rose with snow

Chapter 126

"Gone."

Huai Xu sat up slowly and repeated these two words.

She flattened the corners of her lips and sat for a while.

In the extreme silence, Huai Xu's expression was nothingness, making it impossible for people to see.Seeing her like this, the system couldn't explain why, and felt guilty.

Finally, Huai Xu moved, she poured herself a cup of tea, her hands were steady, and after drinking the cup of tea, Huai Xu said:

"Give you a chance to replenish."

The steam from the hot tea seemed to turn into ice as it flowed into her body, and even her voice and tone were bone-chillingly cold.

Light poured into the ward from the window, but there was no temperature in the room.

Song Yingshi left, as if taking the last warmth away from her body.The system seemed to see the last Huai Xu in the previous life again, his whole body was dead and indifferent, not like a living thing in the world.

Knowing that Huai Xu would not know what it was hiding, but in front of Huai Xu like this, the system still lowered its head and conveyed Song Yingshi's nonsense.

This sentence was really useless to the system. After Huai Xu listened to it, there was finally a star in his eyes, but it was quickly submerged by the boundless wind and snow, leaving only cruelty.

Live well and wait for my return.

There is also this sentence: stay a widow, copy homework.

Huai Xu discarded her feelings and left these words in her heart when she rehearsed Song Ying.

If Song Yingshi hadn't been involuntary, she would not have left without saying a word and rushed to her death.Facing the persecution of the system, Song Yingshi and her only wanted to do one thing——

Make the system disappear.

She has always been positive and optimistic, very decisive, and unlike herself, she can lie.She never loses her word.

Huai Xu has never been so grateful to Song Ying for her trustworthiness and her unafraid of all loneliness, allowing her to glimpse a faint light of the sky in a few words in a foggy environment.

Huai Xu got up and tidied herself up.

She asked the system: "What is Song Yingshi doing?"

system:"……"

It didn't understand why it was so naturally used as a mouthpiece by the two of them!But in front of Huai Xu, it can only say humbly that it can only talk once a month, and now it doesn't know Song Yingshi's information.

Once a month, and the information will pass through the system.

This is obviously not a good thing. The system is now wearing a docile skin in front of her, but it is actually cunning and knows everything about the past of the two of them.If you want to succeed, you must let it relax its vigilance, otherwise it will only cause it to take a tough control.Song Yingshi must have thought the same way, so asking the system to bring her words was like a joke.

Copy homework.

Huai Xu figured out the secrets between the lines in these three words.

She quickly remembered that this was mentioned when they were chatting in bed that night, and they also said that night... Song Yingshi's career as an actor.

Song Yingshi confirmed that the system did not know her daily information, and it was at the end of the year.

She officially ended her successful global tour with her teammates, Guiying gave them a vacation, and Song Yingshi participated in a new movie interview on the second day of the New Year's Day holiday, and successfully won the target role. main character.

Rong Yi and the others were all celebrating her at the villa that night, even Lu Xuewen and Yu Sheng who happened to be in S City also came, and Xu Yi.

For a moment, it was like returning to the time when we were in the White Tower, everyone was lively, drinking and chatting.Song Yingshi was drunk for the first time, and fell asleep in a daze. When she woke up the next day, her mouth was dry and her head hurt a little.

When going downstairs to pour water, Kou Lengyu said: "Captain, do you know that you can talk drunk when you are drunk?"

Song Yingshi said casually: "I can't remember, my head still hurts... what did I say?"

Wanjiao, who was eating an apple next to her, said, "What system are you talking about, what Huai Xu... Who is Huai Xu who is going back? Xiao Shi, where are you going back?"

Xing Huan hugged the pillow and said, "Go home? I heard something about going home... and killing the system, it's weird, I didn't understand. If you want to go home and have a look, go back, Captain, don't worry about us all the time."

At that time, Song Yingshi's hand tightened suddenly while holding the cup.

She has always suspected that the system has not relaxed its surveillance on her, or that there is some keyword trigger mechanism.But after this incident and follow-up probing, Song Yingshi was roughly sure that the system had completely given up paying attention to her, and only came to see her once a month on the 8th, and brought her a few innocuous words.

In contrast, Song Yingshi did not get any reply from Huaixu.It doesn't matter, as long as the system is there, she knows that Huai Xu is still there.Most of her words are just to let Huai Xu confirm her safety.

After a blessing in disguise confirmed that there was no supervision, Song Yingshi acted much bolder.

