Zheng Wang

Chapter 73 Iceberg 1 Corner

Close disciple.

Fake.

……

Guan Zan was startled by the two keywords in succession, as if something sharp had stabbed him in the heart, it was hard to say whether it hurt or not, but it was too shocking, like a blow to the head, it made his brain blank and buzzing Straight ring.That kind of feeling is indescribable, it seems that something that was not involved in the first place has a connection with something for no reason, and it is an earth-shattering kind when it comes up.His fingers trembled uncontrollably, hesitating whether to slide up or down, he was a little afraid to read the specific content of the blog post.

On the receiver, Ke Jinrui noticed Guan Zan's unreasonable silence.

The relationship between the two is very deep, and there is no deep affection that has passed the period of passionate love. There are always endless topics to talk on the phone, even ordinary daily trivialities can make Guan Zan laugh out loud.He is seldom quiet, always like a little fox suffering from ADHD in front of Ke Jinrui, afraid that if he stops for a moment, he will lose a little bit of his master's attention.

"what happened?"

Originally, he was doing two things at once, and he was still busy with the company's affairs. Now Ke Jinrui simply closed the document first, and concentrated on dealing with the children who were not quite right.

When Guan Zan arrived, he still chose to click on the long Weibo.

In fact, the length is not long. The author of the post seems to have thought of it by accident. The words and sentences are full of memories and regrets. The language is straightforward and does not involve the content revealed by the comments.However, Guan Zan still couldn't believe it, and the waves in his heart were surging, and he couldn't calm down at all.

Guan Yuwen turned out to be Ke Su's closed disciple, the "old and young" that the old man always mentioned, and the one who was pestered by him to play chess!

My father and Ke Su have such a close relationship, so why has no one mentioned it to him?

...They obviously know it all!

Guan Zan felt that his throat was dry, so dry that it hurt to swallow.Over there, Ke Jinrui softly called "Zan-Zan", he suddenly came back to his senses, the words of the question had reached his throat, but he couldn't say it, he gritted his teeth, really couldn't say a word!After a few seconds of silence, he breathed a sigh of relief calmly, trying his best to suppress the impulse to lose control, as if nothing had happened, his voice was full of laughter, gentle and sweet.

"Guess what happened?" At the last moment, he chose to be Ke Jinrui's kitten.

Ke Jinrui said casually: "I can't guess, I don't know what our family Zan-Zan can do when he is on the phone."

Guan Zan breathed lightly, but his voice was cheerful: "It's because I didn't have the time to distract myself from doing other things, so I didn't look the way and went to the wrong apartment. I only found out after entering the gate that the dormitory auntie looked at me. The eyes seem to be looking at a neuropathy."

Ke Jinrui laughed lowly when he heard the words, this coquettish complaint was very useful to him.Ke Jinrui smiled and said, "I heard it was so quiet, I thought you had already returned to the dormitory."

"No." Guan Zan said, "Senior invited me to dinner tonight, and chatted about the details of the performance. I came back late, and I missed you. I called on the way."

The topic changed completely, Guan Zan put the phone back in his pocket, and chatted with Ke Jinrui absent-mindedly for a while.

Today's call ended earlier than usual, Guan Zan lied that the two had made an appointment to go to the piano room to practice together tomorrow morning, and they had to rest early tonight, so they hung up the phone with an excuse.He didn't go back to the dormitory. There were classmates there, endless chatting, and the sound of playing games at night. His mind was too chaotic, and he urgently needed a quiet place to calm down.

After leaving the apartment building, Guan Zan went to the piano room instead.

The piano room had already been closed at this time, and he specially asked the administrator to assign a key for the convenience of practicing the piano.It stands to reason that the piano room is not for single use, and the students' musical instruments are placed in it, which is expensive, and it is against the rules to give the key to an individual, but Guan Zan has obtained permission from the department, so he made an exception.

Early summer is approaching, and the rainy season in Beijing is coming soon.

Guan Zan found a corner to put the violin on, took out the pine oil from the violin head, and maintained the violin bit by bit.

