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Chapter 109 I Only Eat One of Your Sets

In the luxury box, the European-style crystal lamps were dazzlingly bright, Xi Wen lowered his head and swung his wine glass. Someone came to toast him, and the red wine was illuminated like a transparent ruby.

After the dinner, he had drunk a little too much.The little secretary was sent back by him with an excuse in advance. On such occasions, she would only be drunk and feel uncomfortable.

Even if Xi Wen was drunk, he didn't show it on his face. On the contrary, his face became paler and his eyes became brighter.

He took the coat from the back of the chair, put it on his arm, and walked downstairs while unbuttoning his shirt to let in some air.

It was cool at night on the mountain, but now he was blown very comfortably, blowing away the stale air in his heart.

The organizer of this summit is Liang An, who is also well-known in the local area. He has made a fortune from mountain goods, and his business is gradually expanding. Recently, seeing the momentum of real estate, he is very greedy, so he wants to establish a relationship with Xi Wen and cooperate on a project , so he has always been very attentive to Xi Wen.

The dinner is over, and there is still a little distance between where I live and where I eat. It is too far to walk and too close to drive.

Liang An asked Xi Wen to get into his car.The car was very dizzy when driving on the mountain road, and the interior of the car was not ventilated. Xi Wen sat in the back seat and felt very uncomfortable after sitting for a while.He had quit drinking for a while before, he was very sensitive to alcohol and had no power to resist it, so he was still not very good at drinking.

By the time he reached his destination, he was already a little groggy, and his vision occasionally blurred.

When getting out of the car, he staggered and nearly fell, and he pushed the car door to stabilize himself.

Liang An was delighted to see him like this, and he winked to the side, and someone ran up to help him.

With arms supporting shoulders, the breath of strangers approached.Xi Wen turned his head to look, he was a young and handsome boy with good looks, he was the one who was rushing around to make arrangements for today's dinner, and swayed in front of his eyes for several rounds.

Liang An said, "Mr. Xi is drunk, Xiao Feng, you will help Mr. Xi go back to his room to rest and take care of him later."

The boy nodded in agreement.

Xi Wen stood up straight, and withdrew his hand from the man's arm, "No need, I'm not that drunk, I can still walk a few steps."

Liang An's expression froze, a little unwilling, "Mr. Xi doesn't like it?"

Xi Wen narrowed his eyes, took a few breaths of the cool evening breeze, and smiled, "I'm not used to being taken care of by others, it's getting in the way."

Liang An was embarrassed for a moment, then nodded, with wrinkles on his round face, "That's because this kid is unlucky, President Xi doesn't like it anymore."

Mr. Huang, who was on the same road, also got out of the car at this time. Seeing them stop here for a conversation, he walked over with his hands behind his back, "Why don't you like them? You don't like this kind of thing. Xiao Xi has high eyesight."

The branches on the side of the road swayed, Mr. Huang looked at the boy, and then he smiled, "I am different from Xiaoxi. I am old, and I have a headache after drinking a few glasses of wine. Now I am very dizzy and need someone to take care of me." I wonder if Mr. Liang would like someone to help me, an old man?"

Liang An waved his hand, indifferently, "Then Xiao Feng, you can go upstairs with President Huang."

The boy frowned, as if his expression had just suddenly dawned on him at this moment, he suddenly became reluctant, and called Mr. Liang falteringly.

Liang An said coldly, "What did you tell me to do? I told you to go over there." He pushed the person aside, "Your sister's hundreds of thousands of medical expenses, do you think I'm doing charity and printing money?"

Mr. Huang watched the white play with his arms in his arms, and put his arms around the boy's waist with a smile, "Don't be angry, the child is disobedient, just teach him."

Liang An snorted coldly, "I've been teaching for half a year, but I haven't made much progress. Doesn't Mr. Xi still look down upon hundreds of thousands?"

Xi Wen watched the two people pushing and shoving, raised his hand and rubbed his temples, and suddenly said to Mr. Huang, "Uncle Huang, your last few cups of white wine were too strong and very spicy. I see people with double vision now." Well, you're fine."

Mr. Huang smiled, "That baijiu was brought from my hometown. I've been used to drinking it since I was a child. On your side, the people are tender and the wine is tender, and the stomach has been spoiled. You can't drink strong wine."

