love at second sight

Chapter 55

After Xu Fan listened quietly, he put on his coat smoothly, and pushed the leather gloves back in front of Youjie, "Thank you for telling me this, I'm going back."

Gu Youjie took the gloves, and Xu Fan's temperature was still on the leather armor, which softened his heart, "Don't you want to eat? I'll take you back."

Xu Fan smiled and shook his head, "No, I want to go back and make dinner, my hands are itchy."

Gu Youjie frowned, "Xiaofan, you should go back with me, at least it will feel better to have someone by your side."

Xu Fan stared blankly at Gu Youjie for a while, "No. A long time ago, I got used to dealing with things alone, whether it's happy or uncomfortable."

Gu Youjie was sad, but he didn't regret it.

Xu Fan smiled and said, "I'm really gone, goodbye."

Gu Youjie called out to his back: "People are selfish. The reason why I tell you this is just to say that Shao Ning is essentially the same kind of person as me. So can you give me another chance? We are brothers, we can change now, it all depends on whether you are willing or not."

With his back turned to him, Xu Fan stopped and shook his head: "We are not even brothers now, we just know each other."

After Xu Fan finished speaking, he walked away.The light in the corridor of the restaurant was so bright that there was no reflection on the ground. Xu Fan didn't turn his head, and was lost in thought as he walked. A huge light bulb dragged the shadows of several people on the ground, and a group of teenagers shouted "Brother Xu, Brother Xu", but Xu Fan ignored him, wondering how to take advantage of the pretty waiter in the coffee shop just now .

Xu Fan went out, looked at the clear moon in the sky, and thought in the cold wind, Xu Fan at that time, Shao Ning at that time.

He walked slowly, and when he passed by the convenience supermarket at the gate of the community, he went in and picked out a few beautifully shaped raw eggs, carrying a pack of dried shiitake mushrooms, and went home after checking out.

The light on the range hood is dim and dim, with a faint yellow, illuminating a square table.Xu Fan chopped and washed vegetables, boiled water and hot oil, within a short while, the pot was bubbling, and the whole room was delicious.

Swallow vermicelli soup, served with a plate of green kale and a plate of red and yellow tomato scrambled eggs.

Xu Fan sat at the dining table with his chin in his hands and waited for Shao Ning. The clock on the wall made a ticking sound, indicating that time was passing by.

It was almost early morning when Shao Ning came back, and the bowl of Wuzi Vermicelli Soup was already soaked, Xu Fan picked up the plate, poured it out expressionlessly, heated up the remaining two dishes, and said lightly: "Have some supper .”

Shao Ning smiled and took the bowl and chopsticks.

Xu Fan put two steaming dishes on the table, saw Shao Ning eating the food, and suddenly said: "I met Gu Youjie tonight, and we had a meal together."

Shao Ning paused, then slowly raised his head to look at him, with rice still stuffed in his mouth, the light in his black eyes was flickering, and no emotion could be seen.

The two were silent for a while, and Shao Ning slowly swallowed the food in his mouth, already losing his appetite.

Xu Fan took a deep breath and said, "You are a very good and powerful person. With you and Uncle Chen around, my mother will be able to live well. I don't worry."

Shao Ning put down the bowl and chopsticks, and frowned: "What do you want to do?"

Xu Fan didn't look at him, his eyes wandered through the plates of home-cooked dishes that were gradually cooling down on the table, and he drifted somewhere, "When I was young, I always had a very unpromising wish, which was very vulgar, but also quite real. I want to go wherever I can. China is too big, but there are many places I want to go. After visiting China, there is still the world. My father used to say that I was nonsense. Now, I Give you [-] million, you provide me with money and a passport, and we will trade on an equal footing, okay?"

Shao Ning's eyes turned into swords, he locked Xu Fan tightly, his lips trembled, and when he wanted to speak, he suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart.When he did all this, he thought that he would not regret it. The world is like this, devouring and being swallowed. His love for Xu Fan does not mean that he wants to annihilate his ambition for Xu Fan.

