Chapter 85 The princess who converted to Buddhism [6]
Chapter 85 The princess who converted to Buddhism [6]
The following days could be called as dull as water, and under Yu Jiaojiao's calm and distant approach, the maid also got used to the master's new 'eccentricity'
——When reading and resting, I don't like to get too close to others, disturbing the quietness of others.
For other royal children, this behavior is definitely strange, but when it is put on Yu Jiaojiao, the maids take it for granted. It doesn't seem strange to do this kind of thing now.
Maybe one day she will have a whim and want to live like other nuns in the monastery!
In fact, she doesn't need to do this, Tanghua can change as she likes, and there is no danger of being discovered. She can turn into a human when there is no one, and can turn into a snake again when there is someone, but Yu Jiaojiao still does this. Are you willing to hide and hide?
Yu Jiaojiao also began to go up the mountain frequently. For most animals, staying in the mountains is far more comfortable than staying in human dwellings, but Tanghua is not interested in this. After all, it is comfortable to lie on the tree trunk or the bed. Any idiot knows.
However, if Yu Jiaojiao wanted to go up the mountain, Tang Hua could only accompany her. After all, there were a lot of mosquitoes, snakes and poisonous insects in the mountains, and her group of useless men might not be able to take care of them.
Of course, she is also very surprised why Yu Jiaojiao suddenly fell in love with the mountains and forests. What do you do when you go to the mountains to feel the nature?But since Yu Jiaojiao likes it, it's okay.
Yu Jiaojiao didn't notice Tang Hua's reluctance, after all, she was very active every time she came, and occasionally she couldn't be found, obviously she liked to wander in the mountains and forests.
The two thought each other liked each other very much, so this activity has been inherited for a long time. This is really a wonderful misunderstanding.
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One month before New Year's Eve, the palace had already sent someone to pick her up and go back to the palace, the maid packed her bags and started to return, Yu Jiaojiao would not refuse to go back.
The top of her head has only grown an inch in a few months, and the blue scalp under the hair can still be seen. This is probably because she shaved off the hair as soon as it came out, so that thinking about it now It is very difficult to grow out.
Yu Jiaojiao, who has an 'inch head', seems to have a little more temperament that he didn't have before. Although his demeanor is still calm and dignified, his eyes are clear, but inexplicably there is a bit more evil, just like Buddhism and Taoism. The Dharma spoken by the demon monks and monks has completely different meanings from the Dharma spoken by ordinary monks.
Yu Jiaojiao stretched out his hand to touch his prickly short hair, his face was calm.
In fact, she didn't know whether it was right to do so, and she didn't know whether she was motivated by the color, or was influenced by the memory of her previous life, so that she abandoned the Buddhas, and even couldn't wait to leave the temple.
Maybe it's a combination of both. After all, if she doesn't have the memory of her previous life, it's impossible for her, as a princess, to be defenseless against an obviously intelligent creature. The memory of the previous life saved them the period of contact and running-in, just like friends they haven't seen for many years, they have drawn closer in a short period of time.
If she didn't look like she stepped on every point of her aesthetics, she wouldn't be attracted to her, although Yu Jiaojiao couldn't tell if it was influenced by her past memories.
After all, it can be seen from the fragmented memory fragments that they were lovers in the previous life.
However, her subconscious mind told Yu Jiaojiao that this was not good, and she also instinctively rejected and feared all this, as if she couldn't fall in love with others, otherwise she would definitely encounter terrible things.
Yu Jiaojiao rejects this kind of subconscious instinct. What she despises the most is the person who treats feelings as a catastrophe. A person's life is inseparable from the word "feelings". You can take it lightly or not care about it, but what is it like to treat it as a catastrophe? thing.
But in the practice world, this is regarded as a normal state, and instead, scum and scum such as killing the whole family to prove the way have been born. Yu Jiaojiao doesn't like this kind of practice.
Whether it is a failed relationship or a successful relationship, it is a life experience. Because of fear and fear that the relationship will make him lose his mind, he chooses to kill when the relationship is not deep. In Yu Jiaojiao's view, it is a very ridiculous approach.
Of course, Yu Jiaojiao doesn't think that her point of view is absolutely correct, which only means that her own thoughts are okay, but there is a saying that heaven and earth are sentient beings, what you can't ask for, what you get, you can't get it again... and so on.
In modern times, there are still many people who can't think about it because of breaking up, let alone this era, so it's no wonder that many practitioners are afraid of it.
However, Yu Jiaojiao is not afraid of cultivating the Buddha and the mind, not to mention that he has only cultivated the mind but not the body, and his life span is the same as that of ordinary people. In this case, there is no need to estimate other things.
However, Yu Jiaojiao, who seems to be living a transparent life, actually has a lot of troubles.
When she was young, she was worried about the open guns and dark arrows in the palace. When she was young, she was worried that she would never be able to persuade her mother and emperor to not marry herself. After entering the temple, she began to worry that she wanted to talk about the Buddha as her peers. Now She still has troubles.
