you are my glory

Chapter 73

Zhou Hongli has no concept of marriage, not to mention yearning, but she has not reached the point of resistance. The reason why she "repents of the marriage" - there have been such rumors in the outside world, but it is not just that Zhou Hongli regrets the marriage, but also that Olaf regrets the marriage. The former discussion is that Olaf has successfully ascended to power, and Zhou Hongli’s use value is not great, but her force value is likely to become a hindrance; the latter is largely close to the truth: Olaf is in " Zhou Hongli was angered by the methods used in "Seize the Throne", and the two broke up. Although there is no definite news of the breakup, and the official also defaults to Zhou Hongli's queen status, but Zhou Hongli is no longer in the imperial capital or even the empire. It has been confirmed by the news Yes—the news that Zhou Hongli traveled with the rich second generations at the last tourist destination has spread through some kind of secret channel, and it is not classified as a secret.The government uses this cryptic delaying method to let the public accept the news of the upcoming breakup, commonly known as "boiling frogs in warm water" - even if Zhou Hongli is not in the country, there will always be an endless stream of people sending news to her, Zhou Hongli thinks It’s hard not to know. Zhou Hongli feels that she is not interested in this information. This is not because she is confident in her unique identity of “completely immune to Olaf’s gene”, but because she feels that if Olaf really has another partner or Indeed, just like the public gossip, she has no value to Olaf, and there is no need to force her to be together, which saves her from being in a dilemma. Zhou Hongli has always felt that her status as a small landlord is quite good. As for whether Olaf will use force Zhou Hongli has never thought about eradicating herself, nor is she willing to think about it——

Zhou Hongli still clearly remembers that she accused Olaf of persecuting her, but Olaf thought she was just doing it out of good intentions—the feeling of shame, embarrassment, guilt and helplessness at that time. She learned self-preservation rules from the last days, but she really doesn't want to imagine the person she likes like this again...

Olaf said that she didn't like her in the first place... This is actually a bit heartbreaking... She didn't not like her in the first place, she liked her in the first place...then What did she do to make the other party have this illusion?

Zhou Hongli also deeply reflected on herself: she has no sense of responsibility.

She has no sense of responsibility to this country or to Olaf's fiancee status.

What she did during the "coup" was mostly for her own safety: what she thought most about was how to save her life.

To her, Olaf's status and wealth are meaningless.The only thing that matters is that stunningly beautiful face!

At such a crisis-ridden moment, she still took time to think about what to do if Olaf was disfigured...problems—it can be seen that her only love for Olaf stems from her beauty... ...

If I were Olaf, I probably felt that I didn't love her...well, she really didn't.

Love is the only thing, but likes can be varied... For example, she thinks that other young ladies are also pretty.

Therefore, Olaf's accusation is also justified.

But understanding is one thing, what to do, she doesn't know.

Zhou Hongli's way of dealing with it is simple and rude, that is: if you don't understand something, it's useless to think about it anyway, so just don't think about it.

So, although there was no such thing as "not to forgive", she still "floated" with momo according to the original plan, and her mood changed as follows: At first, she was a little dazed, uneasy, melancholy, nostalgic, and reluctant, but again There is some inexplicable excitement and anticipation; the complicated mood at the beginning gradually disappears, although I am a little tired, but I am also reluctant to miss home. Recently, I have a slight attack of homesickness-Zhou Hongli firmly refuses to admit that it is called lovesickness.

Zhou Hongli is not interested in the empire, especially the situation in the imperial capital, and refuses to send those information, but she is not in the country, and the contact can never be broken. Zhou Hongli can only express her admiration for people's ability to gossip and organize and integrate gossip. She is a little depressed. Why do people think of her as fighting for power and profit? Can't they imagine that she is a very principled person?

She regretted the marriage entirely because of a matter of principle!Uh, to be precise, it’s not about regretting the marriage, it’s called “careful consideration”—— Zhou Hongli occasionally thinks deeply that maybe she has that legendary disease called “premarital phobia”.Therefore, Zhou Hongli couldn't help being curious when a person who could be used as a reference for marriage and love suddenly appeared. Fang Fei: "How did you meet your husband?"

Zhou Hongli actually wanted to ask her how she felt about getting married, but she had to lay the groundwork first.

"If you work on a system, you will get to know each other."

