Female 2 Upper Guide [Quick Transmigration]

Chapter 93: Failed tutoring [6]

Yu Jiaojiao slowly opened her eyes, without too much emotion on her face, although there was still a blush on her face that hadn't receded after the passion, as if it had been imprinted into flesh and blood.

Looking at the sleeping person beside her, her heart suddenly softened, which was a wonderful feeling.

Yu Jiaojiao has never felt that she lacked anything in her life. She never considered relationship issues in her previous life until she died, and she never felt regretful about it. After all, in her eyes at that time, her family was already something that made her feel very satisfied. It's over.

But now Yu Jiaojiao discovered that there is actually a difference between these two feelings. If she carefully distinguishes them, it means that although she loves her elders, loves her younger siblings, and feels that this family is very warm, in fact she isolates herself from the outside, although she blends in. , but is still free.

This magical combing feeling, as if she does not belong to this family, does not belong to this world.

But even if she was reincarnated with memories, she wouldn't be without feelings after living in one place for so long, and Yu Jiaojiao didn't feel that she had no feelings, but now she discovered that there is still a difference.

She wants to take care of the elderly and children not so much because of her feelings for them, but because of "cause and effect", to repay the old man's upbringing, and after careful analysis, it is actually as cold as programmed, and she wants to regenerate herself It is only out of a sense of responsibility to tell the country.

Yu Jiaojiao has an inexplicable intuition that if one day this country really ceases to exist, she may not be too sad, at most she may sigh: It is gone.

If it was in the past, it would be impossible for Yu Jiaojiao to discover her own emotions. All kinds of love, kindness, and integrity are superficial, but what is hidden deep below is actually a sense of indifference and alienation that does not touch her body.

So when these feelings are compared with the real hot feelings, people can immediately realize what is real and what is false.

Yu Jiaojiao's green and white hand slowly attached to the left chest, where it was throbbing violently, full of the vitality that a human should have, for a moment, Yu Jiaojiao felt that she seemed to understand something, but also seemed to have nothing.

She stared at Tang Hua for a while, and was inexplicably frustrated. An indescribable strange feeling came to her heart, but she knew that even if her other emotions were superficial, they were indeed out of place. from the heart.

Yu Jiaojiao was actually a little confused about this.

She originally thought that she should do this, but she felt an indescribable sense of loss.

She exhaled slowly, and then carefully got up from the bed. The curtains did not completely block the light outside, making the room not too dark.

In the bright light, Yu Jiaojiao slowly put on the clothes that were thrown all over the floor yesterday.

After she got dressed, she looked back at the person on the bed, facing a pair of deep eyes, her heart trembled slightly, and she blinked a little slowly, as if she was adjusting her mentality, and then she spoke in a slight tone after a while:

"Wake you up?"

Tang Hua sat up from the bed. She was only wearing a nightdress with suspenders. After her long hair was loose, it was a little curly because she hadn't done it yet. Facing the unclear light, she looked a little obscure and charming. sense of detachment.

She was a fascinating presence.

Tang Hua turned her face slightly: "No," she paused, and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Are you hungry?" Yu Jiaojiao asked without answering, it sounded like she was going downstairs to buy breakfast.

Tang Hua: "Not hungry."

Yu Jiaojiao: "..." She looked away as if nothing had happened, and said in a calm tone, "I still have some lessons today, I'll first..."

"You didn't," Tang Hua said, "Your roommate sent me your class schedule."

Yu Jiaojiao tried to make her tone as natural as possible: "I took a part-time job to help people with their lessons."

Tang Hua sneered.

A lengthy silence.

Yu Jiaojiao froze, a little hesitant, not knowing if he should leave directly or stay, but what can he do if he stays?It is impossible for her to let the things before her rebirth still happen according to the track. Those lives are too heavy, and she doesn't think she can bear them.

Before she could think about it, Tang Hua found a step by herself, and softened her voice: "Hands are sore, help me rub them."

Yu Jiaojiao froze for a moment, her eyelashes trembling slightly, and finally walked over to her, squatting in front of her, reached out to grab her hand and placed it in the palm of her hand, slowly rubbing her fingertips along the palm to the wrist.

Her skin is smooth to the touch, like a beautiful jade that has been played with by others. Apart from a slightly lower body temperature, there is no other defect. Yu Jiaojiao knows that with the height of her body temperature, her body will also emit a seductive fragrance. Xinxianglai does not belong to any kind of floral fragrance. It is sweet and refreshing, which cannot be ignored.

Yu Jiaojiao regained his composure for a while, and was tired from squatting, so he simply sat on the ground.

Tang Hua frowned, and pulled him up, touching the cold body temperature, and quickly pulled him up.

Both are cold-blooded animals, but Tanghua and Yu Jiaojiao have never been the same kind of people. Tanghua's body temperature is low at any time except when the blood is boiling, even if she sleeps in the sun, but Yu Jiaojiao is different. Her body temperature Almost indistinguishable from a normal person, so if her body temperature drops, it's really cold.

