[Rebirth] A long stream of water

Chapter 64

When Xiao Ning woke up the next day, it was already bright outside. Thinking of what happened yesterday, he suddenly woke up from his drowsiness. A carp rolled over from the bed. The smell of his brother still lingered in the strange room. There was no one in the room except himself, he hurriedly put on his shoes, opened the door and ran out.

As soon as he walked out, Xiao Ning was dumbfounded. Every door here is the same, only the number on the door is different. There are strange men and women walking past him. They probably didn't expect that there are parents who leave their children alone. Lost in the hotel, so they all looked at Xiao Ning with strange eyes, although Xiao Ning noticed their eyes, but he was so anxious at the moment, he just wanted to find Fengcheng quickly, so he was anxious to find someone all the way until he arrived at the hotel In the lobby, I saw Fengcheng's figure outside the door.

Xiao Ning ran over, but Feng Cheng got into the car first, the driver started the engine, and the car flew out like an arrow.

"Brother! Brother!" Xiao Ning followed the fast-moving car and yelled desperately. Tears slid down his cheeks like broken beads, and quickly melted into the wind. The world of children has always been simple, whoever treats him well is a good person, but for Xiao Ning, Fengcheng is different, Fengcheng is not an ordinary big brother next door, Xiao Ning will always think of his eyes in the night, Like a talking star, he always smiles, his smile is as warm and charming as the sun, so for Xiao Ning, Fengcheng is like a family, not an ordinary person.

There is only one thought in his heart, he must chase his brother back and be with him forever!

"Boss, there is a child who seems to be chasing the car." The old army has other things to do today, so the driver's position is temporarily taken by the newly joined Xiao Wu.

Hearing this, Feng Cheng opened his eyes, looked through the rearview mirror, and saw the crying face of the child, his face was as usual, without any emotion, only a pair of eyes were dark and gloomy, after several ups and downs, passed It took a while to hear him say: "Keep driving."

Xiao Wu ordered, stepped on the accelerator, and accelerated forward.

The child in the rearview mirror is gradually drawn away, just like the distance between anything in this world will change with the passage of time, changes in things and everyone's thoughts, maybe the child named Xiao Ning will eventually He will forget him, but he will never, just as he promised, he will never forget Xiao Ning, the unique Xiao Ning in this world.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon when the plane arrived in Shanghai.

In order to welcome the third young master who had been missing for a year back home, the entire Feng family deliberately refurbished the entire garden, and even the exterior walls of the Feng family mansion were repainted carefully. It does not affect the happy mood of everyone in the Feng family.

The car drove in from the carved gate along the garden, and watched Feng Qing leading the crowd standing in front of the entrance from a distance, a trace of disgust quickly flashed across Feng Cheng's eyes, and then he returned to his calm look.

Feng Cheng got out of the car with the driver's door opened, Feng Qing immediately strode over to greet him, with one arm around his shoulder, his excitement was beyond words, "Xiaocheng, how have you been this year? Why not contact us? Do you know how worried we are?"

Fengcheng lowered his head, and his voice was just right, "I'm sorry, Grandpa, I made you worry." As for why he hasn't contacted the Feng family for a year, and what happened to the severed finger a year ago, he And why did he narrowly escape from the murderous kidnappers? Fengcheng had already prepared a set of excuses, and I believe that even the wily Feng Qing would not be able to see the slightest flaw.

"It's okay, it's fine, just come back." Feng Qing smiled and patted him on the back, "Your Uncle Chen said that he found you in Anning, I thought I heard wrong, just come back."

Feng Ting stepped forward, probably remembering that the child's mother died because of him, and it was a bit unnatural when facing his son. Feng Cheng saw it, but he didn't point it out. He just passed by him without a trace. Followed Feng Qing into the house.

The Feng family did not deliberately conceal Feng Ruowei's death. From Feng Qing's point of view, as a man, he must not only have a responsibility, but also have the attitude of not changing his face when Mount Tai collapses in front of him. Otherwise, he is not worthy of being his Feng family. So when he told Fengcheng the news, he was satisfied with the slight sadness on Fengcheng's face. At least, the child was not as hysterical as he imagined, let alone distraught. He didn't cry or make trouble. He didn't even need coaxing, Feng Qing heard him say: "I want to go see her."