It seems that lovers who have had an "ex" will always compare themselves with their ex in their minds unconsciously. Those who are not smart will ask directly, but those who are smart know that asking directly will cause rebellion and make the relationship complicated. .
But sometimes, thinking too much is actually not as easy as going straight to solve the problem.
Yu Jiaojiao has never been in a relationship, but she lives soberly and thinks thoroughly. In a relationship, the only thing that can restrain each other is love. The so-called probing, beating, and questioning can only make the relationship fade away. It is mine sooner or later. , not mine and never insist otherwise.
So although Yu Jiaojiao had a grudge about whether Tang Hua liked Tang Hua in his previous life or his current self, he never thought of asking.
She has such a character, she is used to solving problems by herself, although she doesn't think that what she does is right, but she also has personality flaws, the more she cares, the less calm she is, so she always wraps herself in Under the thick mask, people have to guess even if they don't care.
Yu Jiaojiao actually thinks this is not good, but she seriously lacks similar experience, but her high IQ and high EQ allow her to quickly identify the core of the contradiction and instinctively make choices that are beneficial to herself.
Many love masters will actually use this method, if they are close or far away, they are like flowing water that cannot be grasped, and like honey water that is trapped in a cup. If you hold it tightly, you will not spill it. .
No jealousy, but anxiety.
This kind of practice is like stepping on a tightrope. It's just the first time in love. It is destined to be full of thorns. Yu Jiaojiao's personality also prevents her from acting like a coquettish and complaining like ordinary women. Questions such as "falling into the water" and "who looks better between me and your ex-girlfriend" are deeply hidden in my heart. She looks like a flower in a high mountain, and if she doesn't say it, no one will know what she is thinking .
This is not a contradiction, but just a kind of lack of self-confidence + ostrich mentality.
From the perspective of an outsider, you can always come up with correct and reasonable solutions, but in the mountains, a simple question may not be answered for a lifetime.
Tang Hua really didn't see what she was thinking. To a certain extent, their views overlapped subtly. Yu Jiaojiao thought that such questions were meaningless, so there was no need to ask them. Tang Hua still held her breath and didn't go. Inquire about the existence of 'White Moonlight'.
She also has pride, and she doesn't think that she is weaker than others. As a substitute, she wants to see who is the substitute? !
Tang Hua didn't know that he was faced with the problem of the century, and neither did Yu Jiaojiao, he let the other party give birth to an "ex" out of nothing.
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Yu Jiaojiao's idea of moving to the south of the Yangtze River went smoothly. After all, she had been a nun for several years before that, and the queen mother became a Buddha. Now she is willing to leave the Buddhist hall, she is naturally overjoyed, how can there be any reason to refuse?
However, this kind of behavior also made the Queen Mother renew the idea of giving a marriage. After all, although she is an 'old girl' now, but she is the eldest princess, who would dare to dislike her?
Yu Jiaojiao was very troubled by this, and it took him a long time to persuade the other party to stop his thoughts. After New Year's Eve, he followed the long team to Jiangnan.
After all, there are many nights and dreams, and only in such a place where the emperor is far away can the problem be solved without anyone noticing, otherwise it may not be able to solve a small problem in a few years at the feet of the emperor.
Except for the shortcoming of not having many heirs, these generations of emperors in Jingguo are excellent in other aspects, and because of the emperor's suspicion, even if Yu Jiaojiao is his sister, he can't be completely at ease. The reason for going away.
There has always been a saying that evildoers will harm the country. Tanghua lives in the capital, which always makes Yu Jiaojiao feel uneasy, for fear that one day something will happen to the east window, and when he wakes up, he will see a dead body.
This uneasy state of mind made Yu Jiaojiao feel familiar, as if there was such a person once, who rejected others, but due to some reasons, he couldn't face-to-face conflict, or wanted to have the best of both worlds, so he could only choose to run away and avoid it completely. Separate the two to avoid conflict.
Yu Jiaojiao rested her pillow on Tanghua's lap, thinking that if she was God, she would definitely send a thunderbolt to this kind of bad marriage. Why do you, an outsider, meddle in the affairs of the couple?Shameful?
As she was thinking like this, a vague afterimage suddenly flashed in her mind, but she really couldn't remember the other person's appearance, so she had to give up.
I don’t know if it’s due to the double cultivation, but Yu Jiaojiao is indeed stronger than before, and Tanghua is like a key, which constantly stimulates her to recall some vague fragments, but she knows too little about the puzzle, and she can’t figure it out. Infer complete and correct facts.
And, remember what to do?
Yu Jiaojiao is quite satisfied with her current status, she doesn't have to worry about food and clothing, and doesn't have to worry about socializing. After all, except for the Queen Mother and the Emperor, who would not give her face?
But it's different after recovering the memory. In case there was some bloody revenge that was not avenged before, can she just ignore it and just pretend that she doesn't know?
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