Lu Weifu upstairs

Chapter 60

Zhao Xin sat in a wheelchair and looked at Liu Yusheng.

The voice-activated lights in the corridor were a little dim, making it impossible for them to see each other clearly.Liu Yusheng saw Zhao Xin in front of him raise his face, and called again: "Yusheng."

"... Mmm." Liu Yusheng felt his ears, cheeks and even his neck were so hot.

Zhao Xin looked at Liu Yusheng, and after a few seconds, he slowly raised his hand.

——Slowly raise your hand?Liu Yusheng was so confused that he couldn't grasp the time. He only felt that Zhao Xin's every movement became slow, very slow, incomparably slow, as if a frame-by-frame animation was presented before his eyes.

Zhao Xin gently grasped Liu Yusheng's left hand.

He was soaked through, and the backs of his hands were also wet, wrapped in a layer of cold from the night rain.And Zhao Xin's hands were dry and warm, and his palms were attached to the back of Liu Yusheng's hands, like a piece of freshly dried cotton cloth, wiping away the rainwater.

"Come on, Yusheng." Zhao Xin whispered.

He skillfully turned the wheelchair and led Liu Yusheng into the house.

As soon as you walk in, the lights come on.The water-white light illuminated Liu Yusheng with nowhere to hide.He blinked vigorously, and looked at Zhao Xin in some panic.

A long face with clear and clean lines, just like in the video.

But there is also a difference - those eyes are no longer cold, but deep and soft, like sea water.

"I, I came to see you," Liu Yusheng explained enthusiastically, "I should have told you in advance... I forgot to bring my phone."

Zhao Xin nodded, seemingly at a loss: "Well, it's okay, you—do you want to change clothes?"

As soon as the words were spoken, the two of them suddenly became more embarrassed.

How can anyone ask if they want to change their clothes when they enter the door?

"I, uh, that's fine too," Liu Yusheng no longer knew what he was talking about, "Can I take a shower."

"Yes, no problem... I'll find clothes for you."

Zhao Xin hastily opened the closet. He has always been too lazy to fold clothes. After washing and drying, he would just throw them in the closet.At this moment, he suddenly felt embarrassed, digging through the hill-like pile of clothes, and managed to dig out a gray T-shirt and a pair of black shorts that he bought too small.

Zhao Xin said awkwardly: "It seems that there are no new underwear."

Liu Yusheng: "..." He felt so hot that he was smoking, like a steamed tomato.

"First... let's do this first." Liu Yusheng stumbled.

"...Well. I'll boil water for you."

Until the warm water splashed down from the top of his head and Liu Yusheng wiped his face, he still felt dazed.

How come it's raining tonight?

Why did you take a shower within 10 minutes after entering the door?

What should I do without panties?It was inconvenient for Zhao Xin to go out and buy him a new one.

Then you can't put it in neutral, right?

...Wear, wear Zhao Xin's?

Liu Yusheng trembled.

This is not appropriate...

Just as he was distracted, the door of the bathroom was suddenly knocked twice by "Du Du", and then Zhao Xin's voice came from outside the door: "Sheng Yu, you wash first, I'll go buy you something to eat, and by the way, a few... Underpants."

"Hey, no need!" Liu Yusheng quickly stopped, "I don't need to wear it!"

Zhao Xin: "..."

"Or I can wear yours," Liu Yusheng said boldly, "Don't go."

It was night and it was raining again, how could Liu Yusheng let Zhao Xin go out in his wheelchair without worry.

Zhao Xin: "Then... okay."

His voice was not as crisp and cold as in the video, but low and soft.With the sound of dripping water, Liu Yusheng's cheeks were gently rubbed like some kind of frosted cloth.

Liu Yusheng secretly looked at the bathroom.

Presumably for the convenience of wheelchair access, this bathroom is very spacious, with small white tiles laid flat on the floor.A bathroom heater is installed on the wall, and below the bathroom heater is a clean white bathtub.This bathtub is also different from ordinary bathtubs. There is a small door on the outside, which should be so that the disabled can directly open the door and sit in.There is a raised handrail inside the bathtub, Liu Yusheng out of nowhere, reached out to grab the handrail.

He couldn't imagine how Zhao Xin would grab these handrails under what circumstances and in what posture.

On the other side is the sink, which is also much lower than the sinks in ordinary homes. Liu Yusheng didn't find it strange, but thought it was a bit cute, like the ones in KFC for children.There were several tubes of toiletries on the shelf next to the sink. Liu Yusheng looked carefully and found facial cleanser, toner, and shaving gel.There is also an opened pack of cigarettes and a lighter.

...Does this person still smoke in the bathroom?

Liu Yusheng shook his head and reached out to adjust the temperature of the water to almost cold water.

...But it seems, useless.

As long as he thinks of Zhao Xin taking a bath in this position, of those facial cleansers and toners that Zhao Xin has used, and of Zhao Xin sitting in the bathtub—his breathing trembles.He couldn't help but spit on himself: You ran all the way here, and Zhao Xin was outside, but you were thinking about these things? !

But why did I come all the way here?

Zhao Xin is outside.

Liu Yusheng hastily washed off the shower gel on his body, hushed his hair a few times, and turned off the faucet in one go.

I'm a 25-year-old adult, he thought.

Running all the way here is definitely not just to look at him.

Are you still wearing clothes? !Wear it—let's wear it.Liu Yusheng casually put on Zhao Xin's T-shirt and shorts, and steamed out of the bathroom.

Zhao Xin was sitting a few steps away from the bathroom.

"I've finished washing." Liu Yusheng mustered up his courage and said.

