beautiful boss

Chapter 79 Kneeling

Jing Jing's words are well-founded, and he hopes that his words can convince his mother who reacted fiercely to this matter.

Chen Lan closed her eyes in pain, "You actually said that, so in your eyes, the feelings of your parents are not important at all? Are you living alone? Don't you care about your family and friends? You just Do you care about Qin Yi?"

Perhaps it is not unreasonable for there to be such brainless questions as 'your mother and your partner fell into the water at the same time, who do you save first' in this world. Every mother is not able to accept her son's lover peacefully, especially in This lover is still not able to be accepted by the public and society.

Wearing women's clothing and liking men, even if the scenery can explain the reasons for these two things in a colorful way, it can't dispel the uneasiness in Chen Lan's heart.

Even if the person Jing Jing likes is Qin Yi, whom she has always admired.

Chen Lan said countless times that if she had a daughter, she would definitely let Qin Yi be her son-in-law.

But after all, this kind of talk is just a hypothesis. No matter how true she is, she only has two sons, and none of them can marry Qin Yi's daughter.

So Chen Lan never took these words to heart.

The word homosexuality hardly appeared in her life. She had never come into contact with such people, let alone thought that her son would become gay.

Chen Lan couldn't understand the concept of young people nowadays. In her eyes, it was against the norms for two men to be together. Not to mention the colored eyes of relatives at home, but how could these two people have offspring? How to take care of each other?

"Don't you want children in the future? Are you so sure that you and Qin Yi will go on forever?"

"Mom, I've thought about what you said. Since I chose to be with Qin Yi, I already understand that he and I will not have our children. I can accept this price." Jing Jing said word by word: "And I think Qin Yi and I will go on forever."

Chen Lan took a deep breath: "There are no children, you and Qin Yi are both old, who will take care of you?"

"We can hire nanny and caretaker." Jing Jing blinked.

"How could this be?!"

"Of course, isn't it like this when I was a child? After I went abroad, I only had nanny and bodyguards around me." Jing Jing said lightly, "They took good care of me."

These words blocked all the lines Chen Lan had prepared. Sending her young son abroad has been a thorn in her heart for so many years, and now the retribution for the wrong things she did in a moment of confusion has manifested one by one.

"Are you, resenting me and your father?"

"Mom, I don't hate you guys. Originally, I just accepted what my brother said in this family. You will listen to what my brother says. If he doesn't want to go abroad, he can leave. If I don't want to, I will be packed and thrown on the plane."

"It was the same two years ago. I didn't want to go back to China. I already had my own life abroad. My brother didn't want to work and run away from home. You don't want to tie him up. Send bodyguards to tie me back from abroad."

"I don't resent, because I understand that I can't compare to my elder brother. Even if we are both your sons, it is normal that we can't keep a bowl of water level." Jing Jing couldn't figure this out when he was young. Look at yourself, mom isn't coming either?

But later, he also found the answer from Chen Lan's words, 'Your brother won No. Going to summer camp, my mother promised him a long time ago--'.

At that time, the scenery became clear. He had always had mediocre grades, and his dull and slightly irritable personality, except for his face, maybe he had nothing to show for his brilliant resume to attract his parents to take a look at him.

"I've been thinking for a long time about why I'm hostile to Jing Ao. Some time ago, I remembered something. During the holiday when you accompanied him to the summer camp, I had a high fever abroad. It lasted seven days, and on the third day At that time, the doctor gave me cephalosporin anti-inflammatory drugs."

Chen Lan's eyes widened suddenly, and she looked at her son in disbelief, "How can I give you cephalosporin, you are allergic—"

"Because the nannies and caregivers don't know that I have a history of cephalosporin allergies."

This memory is already very blurred, because the fever lasted for too long, Jing Jing's brain may have been in a state of confusion at that time.

The wrong medicine made him very allergic, and I can’t remember how he got there. Anyway, he didn’t die, but he just lay in bed for half a month afterwards. Fortunately, he was no longer allergic to cephalosporins.

After waiting for half a month, finally Jing Zhongxun came abroad to pick up his son in person.

Children always look forward to their mother more, but when Jing Jing learned from Jing Zhongxun that the reason why his mother didn't come to pick him up back to China was because the summer camp with his brother had just ended and he was resting at home.

During the days when he suffered from fever and drug allergies and even desensitized hyperreactions, my mother played with my brother outside.

It seems that from that time on, when Jing Jing returned to China, he would always avoid Jing Ao, unwilling to see him.