Zhou Hongli's little girl's curious expression made Feng Fangfei laugh secretly.She naturally realized that Zhou Hongli was not some scheming person who wanted to know something deliberately, she was just curious, and Feng Fangfei still made good friends with her intentionally - gossip and shared secrets can promote women's friendship.So he didn't hold back, and talked about it openly: "He pursued me. I think he is nice. After dating for a while, he decided to get married. What about you? How did you and Olaf meet?"

There are many versions on the market about the relationship between Zhou Hongli and Olaf, but none of them have been confirmed. Feng Fangfei is actually quite curious.She was Olaf's playmate when she was young. Due to Olaf's special gene, her parents searched for her in the Federation when she was a child. Was picked at that time.The person Feng Fangfei has been with her for the longest time is because she has a relatively strong immune gene to Olaf, and the other is Laura from their own country, that woman, there was news of her marriage to Olaf at one point, and then It was Zhou Hongli who was born.In Feng Fangfei's impression, a diehard like Olaf would never pursue someone anyway, so Feng Fangfei once wondered if Zhou Hongli took the initiative, but judging from Olaf's trick of asking her to "act in friendship" as an admirer It didn't look like it, it was rare for someone to show up, so Feng Fangfei naturally hurriedly asked questions—although the two were confronting each other, personally, Feng Fangfei had a sense of relaxation towards Zhou Hongli—

Zhou Hongli:  …

Zhou Hongli refused to answer the question.

She was completely "forced into a thief's boat" back then, okay?

There is no taste of free love at all, but a bit of an arranged marriage.

Feng Fangfei expressed contempt for her "cunning" behavior.Zhou Hongli ignored her.She asked again: "Is it that simple?"

"How complicated is it?" Feng Fangfei rolled her eyes at her, "You don't look like someone who has read too many brain-dead love novels?"

Zhou Hongli: "...."

"Then get married like this, will you... that..." Zhou Hongli couldn't think of the exact adjective, but Feng Fangfei vaguely understood it, and sighed sadly, "His family is from a wealthy family. , My family is just an ordinary family, and the pressure is still quite high. You don’t know that I invite you to go, not just to “clarify misunderstandings”? I also want to use you to “fake the power of the fox”!" She half-truly fake authentic.

Zhou Hongli snorted coldly, but actually didn't take it too seriously: for a girl to use some means for her future happiness, she thinks it is completely understandable, and she is willing to repay the favor - after all, the military exercise was so big back then. The scene was embarrassing, and I couldn't remember it if I didn't see anyone. After seeing someone, Zhou Hongli still feels very guilty when I think of it.

Zhou Hongli's hesitation about marriage is not a family issue, just like what she said, as long as Olaf is in power, even if she is poor and worthless, those people can only kneel and lick her. In other words, we I don't rely on you for food, so I'm afraid of you coming?I don't feel deeply about Feng Fangfei, she is irresponsible and afraid of trouble.She just thought: If it is so troublesome, why do you want to marry?

Marriages with the wrong family usually do not end well—Zhou Hongli feels that in addition to being irresponsible and afraid of trouble, she also has some concerns in this regard. It is not that she has low self-esteem, and it has nothing to do with low self-esteem.One thing she was afraid of was that she and Olaf would become the same as the former emperor and former empress, relatively silent, each in decline.

Zhou Hongli believes that she still has good wishes for love.

Of course, she would not say such disappointing words to Feng Fangfei.

Feng Fangfei was amused by her childishness, "I like it, but I have to work hard. Otherwise, it would be right to marry someone in the future, but if I don't like it, will I regret not marrying a powerful one? Will I regret it at the time?" Give up without trying? If I have tried, even if it ends badly in the future, I will not have so many regrets."

Feng Fangfei does not hide that her love for her wealthy husband is purely out of pure love. She has her own plans and ambitions, which makes Zhou Hongli feel much more deeply than she just lamented about the inappropriate marriage.Zhou Hongli had a feeling of admiration for her——

This woman is very ambitious and knows exactly what she wants.

Zhou Hongli naturally knows what she wants, but what Feng Fangfei wants is not the same thing. She just wants to live a simple and happy life——

But will a simple life lead to happiness?

Does a happy life have to be simple?

Zhou Hongli fell into philosophical thinking, so that the next itinerary seemed very deep, so, from time to time, there were misty conversations with Comrade Xiaomomo, which were roughly as follows:

"Zhou Hongli, what are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking about life."

"What kind of life do you think about? Do you want to be a sweet life?"

Because Zhou Hongli talked about "making embroidered flowers into cookies" from time to time, little momo learned to use them with a vague understanding.

