President Ba's little white flower has fallen off his horse

Chapter 62 062

Reason told Meng Xichen that such nonsense cannot be believed.

He didn't even intend to believe it.

If he can report He Yi'an's situation to Dr. Li now, he can guess what answer he will get.

Dr. Li would probably say that the big world and the small world that He Yi'an described are true and false, but they are all delusion out of compensatory psychology.

Because He's mother considers herself a failure in marriage and love, and this failure caused the family to break up and brought a psychological shadow to He Yi'an.

So when He Yi'an was used to seeing He Mu's loser side when he was young, he would hate that decadent posture and long to become a winner.

It doesn't matter who you learn from and what kind of posture you take to succeed, what matters is the identity of the successful person.

Because He's mother failed to become the "protagonist", He Yi'an longed to be the protagonist.

The statement "I am the center of the world, loved by heaven" is no longer a novelty among delusional patients.

All of He Yi'an's statements can actually be explained from psychology. Meng Xichen knows it, but he still can't help but wonder if there is a one in ten thousand possibility... Are these all true?

Maybe they are really puppets, controlled by the so-called Heavenly Dao early on; and everything they experience is a well-arranged script.

In fact, what He Yi'an said is far from convincing Meng Xichen, and those settings can be called magicalism.

But there were some other things that made Meng Xichen suspicious.

Meng Xichen knew very well that he was not like this before.

Meng Xichen's temper, family background, and many other things have undergone earth-shaking changes.

And an accident in high school is the source of changing everything.

In fact, he can't remember clearly what happened in high school, but he is very clear that the behavior he made at that time was actually very inconsistent with his character at the time.

Or...personal design.

It was because of that move that his life changed drastically.

Looking back now on many things before that, he will feel incredible.

Even before Meng's father started business, he was not a child from a poor family who had never seen the world. How could he be so good-tempered, or... so weak.

It can even be called submissive and submissive.

At that time, he was well-deserved to be called Little White Flower.

If he hadn't changed, and if He Yi'an hadn't learned the truth of the world, it's hard to say whether they would have the bloody drama in Ba Zong's novel after they met.

Thinking back to those years from the present point of view, and thinking about the story He Yi'an told, Meng Xichen actually found a trace of similarity in it.

The similarity between him and that woman, the similarity between the accident that day and the shipwreck—they all made decisions that violated the human design under extreme circumstances. " arrangement.

out of control.

These four words suddenly popped up in Meng Xichen's mind.

After that incident, he fell into chaos for a while, because he couldn't judge his own right or wrong, and his parents even hired a psychologist for him.

At that time, he told Dr. Li that he couldn't bear it, so he broke out suddenly. Dr. Li thought it was logical, so he didn't ask this point in detail.

But in fact, he knew that Dr. Li understood something different.

Perhaps all other insiders, including Dr. Li, thought that he couldn't stand being bullied, but he knew best in his heart that the one he couldn't stand was himself.

That was not the first time he felt that his personality was not suitable for him, but a person's personality itself is determined by himself, how could anyone realize that his personality was not suitable for him?

This is too strange, and it would be very troublesome if it had to be dissected, so he didn't say anything at all.

Later, after treatment, he lost a lot of psychological burden, and his personality changed drastically.

Others wondered how he became so fast, but only he could feel that everything was just back on track.He felt like he was supposed to be like this.

He is sometimes gentle and sometimes irritable, and he is a different self in front of different people, but he feels that the self who likes to resort to violence is more like himself.

From a psychological point of view, he has a violent tendency because he is still sick, but he thinks that he is more real, just like He Yian likes to hide in the fictional world, he does not want to solve this problem.

But if everything He Yi'an said is true, it is easy to explain, that is, he changed himself, got rid of control, and got freedom.In the past, he was manipulated and carried away, so he would feel that it was against harmony.

Meng Xichen thought a lot in a mess, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became.

Some people say that there is only a wall between a genius and a lunatic, and Meng Xichen thinks this is true.

He has secretly checked that many people with low self-esteem will feel self-loathing, they will not be able to bear the cowardly self, and after the change, they will feel that the former self is not themselves, but has been "manipulated".

This situation is actually very close to his situation, but he never feels that he is a person with low self-esteem.

Meng Xichen smiled helplessly and shook his head.

He and He Yi'an really couldn't tell whether it was the uncured mental illness or whether they were closer to reality than ordinary people.

Because of such thoughts, Meng Xichen couldn't figure out whether he should believe He Yi'an's nonsense.

And by this time, he was no longer so persistent in curing He Yi'an.

He himself shies away from medical treatment, so he has the nerve to insist on others being cured.

He only hoped that He Yi'an could distinguish between the world they lived in and the world in the novel, so as not to fall into danger.

Anyway, he couldn't figure out whether it was true or false, and he didn't want to guess it anymore, so he just started to get along with each other.

Anyway, now there are two situations:

[-]. What He Yi'an said is true, he really needs a little white flower to keep the world going with him.

[-]. He Yi'an is sick, and when he is very sick, he talks nonsense. He is obsessed with Xiaobaihua because he wants revenge, and because he wants to suffer for people with attributes like Xiaobaihua.

Meng Xichen, who had already decided to muddy the water, discovered that he had a tricky way to solve these two situations at the same time.

That is...to say that He Yi'an's script is useless.

So he solemnly stood opposite He Yi'an, raised his hand to hold He Yi'an's cheek, and told him to take a good look at himself.

He also looked at He Yi'an very seriously.

He said, "You seem to have misunderstood a question."

He Yi'an was full of doubts, and heard him say again: "If according to what you said, our emotions support the operation of the world, then the scripts you designed are useless, and you don't need to learn from novels."

"Because... I have never been in the play. I just acted with you. I have never had the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of my role."

He Yi'an's face was full of disbelief that his hard work was wasted.

Meng Xichen bit the bullet and continued: "For example, what kind of stand-in are you doing? Originally, I should have suffered when I found out that I was a stand-in, but I knew that I was not a stand-in. I... can't feel sad at all."

"For example, I was sold to you by my gambling father, and I couldn't feel sad. Not only did my father not gamble, but he also made a lot of small goals for me to work hard for a year."

"Let's not even mention running after the wife's crematorium with the ball. The key prop 'ball' has been unable to get out. I didn't run and you didn't chase. Why am I in pain?"

Meng Xichen emphasized pointingly: "With you, I have never felt pain, so your script is in vain."

He took He Yi'an's hand and said, "Look, I didn't follow the script and I don't have those emotions. Doesn't the world still run?"

"I don't know how to question you, I just want to say, we don't need to learn who doesn't need those fancy things, just relying on the simple liking between you and me is enough to support the operation of this world."

Realizing that he had done useless work for a long time, He Yi'an said that he was greatly shocked in his heart.

It just so happened that Meng Xichen's cell phone rang, and it was Meng's father calling.

Meng's father seldom called him, and they always had important matters. Meng Xichen was going to go home and give He Yi'an some time to digest.

He Yi'an didn't know what to be emotional about, so he went to the company to divert his attention.

As soon as he turned on the computer, he received an anonymous email.

The author has something to say:

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