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Chapter 53 applies

Throughout the afternoon, Yu Yule was absent-minded. After finishing the papers and exercises, he ran upstairs to wait for Mu Yan to get off work.After six o'clock, no one came back, and a takeaway came.Then Mu Yan also called, saying that he had a social event today and asked him to eat well by himself.

As long as there is entertainment, Mu Yan probably won't come back until eleven o'clock.He came up to tell Mu Yan that he was going home, but when no one came, he immediately decided to spend the day here.After eleven o'clock, he couldn't help feeling sleepy, so he went to Mu Yan's room, ready to take a nap.

After entering the room, he saw nothing else, but first saw a few familiar pieces of paper, pressed under the lamp on the bedside table.

Looking through the list, he found that besides the extra check mark, there were a few more items after his handwriting, which were Mu Yan's handwriting, and the latest one was posting couplets together.

A purposeful list has gradually become their memorial.

While browsing the list, there was a sound of the door opening in the living room. Yu Yule subconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, put down the list, and just ran out of the bedroom when Mu Yan opened the door and walked in.

"...Huh? I thought you were asleep. Why is it so late? Is the grape fish delicious?" Mu Yan entered the door, pulled off his tie, nodded when he saw someone, and asked, "I received a message from you, Brother Runzhu. gone?"

"Ah."

"Don't worry about it now." Mu Yan walked up to him a few steps, and patted his head messily, "I'm drinking, I'll take a shower first."

Yu Yule nodded, thinking that he had waited all night anyway, so he was not afraid of more than ten minutes.Sitting at the table and waiting, he stared intently at the bathroom door, repeating what he wanted to say amidst the sound of the shower.

Suddenly, Mu Yan's cell phone, which was placed on the corner of the table when he entered the door, vibrated.

Yu Yule leaned over and took a look, there were two words on the screen, Yuan Yuan.

By the time he reacted, he had already hung up the phone quickly.After a pause, his mind suddenly went blank, as if struck by lightning.Because of that filthy jealousy, he actually hung up the phone call to Mu Yan.

For a moment, his heart was full of self-condemnation, he felt that he was no different from the bad-hearted supporting role in TV dramas, his heart was no longer noble and pure, he was evil, a dark corner where the sun never shines .

Just as he was thinking about whether to go back, the door of the bathroom suddenly opened. He didn't expect Mu Yan to wash it so quickly. He quickly pushed the phone back to the corner of the table, and sat back at the table with his back stiffened.

Mu Yan brushed his hair and approached, and picked up his phone, "It's getting late, go back to sleep early..."

"Mu Yan!" Seeing him touch the phone, Yu Youle took a deep breath and jumped up, "I, I, I have something to tell you!"

He was taken aback, and Mu Yan was amused, "What are you talking about?"

"I'm going home...NO.17..." After speaking, Yu Youle was startled when he saw Mu Yan, but he didn't seem surprised.

"So early?" Mu Yan had thought about the fact that the child would go back to his hometown for the college entrance examination before, but he didn't expect him to go back so early, "That's fine, give me more time to adapt."

Yu Yule didn't know exactly what reaction he wanted to see Mu Yan, but it was definitely not the normal look he had now.He hesitated to say something, but Mu Yan's cell phone vibrated again at the corner of the table.It was still played by Yuan Yuan.

Mu Yan picked it up, and after a few short conversations, he sighed slightly and asked, "Why are you so careless, where are you?"

Seeing that he hung up the phone and began to change his clothes, Yu Yule suddenly felt uneasy, "...what's wrong."

"I'll go out for a while, you go to sleep." Mu Yan kept his hands on, took the car keys and hurried out.

He was the only one left in the living room, and Yu Yule hesitated for a while.Looking at the closed door, his mind was in a mess, and then he rushed out of the door, quickly jumped down the stairs, and chased after it.

Mu Yan had already walked to the fourth floor, and when he heard the sound of footsteps, he was puzzled, and before he could turn his head, he was hugged from behind.

Yu Yule's chest kept rising and falling, and her breath was not stable. When Mu Yan was stopped, she confided regardless, "Mu Yan, I think you said that you want me to stay, but so many times, you never said that you want me to stay." I'll stay, this time I really want to leave, don't go..." Feeling that Mu Yan wanted to pull his hand away, he subconsciously hugged him even tighter, as if he had been greatly wronged, "Aren't you If you say you like me, then you are my boyfriend, not someone else's, you can't go, I don't want you to go to someone else..."

What he couldn't see, Mu Yan gradually lost his mind. It took so long that the voice-activated lights went out, and Yu Yule panicked for a long time.After regaining consciousness, he silently exhaled in the dark, and his deep expression gathered again, as if something was stirring.

Mu Yan pulled away the child's hand and turned around, tapped the phone and dialed it out again.He kept staring at the person in front of him, even a little fiercely, so that he spoke in a low hoarse voice, "Hey, Jie Ling, I sent you a number, you contact her, Yuan Zhiran is in some trouble, you help deal with it one time."

After hanging up the phone, it didn't mean Yu Le opened his mouth, he put the person on his shoulder first.Without stopping for a moment, he carried the person home and threw him to bed.

Yu Yule was thrown into a daze, and the next moment, Mu Yan pressed up with his arms on his side, his eyes wandered slightly around his face, as if he was afraid of missing a glance.

"Yu Yule, if I give you ten seconds, you can still go back on your word."

Looking at him, Yu Yule shook his head in a daze, and then said firmly, "I don't regret it."

Mu Yan swallowed subconsciously, and his breath became obviously heavy, "Then... since I have upgraded to a boyfriend, is there any upgrade reward?"