Xi Wen was stunned, "I think you are pouring me on purpose. Mixing red and white is the easiest way to get hurt."

Mr. Huang said, "How can you say that? Isn't everyone happy? Feng Tong keeps saying that we, the uncles, should take care of you more. Can I still bully you?"

Xi Wen spread his hands and said, "Anyway, I can't go upstairs now, why don't you ask that kid to give me a lift?"

Mr. Huang was taken aback for a moment, and then realized, "So you're waiting for me here?" He took his hand away, "Well, I'm not so lucky."

He complained again, "Just tell me if you like it, and you still have to play with these duplicity and gossip. It's impossible for me to rob you, so what do I look like?"

Xi Wen put his arm on the boy's shoulders lazily, "It's boring if it's too smooth and fake. I want him to stay with me for two more days, and I'll chase him too, just for fun."

Mr. Huang shook his head, "You youngsters are full of flair, I can't compare to you." After speaking, he went back with his hands behind his back.

Liang An was also very happy to see that his goal had been achieved, "Then Xiao Feng, take good care of Mr. Xi, and I will go back first. Mr. Xi likes you, so you will accompany me around in the next few days as a tourist."

The boy nodded.

When everyone was gone, Xi Wen withdrew his hand, touched a cigarette from his pocket, lit it in his mouth, and exhaled a puff of smoke, white smoke filled the space between the two of them.

The pungent smell of tobacco made the boy's eyes turn red, he covered his mouth and coughed lightly, his appearance was handsome and not feminine, if he added a little indifference, it would make Xi Wen feel dazed.Xi Wen smiled and asked casually, "How old are you?"

The boy stared at him for a while, then said, "19."

Xi Wen was speechless slightly, "It's so small." He walked towards the path outside the hotel, "Why did you follow Liang An?"

The boy followed him step by step, not knowing what he wanted to do, "I owe money."

"How much do you owe?"

The boy nodded, his bangs covered his eyes, "The medical expenses are still being treated. It's like a bottomless pit. It's now 20."

Xi Wen nodded, and the two walked into a row of green alleys, with a few street lights here and there, in the dark, "Then stay with me these few days, and I'll give you 30."

The boy opened his eyes in surprise.

Xi Wen flicked the cigarette ash, "If there is not enough later, it will be considered as a loan from you. You have to pay it back slowly, and the interest will be calculated as a bank loan."

The boy was a little excited, and stepped forward to grab Xi Wen's hand, "Thank you, if it can be cured, you can ask me to do anything."

After using too much force, Xi Wen's hands hurt from being scratched by him, and he frowned and pulled them out, "Okay, what can you do, kid. You can walk with me outside for a couple of laps to blow the night breeze. Uncomfortable headache."

The boy withdrew his hands, his delicate phoenix eyes trembled uneasily, and said flatteringly, "I can massage. If you don't mind, I can massage for you? It will help you sober up."

Xi Wen raised his eyebrows, quite surprised, and then happily sat down on the roadside bench.

The boy went around behind him, asked him to close his eyes and relax, and helped him massage the acupuncture points on his head, shoulders and neck.

There are cicadas and birds chirping in the summer night, and there is a little fragrance of grass and trees in the wind. The massage technique is gentle and sophisticated. Xi Wen is pressed comfortably, and the headache is greatly relieved. I am relaxed and have a relaxed expression. I already have some smile lines The lips curl upward.

The street lamp casts warm yellow light, outlining Xi Wen's facial features. His complexion is fair, his facial features are exquisite and rich, his lips are thin and moist, and their lips are plump. When he smiles a little, he is lazy and seductive. He looked, looked a little distracted.

In order for him to entertain good people, Liang An gave him something to eat in advance, coupled with the catalysis of the alcohol on the dinner table, his body seemed to be on fire. The skin touched by his hands was soft and delicate. If you can catch it yourself, let alone 30, even 300 million is not a problem.

His mind moved, and the massaging hands became irregular, sliding down from the shoulders and neck to the neckline.

Xi Wen didn't feel it at first, but when he touched his chest, he pressed it down suddenly, and raised his eyelids, "What are you doing?"

The boy bent down, clung to Xi Wen's back, leaned over his shoulder, and wanted to kiss him, "If you want to take care of you, you can do whatever you want."

Xi Wen tilted his head to avoid it, with disgust on his face, "I don't need it, I asked you to come here just to make a superficial effort, to save them from worrying about it, and to save you from being harassed."