But he still didn't understand that feelings always need to pay and sacrifice.Just like Xu Fan, the warmth he gave and the heat he sacrificed.

Perhaps they have never been equal.

Shao Ning never thought about the past, but looking back now, it turned out that there was a gap between the two from the very beginning.Five years ago, Gu Youjie wasn't the only one who refused to be saved.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Xu Fan didn't care, so he said to himself, "From tonight onwards, we won't be lovers. It's too tiring to be your other half, but we are still brothers after all. I don't need the money, you take it It's good to use it. Shao Ning?"

Shao Ning stood up abruptly, pursed her thin lips, glanced sharply at Xu Fan, stared at him for a long time, and said, "Take a shower and sleep, I'll think about it."

Xu Fan lowered his head, his brows and eyes were full of dark ink.

Shao Ning went to take a bath, Xu Fan cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, there were bits and pieces of onions on the chopping board, Xu Fan wiped it clean, wiped his eyes, and finally burst into tears.

Shao Ning stood under the shower, his heart stretched out after being extremely constricted, beating calmly under the warm water, but his eyes were full of blankness.He is a successful businessman, a cold but tender lover, but not a good one.

He had imagined many kinds of endings, and in the end, every kind of speculation was slowly worn away by the warmth of daily life. He began to believe that Xu Fan might not care about this.

What do you care about?Since they care about each other, since they are in love, then it would be fine to live together. He did not cause any substantial harm to Xu Fan. In fact, it was only a matter of time before the money was used to completely annex Ning Fan. The material assets have fought him, but he can only watch Shao Ning devour his hard work like a primitive beast.

Isn't that great?His is Xu Fan's, they are a family!

But Xu Fan said to break up in a calm mood, as if he was not sad, but he seemed to have lost all hope.Shao Ning couldn't figure it out.

The two lay side by side on the bed in silence.

Shao Ning spoke slowly in the open space where his breath could be heard, "Don't go, Xu Fan."

He doesn't know how to say it, this is the only and most direct way of expression he knows, to go is to go, don't go is not to go.

Xu Fan has been very calm, as if he was just discussing with Shao Ning what to have for dinner tomorrow, "Don't leave, just go out and have a look, and I will come back later."

Shao Ning turned over and faced him, his eyes were shining like stars in the dark night, "This place will be different after you leave."

Xu Fan smiled and asked, "What's the difference?"

Shao Ning leaned over and hugged him. Seeing that he didn't resist, he tried his best to soften his voice and said, "It's just different. If you leave, it will be different."

Xu Fan also returned him, "I love you, do you know that?"

Shao Ning: "I know, me too."

Xu Fan: "So separate, let me think about it, and you think about it too. Maybe after seeing a lot of scenery, I will understand, and you will understand too."

Shao Ning: "If you don't understand anything, you can ask me. I know a lot. I can teach you how to manage a company. Gu Youjie is almost finished. You can have a great reputation in the future. How wonderful it is."

Xu Fan: "That's not the case. This is never what I want. Shao Ning, we are adults, and we can't live without each other. That's the plot in the novel."

Shao Ning buried his cheek in Xu Fan's shoulder and didn't answer for a while.

Outside the window began to rain patter, soft and cold, not as frightening as lightning and thunder in summer, but Xu Fan felt that Shao Ning was trembling slightly, and a large area of ​​his shoulder was wet.

It's a dud and needs to grow.Xu Fan hugged each other tightly, "Shao Ning, if we both understand when I come back, then we can stay together, okay?"

Shao Ning didn't answer.

Xu Fan continued: "You have to take good care of our parents, don't let mom know about your things, we are all people who care about money, but this matter, you are really unscrupulous, give it a try, focus your life In terms of leisure, career is very important, but it is not the whole of life. You have to be healthy and healthy. If you meet a girl you like..." Xu Fan paused for a long time, "Then we are together, maybe we are not suitable, Fortunately, it is not too late to realize now.”

Shao Ning has been silent all the time, and even luckily thought, as long as I don't let go, he won't be able to leave after all.