Soon everyone discovered that Miss Song of the Song family, who had become popular in the entertainment industry, became interested in occultism, and often visited some masters, and she had explored everything from ancient to modern times, from all over the world.

A lot of people took the initiative to recommend her, and they got rich rewards, so more and more people flocked to her.But even so, Ms. Song didn't stop looking for it. When someone asked, Ms. Song only said that the puzzle was still unsolved.

Over time, what Ms. Song's puzzle is has become a hotly debated mystery in the rich circle of S City.I don't know who spread the truth, saying that Ms. Song is looking for someone.

Rumors spread, SRG formed a group for one year, held a graduation concert, and bid farewell to group fans.

SRG is the entertainment legend of the year.

It is different from all the previous regiments, relying on the excellent operation of Rose Shadow, it has created countless myths.

The team members have strong personal business ability and harmonious feelings.The quality and quantity of endorsement business are both excellent.Redefining domestic women's groups by taking group activities as a unit.The debut experience and business model have attracted large and small variety shows and girl groups to imitate, but no one in domestic entertainment can match.

Now that the group is disbanded, everyone is on their own path of personal development.

Song Yingshi still chose to become an actor.She is about to go to D city to join the group and shoot the previous interview film.

Before leaving, she went to the premiere of "Xian Miao".

Originally, two people should watch this movie.

When she took her seat, she left a seat on the left.

The lights in the cinema were dimmed, and halfway through the show, she saw herself and Huai Xu appearing on the screen, red and white, and the clothes fluttering.

...Did you forget?The system has not erased the presence of bouquets.

Song Yingshi was originally sitting gracefully smiling and looking ahead, but when Li Guyun appeared in front of her, she lost control of her expression for a moment and leaned against the back of the front seat, staring at the screen intently, unwilling to blink.

On the screen, she played the red carp and said: "How many people in the world are as lucky as us? You can find it again if you lose it. You say she is an idiot, don't you remember that you were an idiot talking about dreams before."

Li Guyun turned over from the tip of the snow-covered bamboo and fell down, as light as a fairy, stirring up snow and dust.Her eyebrows are clear and handsome, and she has some affection when she looks at the red carp:

"It can be seen that the world should be crazy. If you are not crazy, you won't be dreaming."

In this scene, Li Guyun and Hong Li mentioned the protagonist's matter, involving themselves.When the red carp died with the sword, Li Guyun was heartbroken, and then Li Guyun came to the world view of "Xian Miao" by chance, and the two met again.

"Dream……"

Song Yingshi repeated in a murmur, remembering another strange event in this year.

She dreamed of a sea frequently, at first when she first fell in love with Huai Xu, and later on the night before she went to film "Xian Miao", she didn't tell Huai Xu.

Only later did she know that the sea represented the death of Huai Xu.

On the night between the 8th and 9th of every month, she always dreamed about it again.She recalled without difficulty the sound of waves and tides, and at night seas seemed to devour all things.

The box office performance and word-of-mouth of "Xian Miao" are good. As the popular cp, the beautiful red and white group did not disappoint Ning Xiao. Their animations and clips are all over the world, but no one has ever asked who this Li Guyun is. Song Yingshi was really popular, and the movie was remembered by the audience before it was shot.

Song Yingshi was very happy.Because in Huaixu's world, Huaixu must be like her, and she has received many praises and likes.

Immediately after the premiere, during the system's monthly visits, Song Yingshi asked openly:

"Why are Huai Xu and I in the same frame in "Xian Miao"?"

The system said indifferently: "It's just a movie, just watch it. If you don't watch it again, you will almost forget what she looks like? It's best to forget."

Song Yingshi's eyes flashed.It seems that it was not in vain to pretend that nothing happened this year. The system has initially relaxed its vigilance against her, and she can pass on more information that she guessed and found.

Maybe after collecting the information about the world in the mirror at this time, the system asks, "Are you and this Ding Cheng on the hot search real or fake? Study the script together?"

Ding Cheng is the male lead of her co-creation. His agent and Qu Qing mentioned that he wanted to fire CP, but Song Yingshi directly refused.

But Song Yingshi recently became popular because of "Xian Miao", and the other party came up to him because of the popularity. The filming of the same crew was not halfway done, and he only played some friendship-like edge balls, and Song Yingshi couldn't really tear his face.

At this time the system asked, Song Yingshi was about to deny it directly, but thinking that the system was suspicious, she said vaguely:

"Ding Cheng is a good colleague."

