Chapter 130
Chapter 130
"Do you believe in fate?"
Yang Jin heard that his voice seemed to come from a very far away place, over the mountains, over the ocean, over the barren time, and after countless hardships and obstacles, it finally reached the ear of the opposite boy.
"Did we know each other in a previous life? When I saw you, I felt very cordial."
The wind blows, bringing the fragrance of flowers from distant mountains, the salty taste of sea water, and the bitter taste of love that blooms and withers in the barren time.
"You look a lot like my old friend, but I can't remember who it is. I seem to have forgotten a lot of things, many very, very important things."
The moon breaks through the obstacles of the clouds and hangs above the two of them. The moon is still the same moon as before. Are people still the same as before?The moonlight is so bright that people can see the light in their hearts through the foggy tall buildings.
"Do you believe that people have souls? The body dies and the soul is immortal. The souls meet here. It is fate that made us meet. We must have had..."
"Stop, stop!" Yang Qitian said, "That's enough, isn't your way of striking up a conversation too old-fashioned? What fate brought us together, and how many people have you told this?"
Yang Jin paused for a moment.
It turned out that it turned out to be like this. In the eyes of the young man, what he said was just a laughing stock.
Yang Jin finally woke up. It turned out that the moonlight he thought was bright and warm was actually cold.
"What you said just now, my brothers said to girls when they have nothing to do, I'm tired of hearing it." Yang Qitian laughed mockingly, "Can you forget about fate and make something new?"
"Fresh?" Yang Jin was almost talking to himself, with a confused look on his face, "What's fresh is that I believe in previous lives. How you treated people in your previous life will be treated by others in this life. If you always treat someone well for no reason, That's because you did something wrong to him in the previous life. If you hate someone very much, it's because he treated you badly in the previous life. Everyone you meet is from the previous life, and every tear you shed is a debt owed to you in the previous life. Debts owed in the previous life, and repaid in this life, and all reincarnations alternate. There is a kind of power in the past to arrange the present life. This power is called "Fate". just separate."
Yang Qitian's sarcasm remained the same, "Are you going to say that looking back 500 years in the previous life, in exchange for passing by once in this life? This is also heard a lot."
Yang Jin looked dignified, without the slightest smile on his face, as serious as introducing the cooperation project operation plan to the partner at the meeting. "I dream at night. Every time I wake up, I can't remember what I dreamed of. Every time I wake up, I burst into tears. I wish I could know what I dreamed. If I could know, I would lose my life."
Tired of laughing, Yang Qitian changed into a smile, and looked curiously at the 30-year-old man in front of him who had a successful career but seemed inexplicably naive at the moment.
"I often feel that I am waiting for someone, but I don't know who this person is. If I can know, I will die immediately, and I will be happy."
Yang Qitian stopped laughing, "Are you okay, Mr. Yang?"
"...Everyone is missing from birth. It is a semicircle. You must find the right person and be together to form a circle and be complete."
"I've heard this kind of saying before, Mr. Yang, your sweet talk skills need to be improved." Yang Qitian said indifferently.
"... I often feel that I have forgotten a lot of things, my soul is incomplete, and only when I find that person can I be complete. I am waiting for him, I have been waiting for many years, and I have been waiting very hard."
Yang Qitian wanted to interrupt, so he opened his mouth and found that he had nothing to say.
"He didn't come." Under the moonlight, the man who told him was in pain like a wounded beast. Although he was in pain, he refused to let outsiders bandage the wound.
"I don't know why he didn't come. I don't even know who he is, what he is, what he looks like. I forgot his characteristics during the long wait. The thing itself was forgotten.”
Yang Qitian noticed that Yang Jin's hands were clenched tightly, his fingertips turned white from being too tightly gripped, and there was no excitement on his face, but tears flashed in his eyes, maybe it wasn't tears, but the neon lights, he must have read it wrong Oh, how could such a strong person cry.
"I can't wait for him, so I'll look for him. You must have heard that I'm a caring person, right?" The very pleasant and magnetic voice became hoarse, as if it was difficult to speak.
Yang Qitian nodded stiffly.
"When I meet someone with a little bit of feeling, I will try it to see if he is that person. This relationship is over, and the next one will follow immediately. I have so many boyfriends and girlfriends because I want to find him. I don’t know. I don’t know his age or identity, whether he is a man or a woman. I only know that I must find him. This is what I have to do when I was born. But I often think that maybe he doesn’t exist at all, it’s just my own imagination. .”
Not only the fingertips of the clenched hands turned white, but even the veins on the back of the hands were exposed. One can imagine how hard it was.The voice lowered, with indescribable vicissitudes and sighs.
