seduce you forever

Chapter 14

Valentine's Day Special Extra - Eiji Ninzu

Who is Eiji Ninzuzu, not to mention how many people in Japan know him, but in Asia and even Europe, many people have heard of his name.

At a young age, less than 25 years old, he has already become a well-known genius doctor, specializing in brain. Many high-ranking officials and dignitaries chased after him and asked him to come forward to perform the surgery.Not only is he handsome and suave in appearance, but he is also known for his romantic temperament.Be humble but not inferior, confident but not arrogant.He is also the current patriarch of one of the well-known big families in Japan. He manages the Ninzuzu family in an orderly manner, inside and out.

Although there are many ambiguous relationships with others, there have not been many negative scandals.Just such a man, he married his lovely wife and had children at the age of 28.Now the family is complete, with a son and a daughter.In short, he got what most men dream of, career, family, reputation, status, money.

But just such a person has never tasted the taste of love.

Until I lost my whole heart to that person and fell into the abyss called "Unlucky Love", from which I could no longer climb out.

That person is his son - Yushi Ninzu.

His wife, Renzuhemei, is a person who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and he married her because everyone has what they need.Because they both know each other that the other is the best choice, so they are friends and confidants, but they can't produce love or become lovers.Even if Ninzu Kazumi gave birth to two children for him.

In fact, before Yushi Ninzu was kidnapped when he was 5 years old, he rarely participated in the childhood of the two children.One reason is that he is busy, and the second reason is that he really doesn't know how to be a father.In his memory, he only has a sporadic impression of his father, which can be described in a few words, "strong", "old-fashioned", "proud" and "stubborn".Although he has a harmonious relationship with his mother, he can feel that the relationship between his father and mother does not seem to be deep.

His mother was a lady of great family and docile, in other words, weak.Faced with his father, he is always trembling, afraid to speak loudly, with a low eyebrow and a pleasing appearance.His father is very strong and rigorous, very stubborn, and has a lot of self-esteem.Therefore, he absolutely does not allow anyone to challenge his authority and question his decision.Even in front of his own son, he would still habitually put on a straight face, like a superior to a subordinate.He will sit on a chair in the study room, hold a cup of hot tea, and stare at you faintly, his eyes seem to be focused, but at the same time seem to ignore you.

since he can remember

I still remember the joy in my heart when I saw my father smiling at him and saying he was very good for the first time.

I still remember the grievance in my heart when I was comforted by my father in his arms for the first time.

I still remember the panic in my heart when I was beaten and scolded by my father with a leather whip for the first time.

I still remember the words that person said when he was an adult: "It is better to grasp the existence of reality than to dream about the beauty of virtual reality!", the inner doubts.

Perhaps since then, his father has secretly begun to designate him as the heir?So, in order to let myself grow, even the little bit of gentleness was hidden, and the relationship became rusty.

Since then, his father has rarely lost his composure, whether he is happy or sad, he will cover it up with a more indifferent expression.

All the emotions of concern, admiration, gratification, etc., may all be hidden in those vicissitudes of the eyes, revealing it in a subtle way, and it has never been discovered from the beginning to the end.

Unfortunately, even if he remembered those feelings, he could never remember his father's smile, the warmth of his father's embrace...

Therefore, even if he could understand his father's intentions at that time, he forgot his father's responsibility and didn't know how to be a good father to his children.

So, when his children were born, he would take time out to play with them, tell them stories, take them on tours, but he didn't feel anything in his heart.Empty, as if he insisted on playing a good role, at least, he didn't want to fail like his father...

It wasn't until his youngest son was kidnapped that he discovered that, in fact, for the children, his heart also developed feelings with the deepening of the role.

Therefore, after the youngest son was rescued, he couldn't see the bright and innocent smile on his usual face, as if he had changed into a different person. It was impossible for him not to feel guilty.

So, he tried his best to make up for it, but put himself in it.

At some point, the guilt-ridden concern for his son gradually turned into wanting to possess what he owned.And this kind of emotion has deepened with time, and it has evolved to the point where he can't control it.

