Don't be clouded

Chapter 75

Ji Bieyun's body trembled, feeling a little dangerous for no reason, and wanted to run but was restrained and unable to move.

He had no choice but to change his words again: "Actually, it doesn't hurt."

The monk chuckled, "Since it doesn't hurt, why don't you go to Duan's mansion with a knife and come back with some injuries?"

Ji Bieyun vaguely heard the irony of this sentence, so he quickly shook his head, "No, no, I won't..."

Rubbing the boy's right shoulder with his fingertips, he could clearly feel a protruding scar.Guan Chen remembered that day, when he saw a young man being stabbed in the chest by a sword under the Dengque stage, his soul seemed to have been severely cut.

Ever since they parted in Lingzhou more than four years ago, Guan Chen had expected that if the young man could survive in Shugu City, he would not easily let go of the hatred of the Liu family for destroying his family.

Therefore, he can fulfill Ji Bieyun's dream of revenge and help Ji Bieyun reach the pinnacle of power.Even if the other party got hurt because of this, he could convince himself time and time again that scars and sufferings were necessary, they were chosen by Ji Bieyun himself, and he couldn't control them.

However, Guanchen couldn't watch Ji Bieyun lose his life.

The fear of losing tormented him for countless nights. When he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he also saw the boy's heart pierced by a sword, and he could only sit under the stage and watch the fresh life lose little by little. .In the end, the world fell silent, and turned into that gloomy appearance without Ji Bieyun.

Unknowingly, this has become Guanchen's inner demon.

After stroking those new scars just now, he suddenly realized that now it is difficult for him to even make a complete boy injured.

He wanted to be more greedy, so that Ji Bieyun would not suffer any harm.

Young talent.

His body shouldn't have so many traces of suffering, and his soul shouldn't just carry family feuds.

Guan Chen looked down at Ji Bieyun, who was still unconscious, his eyes were covered with mist, like his hallucination.

The seeds of selfishness germinated in his heart, and he tentatively asked, "Have you ever thought about being just an ordinary person?"

Ji Bieyun blinked and asked doubtfully, "Aren't I just an ordinary person?"

He was silent for a moment before answering: "True ordinary people will not have injuries all over their bodies, and they will not have to worry about every move."

It took the boy a long time to understand this sentence, his brows were frowned, he seemed a little angry and puzzled.

"Could you not be Guanchen?" The young man reached out and poked the monk's chest, "He never persuaded me to turn back from the sea of ​​suffering, and I haven't done what I want to do...but you and him look so similar Exactly the same, am I dreaming?"

The signs of selfishness were cut off by the young man with a few words.

Guan Chen couldn't accept that he let Ji Bieyun down, almost instantly, he restrained those greeds again and hid them in his heart.

"Okay," he heard himself say, "I won't persuade you anymore."

So Ji Bieyun laughed again, and even raised his hand to touch his face, "Why are you so obedient in your dream, you do what I say... Then can you tell me why you kept it a secret before?" I?"

Guan Chen's body was a little stiff, but he let the other party do whatever he wanted.Seeing that the young man was almost too drunk to stand up, he picked him up again, walked to the bed and put him down gently.

He calmly replied: "I was afraid that you would refuse me to follow me, so I kept it from you."

In fact, the second half of the sentence was hidden in my heart and I didn't say it.

He was even more afraid that Ji Bieyun would know that the former Huizhi had become what he is now.During the period of waiting for the amnesty in Lingzhou, Guanchen suffered every moment. He wanted to see the boy, but was afraid of seeing him.Just because he is more lifeless than when he was still Huizhi, more like a walking dead, the teenager will be disappointed after seeing it.

After Ji Bieyun was put on the couch, he still held his neck and refused to let go, "No way, if I knew you were Huizhi in Lingzhou, I would knock you out and take you away, no matter where I go You have to follow where."

Even though he knew the young man was talking nonsense, Guan Chen still smiled, and with the moonlight, he believed it.

"Okay, I believe it." He was almost coaxing, "Let go of your hands, and sleep well when you're drunk."

Ji Bieyun reluctantly let go of his hands, curled up on the bed and looked up at him.

"Aren't I already in a dream? Where else can I go if I close my eyes?"

Even though the sky is vast, both of them are trapped in this Chenjing city.There are very few places to go, what to say and what to do, and never really dare to go beyond the rules.

A few hours ago, during the succession ceremony, Guan Chen had paid homage to the portrait of Zen Master Jueming, his clothes were dyed thoroughly by the incense from Xuanqing Temple, and the solemn and distant bell was still ringing in his ears.Tonight, he has already stolen too many romances in the world that he never dared to imagine, and he dare not have extravagant hopes.

He could only bend down and cover the boy's eyes with his hands.

Knowing that he would keep watch all night, he still whispered: "Sleep, close your eyes and go to my dream."

**

Ji Bieyun woke up with a splitting headache.

The sunlight shining on his face through the window lattice was not gentle, but made him a little restless.

Struggling to open his eyes, he found himself in the room, and the memory of drinking at the dinner table last night slowly came to mind.However, if he continued to think about it, he couldn't remember what happened after he was drunk, and how he got back to the room.