The system turned around and told Huai Xu: "Song Yingshi joined the new crew, she seems to be doing well, and she is having an affair with the male lead. She has already let go, so you should let go earlier, okay?"

When the system said this, Huai Xu was preparing his acceptance speech for the Huajing Award.She had already changed into a pure black evening dress, her skin was cold and pale under the high slit skirt, and a ribbon on her wrist was very familiar to fans.

SRG Graduation Concert, Birthday Meeting, Qingming Night Awards Ceremony, Premiere of "Xian Miao"...

In almost all important moments of Huai Xu, this headband will appear in her hair or on her wrist.

Fans traced it back and found that it existed as early as the Haruno period, but its significance to Huaixu was unknown.Some media, big and small, asked about it, but Huai Xu avoided answering.

From amateurs to C-position debut SRG, and then to the stage of Huajing Awards, the highest gold content in the mainland music industry, and won the Chinese Golden Melody Award, Best Composer Award and Best Newcomer Award in one fell swoop.

She has excellent voice, color and art, and her growth in a year is unbelievable, as if a flower bud is blooming, exuding a glamorous demeanor, and at the same time has faded youthful maturity and a strong aura.

Her lyricist and composition group is a work that SRG is proud of. Her solo single and the album in preparation have attracted countless fans, flocking to her throne.

Under the shining lights, everyone could no longer find any immaturity in her, only calm and charming, alienated and indifferent from others thousands of miles away.

She was not a little trainee who appeared in front of the audience for the first time a year ago. During the interview after the Huajing Awards, the media was enthusiastic but cautious. There was only one brash New Entertainment reporter who didn't shy away from asking about the ribbon on Huai Xu's wrist.

Many reporters were worried that this question would annoy the already brief and quick questions, and they left the venue directly, making them lose the best interview candidate tonight.

But this time, Huai Xu raised her long eyebrows and raised her wrist towards the camera, for the first time, with a faint smile on her lips:

"This? Someone left it for me."

Hey!

someone!

The reporters immediately smelled the smell of melon, the new singer is a big melon!

"Can you reveal who the other party is? Is it a friend or..."

"Are you also in the circle?"

"Is the other party a boy or a girl?"

Numerous cameras and Mai aimed at Huai Xu, expecting her answer.

None of this affected Huai Xu.She looked ahead, as if seeing that person through time and space.

Song Yingshi told her to wait for her to come back, and she would wait forever.No matter what others say, she only believes in Song Yingshi.

Even if Song Yingshi really fell in love with others, she would not give up Song Yingshi if she didn't want to.

At this moment, Huai Xu seemed to understand Fu Shu.

"She's someone who means a lot to me, a woman. I'm going to keep this hair tie with me until she comes back."

There was an uproar.

After the Huajing Award, the system did not appear in front of Huaixu for half a month.

When it came back, it stuffed more men in front of Huai Xu.

Huaixu sees a lot of high-quality men in her daily life and work, all kinds, from uncles to milk dogs, and there are many ways to try to attract her attention.Even ordering a takeaway by chance, the delivery boy is very handsome, which directly speeds up the staff around Huaixu's ordering.

These people have more or less expressed affection for Huai Xu, and some wealthy sons publicly confessed their love and made a fuss on the Internet. This kind of thing has never stopped this year, and male fans accounted for half of the country, which made Huai Xu have "" Straight man cut the original cut" title.

The system made so many tricks and tried to straighten Huaixu, but Huaixu himself was indifferent.

Apart from her ongoing career, she has only one thing in mind, and only one person to wait for.

A few days after the first anniversary of the disbandment of SRG, Fu Shu committed suicide.

When Huai Xu heard others talking about the news in the recording studio, he couldn't remember who Fu Shu was for a moment.

She turned on her phone and checked the news.

Compared with his previous life, Fu Shu died in a very desolate situation, but the place of death was still in front of the museum.

System: "He couldn't forget Song Yingshi, and he couldn't get it. He struggled for so long and chose to die. I don't understand."

After watching the news, Huai Xu said in a low voice, "I got back my musical talent from Zheng Qiyi, and my fortune from Song Ming. What are you putting on Fu Shu?"

After 5 minutes, the system replied: "I didn't put anything on him."

Huai Xu was noncommittal, put the phone screen down, closed his eyes and rested his mind, but his nerves were extremely active.