He tried his best to distract himself, but his thoughts were completely out of control, and his mind was full of comments under that Weibo——

"Fake bombs", "obscene female students", "banned by the People's Political Consultative Conference", "he couldn't bear the pressure and committed suicide in a car accident", "he is not worthy to be Ke Su's student"... Guan Zan's fingers rubbing the strings trembled slightly, those contents were too eye-catching, even Knowing that the public opinion itself is mixed with truth and falsehood, it doesn't have much credibility, but he saw that every revelation was engraved deep in his pupils, rooted in his heart, and rose and fell with his emotions.

In the end, he managed to calm down with the dead silence of the piano room. He was so shocked that he became numb, leaving only the eagerness to explore the truth.It was dark all around, and in the huge soundproof room there were only street lights coming in through the window. Guan Zan looked down at the shadows of himself and Qin cast on the ground. Beautiful Yuan Xin.

He thought of his mother cutting her wrists to commit suicide in the bathtub filled with water, thought of her crazy ten years, thought of her fragmented and almost destroyed life... It must have been a disaster, for the person at that time For Yuan Xin, a wife and mother, it is devastating, enough to shatter a woman's entire sanity, whether it is physical or psychological.

Is it because of my father?

Guan Zan guessed aimlessly, the more he thought about it, the more powerless he became, and his mind became more and more empty.

Sure enough, there is no beautiful coincidence or sudden luck in this world. Bole and Maxima can only happen in allusions, which are good stories and jokes.He was so dazzled by the easy life that he forgot that he was never a lucky person!From childhood to adulthood, his short life has experienced the death of his parents, his mother's madness, and being dependent on others, living without hope and dignity. Even if he mustered up the courage to break through the prison, he is still an insignificant speck of dust in society. He has to endure, compromise, and sell Take advantage of your own body...

How could it be possible to turn around overnight?

He actually forgot these!

A tsunami suddenly set off in Guan Zan's heart. The violent wind and rain made it difficult for him to breathe, but he was restrained by the cold skin, neither showing mountains nor showing water.

The strings pinched by his fingers were so tense that they trembled, but he didn't feel it.

It didn't take a moment for the strings to snap, and the 21 piano bridges collapsed. Guan Zan trembled as if in shock, woke up in the roar, and fell silent again in the lingering sound.

Why didn't anyone tell him?

Guan Zan was puzzled.

Both fake bombs and sexual assault are irreversible scandals, and the public opinion aroused by them can kill the parties involved. It is not too much to be banned, and it is not too much to be expelled from the school.

but……

After getting along for nearly a year, Guan Zan only feels at a loss when he thinks back on the past after he really matched up at this moment.He could deeply appreciate Ke Su's love for Guan Yuwen. To the teacher, the accident of a student is undoubtedly a big dumping of dirty water, a disgrace, and an unforgivable big mistake.However, ten years have passed, a full ten years!Guan Yuwen is still so good in Ke Su's heart. The old man always has a bright eye when talking about his elder and younger. He only remembers the young apprentice's brilliance and talent, and his thoughtfulness and understanding.

He is clearly not his shame, not the trash that was swept out, he is the greatest pride in his life.Never forgetting, not afraid of time flies like an arrow, heavier than blood and family ties, these are the eternal and fresh memories in Ke Su's slowly degrading brain.

He loves him so much, loves his house as much as he loves, that's why he approached his son with good intentions in the vast crowd, made an exception to accept his son, covered up the cause and effect in the dark, and whitewashed it with unexpected encounters and fate.

Is it to protect his self-esteem?

In the darkness, Guan Zan's eyelashes twitched slightly, he suddenly came back to his senses, and then wiped his cheeks carelessly.

It wasn't too long ago, Ke Su knew it, Ke Jinxi knew it, and Ke Jinrui knew it too.They all mentioned his father to varying degrees, intentionally or unintentionally, but all of them didn't involve the name, didn't touch the truth, and just built up a unique image of a senior brother for him little by little.

Really well-intentioned.

Guan Zan felt a little stunned, and felt that everything was sorted out smoothly.He believed that they were well-intentioned, and he didn't want him to know that all the luck and misfortune he had experienced, traced back to the source, were actually the fault of his father who was blinded by fame and fortune.