Unwilling, the man knelt on the stone bench with long legs and circled him from behind, his arms were tightly bound, and the other free hand went down along the waistline, hooked the belt and tugged, "It's okay, Mr. Xi, It's my own pleasure, I like you, you don't have to tease me anymore." The breath was directed at Xi Wen's ear, bursts of smoky wine, so sweet that goosebumps appeared on the skin.

Although he is a 19-year-old boy, he has great strength. Xi Wen was so drunk that he couldn't break free after struggling. He was a little angry, "Let go of me, I'm not playing with you .”

The boy was pushed back and forth by the person in his arms, his sensitive points were rubbed, the fire burned even more, he was almost dizzy, he couldn't hear Xi Wen's warning, he just felt that he really wanted to refuse but still greeted him, he was focused on wanting to Arousing his desire, he began to untie the belt with his hand, and stuck out his tongue to lick Xi Wen's ear.

Xi Wen felt nauseous for a while, trembling with anger. "open!"

The boy thought it was him who was emotional, so he worked harder.When he wanted to tilt his head to kiss Xi Wen's lips, his wrist was suddenly pinched, and then he was torn away and fell on the grass.

He was thrown hard, twisted his wrist, raised his head angrily, his vision was too dark, he could only vaguely see the figure of a tall man, after throwing him away, he turned around and picked Xi Wen up from the bench. What does someone mean? The boy sat on the ground anxiously and yelled, "What are you doing? Let him go!"

The man ignored him.

Xi Wen was still angry and angry at first, but suddenly felt that the restraint was empty, and before he had time to react, he was hugged in his arms.A familiar breath swept over him, his heart was beating uncontrollably, and when he looked up, he could only see a clean and sharp jawline.

His guard was suddenly relieved, he was both surprised and happy, he was not enough to be hugged, and he even raised his arms around the neck of the person who came up to him, as if reluctant to part with him, "Teacher Shen..."

Shen Qingye touched his head, then stretched out his hand to wipe away the saliva from other people's ears, and asked in a low voice, "Didn't you say that being too smooth and fake is boring, do you want to play around with it? Why did you shrink back and shout when something happened? Woke up?"

Xi Wen's spine stiffened, he didn't expect that he even heard the words at the hotel entrance.

There was a chill in Shen Qingye's words, and the hands around his waist were also very hard, his eyebrows were sculpted and he lowered his voice, obviously agitated. "Or was it the fun of you young people just now? Did I interrupt?"

Xi Wen buried his head in his arms, sniffing the clean and pleasant smell on his body. The alcohol seemed to be not so strong. He smiled dizzily and said in a daze, "Are you jealous? You are not I don’t know, I only follow your set, and I don’t care if it’s someone else.”

The words Xi Wen said were still drunk and limp, "I obviously only like you."

Hearing this, Shen Qingye slackened his energy, his expression became much softer, he lowered his head and smiled, "You..." He put his arms around him, and kissed repeatedly on the side of the ear and neck that the boy touched just now, "I want me to hug you Or go back by yourself?"

Xi Wen closed his eyes and pretended to be dead in his arms.Shen Qingye laughed until his chest trembled, and then hooked Xi Wen's legs and hugged him horizontally.

Xi Wen opened his eyes and screamed, hooked his neck firmly, and said in his mouth, "You really hugged me, it's too embarrassing to go back all the way."

Shen Qingye said, "It's embarrassing to me, you hide yourself well, don't show your face."

Xi Wen looked around in panic, and was facing the boy who was still sitting on the ground with an inexplicable and shocked face. People who were used to scoundrels blushed.

Fortunately, there were not many people at night, and Shen Qingye was walking on a small path, which was not very eye-catching.

At night, the lights are dim, and there are shadows of trees above the head. The moonlight is as bright as a silver plate, gentle and tender like a mist and veil, illuminating the path ahead all the way.Some passers-by saw it from a distance, and it was just a young couple who were acting coquettishly and having fun. Once, they ran into a young man riding a bicycle and whistled at them mischievously.

Xi Wen didn't dare to raise his eyes the whole time, and when he got to the room, he found that Shen Qingye didn't take him back to the hotel, but instead went to the hotel where Shen Qingye and the others stayed.

The layout is very home-stay feel.

