slow and quick

Chapter 76

Zheng Man didn't start school until September [-]th. He just signed up and started military training on the third day.

University military training is at school, and there is no restriction on the use of mobile phones.

But he still turned off his mobile phone for more than half a month on the grounds that he could not use his mobile phone during the military training.

When I turned it on again, I saw some greetings from my parents.

There is also a question sent by Zheng Fengju, saying that he can't do it, and wants Zheng Man to teach him.

Other than that, there are only a few system messages, and Tencent news too.

He flipped through Moments and saw Ji Lin's selfie.

He was as tanned as coal, and next to him were a few roommates, grimacing at the camera.

Looks very happy.

Zheng Man's fingers stroked the screen for a while.

Some sad, but also some gratified.

That's great, he knew that Ji Lin didn't need him at all.

Ji Lin is like a little sun, wherever he goes, the sun is shining brightly.

He was always easy to mingle with others.

Everyone loves a sparkly glitter boy.

He clicked and zoomed in.

Looking at Ji Lin's carefree smirk full of white teeth.

I couldn't help laughing myself.

After a while, Zheng Man withdrew from Moments.

Then he sent Zheng Fengju the steps to solve the problem.

Then turn on the computer and log in to the game.

It has not been online for nearly 20 days, and the game has been updated with dozens of G.While waiting for the download, Zheng Man went to the bathroom to wash his face.

The man in the mirror looks tired.

Zheng Man pulled out a smiling face in the mirror.

But he couldn't laugh at Ji Lin's stupidity.

He maintained his smile and grinned.

Until the corners of my mouth are sour.

He retracted the corners of his mouth expressionlessly.

Holding the sink, he took a few deep breaths before turning around and going out.

The campus network is actually quite fast.

Zheng Man had heard others complain before, saying that the school network was too busy, and he was ready for the next afternoon, but it turned out that he downloaded it after a while.

He waited for the resource pack to be decompressed, and picked up his phone to take a look.

Zheng Fengju returned the message, it was a voice message.

Zheng Man turned down the volume, and then turned on the voice.

Zheng Fengju was there, speechless: "You can also see when I posted it, okay? It's been more than a week, and I already know how to do this question."

After these words, there was a long silence.

If it weren't for the murmurs that could still be heard over there, Zheng Man would have thought he had finished speaking.

As a result, when the voice note was about to end, I heard him ask quickly and softly: "How are you doing over there?"

"Okay?" The two words were not clear, and the voice was cut off.

It's as if if it's a second or two later, something will happen.

Zheng Man figured it out after thinking about it in his heart.

Zheng Man wanted to laugh a little.

He had meant to type a reply.

I typed two words, and then deleted it.

Send a video to Zheng Fengju.

I didn't know what was going on there, and it took a while to pick it up.

Zheng Fengju's face appeared on the screen, a little nervous and awkward, and pretending to dislike Zheng Man: "You look too ugly on the phone, don't you?"

Zheng Man hummed: "You too."

Zheng Fengju choked,

After murmuring for a while, I asked him in a low voice when he would be back.

"Mom bought strawberries, which are very sweet. I only ate two and I saved them for you."

After finishing speaking, he continued: "I kept it myself, not my mother asked me to keep it."

Zheng Man suddenly felt a little sour.

He tightened his fingers holding the mouse, but he didn't see it on his face, and he still looked calm: "You can eat the strawberries yourself, I won't go back for a while."

Zheng Fengju was stunned for a moment, and said anxiously: "Isn't there going to be a long National Day holiday in a few days? I bought the strawberries today, and I covered them with plastic wrap, how many can I keep..."

"I won't go back on National Day." Zheng Man interrupted him.

Zheng Fengju's words were stuck in his throat.

His eyes were red, he held back for a while, and said firmly: "If you don't return your love, I will eat it myself!"

Zheng Man hummed.

Neither of them hung up the video.

Zheng Fengju gritted his teeth and held back his tears, refusing to look at Zheng Man.

After a while, he suddenly remembered, turned his head, and asked Zheng Man, "Did you come back without money? I asked Dad... no, let me transfer the money to you? I paid more than 800, is it enough for you to buy a ticket?"

Looking at his cautious expression, Zheng Man felt really uncomfortable.

But he still refused: "There is still money, but I just don't want to go back."

Zheng Fengju hiccupped: "Why don't you come back! I haven't seen you for a month! Don't you miss me? Don't you miss your parents?"

Zheng Man felt a little hot in his eye sockets, he lowered his eyes: "I'm sorry."

