Chapter 21
Chapter 21
In view of the fact that there were two unsolved murder cases in C city one after another, the circumstances of the case were serious and the criminal methods were cruel and vicious.
Her main job during this period is to assist the C City Municipal Bureau to solve the case as soon as possible, arrest the murderer, and prevent the next case from appearing.
As for the case of colluding with the Scenic Belt along the River and the Hongxing Middle School case, due to the lack of evidence available, the Municipal Bureau of City C has not yet adopted Diao Shuzhen's suggestion, but has investigated the two cases separately.
Although Diao Shuzhen intuitively sensed some subtle connections between the two cases, it is normal for a bystander to not understand.
Diao Shuzhen had no objection to this.
When I got home, there was a thick layer of dust on the table and the floor, as if no one had lived in it for many years.In fact, less than ten days had passed since the Hongxing Middle School incident, but Diao Shuzhen felt tired as if ten years had passed.
She lay down on the bed, closed her eyes, and various information streams of the two cases flashed in front of her eyes.The neck was stiff, and the eyes were extremely sore, like some kind of cowhide that couldn't be loosened.She tossed and turned on the bed without any sleepiness.The surging thoughts whizzed past her mind, she seemed to see the twisted and struggling expressions of Sun Fengdi and Zhao Guohua, and faintly heard their dying cries in her ears.
In the dilapidated hotel, under the dim light, a tall shadow suppressed the small body. With the shaking of the body, the girl's tears fell like shattered glass.
The girl was already lying in a small sandalwood box, covered in dust in that dilapidated cemetery, with no tombstone and no one to pay homage to her.Like a ray of breeze, there is no trace left in this world.The person who should remember her may be happily touching his wife's belly, waiting for the arrival of a new life with joy.
Diao Shuzhen's stomach was churning, and a vicious feeling came over him.The vulgar joy made her sick.
Whether it was in the clinic in the early years, or frequently rushing to the scene now, eating regularly is a luxury for Diao Shuzhen, and she has long been familiar with chronic stomach problems.
Holding on to her left abdomen, she walked to the bathroom, staggering.A pale face appeared in the mirror: the black hair was soaked in cold sweat, and the face was sticky.His face was gray and his lips were pale.
Since parents don't love their children, why bring them into this world to suffer?
Diao Shuzhen covered his face, his palms felt wet.The volume of the palm is not big enough, and the tears flowed down the arm, all the way to the elbow, and then slid on the ground unwillingly.
Why, to live?
A certain gloomy emotional state has returned.It's an old friend.Diao Shuzhen looked at his pale face in the mirror, and smiled with the corners of his mouth with the remaining strength, as if expressing some kind of sarcasm.
In the next moment, she was engulfed by overwhelming depression.It started again, falling to the bottomless deep sea, the sunlight on the sea surface was getting farther and farther away from itself, falling in the boundless darkness, unable to reach the bottom.
When this thing explodes, it's really terrible.
Diao Shuzhen realized vaguely.In the chaotic mind, occasionally the brilliance of wisdom flashed past.
"Eat something." Song Yucheng's voice sounded like it was coming from far away, and it took Diao Shuzhen several seconds to realize what it was.
"No need." Diao Shuzhen lay on the bed and said vaguely.
The fatigue that went deep into her bones made it even more difficult for her to lift a little finger.It seemed that even such a trivial matter as getting out of bed was like barely surfacing from the depths of the sea, exhausting all the strength.Muscles ache all over.
The sound of knocking on the door came again.
What a mess, Diao Shu was really in a terrible mood, she didn't want Song Yucheng to see her pale complexion, red eyes and swollen eyelids.I don't want her to see the self who is not sunshine.It's really bad, it seems that she is still the little girl hiding in a dark corner and crying silently while hugging her knees.
"Leave me alone." Diao Shuzhen buried his head in the quilt, his voice muffled and listless.It seems that even turning over will exhaust all the strength.