Xi Wen was placed on the bed and sat on the edge of the bed, his face was still flushed, his whole body was covered with heat from the tight embrace just now, he raised his eyes and looked at Shen Qingye, "Why did you go there?"

Shen Qingye looked at him and said, "Walking for a walk, I just happened to meet you guys arguing there." With a cold face, he picked his words seriously, "You're quite the troublemaker, there are people rushing to give you away everywhere you go. .”

The back doors of the two hotels are connected to the same boulevard, and they are very close.

Xi Wen was reprimanded by him, and smiled embarrassedly, "I have a bad reputation, and everyone thinks that my love of beautiful women is my weakness, so everyone points out the weakness and works hard."

Shen Qingye went to the bathroom to get a hot towel, then squatted in front of him and wiped his face, "Are you sober now? Do you still need someone to accompany and take care of you?"

"Isn't there you?" Xi Wen blinked, shrank his legs and sat on the bed, saw Shen Qingye turned and went downstairs to ask for a pot of sober tea for him.

Xi Wen held the cup and drank tea, which greatly relieved the thirst in his throat.He drank slowly, taking small sips, as if he planned to drink a cup of tea all night

Shen Qingye couldn't stand it anymore, raised his hand to touch the teacup, "If you drink like this, the water will become cold." He went to get the teacup, and wanted to change it for some warmer one.

Xi Wen took advantage of the situation and grabbed his wrist, "Can I sleep here today?"

The wrist was pulled, Shen Qingye paused, and looked up at him, "Then where else do you want to go?"

Xi Wen let go of his hand, oh belatedly, as if he was afraid that he would go back on his word, crawled on the bed, lifted the quilt and shrank in, "I'll just sleep for one night, I sleep very well, I will never move around, disturbing you."

As soon as he said that, people were already caught in it.

Shen Qingye came over and pulled down the quilt covering his head, revealing a pair of eyes that pretended to be closed.Shen Qingye lowered his head and watched quietly for a while, then raised his hand to touch his eyes, "What do you mean by saying that in the afternoon and apologizing to me?"

Xi Wen's eyelashes rubbed against Shen Qingye's palm and trembled. He didn't dare to speak loudly with Shen Qingye in the hotel room, let alone quarrel. Whenever he spoke, he could always think of the events of that day, and the things that Shen Qingye sent him to. The Jade Buddha fell down, thinking of him so sad, thinking that he would never be able to play the piano again.This matter was difficult, even if Shen Qingye forgave him, he couldn't forgive himself.

Xi Wen stretched out his hand and pressed it on the back of his hand, "I just find it unbelievable, Mr. Shen, how can you forgive me?" He held Shen Qingye's hand in his hand and pulled it down, opened his eyes and looked at him, "How bad I was to you Ah, I hate myself for making you so sad every time."

Shen Qingye didn't speak, his eyes were heavy.

Xi Wen smiled miserably, "You still like me, right? But I'm not worthy of your liking, you deserve better people to cherish."

He let go of his hand, and bent down again, trying to hide under the quilt, afraid that tears would fall down if he blinked his eyes.

Shen Qingye didn't stop him, but just touched the back of his head with his hand, and felt a bumpy scar with his fingertips. His force was very light, like flicking a feather, "Does it hurt?"

Xi Wen bit his lower lip, knowing that he was asking about the operation, "It doesn't hurt."

Shen Qingye said, "Your aunt said that after the repair operation, you still have sequelae, and your mood swings are not as big as before, and your perception of love is much weaker." He withdrew his touching hand, and slowly curled his fingers , "You don't want me now, don't you like me so much?"

Startled, Xi Wen poked his head out from under the quilt to look at him.

Shen Qingye lowered his eyes, his long and dense eyelashes covered half of his eyeballs, and sighed lowly, "I could still make excuses for you when you said that last time, but this time I have no excuses for me to lie to myself. If you I really don’t like me, no matter how much I always stay by your side, don’t you hate me and don’t know what’s good, just like the playthings those people forced on you? It’s better to go away by yourself.”

Xi Wen opened his eyes wide in shock, not knowing how he reasoned out these unreasonable words.

Shen Qingye continued, "You used to say that you liked me, and when you held me tightly, I didn't understand you. You clearly said you liked, but not only did you have a fiancée, but you also had so many lovers before. , how do I know which of your sentences is true and which is false. You treat me well like raising a cat, you may not have much sincerity. "

Xi Wen's heart throbbed with pain, and he was eager to argue, "That's what I didn't know before..."

