Touch

Chapter 208 Love

This embrace is still so warm.

as always.

The throbbing brought by those hands is still undiminished, and even after some days of no contact, the body's reaction to it is as intense and sensitive as a rebound.

Her embrace was very soft, but her body was very cold, even cooler than her own.

Xu Zhen felt the coolness for the first time, and felt pain in his heart.

There have been countless nights when the two of them slept together, Xu Zhen was weak and cold, Yang Xiu always warmed her, she was much warmer than her,

Once upon a time, the vigorous heat in those blood vessels warmed her properly through the skin of her body.But at this moment, the body hugging her is cooler than her, colder, colder, and less popular.

Yang Xiu hugged her so tightly that Xu Zhen's waist was almost folded by her, but she snuggled into her arms willingly, her body and mind were actively sensing the woman in front of her, her heartbeat, her temperature, Sensing her breath, following her strength, he encircled her, and gently stroked her with his hand. Yang Xiu probably only had a thin unlined garment under his jacket, so the lines of the gauze could be faintly felt between his fingers, and Xu Zhen's hands trembled. , softly whispered in Yang Xiu's ear: "Let me see your injury."

She is not a doctor, nor does she know medical skills, but her partner's body is so cold, she wants to take a look, to see what happened to Yang Xiu.

On the desk was the most detailed report of the battle outside Lhasa, which she had read several times.Those objective descriptions were tragic, those blood drops ejected from the aorta. When Xu Zhen first saw the report, she was even glad that she could not fall asleep. She was afraid that she would bring those straightforward descriptions into her dreams and see Yang Xiu covered in blood.

Yang Xiu didn't let go of her arm, Xu Zhen rubbed Yang Xiu's ear in an uneasy manner, turned his head to look at her face buried on his shoulder, "Sorry to fight, sorry to show me, eh? "

In the darkness, Yang Xiu's pupils showed a lingering gleam, and he muttered softly, "I won't show you."

There was a somewhat hesitant pause in the air, after which Xu Zhen gave a low laugh, raised his hands, and put his arms around Yang Xiu's head.

The surroundings were as quiet as water, and the two leaned in each other's arms, wrapped in the long-lost comfort and tenderness, and all the disturbances were left behind.

After a long time, Xu Zhen let out a soft cry of pain, and under the gaze of Yang Xiu's raised eyes, said softly, "The feet are numb."

Yang Xiu was stunned and then smiled—curling her lips in embarrassment, she hugged Xu Zhen straight up and down, put her arms around her waist with one hand, and supported the back of her thighs with the other, looking up at her like a child Crazy love is also like a lover's lingering.

Xu Zhen's cheeks were flushed, and she let Yang Xiu hold her in the dark and moved to the sofa in the living room to sit down.Holding her hands as if she were a fragile porcelain doll, she was careful, but she couldn't bear to let go for a second.When the two of them sat down, Xu Zhen half-lyed and half-kneeled on the sofa. When she had time, she unzipped Yang Xiu's jacket and pulled her clothes to the sides.

The clothes were pulled halfway, and Yang Xiu's hand that was looped back caught the slipping position. Yang Xiu rarely muttered like a child: "No." She insisted not to give Xu Zhen a chance.

Xu Zhen laughed in a low voice, Yang Xiu listened to the laughter, and there was enthusiasm on her cheeks, she lowered her head even more, so that Xu Zhen would not see her acting like a rascal, Xu Zhen was hugged tightly by Yang Xiu, and the laughter brought out Panting a little, causing her body to tremble slightly, Yang Xiu sniffed the familiar fragrance, buried her head on the side of Xu Zhen's neck, took a deep breath impatiently, pursed her lips, but did not dare to move.

Those hands were still attached to his waist and back, and the slightest movement made it unbearable. The hot breath hit the neck, and every breath could pull the pulse in the neck and shake along with it. Xu Zhen is a mature woman. She felt uncomfortable when Yang Xiu touched her like this, but her attention was attracted by Yang Xiu's restraint.The woman who hugged her had a fast beating heart and scorching breath. She couldn't be less emotional than her, but she didn't dare to kiss her.

why?

Xu Zhen could think of many reasons for Yang Xiu, but she was unwilling to accept any of them.

Accompanied by a shallow sigh, Xu Zhen supported the head of the woman in his arms with both hands, suppressing the discomfort of being touched by Yang Xiu's upper body, and gently rubbed the tip of her nose against hers.

"Don't try to run."

