Lian Lizhi

Chapter 179 Suffering

Two days later, Kang Chensong woke up, and after hearing about Lu Xiaoyi's being thrown into limbo, he didn't say a word, he just asked the left and right if the queen had been here?

Li Gui hurriedly replied, "On the day when His Majesty just fell into a coma, the Empress came to guard His Majesty all night, but...it's just that the Empress is busy with government affairs in the past two days, and she can't find time for a while."

Kang Chensong waved his hand and said, "You don't have to hide it for him, I know he doesn't want to see me!"

Li Gui's face was a little sad, but he persuaded, "The other day, I heard that Your Majesty fainted, and the lady was still very anxious. The slave was watching secretly outside. When the lady came out, her eyes were red, as if she had cried!"

Kang Chensong looked at the Nine Dragons above his head before grabbing the beaded embroidered curtain for a long time and then smiled dumbly, "You have been by my side since childhood, and you can be regarded as my confidant. You have been by my side for so many years, how can you not know that I have been with you all these years? What have you done? Brother Wang is loyal to me. Not only did I take away his military power and his lover...I also took his life. Man'er should hate me. It is I who drove us all to a dead end, yes I was wrong!"

"Your Majesty..." Li Gui knelt on the ground with a plop.

Kang Chensong looked down at him crying with snot and tears, and asked a little funny, "Why are you crying?"

The one who should cry is obviously him, but he wants to cry, but he doesn't even have the right to cry.All of this is his own doing, he did these stupid things when he was delusional, he was delusional!

Seeing Kang Chensong's expression that seemed to be crying but not smiling, Li Gui cried even louder, "The slave is crying for His Majesty, the slave is crying for His Majesty!"

"Haha..." Kang Chensong suddenly laughed out loud, almost out of breath.

Li Gui moved to the bed and cried, "Your Majesty, be careful, be careful!"

At the end of the laugh, Kang Chensong's voice was choked with trills, and he said slowly, "Good cry, what's the point of me saying that? Good cry, good cry...haha!"

"Your Majesty!" Seeing Kang Chensong like this, Li Gui was so frightened that he stopped crying.

Kang Chensong ignored the call, but quietly looked at the flying dragon above his head and said slowly, "You said... Will he forgive me if I die? Will he forgive me!"

Li Gui was shocked, "Your Majesty, don't do stupid things. The crown prince is still young, and the Kangle Dynasty still needs you to support it. The Kangle Kingdom cannot live without you!"

Kang Chensong said quietly, "Has there been any major events in the court recently?"

Li Gui wiped away his tears and replied, "There is the empress and several adults in the court, it's nothing serious, Your Majesty can recuperate at ease!"

As soon as Li Gui finished speaking, he wanted to slap himself.

Kang Chensong didn't say anything, but just waved his hands and said, "Go down, let me be alone for a while!"

Seeing Kang Chensong's pale and haggard complexion, Li Gui didn't dare to say anything, so he quietly backed away.

At the middle of the night, the lights in Shangtong Palace were still on as usual, Zhi Rong sat with her chin in her hand and watched Man Chen review the memorial.The imperial physician clearly told the empress to rest well and not to work too hard, but these days the empress has to go to bed very late every day, and she has to get up early the next day to go to court, take care of the little prince in the morning, and guide the prince's homework in the afternoon. At night, the affairs of the harem and the court took up most of the empress's sleeping time.

The empress forced herself to keep busy every day, and Zhi Rong felt distressed when she saw it.

She didn't know that Man Chen packed her schedule so full on purpose, only when Xiang was busy would she not let herself think wildly, and would not let herself think of that person.

She got up and touched the tea in Man Chen's hand, it was a little cold, Zhi Rong picked it up and planned to change it.

But Man Chen raised his head at this time and said, "Zhi Rong, it's getting late, you should go to bed first, you don't have to wait here anymore!"

Zhi Rong quickly left with her teacup in hand, actually she really wanted to say, Madam, you should go and have a rest too.But you don't need to ask her to know Man Chen's answer. Now that His Majesty has fallen, and the crown prince is still young, the entire Kangle Kingdom seems to be thriving, but all the burdens are placed on the empress alone.The empress has lost a lot of weight these days. That time she heard Duoge, who accompanied the empress, say that the empress fainted and almost fell from the steps when she was going down. The empress is the one who should take a good rest.

Zhirong was afraid that if she took a step too late, tears would fall, she quickly walked out of the room and made a far detour around the corner, and then she squatted by the wall with a teacup in her hand and cried out.

The empress is ruining her own body. He often said that he also knows medical skills, so it doesn't matter.But anyone can see that the empress is getting worse and worse.She is just a little maid, she really doesn't know what else she can do to relieve her mother's worries.

"Why are you crying?" A black shadow suddenly covered her.

Zhi Rong was taken aback, and hastily raised her head to look around.

"Your Majesty...Your Majesty?" Zhi Rong felt her tongue was tied up. Didn't it mean that His Majesty just woke up today? Who can tell her why His Majesty is standing on the ground wearing only a bright yellow coat at this late hour. In the garden of Tong Palace.Even if the weather has warmed up a lot now, it will make you sick if you wear such thin clothes.

"What are you crying for?" The person standing there asked again, but his eyes never left the lit room.

Zhirong looked down at the teacup in her hand and replied, "This servant is feeling sorry for your mother!"

There was no sound for a long time, Zhi Rong raised her head curiously.Tonight, dark clouds covered the moon, and it was pitch black everywhere, and I could only faintly see the outline of the people standing in the yard from the light from the house.

"His Majesty?"

Zhi Rong called him in a low voice, remembering that His Majesty stood here and waited for a long time.

He was originally a high-ranking person, but that night he was like now, standing quietly and lonely in the dark, facing the lit window.It seems like I have been waiting for a long time, even though I know there will be no results, but I just want to wait like this...

Your Majesty is actually working as hard as your Majesty.

"Your Majesty, servant girl, please go and ask the empress to come out?"

She couldn't bear to watch them grind each other down like this.

Kang Chensong's body froze slightly, and finally shook his head slowly and said, "No need, I'll just stand here for a while and leave!"

"Your Majesty?" Zhi Rong herself didn't know why, she almost shed tears after hearing this, "You go and see your majesty, your majesty is working very hard now!"

Kang Chensong finally looked at her, his face looked so pale in the darkness.

He smiled sadly at her, "Don't tell him I've been here!"

After saying that, he turned around and walked out slowly.

Zhi Rong couldn't help getting up and said, "Your Majesty, why? You obviously love your empress, and your empress also has you in her heart..."

Kang Chensong paused slightly at his feet, and he said without turning his head, "It will only be harder for him to see me...don't tell him!"

Seeing Kang Chensong's lonely figure go away slowly, Zhi Rong's tears couldn't stop falling down.Why? Since they are clearly in love, how can it be more difficult to meet each other? The empress and your majesty are high-ranking people, and she will never understand their thoughts. Can't say a word.

I don't know how long she stood there, until Zhi Rong came back to her senses with a coat draped over her shoulders.

"Sister Zhirong, what's wrong? Why are you standing here crying alone?"

Zhirong turned her head and saw that it was the young eunuch Duoge.

Zhirong felt that all the strength in her body was lost in an instant. She leaned into Doge's arms and beat his not-so-strong chest and cried, "Since falling in love is so hard, why do you still love each other. Your majesty and empress are both fools!"

Seeing her crying sadly, Duoge couldn't help panicking, so he could only let her lean in his arms and gently persuade, "Sister Zhirong, when feelings really come, you really can't help yourself!"