Chapter 104
Chapter 104
Xi Wen pointed to a hotel and asked the driver to drive there.
The premiere was out of town, and he stayed in a five-star hotel.
In the blink of an eye, Shen Qingye's confession and Xi Wen's response have been edited into various short videos and spread rapidly on Weibo, and the popularity list soared like a rocket.
#我想要全球就知道你是我的爱情# has become the number one topic list.
Xi Wen's mobile phone message was bombed again, Xi Wen simply turned off the phone after flipping through two of them.
Along the way, the driver kept peeking at him through the rearview mirror.
After getting off the car, Xi Wen went straight back to the hotel room.
He was distraught, it was too outrageous, what did Shen Qingye want with those words, it drove everyone to nowhere to retreat.He wanted to get together and get away, but he pushed harder and harder.
If you don't like it, you don't like it. There are so many reasons. It's like a person who was brilliant in his own eyes suddenly becomes obsolete.When he recalled the past, he just felt that he, who was so obsessed with it, seemed to be possessed by a demon, which was very inexplicable.
Thinking about too many things made his stomach ache, and then he remembered that he hadn't eaten much all day, so he called room service.
The food was delivered quickly, Xi Wen went to open the door.
As a result, he was stunned as soon as he opened the door, and then his face turned cold, "What are you doing here?"
Outside the door, Shen Qingye's body was as long as a pine tree. Although it was covered by sunglasses, he had just come out of the press conference, his makeup hadn't been removed, his clothes hadn't been changed, and he was still exquisitely attractive.
"Looking for you." Shen Qingye said simply, he took off his sunglasses, and raised his eyes coldly, "Let me go in and sit down?"
Xi Wen was not happy at first, but there were people coming and going in the corridor of the hotel, and Shen Qingye's citizenship was too high, as long as one person saw it, the two of them would have no peace.
In the end, he turned around and let people in.
He dawdled at the door, not moving, Shen Qingye looked over and laughed for a moment, "What are you doing? It seems like I'm going to do something to you, so afraid of me?"
Xi Wen sighed softly, and walked over slowly, not knowing why he was so depressed, "Mr. Shen, I've said everything I need to say, and I don't know how to explain it. What else do you want from me?"
He stopped a few steps away from Shen Qingye, and sat down on the edge of the bed. "Really, I don't want to make too much trouble with you."
Shen Qingye looked down at him, uncertain, "How do you want me to accept that the person who said he liked me the day before, disappeared for two weeks, then suddenly came back and wanted to break up with me?"
Xi Wen hung his head and scratched his hair, "I can't say, sometimes it's just a sudden thing, I don't think we need to be together anymore, thinking of you will only make me feel painful."
"No reason at all?"
Xi Wen frowned, "It's just a feeling, but I can make up a reason if you want me to."
Shen Qingye sneered, walked up to him, squatted down, knelt down on one knee, dragged his chin, and raised his head, "Then look at me and say it again."
Xi Wen stared at the eyes of the person in front of him. He used to like these eyes so much. The eyelids were deeply folded, the eyelashes were thick and curled, and the eyes were dark. When he looked at them, the eyes were cold and advanced, like a seductive cat. He licked them. He licked his lower lip, stared at those eyes and said, "We're done, that's it, Mr. Shen, you don't really like me, right? It's just that you can't stand me chasing you, so you agreed. Now I also feel tired, can't we all let each other go?"
Every time he said a word, Shen Qingye's face darkened and his eyes became darker, "What's the reason?"
Xi Wen frowned, and then casually threw out a question like a joke, "Why am I the one below?" He couldn't say anything, and he didn't feel dissatisfied, and this reason was specious.
Shen Qingye was shocked like being struck by lightning, and even found it ridiculous, "What kind of reason is this?"