Yu Jiaojiao didn't refuse, let herself be imprisoned, stabilized her emotions, straightened up after a while, stretched out her hand and turned her face away, looked at her calmly: "I'm leaving," he said after a pause, "I'm sorry, you just pretended that last night...you had a dream."

Tang Hua's face darkened suddenly: "What do you mean?!"

Yu Jiaojiao opened her mouth. She felt that she should actually be quite irritating. For example, she directly said that I was drunk yesterday, and all my actions were not from the heart. ,for example……

But many excuses turned in her mind, after all, she still couldn't say such hurtful words, so she could only say: "Just treat last night as an accident."

"Yu Jiaojiao!" Tang Hua snorted suddenly, his liver hurting with anger, "What do you think of me?"

Yu Jiaojiao pulled his heart suddenly, moved his lips, but didn't speak.

Tang Hua's eye sockets sparkled, and his eyelashes were dripping wet: "Why can you be kind to everyone, consider everything, and you can be so cruel when you face me alone?!"

Yu Jiaojiao looked at her blankly, a hint of obscurity suddenly appeared in her heart, and then her heart sank completely, she lowered her eyes halfway, her mind was in a mess, but she just said: "I'm sorry."

Snapped!

With a not-so-heavy slap, Yu Jiaojiao tilted her head bluntly. After a while, her cheeks felt hot, and her heart suddenly became empty, as if a strange emotion filled it, and then quickly dissipated. It was difficult, but in fact her breathing was even and long, with no fluctuations audible.

She didn't say anything in the end, she walked to the door barefoot, bent down and put on her shoes.

A person's life is a process of constantly making choices, and they can't have both. The so-called children only do multiple-choice questions, and adults have to do all of them.

Yu Jiaojiao thinks rationally, how can one person compare with a group of people?

right?right!right……

She tried her best to swallow her tears, Yu Jiaojiao realized for the first time that her heart was really empty.

But even so, some emotions can also be created out of nothing.

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The sound of weeping filled the room, and Xiao Ten scratched his head. Although it feeds on emotions, it does not empathize with any creature in essence. Therefore, as a bystander, it not only does not feel sad, but also wants to say It sounded wonderful, but it was afraid that it would be crushed to death by Tang Hua who was in a bad mood, so it asked cautiously, "Host, are you okay?"

Tang Hua reached out and pulled Xiao Shi out of the system space, wiped away tears, and said indifferently: "I'm fine, what can I do?!"

Xiao Shi shrank himself into a ball, pretending that he didn't see anything.

Tang Hua didn't care, she stared blankly at the wall for a moment, and said to herself, "She has no love."

"Why does she have no love?"

Xiao Ten felt that the female devil might be crazy: "Host, you feel wrong, don't you?"

Everything in the world has emotion, and emotion is tied to the thread of emotion, and the seven emotions and six desires are all derived from the thread of emotion.And if you want to be successful in cultivation, not only should your body be free from any defects, but also the seven emotions of joy, anger, worry, fear, love, hatred, and desire, desire for expression, desire for viewing, desire for appearance, desire for food, desire for survival, and desire for sex. The six desires are also indispensable. People like modern people who have undergone appendix surgery, cut their kidneys, and have autism, although they are not impossible to cultivate, but it will definitely be much more difficult than a complete person, until the missing organs are regenerated. , the emotional threads are re-integrated, and the path of cultivation will be smoother.

However, geniuses like Yu Jiaojiao who can almost be called rocket-shooting geniuses are unlikely to be lacking in these things. Those sect forces are not stupid, and it is even more impossible to accept a "defective product" instead of a good genius. '.

As far as Xiao Shi knows, when Yu Jiaojiao was brought back to the sect by her master, she went in after a comprehensive review. If she really lacked affection, even if she had good qualifications, the sect would not agree to her master accepting her. , At most, he will become an outer disciple.

Tang Hua ruaed Xiao Shi, and said firmly, "No."

Xiao Ten sighed in his heart, okay, if you don’t have it, you don’t have it. Even the female devil has learned to deceive herself and others these days.

As a system, Xiao Ten is the most sensitive to emotions. After all, it feeds on it. It is sure that it has eaten love from Yu Jiaojiao, although it is rare.

But some people are emotionally indifferent, even if they are full of love, they are stingy with giving their feelings. This kind of existence with almost no desires and demands can be regarded as the most unpopular existence in the system world. People or reckless demons, after all, their emotions fluctuate more, but love is the easiest thing to get in this world, and it is also the hardest thing to get.

Xiao Shi allowed himself to be trampled into various shapes by Tang Hua, but he suddenly felt pity for Tang Hua in his heart, after all, he didn't live like a demon anymore.

But still willingly, it seems humble and brave...