"Everyone's happiness is waiting for him quietly in a place he doesn't know, but the happiness I want is probably not in this world. I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for him. If I can't be with him, I will life would be meaningless."
Yang Qitian's heart twitched, why did he feel so uncomfortable seeing him like this?He must interrupt this person's narration, otherwise he will be infected by his emotions and lose his position.In order to cover up, he laughed and said in an almost malicious tone: "Mr. Yang, don't say that I am the one you were waiting for." Yang Qitian smiled like a little ruffian.
Shocked by this sentence, a sad expression began to appear on Yang Jin's face. It was the first time he had been very good at hiding his emotions. After hearing this sentence, he couldn't control the expression on his face. He took a sudden step forward and stared straight into Yang Qitian's eyes, making the young man look away uncomfortably.
"You haven't dared to look at me since I spoke to you, what are you running away from?"
"Who dares to look at you!" Yang Qitian's eyes met his immediately.
"You're always smiling because you're trying to hide what's inside of you with a smile."
Yang Qitian's smile froze at the corner of his mouth, he couldn't tell whether it was embarrassment or shame, he turned his head to look at the cars on the street.
"I'm the best at reading people's hearts. I know that you don't care about me on the surface. I dare to bet you that you will like me." As soon as these words came out, Yang Jin suddenly felt extreme pain deep in his heart. It swept over my body like a wave, and I lost even the strength to stand up.Not wanting to show weakness in front of the young man, he barely straightened his waist, but couldn't stop the slight trembling of his hands.This painful feeling is very familiar, it seems to be in the forgotten past, and one person said "I bet you!" A hot stream rushed to the eye sockets, the nose was sore, and tears almost fell down.
Yang Qitian was furious: "I said you are too narcissistic, I have never seen you so shameless!"
Unable to bear the pain any longer, Yang Jin pulled the boy into his arms and kissed him frantically.
He was pushed away within three seconds at the most, until he fell to the side of the road.
Yang Jin didn't stand up either. He sat on the ground with red eyes, tilted his head, and looked silently at the young man standing like a god from bottom to top.That kind of gaze is obsessed, pure, concentrated, and full of emotion. No one can stand under such gaze, and Yang Qitian is no exception.Yang Jin didn't say a word, but it made him feel more uncomfortable than anything he said. When he met Yang Jin's eyes, his heart felt as if it was being squeezed, and it hurt so much that he almost wanted to run away.
"I kiss you, are you angry?"
"Nonsense! Are you tired of living?" Only Yang Qi knew that he who said such words could only be described as strong on the outside but dry on the inside, and had no deterrent effect at all.Eyebrows furrowed, teeth clenched.
Yang Jin smiled lightly, an extremely sad and hopeless smile, and continued to look at the boy with that unique gaze.Yang Jin thought, he is full of life, and the most attractive thing about him is his vitality.It's good to be young, he is talented, so much younger than him, he is the rising sun, and he is angry with positive energy.Yang Jin sat with his knees bent and buried his face between his knees. While he realized that he was too big to pull him into the water, he also realized that maybe the boy had already walked into the abyss inadvertently. "You are angry, but you are not disgusting, Yang Qitian, you are finished."
The boy froze.
"I, why am I not disgusting anymore! I am disgusting to death!"
I feel like it's a bit late.
Yang Jin stood up, and his expression returned to his usual calm. Once he became serious, he looked a little cold and unapproachable, not like a flirtatious playboy.
Which side is his real face?Yang Qitian was a little confused, but he was secretly relieved to see that he no longer showed that grief-stricken expression.
Yang Jin bowed politely, "Hello, I didn't give you a good first impression, now let me introduce myself formally." He said seriously, "My name is Yang Jin, I am 29 this year, and my birthday is April 0th. , divorced, no children, I have parents, siblings, and I am the second child in the family. The family background is strong, and I have a little property. I have to calculate the exact amount to know. I don’t smoke, drink, gamble or take drugs. I have no bad habits. I like collecting Famous wines from various countries. Quiet personality, cold and ruthless, and kind in the bottom of my heart. If you have any dissatisfaction with me, I can change it, and I can even be [-]. I used to have many lovers, but never had a one-night stand , I want to settle down now."
The boy was a little dazed by Yang Jin.
"this is my name card."
I picked it up without knowing it.
Immediately reacting, he slapped the business card on Yang Jin's face, "Why are you telling me these things, it's just a flirtatious rich second generation who wants to have fun!"
Before Yang Jin could say "no", Yang Qitian pinched his neck, "Go away, you pervert, grandpa!" Yang Jin wanted to distinguish something, but heard a sentence that was tantamount to a fatal blow , "The little master is not gay!"