Yang Xiu turned into a puddle of water in her palm, soft, with nostalgia and sadness in her eyes, she didn't say much about her bad situation anytime, anywhere, and the slim chance of meeting in the future, but asked: "Why haven't you been sleeping well lately?"

That night in Lhasa, the woman in my arms almost fell into a deep sleep after saying that sentence to her. The kind of sleepiness that is on the verge of the extreme limit does not appear after a day or two. Before Yang Xiu, the woman in his arms had been suffering for an unknown amount of time.

After that day, that sleepy face lingered in Yang Xiu's mind for countless times.

If it wasn't for worrying, Yang Xiu thought, she could bear it if she only thought about it.

If she hadn't been thinking about this question in her heart, Yang Xiu wouldn't, and didn't have to appear here tonight.

Xu Zhen looked at her carefully, withdrew her gentle expression, showing two points of grievance, "I just can't sleep."

Yang Xiu looked at her anxiously, Xu Zhen withdrew her hand, stretched behind her to hold Yang Xiuhuan's hand around her waist, and closed it in her palm with satisfaction and a sigh. She rested her head on Yang Xiu's shoulder, relaxing her body comfortably, Immediately, she felt a little sleepy. If she didn't want to talk to Yang Xiuduo, she needed to grab this goblin who might disappear at any time. At this moment, she would also want to sleep.

"In the past few years, my sleep has been poor. On the one hand, I think more and rarely have free time in my mind. On the other hand... it is always that one time that left some psychological shadows. These years, Others only see that I like hand models, but they don’t know that I really need them. I spend more time sleeping in the hand model room than in bed.”

"After being with you, those hand models have no effect on me."

After Xu Zhen finished speaking, she stopped and didn't continue, but she knew that Yang Xiu could understand and hear the second half of the sentence she didn't say.

'Every night I was with you, I slept soundly. After you left, I felt less and less of your breath, and it became more and more difficult to fall asleep, more and more... impossible to achieve. '

Xu Zhen didn't look up at her, but she could feel that after hearing what she said, the woman around her suddenly panicked.This strong and powerful woman, who was desperately trying not to blink an eye, hugged Xu Zhen at a loss, and said in a trembling voice: "No, it can't be like this..."

Her voice couldn't even be coherent, tinged with fear and panic.

"This can't be..."

Yang Xiu really panicked.

All her plans, calculations, transactions and strategies are hidden in the box still tied at hand, there is only one, and the only thing she doesn't have is that she can survive well.

It's not that she doesn't want to, but that she really can't do it.

From the day she decided to avenge the mute, she has no future.

She allowed her own darkness to spread and grow, one person made a mistake and the other took the responsibility, the big mistake, when the ashes were sprinkled, it disappeared.

Every night when she was alone, she curled herself up into a ball, thinking of the woman who must be looking for her hard, but she dared not see her, she had gone too deep on that road, there was no way to turn back, there was no future.

A month ago, she still had a clean identity, and she might be able to break away from the agency's expectations, and might really be able to stay here forever, by Xu Zhen's side, with her vision of living together.

But it was because of these visions of hers that the mute became an innocent victim and died worthlessly in the hands of the underworld.

That was her closest person, that was the person who stayed with her the longest after she became an adult, and that was her only support in the time after her parents left.

The death of the mute was a crime she had to bear.

So she willingly gave up herself, gave up the life and desire that may have been at your fingertips, or maybe never belonged to her.

Tonight, she couldn't help hugging her, feeling her breath, her warmth, her smell, but she dared not kiss her, dare not let her take off her clothes, dare not treat her naked, she was afraid of herself Can't control it.

Xu Zhen loves her, she knows, but Xu Zhen is not an independent individual, she has family, relatives and friends, a career, a job, without Yang Xiu, Xu Zhen will suffer, but Xu Zhen will survive.

Until Xu Zhen spoke to her in a soft and shallow tone.

Without you, I probably wouldn't be able to live.

Even if she knew clearly that this was Xu Zhen, this was the Xu Zhen who could see through people's hearts with just one glance, the Xu Zhen who had been in the mall for many years and single-handedly turned the times into a giant.

One word from big demon Xu can always manipulate others.

But Yang Xiu didn't dare to gamble.

She really didn't dare.

Xu Zhen waited for a long time, until suddenly, she felt Yang Xiu tremble slightly.

The woman, holding Xu Zhen in her arms, burst into tears, crying until she couldn't make a sound.