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Chapter 101 New Years

That night, Shen Qingye lingered in the back alley of the bar for a while, smoking a cigarette against the wall, the rain dripped down the eaves line, the back alley of the bar was chaotic, full of sundries, juxtaposed with three It's a trash can, and the walls are greasy and black. In such a messy environment, there are still people with sperm.Not far from him, there was a pair of lovers who were entangled together, making it too lively, moving from one wall to the other without suppressing their shouts at all.

Shen Qingye didn't look up at them, he lowered his head and lowered the brim of his hat to cover his face.But he is tall, slender and well-proportioned, and the muscle lines exposed at the neckline are even more imaginative. Standing there, he looks outstanding even if he doesn't show his face, like a model.

He stared at the pool of water under his feet. The moon in the sky was reflected in the dirty water, like a jade plate, white and bright. Even in such a sewage alley, the moon is still beautiful, silvery white, spotless, not because of It is fair and selfless for everyone to change under what circumstances.

The gasping and screaming at the side seemed to have stopped, Shen Qingye turned his face sideways, and shook the soot that had accumulated on his hands.

He didn't know what he was waiting for, what to say when he was there, Kuang Yao said that he had already left, and he was asking for trouble by staying here.But now he urgently needs to do some meaningless things to divert his attention. If he doesn't do this, he keeps thinking about what he did wrong, what's wrong, why is it so sudden, why can someone say such things So easy, so contemptuous, but I still can't bear to let go.

If I think about it too much, I feel ridiculous, and my heart is twisted like a twist.He closed his eyes, bowed slightly, leaned against the wall, and didn't care how dirty the wall was.

On the day he came back, he didn't let anyone from the company follow him. He came back alone. He waited for a long time at the airport, and the phone was always turned off when he made Xi Wen calls. He was a little uneasy, but he didn't think much about it.Later, it was recognized by fans, and it caused a riot. There was no other way, the whole scene was too chaotic, there were fewer people in the back, and the road going out in front was completely blocked.On the way, he was besieged in the VIP lounge for several hours, screaming and yelling everywhere, making his brain hurt from the noise, and he was finally escorted by the airport security guards to escape this chaotic environment and be able to respite.

When the airport was noisy, everyone knew that he was back.The turmoil of the previous scandal had not yet passed, and he was still unable to go home for fear of being ambushed by reporters, so Sun Xuxu temporarily booked him a hotel to stay.

After settling down, he contacted Xi Wen again or turned off the phone, and called Bai Xiaoyi, who was also in a daze, not knowing what was going on.He asked him to go to the house to take a look, but there was no one upstairs or downstairs, so he left a litter of kittens unattended, and didn't pack the cat food and water, it didn't look like he was going to travel far.

Shen Qingye was a little anxious now, but he couldn't even get out of the hotel. At this time, he felt that the profession of celebrity lost his freedom. Wherever he went, there was a tsunami, and he was stared at everything he did. He wanted to be quiet It's hard to find someone quietly.

He clicked on Xi Wen's WeChat, and his profile picture had been changed to that of the little bear he gave him. He was wearing Luo Mingchuan's clothes, and the hand holding the little bear was long and white, with a slender wrist, and a red string bracelet was wrapped around his wrist. Clear Emerald Jade Buddha.

Shen Qingye looked at it for a while, then slightly bent his eyes and smiled, he clicked in, pressed the voice, thought for a while, and then said, where have you been?Call me back when you're free.

Release your finger and the voice message is sent.

Juxtaposed with the previous missed voice calls, the other party did not respond, looking lonely.

After losing contact for two weeks, Shen Qingye went to ask Du Xia, Du Xia listened, and then told him that after the news broke out, Xi Wen's family was very angry, probably Xi Wen's aunt detained Xi Wen's phone number, They didn't let him out either.

Du Xia said, "This is a family matter. No matter how good your relationship with him is, you will only add fuel to the fire if you rush over now, and it won't do much. Xi Wen's family loves him, so he won't really do anything to him , you might as well be a little patient, and when he settles the matter, he will come back."

What he said made sense and was irrefutable. Xi Wen was almost [-] years old, and he was an adult. It didn't make sense that he couldn't handle such a thing. He was too reckless and would only mess things up.

Shen Qingye was convinced, and then thought of the chaos in his own family, and knew how difficult it was to mediate and explain with those close to him.

On the [-]th day of the new year, Li Shu called to ask him if he could go home and have dinner together. He was awkward and cautious when speaking.A posture that was afraid that Shen Qingye would say no.

