still water deep sound

Chapter 107 Addicted

The ambulance drove into the hospital, and Qu Jingshen was immediately pushed into the emergency room by doctors and nurses.Jing Ze followed him and asked anxiously: "How is he?! Isn't his life in danger?!" Even he was startled by his own voice, hoarse and hissing, like a crack after a long drought bed of the river.

The doctor wore a medical mask and did not speak. He only told the nurses around him: "Check the blood type, go to the blood bank to ask for blood, the patient urgently needs a blood transfusion."

The nurse left in a hurry, Qu Jingshen was pushed into the emergency room, and Jing Ze was blocked outside.The door of the emergency room was closed, and the corridor became quiet again.The cold light of the incandescent lamp shone on the cold floor, making people feel extremely depressed.

Jing Ze stood there blankly for a few seconds, then squatted on the ground leaning against the wall of the emergency room.His shorts were still wet, and his trousers were scratched and covered with blood that had dried and turned black.

Jing Ze buried his head in his knees exhaustedly. It was just a few hours, but why did it seem like a lifetime?He never thought that with a personality like his, life would suddenly feel heavy one day.Fear of losing, like everyone else, he is afraid of losing.It's funny to think about it, since Qu Jingshen has been taken to heart, she is no longer the mentality of playing Huacong a few years ago.

An hour, two hours, three hours... the lights in the emergency room are still on.Jingze's heart seemed to be raining in a rush, diluting the blood in the blood vessels and reducing the oxygen intake of the brain.

Wei Xiaowu's injury was the lightest, it was only a skin trauma, he just needed a good rest and a good bandage.He dragged his lame leg along the corridor and walked to Jingze step by step.Jing Ze looked up at him with an unshaven beard, his eyes were bloodshot, his lips were dry and faded.

If it wasn't for the person involved, he couldn't feel the pain of the other party firsthand. Wei Xiaowu said: "Go and rest, I will watch here."

Jing Ze shook his head: "You go back, I want to be alone with him."

At this time, Jing Ze's voice was exhausted to the extreme, how could it be like the people who played in the world before?Wei Xiaowu said: "If you feel uncomfortable, just cry out, it will make you feel better."

Jing Ze said expressionlessly: "He's not dead yet, why should I cry. If he dares to die, I'll never let him go even if I'm a ghost."

Wei Xiaowu leaned against the wall and sat next to him, Jingze glanced at him, "Aren't you going to guard Su Jing?"

Wei Xiaowu said: "That's what girls do, I'd rather wait here with you."

Jingze smiled bitterly, and said: "I suddenly feel that my life is different from before. I used to be afraid of nothing, but now I am afraid of everything, very afraid. I think love can change a person, but these are far away. Far from being able to change love."

Wei Xiaowu was silent for a while, and then said: "I don't understand either, I just feel that what I do is to complete my own life, is a person's whole life..."

Jing Ze asked him: "Have you ever thought about getting something from what you do? For example, being loved, being relied on, being regarded as the most important person in his life?"

Wei Xiaowu said: "Thinking about it, I have been suffering since I was a child, and I know that people are warm and cold, and the world is hot and cold. Some things are too unreliable, just like every ending is a new beginning."

Jing Ze laughed at himself and said: "I used to think that he couldn't leave me, never forget me, and even love me more than I imagined. But now... I think the previous idea was really stupid and forced. Yes I can't leave him, I can't forget him, and I love him more than he imagined." Jing Ze's deep and hoarse voice echoed in the empty corridor, like the loneliest silhouette in a movie.

Wei Xiaowu comforted: "God let you be together, it will definitely not end like this."

Jing Ze rubbed his tired eyes and said, "Who knows how it is arranged, alas..." Jing Ze sighed, feeling that the light on the emergency room was really an eyesore.Why did God let him have no injuries or illnesses, but let such a person have many disasters?This thought made his chest ache, and he didn't dare to blame the world, for fear that the retribution would fall on Qu Jingshen, which would be more unbearable than it would happen to himself.

For those who have stayed up all night, the early morning is the most exhausting time, and this feeling immediately makes Jingze even more desperate.Could it be that as soon as the door is opened, what awaits him is a cold corpse?Just like what was shown on TV, all the doctors said they did their best, but he was the only one responsible for the damage caused by these words?

