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Chapter 38

The conversation with Liu Pin didn't have the expected effect, because I was irritated by her and I couldn't ask about Bingbing. After dinner in the evening, Xueling still didn't come back. Judging from the itinerary, I'm afraid she won't be back in two days. not coming.I know that Xue Ling is very powerful so I don't need to worry about her, but I'm still afraid that something will happen to her.I spent the whole day in anxiety, and when the sun finally set, I walked to the house 300 meters away alone, feeling empty in my heart.Without Xue Ling, I can't seem to adapt at all.

"What are you doing."

"I don't worry about you walking alone. Even if it is only 300 meters, it is not guaranteed to be safe."

I'm not very satisfied with Shangguanhui's answer, but I can't think of the answer I want, so let's leave it at that.My steps were very small, and it took me 300 minutes to walk 5 meters. I went back to the dormitory and tried to push the door in, only to find that the door was locked.Yes, I usually come back with Xue Ling, and Xue Ling opened the door.I began to recall the location of the key, and it took me a long time to verify that I packed the key in the small satchel, which is now lying on the bed in the dormitory.In other words, tonight I will sleep on the stone table in the cafeteria.

"Go to my place. Girls are too weak to spend the night outside, and it will be over if something happens in the era of destruction."

Shangguanhui took my hand, which was a natural movement, but I didn't feel any rejection.I always feel that her aura is surprisingly harmonious with mine, and she is more like my older sister than Xue Ling.Shangguanhui led me to walk in the moonlight. Her body temperature was lower than Xueling's, but it was still warmer than mine.Speaking of it, it seems that the girls' body temperature is higher than mine, and even Hitsugaya, the Iceberg Princess who may be related to the strongest ice-type Zanpakuto Hirinmaru, has warmer hands than mine.I don't want to look around, but I know there won't be any rumors, not because there are few people who won't be discovered, but because Shangguanhui has such a good reputation and treats everyone so gently.

In this base area, there is no obvious difference in living conditions between the leaders and the people.The house Shangguanhui lives in is the same size as mine, with a small room of [-] square meters and a kitchen of [-] square meters.To say that the biggest highlight of this house is probably the warm-colored walls.The main body of the wall is beige, with a large photo hanging on it. The man in the photo should be the old team leader. Shangguanhui in a long beige dress is standing beside him smiling softly.

"so easy."

It is really too simple, only a table and two small stools, one of which is still idle under the bed.The only furniture other than the bed is a wardrobe, which is ridiculously simple.As the leader's room, this is really unimaginable.But it matches Shangguan Hui's calm personality very well.Only one bed means that Shangguan Hui can live alone.Generally speaking, due to the relative shortage of housing, residents will share a room with two or even three people. I was hugged by Xue Ling every day, but there were still two beds in the room at the beginning. Did Shangguanhui make it clear that she wanted to be single?Duanmu is going to be over.

"Little sister, sleep on the bed. I'll sleep later. Speaking of which, my little sister doesn't recognize the bed, right?"

"It's been changed since the era of destruction." I lay on the bed regardless of the large font size, and Shangguanhui smiled lightly: "No matter how you look at the little sister, she is very cute. Whether it's double ponytails or it's loose around the waist, there are people She has a weak temperament that she wants to protect. Little sister, don't worry about Xue Ling, she will be fine with her strength."

"Ah...Xue Ling...why do I always have to worry about her."

"You love her, I can see it. It's not about loving your sister as a younger sister, but as a girl loving another girl. This is a love that transcends gender. You two girls who have no blood relationship and will not have offspring, There is no need to consider tedious details such as genetic ethics. Since you are in love, you should be together boldly. In the Age of Destruction, no one will care whether the people around you like men or women, as long as they can support each other and live together is enough." Shangguan Hui Station Looking at the crescent moon in front of the window, "After the era of destruction, the sky is abnormal, and the change of the moon is also irregular. At this time, it should be a full moon. Little sister, sleep well and don't think about it. I know you Light sleep is not easy to fall asleep, so I won't disturb you."

"Don't call me little sister, as if I'm so young."

I took off my skirt and stockings and hung them on a simple hanger.This clothes hanger is said to be a clothes hanger, but it is actually a self-made product made of two wooden crosses with a wooden stick as thick as an arm. I was embarrassed to count it as furniture just now.

"Raindrops are really suitable for short skirts and white silk. This suit matches the temperament very well."

Probably because of the tiredness during the day, I fell asleep after a while. In my sleep, I vaguely felt a warm object exuding the fragrance of papaya beside me, so I hugged him closely. When I woke up after dawn, I found myself hugging Shangguanhui. tight.Maybe it wasn't just hugging her, she also hugged me in a posture close to that of a mother.Sure enough, Shangguan, you are too kind.