Because no child can calmly accept that he is not valued.

"Why have you never told me?" Chen Lan choked up, she remembered this incident, "At that time, your nanny only told me that you had a common flu fever and you would be fine soon—"

"Yeah." Jing Jing nodded, "Then blame her for not telling you the truth."

"I didn't mean that! I just, I really don't know—" Chen Lan was extremely distressed, but no amount of remorse and apology was useless.

"It's been a long time since this happened. If you knew that I was seriously ill at that time, whether your attitude towards me would be different is not important anymore."

"Mom, I don't care that you and Dad regard me as a substitute for my brother, and I don't care that he gets more love than me, because I've grown up." Looking at it, it's a bit embarrassing.

"But now I have met someone who will always put me first. I like Qin Yi, because at any time, Qin Yi will never deny me, will not let me compare with anyone, and will not regard me as A substitute for another."

"Your father and I didn't regard you as a substitute for your brother. You heard from your mother that, in fact, father and mother are all for your own good..."

"Mom, all parents in this world don't think that what they do is wrong. Even if these things hurt their children, they will say that there is a reason for everything, and everything is for your own good, but have you ever thought about it?" , hurt is hurt."

The phrase "good for you" sounds noble and selfless, but in fact it is no different from moral kidnapping.

"Mom, I don't hate you and Dad, because since I was born, you have given me the best living conditions. Even if I have no strengths, you have given me Jinghe. I understand that my surname is Jing, so there are some things I just have to accept it."

"However, I always feel that I am living for Jing's family, for Jing and He, not as Jing."

"If I continue to suffer, not only my childhood, my job, but also my marriage will be dominated, and my future life may come to an end at a glance."

"You want a family marriage, and my brother. You want a grandson, and my brother. I have been a candidate for him so many times. Can you change it this time?"

"Please, let me be with Qin Yi, okay?"

Jing Jing stood up from the stool in front of Chen Lan's bed, knelt down straight, his knees touched the ground, he lowered his head, but his neck and spine were still straight and refused to bend.

He begged, but refused to admit his fault for his love.

His love was right.

Chen Lan covered her face and cried so hard that she couldn't breathe. She never knew that her little son had so much grievance in his heart, and he never said it.

But did you really not notice it?

Maybe she saw it too, but she never thought about it, she just thought it was a trivial matter, and it would pass sooner or later, after all, they were a family, and he and Jing Ao were brothers.

When Jing Zhongxun hurried into the bedroom, what he saw was the scene of his youngest son kneeling and his wife crying.

"You bastard!" Jing Zhongxun raised his leg and was about to kick it up, "Why do you have to confront your mother?!"

Jing Ao and Qin Yi quickly controlled the furious Jing Zhongxun, "Dad! Dad! Calm down!"

"Uncle! Don't do it!"

After all, Jing Zhongxun couldn't match the strength of the two young people, so he was pulled back at once. He turned his head and saw Qin Yi who was standing aside. He was furious and pushed them away.

Qin Yi staggered two steps back and leaned against the small coffee table beside him.

Jing Zhongxun frowned, put aside his elder son, and asked, "Qin Yi! I treat you as half my son! Tell me the truth! What's going on between you and Jing Jing?!"

Qin Yi stood up straight and said honestly: "Uncle, we are together. I like the scenery very much. I have liked it for a long time."

"It's been a long time?! You bastard! How shameless you are! I let you in! I asked you to take care of Jing! Be his teacher, be his brother! This is how you repay me now!? You taught my son to be a Gay?!" The whole bedroom was surrounded by Jing Zhongxun's angry growls.

He was even more unacceptable than Chen Lan, because Qin Yi was placed beside Jing Jing personally and forcibly. If he hadn't done this at the beginning, then the ugly situation today would not have happened.

It was he who ruined his son himself.

Kneeling on the ground, Jing Jing argued in a dumb voice: "Dad, this has nothing to do with Qin Yi. It was I who confessed to him and let him be with me. In the past two years, he has done very well what you asked him to do. He supported me conscientiously, he treated me very well, but he never lost his sense of proportion, before I confessed, I didn't even know he liked me..."

"Shut up!" There will also be scenes, as well as the slap that Jing Zhongxun raised his hand high, but didn't drop it for a long time.

Jing Zhongxun's hands trembled to the extreme. At this time, he actually thought of his young son's skin and tender flesh, which couldn't even be exposed to the sun. If he slapped himself, he would definitely not be able to bear it.