"Well, the hair...isn't dry, you can use that blue towel in the bathroom to wipe it."

Liu Yusheng fetched the blue towel, paused for two seconds, and asked, "Does what you said before count?"

Zhao Xin: "What?" It's not that he turned his back on him, it's just that he said too much to Liu Yusheng.

"That's right, what... If I still like you, you just... Do you remember?"

Zhao Xin got it right and nodded quickly: "Remember, of course it counts."

Liu Yusheng said quickly, "I still like you a lot."

Zhao Xin: "!!!"

"I'm, it's..." He continued to encourage himself, stretching his head and retracting his head with a knife, Zhao Xin—Donaldson—was very close, "Do you know what a thousand miles send you?"

Zhao Xin: "..."

Liu Yusheng raised his eyebrows fiercely: "You either?"

Zhao Xin looked at Liu Yusheng and said hoarsely after a few seconds, "I want it."

This is what was said and what!Liu Yusheng felt dizzy while pinching the towel.

But Zhao Xin said, "Come here."

Liu Yusheng walked forward with his heart pounding.

The tips of his hair were dripping with water, Zhao Xin didn't speak any more, but he squatted down and half-kneeled in front of Zhao Xin.

Zhao Xin took the towel from his hand, covered his head, and wiped it gently.

Despite being separated by a layer of towels, Liu Yusheng felt numb from his scalp to his spine. Zhao Xin's warm hands were stroking his hair, and Donaldson's writing hands were stroking his hair.No, not his hair, simply his trembling soul.

Liu Yusheng put his chin on Zhao Xin's knee and asked cautiously, "Is that okay?"

"Okay, I'm...unconscious below the knee."

Liu Yusheng felt Zhao Xin's protruding kneecap press against his chin.

He silently swallowed a mouthful of saliva, which was hot from his chest to his throat.

From Zhao Xin's perspective, he could see the fair-skinned young man half-kneeling obediently at his feet, his eyes closed, and his eyelashes trembling slightly as he wiped the water for him.Zhao Xin's gaze followed his black hair down to the tip of his small nose, his red lips, and his chin resting gently on his knee.

Zhao Xin had no doubts, if he flexed his index finger and rubbed his cheek and lips at this moment, he would definitely not refuse.

So he really did.

Liu Yusheng trembled.

But there was no movement, no sound.

Zhao Xin threw the towel away, grabbed Liu Yusheng by the shoulders and brought him into his arms.Liu Yusheng's forehead almost hit Zhao Xin's Adam's apple, and he blushed and asked, "Can I sit?"

"can."

Trembling, Liu Yusheng raised his legs and sat astride Zhao Xin's lap, wrapping his hands around his neck consciously.

Zhao Xin hugged Liu Yusheng's waist tightly, his heart was so excited that it seemed to fly out of his chest. From the moment he received Liu Yusheng's call—no, from the moment he sent the video—he had already sentenced himself to half the death sentence.He thought, it's over, Liu Yusheng knows, Zhao Xin is not the handsome and suave Donaldson he imagined, Zhao Xin is just a disabled person sitting in a wheelchair and unable to stand alone for the rest of his life.Will he be hated? Will he be hated?

——He didn't expect that the boy who sneaked to Wuhan would rush into Ye Yu recklessly and come here for the second time.

Zhao Xin held Liu Yusheng's hot face: "Liu Yusheng, are you sure?"

"I'm sure," Liu Yusheng closed his eyes and nodded vigorously, "I'm sure."

Zhao Xin sighed silently, and then kissed Liu Yusheng's lips fiercely.

[......]

The two of them faced each other and panted heavily together, breathing on top of each other, their eyes melting into their eyes.Zhao Xin said hoarsely: "I remember what I said, if you still like me, I will respond to you. If you don't like me, I will chase you."

Liu Yusheng nodded vigorously.

"What about now?" Zhao Xin grabbed Liu Yusheng's hand, and inserted his fingers into his. "What about us now?"

His nervous and evasive expression fell into Liu Yusheng's eyes, and Liu Yusheng remembered that Zhao Xin hadn't taken off his sweatpants from the beginning to the end.

He sat up slowly, grabbed Zhao Xin's hand and asked, "Can I see your legs?"

Zhao Xin's expression became more embarrassing: "I'm afraid to scare you."

"...That's it." Liu Yusheng stood up and turned off the light.

The room was dark and the rain was dripping on the windows.The two of them seem to be hiding in a small cardboard box, isolated from the world, for ten thousand years a day.

In the dark, Liu Yusheng took off Zhao Xin's sports pants very slowly.

He couldn't see Zhao Xin's legs, so he could only caress down his knees. He could feel Zhao Xin's knees trembling, as light as the moment a butterfly spread its wings.His warm palm caressed Zhao Xin's calf. Zhao Xin's calf was very thin, which gave him a feeling of fragility, but he was not frightened.

Liu Yusheng asked in a low voice, "Do you feel something when you touch it like this?"

Zhao Xin replied in a deep voice: "No... I don't feel anything at all."

But in the next second, Liu Yusheng gently grabbed Zhao Xin's ankle, and then he leaned over and kissed Zhao Xin's thin calf.

This kiss seemed to directly kiss his flesh and blood through the skin. For a moment, Zhao Xin's eyes were sour.He still couldn't feel it, but he knew that Liu Yusheng was kissing him—kissing his body, his disability, his self-loathing and low self-esteem, and his bad fate.

"Zhao Xin," Liu Yusheng said, "let's be together."

"Okay," Zhao Xin choked up, "Okay, Yusheng."