"You haven't eaten for two days." Song Yucheng's voice was clear and cold, "It's good for you to cheer up. If you don't eat for a short period of time, you will sweat, be hungry, feel flustered, tremble due to the drop in blood sugar, and even faint in severe cases. If you don’t eat it for a long time, it may cause peptic ulcer and gastric mucosal atrophy.”
always like this.Always stating the facts, always calculating and making the most rational choice, so objective and calm.It's like a machine without any emotion, it just completes all the tasks precisely and perfectly according to the settings of the program.Never ponder meaning, never be haunted by dark emotions.
"Whether I live or die has nothing to do with you! It's up to you!" Diao Shu was really upset to the extreme.People like me have huddled in dark corners for fear of disturbing your so-called normal people.Why don't you even give me this corner?
"You are troubled by the Zhao Guohua case." There was no declarative sentence with fluctuating tone.Song Yucheng continued, "It's everyone's dream to grow up in a completely flawless family. But in most families, there is no father, and the mother is too strong to arrange it. The defects of the previous generation are accurately passed on to the next generation. This is reality."
"You have no feelings, Song Yucheng. You are a freak who only knows how to deal with dead people. Hold your skull and deal with some cold dead people!" Diao Shu didn't choose what to say.No matter what, just shut up!Turn it off for me!
Sitting up from the bed, she felt dizzy for a while, her eyes were dark, she felt numb and extremely dull, as if she felt the outside world through a thick layer of sponge, numb, as if she was not in this body.
She pushed open the door violently, as if pouring all the disturbed anger onto the wooden door.
Song Yucheng was caught off guard, unable to dodge in time, and the blue and white porcelain bowl in his hand hit the ground with a "smack."
The porcelain bowl was broken on the ground, and the simple and elegant blue and white flowers were torn apart.The white fungus and lotus seed soup was scattered all over the ground, and the red dates lay innocently among them.The soup is steaming hot, and the rich aroma is unreservedly exuded.
At this moment, the unconscious stomach was on fire, clamoring for the lack of blood sugar.
Diao Shuzhen was startled, as if a force returned her three souls and seven souls that were wandering outside, she rushed forward to see if Song Yucheng's hand was burned.The back of the white and flawless hand was red, which was very dazzling.
"I, I—" Diao Shuzhen stuttered to apologize.
Song Yucheng didn't speak, she walked to the kitchen calmly, and then there was the sound of running water.The expression on her face was indifferent and unchanged, Diao Shu really couldn't tell if she was angry or not.
The irritability that had just subsided swept over again.
It was Song Yucheng who was obviously injured, but Diao Shuzhen was extremely depressed - she would rather Song Yucheng had a big fight with her, and it didn't even matter if they just had a fight.No matter how bad it is, at least she can sulk her face or lose her temper, so that she can see what kind of emotion Song Yucheng is in.
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen such unease—ordinary people and even cunning criminals seem to be transparent under Diao Shuzhen’s keen observation, unable to hide their thoughts.
But she couldn't find out Song Yucheng's emotions, thoughts, whether—
hate her.
It seems to be falling into the deep sea, unable to touch anything, falling continuously.
There was a suffocating pain in her chest, stuffy, and she couldn't breathe.
She listened intently to the movement in the kitchen, only the sound of water flowing, it was eerily quiet.
She could imagine Song Yucheng's actions at this time: according to the medical operation guidelines, continue to wash with cold water for 20-30 minutes until the local pain basically disappeared.Those eyes were cold, reflecting the rushing water, so calm.
She went to the kitchen to wash her hands, just knowing rationally that if the pain was not relieved at this time, there would be big blisters and shed skin tomorrow, which would affect her work.No panic over pain, no heartbreak over a friend's rude rejection.I just stared blankly at the white tiles in the kitchen, waiting for the coolness of the water to gradually take away the burning heat in my hands.
No emotion.
Diao Shuzhen couldn't stay any longer, as if she didn't see the mess on the ground, she walked out the door, lost in thought.
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