The headache caused by the hangover tortured him to the point where he was slow to move. It took him a while to get up, and got out of bed a little weakly.When his eyes touched the Quehan knife placed in the room, he suddenly found that there was something wrong with the position of the knife.

Why is the handle and tip of the knife reversed?

He has always been used to the handle of the knife facing the left, but now it is facing the right. Has anyone moved his knife?

Ji Bieyun stood there in a daze and thought for a moment, then suddenly his whole body trembled.

He remembered that when he was drunk and learned that Duan Wenfu was innocent, he rushed back into the house like a madman, and jumped onto the roof with a cold knife in his hand. The whole house followed him.Finally, he turned over the wall from the side door, as if he had met someone.

... who?It seems that I also posted it on others to play tricks.

He quickly reached out to cover his hot cheeks, and the whole person fell into panic.

No matter who the other party is, his behavior can be called a hooligan, right? After he was drunk, he turned out to be an apprentice?

Ji Bieyun froze in place, wanted to go out and ask Xu Yang to clarify, but was ashamed to see anyone.His crazy appearance last night must have been clearly seen by everyone in the house, how could he still have the face to appear in front of them?

He was so ashamed that he walked around the room, his thoughts spinning quickly, but he still couldn't remember who the person he was underestimating was.

However, when he walked to the desk, he paused suddenly.

There was a memorial on the table.

His name was also written on the casing, and the handwriting was also his handwriting. The handwriting was neat and neat, and it was not as scribbled as it was written by someone who was drunk.

...Impossible, does he still have a hidden talent?Can you pick up a pen and write an article when you are drunk?

Ji Bieyun was in a complicated mood, walked over cautiously, and opened the memorial, the content inside made him even more stunned.

In the memorial, he said that he still lacked a clerk to join the army, and Duan Wenfu just wanted to resign from the position of Yushi Zhongcheng yesterday, so he begged the emperor to approve Duan Wenfu's request, and send someone under his command to join the army as a clerk for the time being. .

what?

He only remembered that Duan Wenfu was not convicted in the case of Yushitai, but he had no idea that this person actually wanted to resign from the position of Yushi Zhongcheng.

Could it be that Duan Wenfu and Emperor Yuan Hui acted together in a play?One took the blame for negligence on himself, pretended to want to resign, and the emperor tried to persuade him to stay. In this way, Duan Wenfu would neither be punished nor lose his official position.

But Ji Bieyun can be sure that last night he really didn't know about Duan Wenfu's resignation.And even if he knew, he would not be able to write such a memorial.

Although the things mentioned in the memorial are not complicated, a lot of words have been used to embellish it, and it can be called a model official document with reason and emotion.

The more he looked at it, the more he felt that something was wrong, so he raised the memorial to his eyes and looked at it carefully.

...When I write the character "yao", the stroke is often thin and sharp, like a small boat.But the word "Yao" on this one is majestic and vigorous, like a big ship about to go to sea.

Fingers caressed unconsciously on the paper, Ji Bieyun suddenly felt blessed after realizing his small movements.

It's Guanchen!

In an instant, he remembered everything.

How I fell into Guanchen's arms, and how I was carried back to the room, I remember clearly.What made him feel even more ashamed was that his drunken words seemed to be sarcastic, completely unreasonable, and unconsciously acting like a baby.

All of this can be treated as if it never happened, but... But Guan Chen couldn't be fooled when he checked his wounds.

Just thinking about it, he felt that not only his face was hot, but his body also turned red with embarrassment.

Guanchen is a monk and the abbot of the national temple, why... why...

Even when they were young, they couldn't do such intimate things, but now they grow up...

Ji Bieyun sat down at the desk with all his strength, his upper body lay on the table, and his whole face was buried in the crook of his arms.

In the past, he would molested Guan Chen verbally at most, but he didn't expect to be molested by the other party this time.No, it can't be said to be molesting, after all, not only did he not push it away, but he was also dazedly immersed in it.

How should we meet in the future...

After a while, Ji Bieyun found the courage to raise his head again, staring at the memorial with shame and indignation.

No need to think about it, Guan Chen must have written this while he was asleep.

Not only did this person secretly learn his handwriting, but he also gave him some pointers. He didn't have to do anything himself, he only needed to hand in the memorial to the palace.

And I don't know how the monk learned the handwriting, even he himself was almost deceived.

His heart was sore and swollen, Ji Bieyun bit his lip unconsciously, staring at the memorial, worrying.

What worries him is that Guan Chen is too kind to him, those delusional thoughts are getting more and more out of control, if things go on like this, he may really want to take the monk back to his mansion to hide.

After picking up the memorial, I realized that there was a note under it, which was left by Guan Chen in his own handwriting.

——"Submit it as soon as possible, and don't miss the opportunity. This time, Duan Wenfu must be under control."

Caring as always, it was just a matter of teaching him.

Ji Bieyun sighed, and found that there was also writing on the back, so he turned it over and looked.

——"Thank you for offering the lamp for me. Come to Xuanqing Temple when you have time, the lotus in Xuexiao Lake has already bloomed."

His mind, which had finally calmed down, was disturbed again.

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