Zhou Hongli almost choked to death.This kind of deep moment, can you not spoil the scenery like this. "It's a deeper life."

"What is a deeper life?"

"Like marriage, like love."

"Didn't you fall in love with Olaf and want to marry her?" Comrade little momo was so straightforward.

Zhou Hongli:  …

Zhou Hongli silently shut up.

One person and one robot returned to the hotel after finishing the afternoon trip. Zhou Hongli wanted to go through the extension procedures at the counter. She originally planned to stay in the local area for two days, but Feng Fangfei's wedding was three days later—probably because the date was close to Feng Fangfei. If you open your mouth to invite, otherwise after one and a half months, people will not have that time, and it would be meaningless to invite.In this way, the room period can only be extended, otherwise she and little momo can only live on the streets.But I was told: the hotel rooms are all booked out or booked out, and the hotel has no rooms.Unable to process.

Only then did Zhou Hongli learn that Feng Fangfei is a local celebrity, especially after the military exercise is over, she is "famous" throughout the federation, and the person she married is even a wealthy local family. , In addition, there are many reporters who come to interview, tourists who watch the fun, and fans of Feng Fangfei himself. Therefore, most of the hotels are overcrowded.

Zhou Hongli: ...She was negligent.Celebrity effects exist in any time and space.

Zhou Hongli consulted several other hotels and got the same reply.Zhou Hongli was in a dilemma for a while.But she thought it would not be a matter of money.So it was temporarily put aside.

When I got back to my room and was about to take a shower, Olaf's call came——

The two hadn't had much contact since their conversation at the manor. Zhou Hongli didn't know how to face her, so she simply stopped. Olaf didn't know whether it was out of the same idea or because she was busy or something else, and she rarely communicated.It's just that when I met Feng Fangfei today, Olaf's phone call came, which made Zhou Hongli feel inexplicably upset.

Sure enough, Olaf spoke just as Zhou Hongli guessed: "Hongli, are you going to attend Fangfei's wedding?"

Zhou Hongli snorted, "You are well informed."

Olaf was very calm, "Fang Fei sent me an email just now, saying that I met you."

Zhou Hongli had no choice but to hum, and wait for the following--

"Fang Fei got married. I originally planned to ask the resident ambassador to congratulate her. Since you are in the local area..." She paused, as if she was choosing her words—"Hong Li, can you do me a favor, with' Empress' status—”

"Wait, we're not married." Although the outside world has always called her "Queen Queen", and the official has recognized her identity, Zhou Hongli has never admitted it herself!

This identity is different from the identity of "Madame", especially at the sensitive moment when she has not yet decided on the direction of her relationship, she always feels that if she agrees, it is equivalent to agreeing to reconcile & agreeing to marry Olaf. Zhou Hongli thinks it is necessary to say clear.

Olaf immediately asked back: "Then when will you come back to get married?"

Zhou Hongli died immediately.

"Hongli, I miss you very much." Olaf's voice suddenly became low, and Zhou Hongli shuddered, feeling like goosebumps all over her body—she just couldn't stand the bombardment of the subwoofer, and her ears were getting pregnant.

"Olaf Olaf..." We want to talk about business, no sensuality, no seduction!Zhou Hongli roared in her heart, trying to maintain her weak will, "Isn't this kind of thing personal?"

"Yes. But it's also official and social."

"Then let the ambassador go social. I go 'private.'"

"Hongli, Fangfei's marriage partner is the local noble family Xie Er, and we owe her a favor..."

Everyone knows what kind of favor is in the military exercise. Olaf’s congratulatory ambassador is a statement in itself, but obviously, the status of an ambassador cannot be compared with the status of a queen—obviously the latter is more important. It can aggravate Feng Fangfei's status.It's not that Zhou Hongli doesn't want to repay the favor. She agreed to Feng Fangfei, who is not related to her, to attend her wedding, which in itself meant repaying the favor, but——

"Hongli, haven't you forgiven me yet?"

Zhou Hongli was depressed, "No." This has nothing to do with forgiveness or not, and it doesn't matter whether you forgive or not. Some things have long been unclear.She just didn't think about her future well, and then she found the ambiguity when she said the words, and hurriedly repaired, "No, I don't forgive. I don't... There are some things that I think are wrong, and it has nothing to do with you. "It's hypocritical to say it's not strange, so Zhou Hongli was vague.

Olaf was silent for a long time, "I'm really sorry. Hongli, if I make things difficult for you, then forget it."

"It's just that I want to tell you my determination: there is one and only you as my queen."