Xi Wen explained solemnly, "Although they talk about love, love, and spiritual connection, such lofty things, but men are essentially creatures of lower body thinking. Harmony in bed matters is much more important than interesting souls and beautiful skins. We have always been in the same position, I am used to the above, our relationship has been unfair from the beginning, I have been chasing you, I have been making compromises, you are neither eager nor respectful, it has been so long It's time, and the freshness is about the same, and I don't want to accommodate you to endure it, it's better to just clap your hands and break up..."
Before Xi Wen finished speaking, his jaw was pinched, and he pulled it down lightly, and Shen Qingye had already kissed him.
The two lips pressed together, and the tongue slid in through the teeth like a snake. Xi Wen was caught off guard, but his body was too familiar with this kind of intimacy, so he didn't resist him, and instead spontaneously catered to him.
The kiss was deep, and the hand on the lower jaw was squeezed hard, sinking into his soft cheeks.
Xi Wen was a little dizzy from being kissed, no matter how hard he spoke, the kiss was still gentle and affectionate, he was kissed so comfortably, he never thought of refusing, instead he closed his eyes, raised his hand, and hooked Hold the person's neck.
After finally loosening a little, the two lips parted slightly, Shen Qingye rubbed the tip of his nose, and said in a low voice, "Do you like it?"
Xi Wen panted slightly, opened his eyes and rubbed his fingertips back and forth on the back of his neck thoughtfully, "Really, if you weren't too serious, I would still want to play with you."
The charming atmosphere dissipated, and Shen Qingye's face turned pale instantly. After thinking for a while, he unbuttoned the top of his collar, "Then you come."
Xi Wenhuo stared at him for a while as if he had seen a ghost, and then stared at his exposed neck. It was white and slender, with elegant curves, and the slightly protruding shoulder blades were hidden under the shirt. It looked very kissable.Staring at it strangely for a while, Xi Wen took a breath, "It's already late, it's not a question of whether you let it go, it's a question of whether I still want to. Didn't you say it before, it's impossible for someone to wait forever?" looking at you."
Shen Qingye showed the embarrassment of being teased for a moment, and then became annoyed. He was still thin-skinned, not as rascal as Xi Wen.
Xi Wen subconsciously retreated back on the bed, avoiding his arms propped on both sides of his body, there was always an intimacy like a hug.
Xi Wen said, "As you said, if I come to the premiere, all the previous things will be wiped out."
Shen Qingye didn't respond, leaned half of his body, stretched out his hand to clasp his fingers, moved it inch by inch to his wrist, hooked the red rope on his wrist, and tied a jade Buddha in the middle, approaching him with serious eyes, "What about this? Want to follow him so much?" I broke up, why are you still wearing this?"
Xi Wen looked down, and saw the two jadeite Buddhas on Shen Qingye's wrist and his own, making a crisp clang. The texture was transparent, the tall ice seeds were full of green, they looked like a pair, and they matched each other very well. .
He almost forgot about this thing, it was really strange, and he never thought of taking it off after so long.
Xi Wen was stunned for a moment, and then said, "I got used to wearing it and forgot to take it off. It doesn't mean anything." He stretched out his hand and pulled it violently. A soft thing.
He stopped moving, strangely unable to do so, his heart felt itchy like an ant biting, but in the end he gritted his teeth and threw the string of bracelets towards the wall.
It fell to the ground with a clang.
Shen Qingye's pupils dilated, and his breathing suddenly stopped, as if he couldn't recover for a long time.
He froze for a while, and finally sneered twice, "Okay, very good."
Then he walked over, squatted down slowly, and picked up the bracelet. The Jade Buddha was not broken, but there was already a crack on his body, a white crack, cracked inch by inch.
He lowered his head and touched the crack, slowly clutching it into his palm, lowering his eyes to hide the turbulent emotions in his eyes.
He couldn't figure it out, but he couldn't bear to blame him, so he reluctantly slowed down his voice, and patiently said, "I don't know what's wrong with you. But I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I don't mind waiting a little longer. We can take your time." Come."