Feng Qing sighed and nodded, "I'll ask the driver to take you there tomorrow."

Feng Ruowei didn't have any status in the Feng family, and there was a lonely tomb after her death. Feng Cheng stood in front of the newly erected tombstone, looking at Feng Ruowei's indifferent and calm face on the tombstone, with neither sadness nor joy on her face. , he knew that he would not take revenge, because his mother did it voluntarily, so why should he let her have no peace in the ground?

It's just that the crow is too weak at this time, and he can't afford it with his own frail body, so he needs to grow up and need strength. Only by becoming stronger can he protect the most important person. At least, next time, he won't stand by. Watching someone important to him die in front of his eyes, but he can't do anything.

The world never needs the weak, because the weak will always die first, just like his stupid mother, so what if he died for the man he loves, but in exchange for a few false tears and a short time of shyness, Only the truly strong have the right to speak, for Xiao Ning, he is willing and must become the strong.

In the fourth week after Fengcheng returned to Fengjia, Anning received news about Xiao Ning.

The old army said on the phone: "After you left that day, Xiao Ning was also taken away by his parents. After returning, Xiao Ning fell seriously ill, and when he woke up, he didn't remember anything."

Fengcheng felt his hand holding the phone pause, "What do you mean you don't remember?"

The other end was silent for a while, as if he was considering his words, "...that is, all the memories from before that day are gone. The doctor said that it may recover or it may never be remembered. What his parents mean is nothing. Tell him, lest he be irritated, the child is too young after all, don't you think?"

The sky outside is not completely dark yet, and several rose plants in the garden are swaying in the breeze, probably because it has entered winter, and the city suddenly feels very cold, and the chill that penetrates from the outside of the pores quickly takes over. In the end, even the hand holding the mobile phone was stiff. The old soldier on the other side of the phone was still waiting for his reply, and then there was only a "snap", as if the mobile phone had fallen on the ground, and then there was a beep. Beep blind tone.

Fengcheng pushed open the window, and the broken parts of the mobile phone were scattered at his feet. His face was as soft as a god under the dim street lamps, but his eyes were as deep as the sea, and there seemed to be countless emotions hidden in them. The dark, dry winter wind came in from the window and messed up the broken hair on his forehead. Among the countless strands of hair, he seemed to see the child's bright and bright smile like a sunflower, like the hem of his mother's skirt in his memory. Even if the embroidered crabapple is not the most eye-catching one, it still attracts the attention of others.

After that, he closed the city and went to Anning. He waited for a long time at the alley where he first met Xiao Ning, but he never saw that weak figure who was outnumbered.

Unwilling to be forgotten like this, but there is nothing to do.

Feng Cheng could only smile wryly, watching the child pass by him without squinting, no one would say: Brother, you look so good-looking.

No one will remember to prepare presents for his birthday.

No one would chase after his car with a sad face, calling him brother over and over again.

Xiao Ning, even if you don't remember anything, I will still remember you forever.

On the second day of Fengcheng's 15th birthday, he asked Feng Qing to leave home. Feng Qing readily agreed, and Fengcheng walked out of Feng's house with simple luggage the next day. Let him have any nostalgia, and it's not worth the slightest bit of emotion from him.

Five years later, he closed the city and returned to China, and settled down in peace.

At that time, Xiao Ning was already a 12-year-old boy, he still liked to fight, and he still had an unyielding energy, but he didn't remember the person Fengcheng anymore, and he didn't remember how much he liked this brother.

That year, Feng Qing's grandson, Feng Yue, was in love with a man. Feng Yue's attitude was very clear and he vowed to be with that man named Yu Xiao, but Feng Qing's attitude was very tough, and the Feng family could not go out. This kind of scum who has sex with men, so this incident ended with Yu Xiao's accidental death, Feng Yue became a lunatic and was kicked out of the house. He heard it in the peaceful closed city, but laughed it off.

Which of the deeds that the Feng family did in the past has seen the light of day?

It's just killing someone, it's not worth mentioning to the Feng family, and only Feng Yue will go crazy because of this, and if he has that American time to go crazy, it's better to think about how to avenge Yu Xiao.