Wei Xiaowu said: "It will definitely be fine, if it really can't be rescued, people would have pushed and come here.

Jing Ze originally thought that Qu Jingshen's physique was poor, but he didn't expect the result to be so serious.At the moment of shaking God, the door of the emergency room finally opened.Jing Ze wanted to get up quickly to meet him, but his legs were already numb after sitting for too long.Even his head became dizzy, and he actually fell to the ground.

Two nurses helped him up, and Jingze asked in a hoarse voice: "How is he?!...Is he okay?..." It seemed that he had waited until now, but he didn't have the courage to hear the result.Jing Ze lowered his head, staring at the cold ground.

The nurse asked him: "Are you a family member? The patient has not passed the critical period and will be sent to the ICU ward for monitoring. The internal organs are severely bleeding, and the brain also has bleeding symptoms."

Jing Ze nodded: "I am a family member, please tell me, is he in a particularly bad condition now?..."

After a while, Qu Jingshen was pushed out, covered with a white sheet.Jing Ze rushed forward immediately, but was separated by the nurses: "You have germs on your body, please stay away from it?"

Qu Jingshen was pushed to the ICU ward not far away, and Jing Ze lay prone outside the transparent glass window, pressing her face tightly against it.The nurses were inserting various tubes into him, and the oxygen mask was still on.

It took a long time before the doctors and nurses withdrew.The doctor in charge said to Jing Ze: "You should go through the admission procedures later, he is not in a good condition. I don't know if the intracerebral hemorrhage will form hydrops, and it is very likely that he will become a vegetative state."

These words frightened Jing Ze, Wei Xiaowu hurriedly supported him, Jing Ze said: "I'll go back and get the money, Da Wu... you help me guard."

Wei Xiaowu nodded solemnly, "Be careful on the road, leave this to me."

Jing Ze leaned on the glass window and looked at Qu Jingshen for a while before turning around and leaving.His leg was also injured, and he walked a bit awkwardly, looking crooked.

During the period, Wei Xiaowu went back to the ward to see Su Jing once. Su Jing just woke up and was sitting on the head of the bed looking out.Wei Xiaowu sat on the edge of the bed and asked him, "Are you okay?"

Su Jing took the initiative to pull Wei Xiaowu's bandaged hand, and said in a low voice, "It's all right, how are they doing?"

Wei Xiaowu said: "Xiaobai has lost too much blood and is already undergoing a blood transfusion. Fang Qicheng is seriously injured, with several broken ribs on his body. Brother Shen is in the ICU ward and has not woken up yet..."

Su Jing asked: "Is it serious?"

Wei Xiaowu said: "The doctor said that there is a high possibility of becoming a vegetable."

Su Jing sighed: "His life hasn't started yet, how could it be like this..." He felt guilty and uneasy. If something happened to Qu Jingshen, he might not be able to get over the hurdle in his heart for the rest of his life.No matter how young and mature, the age is still there, the decision between him and Fang Qicheng was too impulsive.

Su Jing said: "Let's go, I'll go see him too." Wei Xiaowu helped him get out of bed, and the two of them walked out of the ICU ward with each other's support.The person on the bed was lifeless, with cold tubes all over his body, and the beating numbers on the monitoring equipment were also very cold.

Su Jing murmured to Qu Jingshen's face: "I'm sorry..." There are many flavors in this sentence. He has lived for nearly 30 years and has done many wrong things, but none of them can compare to the guilt he feels at this moment. Feel heavy.People who have had a crush before, even if they can't be together, they want him to be happy more than anyone else.But the perpetrators are all alive and well, but he is the only one...

Su Jing's mouth was bitter like bile, Wei Xiaowu said: "He is so nice, why is he like this."

Su Jing returned to the ward and made a phone call, and soon someone delivered a passbook.He picked up the passbook and said to Wei Xiaowu: "You sleep here for a while, I'm fine, go and watch him until Jingze comes back."

Wei Xiaowu didn't sleep all night, and with the injuries on his body, he was already very tired.He knew that this was not the time to show off, so he nodded and went to bed obediently.

Su Jing sat on the bench opposite the ICU ward, and the passbook in his hand had been rolled up to shame.Qu Jing fell asleep peacefully, with a calm and peaceful face, as if she had never suffered such pain.But it's like this, which makes people feel distressed.Su Jing believes in fate, he believes that some people are born blessed, such as Jing Ze.And some people are already old when they are still young, such as him, such as Wei Xiaowu.The state of the world and human feelings will make people feel cocooned and numb. Even if they survive all these, what is there to be afraid of?