Xi Wen stared at his crouching back, listening to his words, suddenly there was a sharp pain in his brain, dense like needle pricks, and the pain made his eyes turn white for a moment, and he couldn't see clearly.He lowered his head abruptly and gasped for a long time before suppressing the pain.
When he raised his head again, his forehead was covered with cold sweat. He took a deep breath, and simply smashed the jar, "Even if I did something unforgivable, are you willing to wait?"
Shen Qingye turned around, "What do you mean?"
Xi Wen was a little irritable, just wanted to end this farce quickly, and said in a cold voice, "Don't you never wonder why I went abroad eight years ago? You left so hastily, and you happened to have an accident, so you don't know at all. Don't you think it's a coincidence?"
Shen Qingye lowered his eyes, a trace of injury flashed across his eyes, and he quickly erased it with all his might.
Xi Wen said, "Actually, I'm not going to study abroad for further study."
Shen Qingye snapped back, "I know..."
Xi Wen sneered, "No, you don't know anything at all, you have been kept in the dark, I am not going to study, I am fleeing abroad."
Shen Qingye frowned, raised his eyes and stared at him without blinking, "What do you mean?"
Xi Wen also looked at him, without any shyness, his eyes were cold, and he said slowly, "Because I hired someone to do your accident."
Shen Qingye's eyes widened in shock, with an unbelievable look on his face. If he had been holding on to it before, now the hard shell on his face was actually shattered. He stood up abruptly, furious for a moment, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Xi Wen stiffened his neck, straightened his upper body, and spoke bluntly and coldly, "You were close to Wu Lanyu at that time, I asked someone to follow you, and I took some photos back, I was so angry, after arguing with you, I went to the bar to drink. Hou Sheng, who was later arrested, was also there, and he asked me if I wanted to teach you a lesson, and I agreed. I didn’t know that he really did this until I saw the news the next day.”
Shen Qingye was terrified, as if cast from ice, motionless, as if struck by lightning.
Xi Wen continued expressionlessly, "Du Xia took me abroad because he was afraid that I would be found out. My grandfather used some connections to help me suppress this matter. The police reported everything to Hou Ascension, so you don't know anything."
"But I killed a person and caused you to break your hand. This is an indisputable fact." Xi Wen sneered, looked up, looked at Shen Qingye, and said word by word, "Your future I ruined my career. Can you still like people like me? Don't you think I'm terrible, a murderer?"
The world seemed to be quiet, only my heartbeat was beating like a drum, and my neck was tightly strangled, and I was struggling to breathe.
Shen Qingye took a step back, his chest heaved rapidly, his brain was in a mess, everything about persistence, forbearance, and waiting became a joke.Someone pushed him into the abyss with one hand, and he foolishly offered his sincerity to others.
He was in shock, "Are you telling the truth?"
Xi Wen sneered, "Why should I take the charge of going to jail, just to lie to you?"
Shen Qingye stared at him for a long time, and finally confirmed that what he said was the truth.He was in a trance at first, and then felt ridiculous, it was extremely absurd.
He thought of the past, the collapse and despair when he just knew that he would never be able to play the piano.
All the past came one after another, and each pile was like a flood, submerging him in an instant.
He made frequent mistakes at the concert where he was forced to appear, suffered a crushing defeat in the profession he was most proud of, encountered all the ridicule and ridicule, was misunderstood by fans who loved him, regretted disappointment, angered him, and then left him one after another , and the cyber violence and abuse that followed.
He fell into the bottom of the valley, and there was no possibility of escape.
He was drugged by Zheng Si and tried to break his arm again. The wound may not heal for life and he may remain awake.He broke his pride, pulled out the sharp claws, inserted bloody into the rock wall, and climbed up again step by step.
Standing on the top of the cliff, he wanted to embrace the person he cherished in a glamorous way, but it turned out that this person never existed, it was just an illusion, a phantom constructed by himself.