Li Shu was too careful, but made Shen Qingye let go of his defenses and softened up.Originally, in his thirties, he would spend his life quietly by himself. Five years ago, Shen Zhexuan had a boyfriend who was 20 years younger than him, and he wandered around the world with his bags on his back. There was no news about him in the past few years.

Shen Qingye agreed, bought a lot of things, and returned home on the night of New Year's Eve.

The car drove into the community, and the old man at the gate greeted him and wished him a happy new year. It was not polite for him to wear sunglasses, so he opened the car window and gave the old man a bag of candy, and then he said hello and left up.

Li Shu ran down to pick him up, Ling Yun prepared a lot of dishes at home, the three of them actually couldn't eat much, and still set up a big table full.

Seeing Shen Qingye coming, Ling Yun was very reserved and didn't say anything. After welcoming him in, she was busy in the kitchen and asked Li Shu to accompany Shen Qingye to the living room.

CCTV was broadcasting on the TV, and the coffee table was filled with snacks of preserved melon seeds and fruits. Li Shu grabbed some pistachios and gave them to Shen Qingye, "Mom said you liked eating these when you were young, so you bought several catties this time."

The white shell is grinning, looking very festive.

Ling Yun came out with the dishes, and saw Li Shu sitting cross-legged on the sofa, eating melon seeds and watching TV, "I want you to accompany your brother, why are you really watching TV? Make a cup of tea for your brother, and cut an orange."

Shen Qingye said, "No need, let Xiao Shu watch TV."

Ling Yun wiped her hands on the apron, "He's just lazy and has no eyesight. After lying at home for so many days, it's time for him to move around."

Li Shu stuck out his tongue, jumped up from the sofa, went to make tea for Shen Qingye, turned his head while choosing tea bags and asked, "Brother, what do you want to drink? There are roses, chrysanthemums, green tea, black tea, and milk tea. Hey, is this milk tea new?"

"Your Aunt Wang gave it to you, don't tear it apart, I can still give it away when the time comes."

"You still have to give away what others gave you, Mom, you're killing me." He raised his neck and shouted, "Brother, what do you want to drink?"

"Green tea is ready."

Ling Yun said to Shen Qingye, "I still have the American ginseng slices you bought last time, do you want to add some? You see that your lips are cracked, are you very angry recently?"

Shen Qingye touched his lips, then smiled, "Okay, thank you."

Li Shu walked over with tea like walking on a balance beam, and sprinkled some on his hands halfway, which made him grin his teeth and his hands were red from the heat.

Ling Yun became anxious when she saw it, she took his hand, took out scald ointment and rubbed it on him while scolding, "Why are you such a messy kid, you can still burn yourself by pouring a cup of tea? What else can you do. "He kept cursing, but his movements were gentle and distressed.

Shen Qingye sat on the sofa and looked at it for a while, then moved his eyes away, took a sip of tea, the crack on his lips was scalded by boiling water, it hurt a little, he stuck out his tongue and nodded, and put down the teacup.

When he met Li Shu for the first time, he also thought that if Ling Yun and Shen Zhexuan hadn't divorced at the beginning, then he should be the one Ling Yun cared about and cared for now. He was a little bit jealous, but what happened, it happened. There is no room for a new start, and it is not easy to have the current harmony.

In the evening, the family had dinner, the TV continued to be turned on, the hot pot was on, and there were several big dishes. It was lively and the atmosphere was very good. Ling Yun kept bringing food for him, for fear that he would not be able to eat anything.

On the way, his cell phone rang. It was a friend in his circle, so he went to the balcony to pick it up. The person mainly asked him if he was free and wanted to ask him out for dinner.Knowing that he will be alone during the Chinese New Year, to relieve him of boredom, and by the way, let's talk about work. Shen Qingye will leave Huanyu in June, so I want to ask him what his plans are for next year, whether he plans to take on a show.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Qingye didn't go back immediately. Standing on the balcony, he saw thousands of lights lit up in the buildings opposite, and the street in the distance was empty, there were no people there, and every family was reunited.

It’s past seven o’clock now, and some people started to set off fireworks ahead of schedule, with crackling sounds one after another, clusters of fiery trees and silver flowers exploded in the night, countless gorgeous curves crossed the night sky and then fell, one firework went out and another rose into the sky, the sky was always beautiful Tuantuan, it also reflects the dilapidated residential buildings in colorful colors, which is very beautiful.

Shen Qingye squinted his eyes, took out his mobile phone, took a few photos, picked the best ones and sent them to Xi Wen. He wanted to say a few more words, but he was afraid that if the mobile phone was not in Xi Wen's hands, it would be difficult for others to see him. Well, just say nothing.

Just a happy new year.

Back in the living room, I heard Li Shu talking, "Mom, don't ask this, brother will be upset."