"……some."

"What reward."

As Mu Yan approached, Yu Yule couldn't help shrinking his shoulders, "Anything is fine."

"This authority is too great. With authority..." Mu Yan sighed deeply, and licked his lower lip, "People will turn bad, forget their morality, and try to dominate and invade. Are you afraid?"

There was obvious dodge in Yu Yule's eyes, but she still shook her head.He seemed to cheer himself up, slowly took Mu Yan's hand and put it on his waist, his fingertips trembling slightly, "...I accept dominance and encroachment, I want you to be happy." Before he finished speaking, He blushed first, and couldn't help muttering in frustration, "But I won't... You taught me..."

Kissing him eagerly, Mu Yan almost collapsed.

It wasn't until the legs wrapped around the waist gradually lost strength that the room shone with silver-grey moonlight became quiet.

It was past midnight, and Yu Yule was very tired, but he didn't feel sleepy.Lying on Mu Yan's body, he involuntarily deserted.

"Do you want to drink water?" Mu Yan asked.

Because of his question, Yu Yule started to feel embarrassed again, her hair brushed against his chin and shook her head.

Mu Yan asked again, "What are you thinking about?"

Yu Youle replied in a low voice, "Are you secretly laughing at me in your heart?"

"Why are you laughing at you?"

"I think I'm naive, I think I'm contradictory, my will is not firm, I clearly said that I only want to be friends..."

"That's right, I should laugh at you." Hearing the almost inaudible lament of the person in his arms, Mu Yan chuckled, stroking his smooth back to comfort him, "But I know what you are worried about, of course won't laugh at you."

Yu Yule was curious, "What do you think I am worried about?"

"The age gap, the different social stages, the uncertainty of the future, and even the identity of my creditor, right?"

Yu Yule was amazed in his heart that he had hit everything.

"As for childishness... It depends on how you understand it. Everyone will have a stage of being considered childish. I just walked that road before you, that's all. I will never interfere with you doing anything. I just hope, I can give you some help first."

For a moment, Mu Yan was suddenly afraid that the child's decision to put aside his worries would become his bondage in the future.He was silent for a moment, touched the tip of Yu Yule's ear, and said softly, "Baby, thank you for putting aside these things and choosing me, but if one day, you find that you don't like me anymore, don't be sad, and don't blame yourself... "

Before he finished speaking, Yu Yule suddenly propped up his upper body and looked at him with a frown, "What do you mean..." He knew that Mu Yan had already retracted his strength just now, but when he moved suddenly, his waist was still sore, and he couldn't bear it. Do not show, "You don't believe me?"

"It's not unbelief, we just have to accept the normality of life, okay?"

"Not good." Yu Yule slammed back on Mu Yan sullenly, and couldn't help muttering, "We've just been together, why do you have to say that, don't you want to be with me forever."

Mu Yan sighed deeply, "I want to, I want to be with you all the time, the first time you slept on my bed, I thought so, but I don't want you..."

I don't know what worrying words he will say next, Yu Yule immediately covered his mouth, "Stop talking, I'm still a child, I'm just immature, that's what I think, I just want to be with you all the time Together."

Mu Yan wants to be happy, but I don't know who it is, but a few days ago, he protested violently that he treated him like a child.He took his hand and kissed again and again, "Then how do you think the two of them will last forever?"

"Well, for a long time..." Yu Yule thought for a while, "Don't cheat."

Mu Yan slapped his ass, "You still have a lot of ideas."

Yu Youle smiled secretly, then put her finger to her mouth, and rubbed her lower lip with her nails. After a long time, she said seriously, "Mu Yan, whether I am happy, sad or afraid, I can only think of you, I will only think of you, So, I'm not just..." At this point, he stopped for some reason, but Mu Yan didn't find it strange.

When the two of them came out of the shower together, Mu Yan saw the list on the bedside, and immediately found a pen, grabbed Yu Yule and held him in his arms, holding his hand, crossed out the word "good friend", and changed it to lovers.Then I turned the page, found the item about taking a shower together, crossed out what was not applicable, and ticked the latter.

Then Yu Yule told him that he only had one list and no one else's.

Sleeping on the familiar bed again, Yu Yule had a novel feeling.After lying down for a long time, he couldn't fall asleep. He didn't open his eyes until the breathing of the people around him calmed down, and looked at it quietly.He felt a little unbelievable, such a good-looking and good person, today, belongs to him.

In the dead of night, even the blink of an eye seemed to make a sound, Yu Yule moved close to Mu Yan's ear, and called him in a very low voice.

The person was already sound asleep and did not respond.

Feeling relieved, Yu Yule raised the corners of his mouth, and slowly whispered a few more words into his ear, which he couldn't say in person just now.

He always felt that he didn't like Mu Yan enough to talk about it.But he also knows that at his age, if he wants to talk about love, it is not convincing, and his playful expression is not good or even frivolous.It was the first time in his life that he said this.

Even with that awareness, grandma never taught him how to express love, as if expressing love is fragile, dangerous, and a trap that will be controlled by others.

But the opponent is Mu Yan, even if that generation is weak, risky and lost, he is willing.

Ye returned to calm, and carefully said what he wanted to say, Yu Yule finally felt relieved.He will say this sentence to Mu Yan thousands of times in the future, so this time, he doesn't feel sorry for not being heard.Just as he closed his eyes, Ben Huan's hand on his waist slowly went up to embrace his shoulder.

Mu Yan pressed the person to his chest, sighing, and sighing, "That's really great, I love you too."

The person in the dream becomes the person next to the pillow, and the person next to the pillow lies on his heart and tells his wishful thinking.Mu Yan was satisfied enough.