Two years later, she finally got a real clue——

Fu Shu lost his life.

The truth of Fu Shu's death is unknown, maybe he committed suicide, or maybe he was tortured to death by the system.

He had a male lead, and Huai Xu never did anything to him in this life, but in the end he died, earlier than in his previous life.

Huai Xu remembered Song Ying asked the system to bring over a physics problem in March.Song Yingshi asked the system to bring a lot of messy things, Huai Xu remembered everything clearly, and pondered over and over again in his heart.Perhaps even Song Yingshi didn't know which ones were right, so she could only convey them to Huai Xu to identify.

That physics problem was no exception. The problem was very simple, and Huai Xu finished it in 2 minutes. She remembered that the theory used in that problem was energy conservation.

Conservation.

If it diverges from this angle, where did Fu Shu lose his life?Did you give it back to her?

Or, why—she would lose her life?

Huai Xu immediately thought of Song Yingshi's life value before.And Song Yingshi's life value task was sent to her by system R.

In the past two years, Huai Xu has thought about everything about the system, not only the system is monitoring her, she is also monitoring the system.

The system is not unchanged.

As time went by, Huai Xu found that the power of the system was weakening.

Subtle changes cannot escape Huai Xu's perception.For example, the simplest thing is that the system responds to her more slowly.

There are also obvious changes.After the Huajing Award, the system disappeared for half a month.Five months later, when Huai Xu was invited to attend a major domestic gala and broke through again, the system disappeared for ten days.The last time she attended the Music Awards in Country G and won the trophy, the system disappeared for a full month.

Three times, enough for Huai Xu to be sure it was no coincidence.

In the process, she also learned about the reason why Song Ying allowed her to develop her career-when her career broke through barriers again and again, the system would fail.

Within a few days after Fu Shu passed away, the system was still dying, and the possibility of the system using Fu Shu's energy as self-nutrient could be ruled out.

The period of system weakness did not make it easy to talk, but it made it more irritable, and even arranged for Huaixu to be drugged, and the room broke into the scene of a crazy admirer.

It's a pity that he made a wrong move and lost to Huai Xu again.

After asking the assistant bodyguard to take the man out to call the police, Huai Xu changed to a suite to rest and soak in the bathtub to relax.

"Disappointed? I'm out of your script again."

Right now, the system situation is not enough for the two to communicate smoothly, and Huai Xu doesn't need it to say anything.

Her voluptuous curves are looming under the foam, her cool face is shrouded in white mist, her lips are parted and closed:

"I've been thinking about what you are and what you're trying to figure out on me. Why did you collapse, and why did you come back again?"

"Are you surprised? I know you have collapsed. It's not difficult to guess, but the most difficult thing in the process of solving the puzzle is not to list the possibilities, but to confirm—in the previous life, when I died, you died too."

The fact that this matter can be confirmed is not only due to the information sent back by Song Yingshi, but also because of the extremely coincidental timing and a series of performances of the system.

Huaixu attempted suicide before the Chunye draft interview and began to be reborn.The next day, Song Yingshi "crossed the book", obtained system R, and started a series of life-earning tasks.

Song Yingshi completed the task of life value, and system R automatically became invisible after completing the task, but the system did not return.The system didn't come back until Huai Xu remembered the memory before rebirth.It is enough to prove that the "life" of the system is closely related to Huaixu...or in other words, it is closely related to Huaixu's consciousness.

It's not that Huaixu is attached to it, but it is attached to Huaixu's consciousness.

When it hates and fears Song Ying so much, but arranges Song Ying to approach itself when it collapses and cannot appear, it must have a plan.

Huaixu doesn't know what it needs, but it is almost certain that when Song Yingshi earns life points, it also relies on System R, earns some form of energy from her, and secretly recharges itself.

Until the energy is full, and until her consciousness is complete, it can't wait to come back to her.

Huai Xu tapped the white porcelain bathtub with her fingers, and said, "What did you get from me when you relied on Song Ying? What words would you use to sum it up...Intimacy? Favor? Pleasure value? When you return to me, your energy source Another change. If not, you wouldn't let Song Yingshi leave."

Huai Xu smiled slightly and said, "What is it this time? The delusion that you want me to follow your script and control my destiny, because my career has been backlashed. Is it true that if I continue like this, you will disappear completely one day?"

Her tone was full of interest, as if she was saying something very interesting.

If the system had a human form, it must be terrified and dumbfounded at this moment.