The 20-year-old Fengcheng is already a mature and stable man. The youthful lines on his face have been polished into sharp and profound outlines by the years, and his thin body has become slender and tall, like a lonely pine on the edge of a cliff, proud and rich. tension.

He used to like Xiao Ning because Xiao Ning's smile was so pure that there were no impurities, which was what he wanted most but what he didn't have, so he liked to be close to that child so much.

However, this feeling has been constantly changing under the baptism of the years. When he found out, the care and love for his younger brother had become the love between lovers.

Feng Cheng never thought that his sexual orientation would be different from others, but he was not too surprised, he just thought over and over again, if Xiao Ning knew that he liked him, would he be scared away?

Old Jun was the first to notice his intentions, and always asked him why he didn't approach Xiao Ning again?

At this time, Fengcheng would be silent for a while, and then said with a smile, "Wait for him to grow up."

When he grows up enough to distinguish between men and women, when he grows up enough to accept himself of the same sex, what Fengcheng has to do before that is to watch him from a distance.

When Xiao Ning was 14 years old, on April Fool's Day, he received the news of Xiao Ning's parents' car accident in a closed city in the United States.

He rushed back overnight, but was in vain.

When he arrived at the hospital, Xiao Ning had already been taken away by his relatives, and then his property was swept away by his relatives, leaving only the news of the house left by his parents. At that time, Bai Bei and Ling Bo were his right and left hands. Said: "Brother Cheng, why don't you bring Xiao Ning here, he will know about the past sooner or later, I believe even if he knows, he won't blame you."

Feng Cheng's eyes looked out through the large floor-to-ceiling windows, and his stern face was reflected on the glass. It was clearly early summer, but his voice was as cold as ice scum, "Tell Mo Yan to take care of the two brothers in secret, and send someone to chop them up. The fingers of those relatives who embezzled their property, since they like to eat what you get, let them live by begging for the rest of their lives, remember, don't let Xiao Ning know about this."

Xiao Ning, who lost his parents, grew up a lot overnight, at least, the cruel expression on his face gradually receded, replaced by a deeper darkness.

This kind of Xiao Ning is not what Fengcheng wants to see. He hopes that he will always have a bright smile and never know the darkness and struggle in this world.

When Xiao Ning was 15 years old, he was like a wild horse out of Xinjiang, wandering around the game hall all day long, and getting tired of hanging out with the gangsters in the society. His jet-black hair was messily dyed, and he had several holes in his ears. Fearing that others would not know his hateful appearance of being ignorant, Feng Cheng saw Xiao Ning like this in the photo, the ballpoint pen in his hand snapped in two in the middle, Ling Bo shrank his neck when he saw it, and heard the boss order: "Call Bai Bei."

In the crow, Fengcheng is a god, and his every movement, every look, and every word are regarded as imperial decrees.

So when Fengcheng asked Bai Bei and Ling Bo to leave Crow and protect Xiao Ning for him, Bai Bei and Ling Bo agreed without the slightest hesitation.

When Fengcheng knew about Jin Feng, Bai Bei and Ling Bo had already gained Xiao Ning's trust. When Fengcheng saw that smile on Xiao Ning's face again, the person standing opposite Xiao Ning had already gained Xiao Ning's trust. It wasn't him, it was replaced by a handsome and extraordinary young man, the two of them were about the same age, the corners of Xiao Ning's eyes curled up when he spoke, making Fengcheng suddenly feel his own crisis, because Fengcheng saw intimacy in those eyes And... in love.

In all the past years, every step Fengcheng took was extremely precise. He had calculated everything, but he forgot that Xiao Ning would fall in love with someone else one day during the years he left, Fengcheng Cheng couldn't figure out how he was feeling at the time, he just felt as if someone had punched him in the chest, and he was so bored.

Bai Bei has a smart brain, at least with him by Xiao Ning's side, Xiao Ning's life is better than Fengcheng imagined, plus there is a talkative Ling Bo, Xiao Ning in the photo on Fengcheng's table Ning, with more and more smiles on his face, Fengcheng picked up the nearest one. The 19-year-old Xiao Ning has quiet eyes, and his body is still thin, but he is no longer the child who needs protection from others. Fengcheng looks at the picture. That person has tender and gentle eyes.