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Chapter 127 Poison

Xiaobai was in a coma all the way, and Qu Jingshen would test the temperature of his forehead from time to time.Although his face was still calm, his heart was full of worries.Jing Ze said: "You haven't slept all night, you will sleep on my shoulder for a while. It will take a while to get to the suburbs."

Qu Jingshen said: "I can't sleep. I saw on TV before that the drug rehabilitation center is a mess. And after entering, there are everyone. Otherwise, we took turns watching him in drug rehabilitation... Besides, we haven't contacted Qicheng yet. "

Jing Ze said: "This drug rehabilitation center is different from the compulsory drug rehabilitation center. Er Fatty said it is run by a private company, which is closer to a medical organization. People who are not too addicted to drugs mainly rely on psychological counseling."

Wei Xiaowu asked: "Are others allowed to accompany him inside? If allowed, they can take turns accompanying him."

Jing Ze spread his hands: "I didn't ask in detail, I will know when I get to the place."

Xiaobai could vaguely hear their conversation, but he just couldn't open his eyes.He was very scared in his heart, and thinking of Fang Qicheng, this feeling was even stronger.These days, Fang Qicheng's expression on slamming the door and leaving has never been forgotten, both helpless and sad.

An hour later, the car stopped at the entrance of the drug rehabilitation center.Qu Jingshen and Wei Xiaowu helped Xiaobai out of the car, and Qu Jingshen called him in a low voice: "Xiaobai...Xiaobai?"

Wei Xiaowu said: "Stop shouting, he may be fast asleep."

The gate of the drug rehabilitation center is a common iron gate, but for some reason, it gives people a feeling of depression.A middle-aged man in a white coat was standing at the gate. Jing Ze walked up and shook hands with him: "Director Chen?"

The middle-aged man nodded and said, "Are you Er Fatty's best buddy?"

Jing Ze said, "We are Fa Xiao."

Director Chen said: "Call me Brother Chen, Er Fat is pretty good, let's get together another day. Now let's get down to business, did your friend bring it?"

Jing Ze pointed at Xiao Bai: "I just took a sedative and fell asleep." Director Chen is Er Fatty's brother-in-law, the brother of the girl from Northeast China.

Director Chen said: "Come in with me, the specific situation will be discussed after the inspection."

A group of people helped Xiaobai go in, followed Director Chen into the corridor of the treatment department.The atmosphere here is more gloomy than that of the hospital. I don't know if it is caused by psychological effects, but it always gives people a creepy feeling.

Director Chen introduced the treatment process to them, and finally said: "We allow family members to visit once every half a month, and the rest of the time is closed for treatment." Xiaobai has been placed in the ward, and Director Chen is waiting for the staff to go through the admission procedures .

Qu Jingshen squeezed Jingze's hand from behind when no one was paying attention.Jing Ze smiled at him softly: "It's okay, we often visit him."

They could leave after completing the formalities and paying the fees, but they didn't.Qu Jingshen said: "Why don't you leave after Xiaobai wakes up, alas."

Wei Xiaowu was leaning against the wall, just about to smoke a cigarette, but was stopped by the nurse in the drug rehabilitation center.Director Chen went to work after they finished the formalities. It was almost noon, and Xiao Bai hadn't woken up yet.

From time to time, there were screams in the corridor, the kind of crying that was close to despair, and the hairs of those who heard it stood on end.Qu Jingshen suddenly said: "Maybe it's a good thing, it's better to quit early than to delay."

As soon as the words fell, a strong movement was heard in the room.Xiaobai was struggling to get out of bed, maybe the sedative had not passed, so he fell headlong to the ground.Wei Xiaowu hurried over to help him, Xiaobai firmly grabbed Wei Xiaowu's arm and said, "Dawu, please take me out...I don't want to be in this kind of place, I beg you!"

Wei Xiaowu didn't start, he couldn't bear to see Xiaobai's helpless expression.Qu Jingshen walked up to him and said, "Xiaobai, we will visit you often."

Like a sudden madness, Xiao Bai pointed at Qu Jingshen's nose and cursed: "What does my business have to do with you?! Why do you decide to send me to such a place... Do you think and feel? You Do you know how uncomfortable I feel right now?!"

Qu Jing frowned deeply and looked at him: "I..." He lowered his head, not knowing how to explain.To say something like 'it's for his own good' is to add fuel to the fire.

Xiao Bai cried for a while, and when he was tired, he just sat on the bed in a daze and looked out.There is a small playground outside, and some people are playing basketball.There is a sycamore tree outside the window. The petiole of the sycamore tree is very fragile, and it cannot stand the wind after autumn.

Xiaobai's collar was wide open, and Qu Jingshen was always careful, afraid that he would catch a cold, so she went up to help him fasten it.But just as he stretched out his hand, Xiao Bai suddenly lowered his head and bit his wrist hard.