Then hung up the video in a hurry.

After a while, Zheng Fengju sent a message: I hate you.

Zheng Man took a look, turned off the phone, turned it back on the table, supported his head, and slowly inhaled and exhaled to calm himself down.

Suppressing the astringency in his eyes, he sat up straight again, clicked to log in, and entered the game.

It was Thursday. After Zheng Man went online, he finished his daily routine, went to Luodao to touch the red silk, and then waited in line for a small attack and defense.

The Jinshui town he lined up was quite crowded. After entering, Zheng Man turned off the small window of the game and started watching TV.

I also ordered a takeaway in the middle.

After the roommate's military training, he went to find his girlfriend.

Zheng Man lives in a two-person dormitory, and his roommate's girlfriend is from the college next door.

They plan to move out next semester and rent a house outside.

He also smiled at Zheng Man, saying that he planned to get his marriage certificate with his girlfriend when they reached the age.

"Anyway, it's also a national certificate, and you can get extra points."

To be honest, Zheng Man was a little envious.

He couldn't help thinking, even a small room of more than 30 square meters would be fine.

Two people who love each other, live together, wake up in the morning and go to bed at night, can see the lover's face.

How great.

Too bad it has nothing to do with him.

Zheng Man threw the finished takeaway box into the trash can at the door, then went back to the house and closed the door.

There is still half an hour for small offense and defense.

Zheng Man sat in meditation at the stronghold, waiting for the arrival.

Sitting there stupidly, by the way, watching the gossip in the world.

His secret chat channel suddenly rang.

I clicked on it and saw a trumpet calling him, "What a coincidence! What are you doing here?"

Zheng Man froze for a moment, and found that this person was looking at him.

Click on his equipment to see that it is only level 36.

All in tatters.

Zheng Man thought for a while before pulling out the person's information from his mind.

Isn't this the little white flower brother he saw in Huahai that day?

Zheng Man's head was full of question marks, and he typed to ask him: Why are you only over 30?

How long has it been since?

One level a day is more than that, right?

Haifeng: We are in military training and have not been online much.

There is also a pig head emoji.

See Aoyama: Oh.

He and this Hua brother just met by chance, and they didn't add a friend, so naturally they didn't care much.

Brother Hua himself started talking, saying that during the military training today, he broke his leg and had a big wound, and he was allowed to stop training.

Haifeng: It hurts me to death! (cry)

Haifeng: Well, if you want to fall, why don't you fall sooner? The military training is over tomorrow, so it's not like I can't bear it these two days.

Zheng Man wanted to laugh a little.

It looked really miserable.

He suppressed a smile and replied: "My condolences."

Haifeng sent another crying emoji.

Then he said that he went to level up first, and said goodbye to Zheng Man.

Zheng Man replied with a hmm, and left it alone.

After finishing scoring, he was thinking about whether to follow the whole process, when his mother called.

Zheng Man opened the game window, and then picked up the phone.

Sure enough, I asked him why he didn't go back for the National Day.

Zheng Man still said that he didn't want to go back.

Mom was over there, worried and hesitant, and asked him for a long time: "Why don't we go to S City to find you? You didn't come back during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the National Day..."

"No," Zheng Man refused, "Trouble."

Mom kept saying no trouble.

Zheng Man was silent for a moment: "I find it troublesome."

There was an instant silence.

After a while, my mother hung up the phone silently.

Zheng Man sat there quietly, staring at the computer.

After staring at it for a while, exit the game and turn off the computer.

Crawled into bed and went.

He lay on his back for a while, when his phone rang, it was a message from his mother.

There are a lot of long-winded speeches, which probably mean asking Zheng Man if he thinks his parents are too noisy, or if his parents are not doing well enough.

Zheng Man typing: It's not your problem, it's me...

He paused, and then deleted each word one by one.

He felt very uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to relieve it.

Turn off the screen, mute the phone, and tuck it under the pillow.

Just lying there, staring blankly at the moon outside the window, trying not to think too much.

Forget it, just leave it at that.

There's no way to have the best of both worlds, it's been decided long ago, isn't it?

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

They will get used to it slowly.

I'll get used to it too.

In fact, it would be better without me.

Zheng Fengju is actually very good, they will find out.

It is impossible for them to accept that their son is gay.

It's like I can't accept that they might dislike me in front of me, saying that they wish they hadn't given birth to me.

Because I couldn't face it, I hid it.

Zheng Man laughed ironically.

Really timid.

Just wait a few more years and they'll let it go.