Ling Yun was a little angry, "I'm a mother, how can I ignore this kind of thing. It's not like you haven't seen the bad news a few days ago. There has been no movement in the past few years. I thought it was over. In the end, he still talked to that The man is unclear. There is so much chaos in the entertainment industry, I am really afraid that something will happen to him."

"It's been so many years, brother knows it well, what's the use of you asking, it can only add to the chaos."

"I just wanted to ask him if he was serious, and if he could find a girl to settle down and let me hug my grandson. How old is he, and everyone else has a second child."

Li Shu was very annoyed, and she couldn't persuade Ling Yun, "I managed to coax my brother back to have a meal, can't you bear it all night?"

Ling Yun's face was also a little stiff, "I don't usually meet him, what's the use of sending those things, he never came to see me once."

"Isn't that afraid of angering you? You threw everything out."

"I didn't want it in the first place. Can I feel at ease when I use what I got from selling my son?"

Li Shu frowned, "Don't speak so harshly, how can brother do such a thing?"

"Why not, I've seen it all. Those newspapers said it was much worse than what I said." Ling Yun was angry with herself as she spoke, her face flushed and her body trembled, "If he is really outside It’s so difficult, so I’ll just come back. I don’t care if he earns a lot of money and buys me those things, and I don’t need him to be a big star. I can afford him. Why did I have to go through that kind of suffering when I was born in October? Why should my child be abused by others? What do they know, just say that?" Ling Yun's lips trembled , the words were incoherent, and the eyes were red, and tears began to flow down, and they couldn't stop once they fell.

Li Shu took out a tissue and wiped her tears, "Mom, don't cry when it's New Year's Eve, it's not good for brother to come back and see."

Ling Yun sniffed, and took out two tissues to wipe her snot, "If he can get married sooner, it will make me feel at ease."

Shen Qingye didn't walk over until the voice of the conversation on the other end had gradually faded away.

Ling Yun turned her head to look at him, her eyelids were red, and she was very old. She just glanced at him and hurriedly turned her head again, wiped her eyes with a tissue, then turned back and forced a smile, "I'm back, Mom! You can order a few egg dumplings, these egg dumplings are made by yourself, they are clean."

Shen Qingye sat back, although everyone pretended to be nonchalant and Ling Yun didn't mention it all the time, but it was obvious that several people had something on their minds, especially Ling Yun, who retracted her words.

Shen Qingye also knew what the answer Ling Yun was expecting, but unfortunately he was already at the end of the road and couldn't turn back, even if it would make people sad and regretful, he couldn't help it.

"Mom." He called Ling Yun, and this was the first time he called Ling Yun after he came back today.

Ling Yun was a little surprised.

Shen Qingye moved his eyes away, deliberately avoiding his gaze, "You saw the news a few days ago, many things said on the Internet are not true, but one thing is true, I do like men, and I am indeed with that man "He looked at him again, "I liked him eight years ago. So it is impossible to get married or have children in this life. This cannot be changed by time. The problem lies with me."

Ling Yun's smile was still stiff on her face, and the silence in the living room seemed to have been swept by a hurricane.

Shen Qingye lowered his eyes, put down his chopsticks, and wanted to get up to say goodbye, but he heard Ling Yun say, "If you're really sure, then you can bring him to see me when you're free."

Shen Qingye raised his head.

Ling Yun tried her best to smile at him, the wrinkles on her old face stretched out, her whole person looked gentle and soft, gradually overlapping with the image of his mother in his childhood memory.

Coming out of the house, the night breeze blows gently, making the whole person feel relaxed and comfortable, and it may be that the knot in my heart has been untied.

He didn't want to drive away right away, so he smoked a cigarette and wandered around the neighborhood, swiping WeChat in his hand, and a lot of New Year's greetings flooded in. Although he didn't like these false ones, he replied honestly.

Swiping to the top dialog box, the fingers habitually made a voice call, and after dialing out, it was realized that there must be no one, otherwise it would be unreasonable to not reply to him for so long.

But this time it unexpectedly worked. He paused and almost forgot to breathe, "Xi Wen?"

It took a long time to return from the other end, "Mr. Shen." The voice was very familiar and nice, always with a bit of laziness that dragged out the tune, but it was too flat, without any ups and downs.

Shen Qingye was at a loss for words for a while, there were too many things to ask, so he didn't know what to say, and wanted to share what happened just now with him, "You..."

Before he could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by Xi Wen, "I have something to tell you."

Shen Qingye's heart sank suddenly, and he was also very puzzled, "Huh?"

The other end was quiet for a while, and then said, "Mr. Shen, let's finish."

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