All sorrows have a source, but that person is the obsession that I like and have been waiting for for eight years.
He thought that he could be a ray of light breaking through the black mist of fate, and the peace that was still treasured in his heart when he was the loneliest and most desolate, but it turned out to be the culprit who covered his eyes, bound his limbs, and made him forever dark.
How ridiculous wishful thinking is, how sad it is to be deceived and concealed.
She shrank her body like a trapped animal that had fallen into a trap, with bruises and bloodstains all over her body and still resisting stubbornly.
But it didn't make sense, no one was waiting for him, and no one reached out to pull him.His struggle and persistence were crushed to pieces in the constant malice.
Shen Qingye trembled all over, his bones trembled, he raised one hand to support the wall, as if he was about to lose his standing.After a while, he suddenly raised his head and stared closely at Xi Wen, his eyes were red, with a glimmer of water, but no brilliance, "In this case, why didn't you tell me earlier? Why didn't you say it until now? You're back , and why are you still looking for me?"
Xi Wen's lips trembled, he was suddenly frightened by the sight, and a dull pain passed through his chest, as if he couldn't bear to see Shen Qingye like this, so painful and out of control.
Shen Qingye had never been like this before, he was always calm and bright, even when he was half coaxing and half coaxing him to betray him, he always raised his head and refused to give in.Unlike now, it seems that all the arrogance has been taken away in an instant.
Xi Wen couldn't breathe well, so he turned his head first and avoided it.
"Do you think it's interesting to see me sinking in like this?" Shen Qingye's voice was broken, but he refused to give up, and pressed harder and harder. "Playing with me, lying to me, is it fun?"
Xi Wen sullenly, without saying a word, slowly clenched his hands into fists, exerting all his strength.He closed his eyes, his head hurt, his chest hurt, his back was sweating, and his consciousness was in a trance.
"Xi Wen," Shen Qingye arched his back, his voice was hoarse, and he was panting heavily, "Are you sincere? Will you still love someone?" The last interrogation was already sad and powerless.
Xi Wen's heart twitched, and finally he couldn't take it anymore and bent down, pressing his palm on his chest.Then he heard a crisp sound of objects being thrown against the wall and then landed on the ground. He was shocked, opened his eyes suddenly, and turned his head to look.A pair of Jade Buddha bracelets that were cherished before have been thrown to the ground.
Shen Qingye's hand was still in the motion of falling, the veins on his arm collapsed, his face was pale, his expression was frozen, his eyes were full of coldness and disappointment, he kept it in the air for a long time before slowly falling down.
He turned and walked out, the door locked with a click.
Xi Wen stood there in a daze for a long time, and trembled uncontrollably.He stared at the bracelets on the ground, as if he could put them back together with his sight.He stood up from the bed and got out of bed a little unsteadily. When his feet stepped on the ground, his legs went limp, and his knees slammed on the ground, because the sound of the carpet was muffled, but it hurt silently.He tried to stand up again, but his knees couldn't stand up.
He looked at the front, crawled over with all fours and hurriedly, stretched out his hands and groped to pick up two bracelets. The Jade Buddha was completely shattered into pieces, the edges were sharp, cut his palm, and blood flowed out. But there is no pain.
Holding the Jade Buddha tightly, Xi Wen slowly lay down, the whole body curled up, touching the ground, with a splitting headache, as if being hit by a giant hammer, the back of the head was bouncing, uncomfortable and oppressed, breathless, like the heart It was also broken together.
He trembled and buried his head in his chest, drenched in sweat, as if he had just been picked up from the water, began to shiver again, murmured deliriously, and slowly turned into weeping, Teacher Shen, I feel so uncomfortable, I feel I'm dying, please help me.
The author says:
I have run out of manuscripts, so I will write more and more.This is the last chapter of abuse, after that it should not be considered a knife~
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