Qu Jingshen frowned in pain, Jing Ze wanted to go up to stop him, but Qu Jingshen held her tightly.Wei Xiaowu took a lot of effort to pull Xiaobai away, Xiaobai looked up at Qu Jingshen with tears on his face.Qu Jing felt that her wrist was in pain, but he knew that Xiao Bai's heart must be hurting more than his.He has always cherished Xiao Bai as a younger brother, but now he can't help him.He blamed himself very much in his heart, but he didn't dare to reveal half of it, lest Jingze worry about him.

Xiaobai pointed at the door and cried, "Go away!...I don't want to see you again!" The three of them didn't move, how could they leave in this situation?

After taking care of Xiaobai and having lunch, he helped him to lie on the bed again. Seeing him close his eyes, he wondered if he was asleep or not.Qu Jing asked Wei Xiaowu deeply: "Have you got through the phone?"

Wei Xiaowu shook his head: "The others seem to have evaporated suddenly, and they can't be contacted no matter what."

Qu Jing took a deep look at Xiaobai, and said to Jingze: "I want to stay with him again, at least until I see clearly what kind of drug rehabilitation method they have here, so that I can feel at ease."

Jing Ze said, "I know, I want to see it too."

Qu Jingshen said: "You... the most important thing to do now is to go back and rest."

Jing Ze said in a low voice, "You haven't slept all night, and your wrist still hurts?"

Qu Jingshen said, "It doesn't hurt." He rolled down his sleeves to cover the wound.

Xiaobai's drug addiction suddenly broke out at around four o'clock in the afternoon.His face suddenly became very pale, his hands were obviously cold, but his forehead was sweating.Xiao Bai pressed his heart tightly, rolling over and over on the bed.Wei Xiaowu went to call the nurse, but Qu Jingshen and Jing Ze failed to hold him down, Xiaobai rolled from the bed to the floor.

Xiaobai firmly grasped the ground with his nails, scratching back and forth.After Qu Jing pressed his hand deeply, Xiao Bai actually started to bump his head on the ground.Qu Jingshen called Jing Ze: "Hurry up! Come and hold his head!"

Jing Ze rushed over to press his head hard, but Xiao Bai's legs kicked wildly, pushing the iron bed out almost half a meter.Qu Jingshen called him loudly: "Xiaobai! Hold on, and it will pass!" After he said it, he realized the powerlessness of the words, and his heart twitched.

Wei Xiaowu and the nurse ran in, and the nurse's medical trolley contained some special tools for detoxification.One of the male nurses said, "Let go of him first, it's useless!"

Only then did Qu Jingshen and Jing Ze let go of their hands, only to see the male nurse skillfully tied Xiao Bai's hands behind his back, took out something like a plug and stuffed it into Xiao Bai's mouth.Xiao Bai whimpered and let the nurses carry him to the bed.

This was not over yet, they tied Xiao Bai's legs again, and pressed a switch at the head of the bed to fix Xiao Bai's neck."It's to keep him from hitting a wall when he gets addicted," the male paramedic explained.

Xiaobai's eyes were filled with tears, and he stared at Qu Jing deeply.Qu Jing took a deep look and could feel his helplessness.He turned around and couldn't bear to look any more. Xiaobai, like all drug addicts, yelled until his voice was hoarse and he couldn't yell anymore, then he changed into a low sobbing sound.

Qu Jing sighed deeply, snoring vigorously to cover her face.Wei Xiaowu tightly clenched his fist, then slowly let it go.In the past, he always felt that a man could endure anything, as long as he wanted to.But now he found that it was far from the case. If a person's willpower collapsed, how could he bear it?

When Xiaobai's drug addiction was over, Qu Jing deeply wiped the sweat from his forehead, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said to him: "I will come to see you, and I will contact Fang Qicheng as soon as possible, please stay here , must bear it."

Xiaobai kept his head down, and when Qu Jingshen and the three of them walked out of the room, he raised his head and looked at the door with tears streaming down his face.He wiped it with his sleeve in a panic, but the more he wiped, the more he wiped.

Qu Jingshen's eye circles were also red. He lowered his head and squeezed the corners of his clothes.It was worse than being hurt himself, it was like watching someone else tear a piece of bloody flesh.The pain of others is direct and naked, but the pain of the bystanders is hidden, rooted, and as time goes by, it gets deeper and deeper.

The three of them stood at the gate of the drug rehabilitation center, watching the twilight shroud the small mountains in the distance.The sunset after autumn is cold, and even if there is rosy clouds in the sky, the rosy colors reveal an indescribable gray.The leaves have not yet fallen in large numbers, but the wind has turned cooler.