At the beginning, my son's small face was versatile for all kinds of emotions and expressions, and healed himself very well.Mischievous, flattering, angry, stunned, firm... etc., no matter what it looks like, you will never get tired of it.He will raise the corners of his mouth when he is happy, be angry when he is angry, frown when he is sad, and smirk when he is happy.In short, his gaze is focused on him all the time, even when that person leaves his side, he will feel uneasy and anxious.

It was only later that I realized that at that time, that person was already in my heart.

Then the son slowly grew from a child to a teenager.The color of his skin is no longer fair, but healthy with a warm sunny breath.

His eyes are no longer exposed. Although they are covered by glasses, they are more mysterious and elegant.

His voice was no longer clear, but became hoarse and deep.

His body is no longer limp, and as his height slowly rises, his young body is slender, flexible and attractive.

His son no longer belongs to him alone, but has been paid attention to and appreciated by more and more people.

Like a shining gem, it unintentionally shows its beauty to everyone.

Seeing more and more people around him, the anguish and pain in his heart became clearer and clearer, and he felt an urge to kill.

Obviously, obviously he belongs to his ninjutsu...

Only later did I know that at that time, I had already fallen in love silently.

What is the most cruel thing?It's not just that I'm in front of you and don't know that I love you.One more thing to add, I don’t know what identity to use to love you.

As his father?Or the identity of an old man related to him by blood?

It's not that I don't want to struggle, it's that I don't have the courage to struggle, I'm afraid of my own feelings, and I can't even maintain the last bit of relationship.

Looking at the people around his son, maybe he was lucky before that he was his father and no one could replace him.

But now it's sad.

Not daring to break the "shackles" imposed on the secular world by human beings, not wanting to see his son just middle-aged when he is already late

He lost too much to those around his son, not in fame and fortune, not in appearance, not in character, but in age and status.

He can't give that person more, but he can guarantee that person's life is safe and happy.

Even if the silent guardianship is pain, like a sharp blade, piercing his heart fiercely, but, so what?

He couldn't bear it and didn't want to see it, because of his selfishness, when he died, the man was alone and alone, with no one around him.

It was only later that I realized that at that time, everything I did was to not want that guy named Ninzu Yushi to be hurt.

It's ridiculous that he tortured himself for so long, but in the end he was woken up by a group of brats.

Although they don't admit it, they are really grateful to them in their hearts.

If it wasn't for them, he would definitely miss his happiness, and he could only silently guard behind that person for the rest of his life.

That's right... If you don't say it, how can that person know his mind?

Even if you are disgusted, even if you are annoyed, it is better than staying like this.

As a man, what can't be done to show the love in his heart openly?

In this way, at least there is still a chance, isn't it?

The unchanging truth is that love is selfish.

For love, even if the means are despicable, you have to fight for yourself.

Finally, he succeeded.

Although, what makes people angry is that he has to share love with a group of brats.

But, fortunately, he can stand beside that person in a fair manner, can't he?

Is there anything better than this?

Only now did I know that the craziest thing he ever did in his life was falling in love with his son, Yushi Ninzu.

In the same way, the greatest hope is to have Yushi Ninzu accompany Ninzu Eishi for a lifetime.

The sky is full of fireworks, the stars are shining brightly

Ninzu Yingshi gently pulled the person beside him who was watching in a daze, slowly lowered his head, kissed the corner of the person's mouth, looked at the gentle eyes of the person in his arms, the eyes were sincere and firm

"My dear, nothing lasts forever, but I can love you forever."

we will be happy...

The author has something to say: Huhu, I thought I couldn’t post it today

anyway, happy valentines day

In addition, I only saw a small pot of friends in the message

So, according to her wish, I wrote Eiji Ninzu's story.

Hope to be satisfied? ? ? ! ! !

Other relatives, I don’t know if I didn’t leave a message or I smoked, what’s the matter?

In short, I didn’t see it, so I’ll write other people’s stories later! ! !