The two looked at each other, one grabbed the neck of the other, the assailant was furious, but the restrained was calm and calm.There are people coming and going on the street, and some people have secretly looked here to watch the excitement.Yang Qitian didn't let go, and Yang Jin didn't struggle either. The two of them maintained the same posture for a long time, until time stood still.
Being too close, Yang Qitian saw that Yang Jin's skin was very good, as white as jade, delicate and shiny, without any blemishes.The eyelashes are thick, much longer than his own, men rarely have such long eyelashes.The nose is high, the lip shape is perfect, the lip color is slightly pale, and the eyes are pure black. It seems that the soul has been sucked away at a glance. The eyebrows don't even have a stray hair. They are sword eyebrows, flying obliquely into the temples, giving this picture a feminine look His face added a bit of heroism.
This person cannot take a closer look.Yang Qitian knew about this when he first met him.
Because if you take a closer look, you will be intoxicated, lost, forget where you are, and don't know what day and night.Women who are too beautiful are described as evildoers, men who are too beautiful are described as gods, but there are no words to describe this person.He has such a chaotic relationship between men and women because he has the capital.
"Didi..." A car drove by, waking Yang Qitian awake.
Let go, and walked towards the bar without hesitation, and said while walking: "Don't pester me in the future!" In order to show that he really won't like him, he added another sentence: "Disgusting!"
Standing behind him, Yang Jin was tall and straight, with a calm look on his face, and he was calm when he heard his sweetheart say that he was sick.The passers-by on the street quickly covered the young man's back, covering it, looming, and gradually disappearing completely from sight.Yang Jin still stood there without a trace of pain on his face.
A tear fell slowly.
Yang Jin touched it, the tears were hot, scorching hot, burning his fingers.
Sitting in the car and walking back, I was still wondering why I was crying.
Get out of the car, enter the house, turn on the lights, walk around the empty room, listening to the sound of my footsteps, "tat", "tat", the silence is so maddening.
Turning on the TV, the turbulent human voice immediately filled the whole room, like ocean waves, coming wave after wave.The strange thing is that there is someone's voice, but I still feel lonely.
There was an advertisement on TV, and Yang Jin turned the volume to the maximum.Go to the full-length mirror and look at yourself in the mirror and say, "Is homosexuality disgusting?"
A child's voice on the TV replied: "Mom doesn't have to worry about my studies anymore."
The person in the mirror was expressionless, his eyes were red, and tears slowly accumulated.
"Dang, Dang." The wall clock on the wall struck twelve, it was twelve o'clock, midnight, the night was quiet and sleepless.
A tear flowed from the beautiful eyes in the mirror, and slid from the eye to the chin.
At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Yang Jin was crying alone looking at himself in the mirror.
"Do you know that what people fear most is not having no money, but loneliness. There are thousands of people in this world, but I live alone." Yang Jin said to himself in the mirror, "I'm afraid Loneliness, the more afraid I am, the more lonely I am, if I can find that person who will be with me for the rest of my life, I am willing to exchange everything I have.”
Another tear fell from the mirror's eye.
Yang Jin wanted to understand why he cried. It must be because he owed people a lot of tears in his previous life and he must be paying back in this life. He must have never cried in his previous life, and this is what happened in this life.
"You know, when I have insomnia, I turn on the light and look in the mirror. There is me in the mirror, and there is another me outside the mirror, so I can pretend that there are two people in the room, and pretend that I am not alone. It’s me. I’m with people during the day. The more people there are, the more lonely I am. I have so many lovers and so many phone numbers in my cell phone. I don’t know who I can call. Where should I go to get Inner peace and happiness, you tell me!"
It is said on TV: "Every public service advertisement is a lamp. As long as everyone contributes a little love, the world will become a better tomorrow."
"You know, I always talk to the mirror by myself, I don't want to be alone all my life, do you know where to find him? Do you know when he will come? I can't wait, you know! "
The voice of the TV was very loud: "Nine hundred and ninety-eight! You can take it home! Call and order now, the first hundred callers can also participate in the lucky draw for free, dear..."
Yang Jin went into the bathroom, washed his face, returned to normal, turned on the laptop, lay down on the sofa in the most comfortable position, and started working.The materials to be shown to customers tomorrow are not ready yet, and the monthly report has not been reviewed. There are too many things to do. I am really glad that there are too many things to do. When I am busy, I will forget everything. People are always idle, and they will definitely get mentally ill Come.He is a business elite, that tough Yang Jin who can't be defeated by anything, when he is working, he looks like an indestructible fortress, without the slightest possibility of being vulnerable. hapiness.
The TV was turned on, and the commercial came to an end for now. A woman sang: "Love really takes courage..."
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