"Yu Dian'er is absolutely qualified as a younger sister, and there is no one who is capable of pestering people." Shangguan Hui half-jokingly said when he saw me open my eyes. "Now that you can let me go when you wake up, I'm afraid that if you accidentally press Yudian'er's arm, I won't be able to explain when Xueling comes back. 10 minutes of delayed reaction, another 10 minutes of hugging."

"Sure enough, the performance of the hysteresis after getting up is all-round and multi-field. Yudian's eyes are obviously dull, and it seems that he can't attract anything. Yudianer is looking at me."

Shangguanhui wore a white off-the-shoulder low-cut dress, fully showing the parts above the collarbone. I stared at the white for a few seconds, but my brain was still blank.Shangguanhui sighed, sat down and patted the top of my head, and it took me a while to get out of the weird lag reaction, and found myself being held in Shangguanhui's arms, and she patted me like a small child The back, can't help but feel embarrassing.

"Is it finally back to normal now, Hua Xin Shou?"

Love it.Is it my fourth title after the little femme fatale mascot, I always feel that something is not quite right.I have to admit that Liu Pin's words made me angry because they poked my sore spot, but I will never admit that I was a victim.Alas, it seems that I accidentally interrupted my thoughts. Should I debate with her whether I am a playboy or not?Maybe it wasn't necessary, so what if the debate was won, she was right.

"Don't you admit it? It's okay, you are a special existence to me, and I will forgive you even if I do anything to me. I can see that Yudianer is actually very carefree, but only when I look at that person Only then will there be bright brilliance in the eyes. The so-called, the only true love."

"The only true love... What is Sister Hui talking about? I don't understand."

"Just keep pretending."

"Maybe I'm really playing tricks. Sister Hui's gaze is quite accurate. As for Sui, I won't admit it. Well, Sister Hui hugs me."

"It's not completely accepted, because everyone loves you very much. If you want to push back, as long as you propose it, you will not be rejected. Xue Ling is your first tryr, and there is no hindrance to push her at all. Of course It's okay if you are interested in Liu Pin, but then the problem you face is the choice between lovers."

"...The choice between lovers... Sister Hui, I won't do that. Once I'm sure I'm with someone, I won't be involved with others again."

Following Shangguanhui to the group restaurant, being led by her all the way made me feel like a mother taking her daughter for a walk.I suddenly found that it was difficult for me to feel like Xue Ling towards Shangguan Hui, and the gentleness towards everyone could effectively kill the vain admiration for those around me.Maybe I should learn from her and treat Ritsugu Lu Qingcheng and Liu Pin tenderly, making Liu Pin feel that she is not special.Of course, this idea was overthrown by myself in the next second, because now I can't even count as friends with Liu Pin, so I can reject her decisively. Once she enters my life and stays for a long time, I can't refuse her anymore.Now that I think about it, I am really a selfish person. My rejection of suitors is not because of my loyalty to Xue Ling, but my persistence in my beliefs. I will also be passionate for the Tao in my heart.

"Yudian'er is confused. Because of Liu Pin."

Declarative sentence, I can't refute.Shangguanhui led me to find a corner where there was no one and sat down, looking at me with clear eyes.Different from Xueling's eyes that are always charming or Hitsugaya's eyes that contain murderous intent, her eyes are very clear, so clear that it scares me.If I had to find something to describe it, it would be the air in the alpine region, pure and empty.

Sister Shangguan who is so gentle to everyone, has there ever been an existence that I cherish.

"Since you don't love her, don't give her hope. Yudian's temperament is not to be approached by others. Once she becomes a good friend, even if the other party makes an unacceptable request, she is likely to agree. What's wrong with Yudianer?"

I shook my head, closing my eyes to let my thoughts go.Since I may have the ability to listen to all things, let me try to see if I can hear the inner world of the lives around me and explore their past.

I want to know what kind of heavy burden I bear under the cold and silent tenderness.

After a few minutes, the pain was unbearable for me.

It's obviously not me, the one who experienced such a disaster is obviously not me, it's still so painful.Shangguan Hui, did she survive such a disaster?After going through such hell, she can still be with us with a smile, such Shangguanhui...

"Yudianer, are you looking for my memory? Well, I can show you if you want to, but your ability will put a lot of load on your body, so it's better not to use it."

The weapons and delivery vehicles and supplies that have been prepared for seven years will soon come in handy.How I wish it would never be used, just sleep in the mountains like that... This is the last message I have received within the scope of my tolerance.