After Jing Ze finished all the formalities, he came over to accompany Qu Jingshen non-stop.He met Su Jing's eyes, then hurriedly moved away.Jing Ze lay on the glass window to see the sleeping man in the hospital bed, and really wanted to go in to accompany him, even if he would trade his own life for his health and longevity.But it was useless, he was still asleep, and he didn't even want to open his eyes to look at him.

Jing Ze sat lowly next to Su Jing, and Su Jing handed him the passbook in his hand: "Here, you need it now."

Jing Ze took it and put it in his pocket, and hurriedly changed his clothes before coming to the hospital.Su Jing said: "I'm sorry, if it wasn't too reckless this time, it wouldn't be like this..."

Jing Ze gave him a cold look: "If I'm sorry, if it's useful, I'd be willing to kneel down and say it a thousand or ten thousand times."

Su Jing said: "He must be fine, he is such a nice person..."

Jing Ze said: "What's the use of being nice, God doesn't always have eyes. You don't know, before I knew him, his life..." Jing Ze almost choked up and lost his voice.After walking the path he walked, I realized that memory is like a knife, piercing flesh and consciousness, making people unable to survive or die.

Su Jing said: "Can you tell me?" In fact, he wanted to help him share something, even himself was so uncomfortable, let alone Jing Ze who really got that person.

Jingze completely lost himself in the memory, he said slowly: "It was winter when I first met him, and he would help the milk station to deliver milk to the school's orderers every morning. He was very thin and weak, with hands It's red and swollen from the cold. He can't speak yet. I think a person like him will be excluded and despised at school. He doesn't get annoyed if you deliberately bully him. If you are really angry, at most you just ignore you , never speak harsh words to others. He was very stubborn at the time, and he was really hurt. He would rather hide and wipe his tears than let you see him. I have been to their village, and there are only a few dozen families. The roads in the village are very narrow..."

The more Jing Ze spoke, the more uncomfortable he became. Only after he stabilized the meeting did he have the courage to continue. "His family was very poor. His parents died in a fire. He followed his uncle... His uncle's house didn't have his bed. I always felt that he was like an outsider to them. But he pretended not to know, and he was still stupid. Laughing, doing things in a foolish way. It seems that he is the one who regresses every time, and he feels that no one has ever treated him well and is willing to approach him, so he relies on me so much..."

Su Jing said: "Such a person is really worthy of love. If you love him six points, he will give you ten points in return."

Jing Ze smiled wryly: "If he meets a girl, with such a personality, no one would want to spend his whole life with him. He was planning to buy a house a few days ago, and he said that the website he built has not yet had time..." At this point, his head is like As if in disobedience, he remembered the warm body in his arms a few days ago.He is always docile on the bed, no matter how tired he is, he will let you do whatever you want.Because of years of absence, he couldn't learn to refuse.Thinking of this, Jing Ze rubbed the corners of his hot eyes and cried.

Jing Ze covered his eyes with his hands, letting hot tears flow down from his eyes.If it doesn't reach the depths of sadness, how can a person like him cry?Su Jing patted him on the shoulder and said, "Cry out, it feels better to cry out. You still have a lifetime to live, so treat him better in the future."

After all, he was a man, so he held back his tears for only a moment.Jing Ze said: "I don't know when he will wake up. The doctor said that if he doesn't wake up within two days, there is a high probability of becoming a vegetable."

Su Jing said: "He loves you, don't worry, he is reluctant to leave you."

Jing Ze nodded deeply, then buried his head in his knees again.The time of waiting seemed like years, and he also prepared for the worst. If something happened to him, he would take care of him for the rest of his life.

Su Jing persuaded: "Go and treat the wound on your body, and then have a good sleep. Otherwise, you will be exhausted before he wakes up."

Jing Ze said: "I'm not tired...you go back and rest, I'll stay with him alone."

Su Jing said: "The wounds on your body are all inflamed. If you don't treat them, it will cause a fever. How can you spend time with him then?"

Jing Ze felt exhausted, from the time of the accident to now he hadn't eaten, drank or slept, even Iron Man couldn't bear it.Jing Ze said: "Then I'll go to rest for a while, and I'll come over to replace you later."