It has been trying its best to hide the truth and ultimate logic, and it has been smashed to the bottom by a few words.If it didn't know that it was impossible, it would have thought that Huai Xu had taken it apart and seen it.

The system tremblingly said: "You can't let me disappear, Song Yingshi hasn't come back yet, don't you want her to come back? And - I'm all for your own good! How can you bear it! You should get married and have children and live happily happy--"

"I said, I'm not your heroine, I'm Huai Xu."

Huai Xu's face turned cold, and his brows and eyes were almost cruel: "It's been two lifetimes, and you still don't understand?"

"It was a bug in my previous life, but this time it will definitely work."

The system hastily refuted.The heroine should marry a good man, this is the logic written in her body, how can it be wrong!If you do it a hundred times, it will also send away the bug Song Yingshi.She's good, but not for it's heroine.

Huai Xu stopped arguing with the system pointlessly, and just said word by word:

"Let Song Yingshi come back now."

Before the critical moment, the system turned off the energy-saving mode, and said patiently:

"...Let's take a step back. You get married and have children, and I will let her come back in five years."

It thinks that this is a major concession, and Huai Xu should be satisfied.But the expected reconciliation or bargaining did not appear, Huai Xu smiled.

The smile wasn't strong, but it made the system feel alarmed.It heard Huai Xu say:

"It seems that you think I haven't found your life gate."

"what are you saying?"

Huai Xu got up from the bathtub, dried her body gently and slowly, put on a soft silk nightgown and opened the door.

On the opposite side, the floor-to-ceiling windows are opened and countless cool sea breezes pour in, and the night view of the side bank not far away is gorgeous.

This is a holiday villa located by the sea, specially arranged by Huai Xu.

She was wearing a loose nightgown, and with her thin body, she walked towards the sea against the wind.The sea breeze blew her half-wet long hair, she walked back to the beach step by step like a siren walking out of the sea, where she came from.

She stepped on the sand with bare feet, and waves of sea water brushed against her feet.

Huai Xu looked sideways at the lights of the human world in the distance, those lights were reflected on the sea, very beautiful.

She withdrew her gaze and stared at the black sea water in front of her. When her tone was like this, the sea surface was calm and bottomless.

"The end point of weakness is dormancy. You will not die. Sooner or later, you will make a comeback. The way to kill you has long been answered, isn't it?"

When Huai Xu said this, the sea water had already covered her calf.She stopped in the midst of a series of exclamations and pleas from the system, and looked up at the moon in the sky.

It is now in the middle and late ten days, the moon seems to be round or not, but it is still bright and clear.She heard from the little assistant that today is Chinese Valentine's Day.

Huai Xu smiled at the moon, her most gentle appearance in the past two years.

"Xiao Shi must have guessed it a long time ago."

Xiao Shi is such a smart person, at the beginning of the separation, he guessed to let her get rid of the system's arrangement of fate, so as to seriously hurt the system.How could it have been unexpected that the system cares most about its Achilles' heel?

Even she herself is pretending to be confused.If possible, she would like to wait until Song Yingshi.She also knew that Song Yingshi did everything for the two of them, and her leaving halfway was tantamount to betrayal.

It's just that the system's performance tells her that as long as it exists, its persecution will never stop.

But Fu Shu's death made Huai Xu see another kind of hope——

It's a big gamble.

Song Yingshi once again dreamed of Klein Sehai.

She knew that this was a dream, and she also clearly knew that this should not be a dream today.

Today is not the 8th.

The sea wind is violent, and the waves are getting higher and higher, as if they are trying to roll something up from the bottom of the sea.

It was the first time for Song Yingshi to see the sea clearly. For the first time, she realized that the sea water was originally thick black, but it was only because of the clear light of the moon falling on the sea surface, there were dots of stars in the sky, and the sea surface was plated into Klein blue.

This sea was still very familiar and friendly to Song Yingshi, she hesitated for a while, followed her intuition, and walked into this sea area for the first time.

She was surprised to find that the sea water was warm and comfortable.

She walked into the bottom of the sea step by step, her eyes slightly wide open as if walking on flat ground.

In the deep sea, in a ray of faint light, she was sleeping in a deep sleep, with a peaceful expression and a relaxed body.Her clothes and long hair were rolled into a soft and loose appearance by the water flow, and her face was quiet and beautiful in the dim light.

Song Yingshi staggered over in the sea with one deep foot and one shallow foot.

Song Yingshi found her Rose.