People must learn to grow and learn to accept parting.

It's just that many times, people don't know which one is the beginning of the disintegration.

So much so that it was too late to prepare.

"So I chose the timing of the separation myself."

Zheng Man thought.

This choice is difficult.

But what choice is not difficult?

It's all difficult.

But compared to the known pain, the uncontrolled collapse is more frightening.

Have no fear, this is the right decision.

Zheng Man kept comforting himself.

*****

Ji Lin clicked on Zheng Man's avatar, chose to send a message, typed, then deleted, typed, and deleted.

Hesitated for a long time.

Don't know what to do.

When Zhou Ya came out of the toilet, she saw him frowning tightly, as if he had encountered a very difficult problem, and asked him suspiciously: "What are you thinking while holding a mobile phone?"

Ji Lin came back to his senses, said "ah", and shook his head: "It's nothing."

He thought for a while, and then said: "Do you want to ask my friend if he wants to go home together?"

He heard from Zhou Ya that S University has finished its military training and will be on vacation tomorrow.

Then it's stuck until now.

"Then ask." Zhou Ya was puzzled, "What's so embarrassing? I looked at your expression and thought you were struggling with something."

Hearing this, Ji Lin mustered up his courage and typed out a line.

Just about to send, my finger was stuck in the send option for a long time, and I deleted it again.

He put the phone back in his pocket and exhaled: "Forget it."

Zhou Ya was puzzled: "Why forget it?"

He pointed at Ji Lin's leg: "You may not be able to drive so far home by yourself?"

Ji Lin's knees were still wrapped in bandages. Hearing this, he glanced at his legs and wailed again: "What's wrong with me!"

He got up late in the afternoon, and when he arrived at the military training ground, he was more than ten seconds late.

Was punished by the instructor to run eight laps of the playground.

When I ran to the eighth lap, my left foot tripped over my right foot, and I fell into a shit.

A large piece of skin has been worn off the knee, and the flesh is visible.

His face was also broken.

"Even if I fell during the first lap?" Ji Lin wanted to cry but had no tears.

The circle is also finished, in fact, the military training is also over.

Then he fell.

Going home like this can frighten his parents, who might think he was doing something at school.

While applying aloe vera gel, Zhou Ya perfunctoryly said, "It's all right, it's all right, just destroy your face and eliminate the disaster."

Ji Lin: "?"

He was dumbfounded: "I'm already disfigured, what disaster is there to eliminate?"

Zhou Ya glanced at him: "I'll just say something casually, do you believe it?"

Ji Lin was angry and funny, and threw toilet paper at him.

Zhou Ya dodged, and asked them again: "Is my face really okay? Isn't it dark?"

While playing the game, Wang Kun replied without raising his head: "It's not black, it's not black, don't worry!"

"Brother Ya, you're still talking nonsense like this, brother Lin, do you want to live?" Chen Qian replied with a smile.

Ji Lin, who was as black as a lump of charcoal, laughed and scolded: "Take care of yourselves, don't cue you Brother Rin, Brother Rin is beautiful alone!"

Zhou Ya breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."

Chen Qian turned his head and laughed at him: "You care about your face so much, why, brother Ya is going to meet his sweetheart?"

Zhou Ya's ears turned red shamefully, and she tried to calm down: "No, my brother will pick me up in a few days, I'm afraid he will laugh at me for being tanned."

"That's great!" Wang Kun envied, "Why doesn't my brother come to pick me up?"

Chen Qian said with a smile: "Because you are not worthy."

Wang Kun: "?"

He turned his head: "Do you want to fight?"

"Just hit me!" Chen Qian disdainfully said, "Who is afraid of whom? See you in Chengdu Square! Let Ben Fawang give you a perm!"

There was a crackling and a fight started.

After a while, Wang Kun started to drink tea.

Wang Kun was unconvinced: "I just lost control of the keyboard, and the skills didn't come out. Try again!"

Chen Qian shrugged: "Then come again."

In less than a minute, Wang Kun drank tea again.

Zhou Ya's face was covered with aloe vera gel, and she squealed with laughter.

Ji Lin was still lying there, debating whether to ask Zheng Man.

Just go back together, nothing, ask?

But... alas!

Ji Lin was extremely embarrassed.

The author has something to say: I was tortured to death by my aunt...

Until more than three o'clock this afternoon, I was still sweating and my fingers were cramping

I thought I was going to ask for leave again today, but fortunately it finally got better after six o'clock in the afternoon

Make a wish again: If there is a next life, let me be a man