Shen Qingye raised his eyes and interrupted him, "Then when did you first know?"

Xi Wenkong opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.When is it true?No moment is fake. He used to be naive and strong, and couldn't distinguish clearly, so he thought it was a whim. He didn't know how to cherish people. He just wanted to grab people first, and then slowly sort out his thoughts.Shen Qingye was so indifferent, he was not happy in his heart, only when he was stabbed by someone, he felt happy, he could find out a thin tie and pull from the pain of mutual injury, only when he felt his emotions and caring, could he feel happy. Will not worry about gains and losses.

Xi Wen's eyes turned red when he was questioned.

Shen Qingye said, "Ye Yongyan told me before that when he was treating you, he implanted psychological hints in you, which is why you can't forget it all these years. You feel guilty more than you like me, and you were secretly guided. It’s a blurry line, but it’s there. You get used to it over the years, and you can’t get over it.”

He spoke in a low and lonely voice, as if a shell of ice and snow cracked and turned into water.Spread out the soft flesh and blood in front of Xi Wen without any concealment, revealing himself.

There are knife wounds inside, some are scabbed, and some are still bleeding.

Xi Wen didn't know why someone could express his feelings instead of him, but he felt so distressed that he said hastily, "I don't know what the hint is, it doesn't matter whether it is there or not."

Shen Qingye finally raised his eyes, his eyes flickered, "Really? Then why did you give up on me? How could you say such things so easily?"

Xi Wen was a little short of breath, "I am," his eyes turned redder, "I want to do it for you."

"Are you wishing for me like this?" Shen Qingye lowered his eyebrows, "You were the one who said we were together, you were the one who left without saying a word, and you were the one who said we should break up. How could you be so domineering? Say Whatever you want."

Xi Wen closed his eyes, tears streaming down his eyes, his eyeballs were sore, his brain hurt a little, his internal organs felt as if they were torn apart, and he was almost out of breath.

"I just want to ask you, Xi Wen, do you still love me?"

Xi Wen opened his eyes and wiped the tears on his face with the back of his hand. He murmured his lips and wanted to respond, but the place where the brain surgery was performed suddenly felt a heart-rending pain, as if trying to stop him from expressing. No matter how hard you try, you can't open your mouth.

He frowned in embarrassment.

Shen Qingye didn't give up, his voice was sharp and harsh, "Do you still love me?"

Xi Wen was panting heavily, with his eyes open, unable to speak, he could only raise his hand to touch his forearm from the back of his hand, grasping his arm, rubbing his fingers gently like a kitten, trying to comfort him.

Shen Qingye didn't hide, but his expression didn't ease, "If you don't tell me, how would I know?"

Xi Wen was stung by the disappointment in his eyes, and slowly withdrew his hand, with a splitting headache, and curled up his body.

Obviously it was very easy to say it when I was drunk, but now I am sober but I can't say anything,

He tried to speak hoarsely, but nothing came out.Opened his mouth, moved his tongue, and could only gasp, like a patient with uncoordinated limbs, making a strange and broken cry,

Shen Qingye frowned at him, wiped off the cold sweat that oozed from his forehead, there was a bit of unbearable in his eyes, but he still asked, "Do you love me?"

Eyeballs were so dry that they began to shed tears, Xi Wen held Shen Qingye's hand resting on his cheek, the veins on his neck swelled up, his face flushed, and finally exhausted all his strength to spit out a word, "Love."

After saying a word, he was already covered in sweat, and he sank into the soft mattress exhaustedly.He closed his eyes, his body was still convulsing slightly, his brain hurt, but the pain was weakening.

Shen Qingye was finally satisfied, held his hand and interlocked his fingers, bent down, hugged his trembling body lightly, and placed a kiss on his forehead, "I love you too."

It was as if the restless heart had been put down, and the clamoring brain had finally settled down.

He chewed the kiss and the soft love words, and smiled with his lips curled up.

It's like walking on a snowy night, the whole body is icy cold, only the inside of the chest cavity is scalded by hot wine, no matter how big the wind and snow are, it is not to be feared.The pain dissipated, and he was wrapped into a safe and peaceful place. He was comfortable all his life, and finally slowly fell into sleep.

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