Age Soft GL

Chapter 49

After Li Siying's admission letter arrived, she was notified that Z University would start school on September [-]th.

On the afternoon of August 31, Xu Tinglan went back to the school dormitory.School starts tomorrow, and she has to tidy up the room to ventilate, and tidy up her wool-like mood by the way.

She admitted that she liked Li Siying.On the night of the blind date, she understood what she wanted.

There was a college entrance examination in the past, and she only had one thought in her heart, which was to wait until she graduated.

But after Li Siying graduated, when she was really ready to get close to Li Siying, she would find that many problems came one after another.

Especially on that day, when she learned that Li Siying's grandfather had passed away, Xu Tinglan realized that it was not only their age and gender that stood between them, but also their respective families.

She is her teacher, and she really couldn't imagine that one day, Li Siying led her home and said to her parents: Mom and Dad, this is the person I like and my high school teacher.

Xu Tinglan felt that this was about to be struck by lightning.

Moreover, does Li Siying have the courage to face this road?She is now in her youth, and has not yet encountered the pressure to urge her to marry. When she reaches her own age, can she still keep her original intention?

Xu Tinglan was troubled by these problems throughout the summer vacation, and couldn't sleep well every night. As long as she thought of her, these problems would follow, and she couldn't get rid of them.

Xu Tinglan knew that Li Siying was a determined child, but the road ahead was too long, Xu Tinglan couldn't afford it now, and she was afraid that she would lose completely in the future.

After Xu Tinglan cleaned the house, she packed up the garbage and planned to throw it downstairs.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw a person standing at the door.

Dark blue jeans, a short-sleeved light blue shirt on the upper body, a short ponytail, and a few strands of bangs were pinned behind her ears.Clean and neat.

"Why did you come here?" Xu Tinglan didn't know why she was panicking.

Li Siying: "Aren't you going to let me in? Just now I ran into a history teacher, and I said I came to you to get something."

Only then did Xu Tinglan move away: "Wait a minute, I'll go downstairs and throw out the trash."

After Xu Tinglan finished throwing away the trash, she suddenly had the urge to run away.She hasn't figured out what to do, but Li Siying has already come to the door.

She couldn't bear to refuse, but she didn't dare to accept it, so she dragged her steps so slowly.Up and down the stairs, I walked for more than ten minutes before returning to the house.

Li Siying was sitting on the sofa, from Xu Tinglan's expression when she opened the door, and the speed at which she climbed the stairs, she knew what Xu Tinglan was probably thinking, was she rejecting her own words?Think about how to refuse to minimize the damage.She has never been so "gentle and considerate".

For the first time, Li Siying felt that liking Xu Tinglan was very difficult.

I am like a donkey with a carrot hanging above its head, always one step short.

You can see it, but you can't eat it.

Xu Tinglan just knew that she was alienated from her feelings, and Li Siying didn't feel this way. It was a kind of powerless discouragement.

"I'll get you a glass of water," Xu Tinglan realized just after she finished speaking that she didn't even buy water in the house. "Do you want to drink something? I'll go downstairs to buy it."

Li Siying shook her head: "No need, I'm not thirsty."

"Then I'll boil some water." Xu Tinglan seemed unable to stop, always looking for something to do.

Li Siying's heart sank to the bottom.Xu Tinglan really didn't want to give herself a chance to speak.

Xu Tinglan stood by the kettle and waited for the water to boil.Because Xu Tinglan's dormitory does not have a kitchen, she usually boils water by taking out the kettle and putting it on the table.

She took out her usual tea cup and poured Li Siying a cup of boiling water. Just as she turned around, Li Siying quietly stood up from the sofa and stood behind her.

The distance between the two was less than half a meter.

Xu Tinglan's hand holding the cup couldn't help shaking, splashing some boiling water.

"Be careful!" Li Siying took the cup with quick eyes and hands, "Is it hot?" As she said that, she wanted to look at Xu Tinglan's hand.

"No", Xu Tinglan pulled out her hand slightly.

Li Siying sighed, put the cup aside, and said dejectedly, "Is there something I did wrong?"

"No...it's not..." Li Siying's words made Xu Tinglan feel distressed. Every time, the child always blamed herself for the problem.

"Then why..." Li Siying didn't know how to express it, she wanted to say, why did she go back to the past.But she knew that if Xu Tinglan didn't want to face it, she would definitely not admit that there was something wrong between the two of them now.

"You don't have to be so tight-lipped, when did I... force you?" Xu Tinglan's attitude made Li Siying a little disheartened, and the last few words were even more low-key, as if they were talking and listening to themselves.

"You know, I've always liked you." Li Siying stared at Xu Tinglan and spoke slowly, intending to complete the unexpected "confession" during her sophomore year in high school, so that Xu Tinglan could truly know her affection.Although she realized that today's confession may be in vain.

Xu Tinglan held onto the edge of the table tightly with her fingertips turning white.She looked away, the child's burning eyes took her breath away.

"If you don't feel anything about me, I won't force you or force you. If you like you, it will become my own thing, and I won't bother you." Li Siying took a deep breath and continued: "But if...you have any feelings for me, please give me a response, okay?" The last two words, the trembling voice, and the tone of pleading were all humble to the bone, and Li Siying's dark eyes , surrounded by a cloud of mist.

Xu Tinglan lowered her head, she didn't dare to look into Li Siying's eyes, and said with difficulty: "The happiest life is to be like ordinary people, orderly and without miracles. The path you have taken is already very difficult. If you It's more difficult with me." Xu Tinglan could only bite her lips after saying the word "harder", she was afraid that she would not be able to hold back the tears.

"I always knew what I wanted, and I knew that this road was difficult, but I never backed down. You know, you deliberately alienated me during that time, and I hardly had the motivation to learn, but I knew I didn't Find a way to indulge yourself and degenerate, I want to give you happiness, so I have to work hard myself."

A line of tears fell from the corner of Xu Tinglan's eyes, and the child seemed to regard herself as a guide for her life.It's not that she doesn't like it, it's that she doesn't dare.Xu Tinglan could only bite her lip tightly.

Time passed by every minute and every second, until the water in the cup gradually cooled to normal temperature.

"So... you still can't accept me after all, right?" Li Siying said with a wry smile.

Xu Tinglan still didn't speak.

Li Siying suddenly stepped forward and hugged Xu Tinglan, ignoring her slight struggle and said: "Xu Tinglan, my heart is also made of flesh. It's not as strong as you think." After speaking, she let go of Xu Tinglan, took a step back, turned around and walked out He went through the door without looking back.