There is no shop in front of the village or behind, and the three of them stood by the side of the road and waited for nearly an hour before the car drove by.Wei Xiaowu glanced in the direction of the drug rehabilitation center, and said, "He's there, is he all right?"

Qu Jingshen said: "I'll come to see him this weekend. I took the keys to his house. It's getting colder, so I need to pack some thicker clothes and send them to him."

Wei Xiaowu said: "Remember to call me, I will come too."

Qu Jingshen nodded, Jing Ze hugged his waist, Qu Jingshen turned to look at him: "Huh?"

Jing Ze said, "It's so cold on your body, is it cold?"

Qu Jingshen said: "It's kind of like there is no autumn here. After summer, the temperature starts to drop sharply."

Jing Ze said: "Then come closer to me, a natural stove." Qu Jing smiled at him deeply, as he said.

They sent Wei Xiaowu back first. When Wei Xiaowu got off the car, Qu Jingshen called him: "Da Wu, you go back and ask Brother Su to see if he has any news about his departure."

Wei Xiaowu nodded solemnly: "Yes, I will. I will be the first to tell you if there is any news."

As night fell, the neon lights on the side of the road came on one after another.Jing Ze suddenly said to the driver master: "Master, let's go to District XX instead."

Qu Jing looked at Jingze suspiciously, and Jingze said, "It's fine to go home now, why don't you go and have a look around."

There is more water in the XX district, and there are many water attractions.The two found a small restaurant nearby and ate something casually.There are many desserts in the small restaurant, and Jing Ze helped Qu Jing order a few: "I know you are in a bad mood now, why, eat more."

Qu Jing bowed her head deeply and smiled, happily eating every bite.Qu Jingshen originally wanted to mention Xiaobai's matter, but seeing Jingze patiently helping him cut a small cake, she swallowed the words again.He believed that Jing Ze knew what he was thinking now, there was something between the two of them, there was no need to bring it up again and again.

After dinner, Jingze took him around a small lake.Without the scorching heat of summer, the scenery lights by the small lake also look a bit cold.Qu Jingshen said: "There are quite a few small attractions in City B, I didn't know about them."

Jing Ze poked his face: "There are still many things you don't know!"

Never mentioning anything about Xiaobai and Fang Qicheng anymore, Qu Jingshen said to Jing Ze: "I think it's good for you to stay abroad for a few years because of your major."

Jing Ze looked at him strangely: "Why did you suddenly bring up the matter of going abroad?"

Qu Jingshen said: "No, didn't you read the materials a while ago, I think you should be very interested in those things."

Jing Ze was quite satisfied with this reason, he said: "Let's see, anyway, I don't have such a plan right now. Come on, give me a kiss, I haven't kissed yet today."

Qu Jing lowered her head and said, "Don't make trouble, there are people."

They found a secluded place to sit for a while, Jing Ze stretched his waist, and directly laid his pillow on Qu Jingshen's lap, not thinking the floor was dirty.Jing Ze didn't know what was going on like crazy, but he started singing——

twinkle, twinkle, little star, how I wonder what you are, up above the world so high, like adiamondinthesky.

when the blazing sun is gone, when he nothing shines up, then you show your little light.

twinkle, twinkle, all the night, then the traveler in the dark, thanks you for your tiny spark, he could not see which way to go, If you did not twinkleso.

Inthedarkblueskyyoukeep, Andoftenthroughmycurtainspeep, Foryounevershutyoureye, Tillthesunisinthesky.

As your bright and tiny spark, Lights the traveler in the dark.

Though I know not what you are...

How I wonder what you are, Up above the world so high, Like a diamond in the sky.

He had listened to this song deeply, and he liked two lines in it very much, so he translated it casually: "I want to know what you are, above the whole world, so high, like a diamond in the sky."

Jing Ze kept his hands on his lap and beat the beat. He asked Qu Jingshen: "I sang this when I was promoted from middle class to senior class. I was a kid at the time and didn't know what it meant. But suddenly, I felt that this The song must be a love song. Thanks you for your tiny spark, He could not see which way to go..."

Qu Jing asked with a deep smile, "You won't write things down in your little notebook again, will you?"

Jing Ze said: "You really understand me more and more! You must touch one!"

Later, both of them felt a little tired and took a taxi home for a short walk.In the middle of the night, Jing Ze suddenly grabbed Qu Jingshen's wrist, and Qu Jingshen asked him, "Huh? What's the matter?"

On the wrist of Qu Jingshen's left hand, there are teeth marks left by Xiao Bai.The wound was red, and the blood had stopped oozing out for a long time.Jing Ze put it to his lips and kissed it for a while, then said to Qu Jingshen angrily, "Sleep now."

Qu Jing closed her eyes deeply, thinking, this is really unreasonable.