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Chapter 66 Not worthy of praise

The next day, Yu Youle woke up later than usual, her head didn't hurt, but she was a little dizzy.After waking up, his first reaction was to look at the location beside him. Mu Yan was not there, but there was noise outside.

Through the bedroom door, you can see half of the kitchen. Mu Yan is in the kitchen, cooking something.

After confirming that he was still there, Yu Yule unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, leaned back on the bed with his chin propped up, silently stared at the man's back in a daze.This used to be his daily life. He had seen Mu Yan busy in the kitchen too many times, and when he looked at it now, he felt like he hadn't seen him for a long time, and he was even in a trance.

He hurriedly dressed and washed until he realized that he was going to be late.

Mu Yan set up breakfast at the table and waited for him, watched the people sit down, didn't say a word about what happened last night, just asked, "Do you usually take the subway to work?"

Yu Yule hummed, drank a big mouthful of porridge, grabbed the water glass immediately after being scalded, and listened to Mu Yan after he relieved a little.

"Eat slowly, I will send you to work in a while."

Putting the little bun into his mouth, Yu You raised his eyebrows happily, "Forget it if it's only for one day."

After eating, Yu Yule went back to the bedroom to sort out the work documents and packed them up. When he went out, he didn't see Mu Yan, only to find that he had gone downstairs, leaned against the car and waited for him, saw him coming down, and opened the car door for him.

Mu Yan seemed to have a good attitude, but it was like Yu Le sat down and then teased, "Didn't you say that one day is enough?"

Yu Youle choked, "Easy day counts as a day."

They caught up with the morning rush hour when they went out, Yu Youle thought that he might not be late for taking the subway, and Mu Yansong was definitely late, he felt upset and didn't talk on the way.

Being stuck on the road, Mu Yan suddenly asked, "How are you feeling recently? Are you in a good mood?"

Yu Youle looked out the window, "The source of my bad mood is you."

Unexpectedly, he would be so straightforward, Mu Yan was obviously stunned, and his breathing became a little messy, "... how long does the doctor recommend you take the medicine for?"

The tip of her tongue licked her slightly dry lower lip, but Yu Yule didn't answer.

"I need to contact you at any time, as long as I can do it, I will do it for you."

These words are really sweet, but Yu Youle understands that there is a terrible premise for these words.He laughed dryly, without any smile on his face, "If I wasn't sick, would you still say that?"

This time, Mu Yan lost his voice.

"Mu Yan, have you never thought about explaining why you left?"

The car stopped and went on the road, Mu Yan took out the cigarette case with one free hand, paused, and then threw it back into his pocket.

The traffic on both sides was moving slowly, and most of the faces in the car were dull because of waiting, and they occasionally honked the horn twice meaninglessly to signal their existence on the road already full of traffic noise.

Yu Yule kept looking out the window, "Then I want to make up with you, can you do it?"

His voice was not loud, but it made Mu Yan's heart tremble, shock and self-blame and heartache invaded at the same time, he forced himself not to turn his head, he was afraid of seeing Yu Yule's emotions and losing control.His disguise was passable, but the tense masseter muscle was a flaw.

With a chuckle in his ears, Yu Yule turned his head, reached out and patted his face, pretending to be relaxed, "Don't be embarrassed, and... I'm not sick, the medicine is from my roommate."

Mu Yan suddenly turned his head to look at him, frowning deeply, "What did you say?"

Yu Youle swallowed subconsciously, because of the expression of the person in front of her, she couldn't help feeling a little nervous.Mu Yan looked shocked and annoyed, as if he was about to throw him out of the car in the next second, and then he was happy to get rid of him.

He was heartbroken, and looked back at Mu Yan, "Yes, I lied, I lied to you, I am not sick, I have been fine and healthy since you left, and I have never even had a binge eating episode, I am fine without you .”

He waited for Mu Yan to yell, but unexpectedly saw his eyes turn red quickly, he looked at himself carefully again, nodded and followed the slightly forward traffic.

"That's good." Mu Yan said after a long time.

The bond of guilt was revealed by him himself, and Yu Yule realized that there might really be nothing left between them. Mu Yan was still willing to play around with him, but it was because his conscience was still alive, or to pass the boring time. XIAOYING

When there were still a few hundred meters away from the company, Yu Yule took a slow breath, "Just stop here."

A few seconds later, the car stopped steadily on the side of the road, opened the door and stepped out. He was suddenly afraid that this would be the last time he saw Mu Yan. After standing on the road, he held the car door and looked down to see the man's entire profile. , "Mu Yan...then I'm leaving."

Mu Yan didn't answer. Hearing the sound of closing the door, his eyes moved with Yu Youle, watching his back gradually drifting away.As long as you pass the fountain in front of the building, you can't see him.