Su Jing said: "You go, leave the matter here to me." If it was the same as Wei Xiaowu, it turned out to be such a similar person.

Jing Ze thought he would be dreaming, but when he closed his eyes, he fell into a drowsy sleep.There is no dream, I just feel very tired physically, as if I have walked a lot of roads in a dream.It was late at night when he woke up, and Wei Xiaowu was sitting on the chair beside the bed. Seeing him waking up, he handed him a piece of bread: "Are you hungry? Eat some first."

Jing Ze opened his mouth and asked, "How is he?...Are you awake?"

Wei Xiaowu shook his head: "Not yet, Xiaobai has woken up and is also guarding."

In Jingze's head, he wanted to run over immediately, but he was so hungry that he had no strength left.He had no choice but to take the bread that Wei Xiaowu handed over and ate it in big mouthfuls, and then swallowed it into his stomach along with the mineral water.After eating quickly, Jing Ze ran to the ICU ward regardless of the pain in his body, for fear of missing a moment of time.

There was a white bandage wrapped around Xiaobai's nose, and there were many abrasions on his face, as well as many on his legs.When he saw Jingze, he said, "Brother Jing, I'm sure you'll be fine, how could this be...you were fine yesterday morning..."

Jing Ze didn't answer his words, but just pressed his face against the glass, desperately looking at the sleeping person inside... No, it was a person in a deep coma.Still so calm, there was no pain on his face.Jing Ze said silently in his heart, as long as you wake up obediently, I will promise you anything.But Qu Jingshen still fell asleep, as if very thirsty.

Su Jing went back to rest, and the three of them sat on the bench without talking for a long time.It was Wei Xiaowu who broke the calm first: "Bai, are you okay when you leave?"

Xiaobai said: "Still in a coma, the doctor said he lost too much blood."

Wei Xiaowu didn't respond, Xiaobai said again: "My brother will be fine, maybe he will wake up after a while. He told me secretly that he loves Brother Jing very much, and he can't bear to..."

Jing Ze asked, "What else did he tell you?"

Xiaobai recalled the gossip he had with Qu Jingshen, "I said you have a bad temper, so I have to let you go. He also said that he wanted to have a child when you matured. They all said that it is impossible to have no children. He still feels that he is not good enough, that he is not good enough for you. If he says you are handsome, many people will definitely like you. He once said that he likes your gentle appearance the most..."

Jingze hugged his head in pain, and begged: "Stop talking, I feel uncomfortable. After this incident, I will treat him twice as well in the future. Now, I just hope he can wake up soon..."

The doctor on duty just went in to have a look, and when he came out, he said to them: "The blood pressure has returned to normal, but you haven't woken up yet, so you all have to be prepared."

Jing Ze asked: "Can I go in and see him? I'm sure I won't move him, and I won't disturb him. I just want to sit there and accompany him."

The doctor said: "Come with me and change into a sterile suit."

Jing Ze went in wearing sterilized clothes. The ward was very quiet, because it was so well sealed, it felt a little stuffy.Jing Ze carefully sat down on the chair beside the bed, and Qu Jingshen's hand was tied there weakly with a bandage.

Jing Ze said in a low voice, "Honey, I'm here to see you, you know, I'm very worried about you now."

There are no human voices, only the sound of various instruments running. "If you can't wake up, I'll bully you for the rest of your life. Damn, I'm so sad, when you wake up, I must take good care of you..."

"Baby, I was just joking. How can I be willing to deal with you? As long as you wake up, I can do whatever you want."

Qu Jingshen still had her eyes closed, and she didn't react at all.Jing Ze continued: "Honey, if the person lying here was me, would you feel bad too? You're so stupid, you will definitely be."

Jing Ze kept talking until his mouth became dry and his tongue became hoarse.He gradually calmed down, just like this quietly guarding Qu Jingshen.Slowly, he began to pay attention to the heart rhythm measuring instrument.When he first entered the ward, the number displayed on it was in the seventies, but now it has risen to more than 100.

Jing Ze couldn't believe his own thoughts, but still murmured, "Baby, can you hear me?" Jing Ze stared at the heart rhythm instrument, and saw it climbed up a few more places.

Surprise, bitterness, sadness, nostalgia... all kinds of emotions came to my heart, and Jingze almost wept with joy.