenly asked: "Why are your hands not warm, did you forget to bring a hot water bottle?"

"Forgot." Qi Qi said.

Qi Jing said: "Tomorrow I have to watch you put it in..."

The desk was very long, Qi Jing sat in the middle, and after talking to Qi Qi for a few words, she turned back and continued writing what she had just done.

Qi Qi moved a chair over, sat beside him, and took out today's homework.

Qi Qi finished part of the homework, saw Qi Jing frowned and pinched the bridge of her nose, Qi Qi told her to stop: "Mom, write again tomorrow."

"Maybe I've been watching it for too long, my eyes are a little sour..."

After Qi Jing finished speaking, she picked up the water glass beside her.

Half of the water in it was left, it was already cold, Qi Qi didn't let Qi Jing drink it, he got up and took the water cup and went out to get water.

Qi Qi took the water back and just grabbed the doorknob of the study.

There was the sound of a metal pen falling and rolling on the wooden floor, followed by the dull sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

Qi Qi hurriedly opened the door.

Most of the water in my hand was spilled, and the water glass fell to the ground.