After thinking of this, Mu Yan's throat suddenly became dry, and then his eyes went dark, and when he saw the scene in front of him again, he had already run out of the car, and under Yu Yule's surprised gaze, he firmly grasped his hand. forearm.

"The list..." Mu Yan's eyes lingered on Yu Le's face, as if he couldn't see enough, "Continue, let's complete the list."

Even though he has many worries, if Yu Yule asks Mu Yan again at this time, he can't help but answer, he will.

He thought that he could take everything lightly and let go of everything. He wanted to be noble and calm, but he panicked and lost focus just like the young man who lost his lover in the concert crowd.

No matter how much construction and self-admonition, in front of this child, it will fall apart.

Yu Yule's breathing was messed up because of his words, he nodded with a flickering expression, and calmed down for a moment, "Then... see you on the weekend, is that okay?" His eyes fell on Mu Yan's hand, and he raised the corner of his mouth, "I'm late .”

Mu Yan let go of him, "See you on the weekend."

Today is Tuesday.Mu Yan went to his apartment to look for him on Thursday.

After ringing the doorbell several times, there was a slight sound inside the house. The person who opened the door was not Yu Youle, but he was quite familiar.

Mu Yan frowned faintly, "Why are you here?"

"I, I haven't asked you yet, brother, why are you here?" Mu Cheng looked at him up and down, wondering, "When did you come back, did you come to find me...or what are you doing?"

Mu Yan thought for a while, "Are you his roommate?"

Rather than being roommates, it would be more appropriate to live together.Mu Chengxin owns a house by himself, but likes to hang out with Yu Youle. Over time, Yu Youle simply packs up another bedroom and prepares it for Mu Chengxin so that he can stay overnight at any time.

It was already past Yu Yule's off-duty time, Mu Yan entered the door and found that no one was there, and asked the person behind him, "Where is the other person?"

Mu Chengxin was still sizing him up. Hearing his question, he immediately became vigilant, "You mean Yoyo? He's on a business trip... He said he was going for a week, why did you ask him?"

Mu Yan was confused, "I'm on a business trip."

"No, why did you come back all of a sudden?... You came to him again? Don't be a scumbag who wants to turn around!" Seeing that Mu Yan's attitude was vague, Mu Chengxin suddenly became serious, "Brother, you didn't tell me back then. And don't hurt people enough already, what's the point of coming back suddenly now, Yoyo is so good, I won't let you bully him again, and he came out with great difficulty... If you are on a whim again, can you change someone else!"

I haven't seen him for a few years, but this kid has both elbows turned outwards. No need to think about Mu Yan, he knows that these two people must get together to speak ill of him.

Seeing Mu Yan sit down, but he didn't see him answering, Mu Chengxin was tense for two seconds and then reappeared, throwing himself on his back and hanging there, he couldn't get off, "...Brother, where have you been all these years? , and don’t contact us, tell me what’s going on, why you broke up with Yuyou before, you obviously like him so much, it’s a disadvantage if you don’t look at him, you must be reluctant to part with him, and you are not a mess A person who is forever abandoned."

He told his elder brother to turn three corners, Mu Yan's ears were itchy from his calling, and he tried to shake him off, but failed.

Mu Chengxin put his arms around Mu Yan and thought, "Don't you owe money? Tell me if you are short of money! Or...you were coerced by some mysterious organization? Or, you were selected by the country to do it. What secret research work? But you...you don't have that ability."

Mu Yan was annoyed with cola, his gaze swept across the medicine box on the table, and he was startled suddenly.

If what Yu Yule said was true, and the medicine belonged to his so-called roommate, then it was Mu intentionally.Mu Xiangming had entrusted this baby to him, but he really couldn't spare the energy to take care of this baby in the past few years.But then again, he couldn't connect this man with depression.

He kept silent, so Mu Chengxin deliberately ran on him, "Let me tell you, Yoyo has been chased by many people in recent years, and now you have entered the ranks of uncles, so you don't have much advantage." , with all due respect, he really might not be willing to reconcile with you."

Mu Yan didn't intend to argue with him, and directly changed the subject, "Have you eaten yet?"

Mu Chengxin immediately put on a sweet smile, "What do you want to take me to eat?"

"It's all done, you choose."

Amidst the cheers, Mu Chengxin let go of Mu Yan and went back to the room to change clothes.Before going out, he remembered something and ran back to the table to take the medicine under Mu Yan's silent gaze.

Seeing Mu Yan staring at him, he put the medicine away calmly, and still smiled with his eyes bent, "I can't sleep well recently, take some vitamins and calcium tablets, and you also have some?"

So far, Mu Yan has to believe it or not.The sudden surge of pity and remorse made him clearly realize that he owed not only Yu Le, but also many people these years.

During the years of confusion and loneliness, he missed his friend's wedding and became a dereliction of duty brother, making his elders worry and hurt.He didn't do anything well, and he didn't deserve credit for surviving.