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"Okay, don't make such an expression, in fact, things are not as bad as I said."

I was speechless all the way.

When I drove home safely and opened the door, Brother Gao said with a smile, "Although what I said was reality, the reality is not as bad as what I said. Look, don't the square dance aunts live happily?" There are also uncles in the park, even if they are full of complaints, none of them will say that they would rather go abroad than stay in China, they are just complaining about the gap between their fantasy life and real life, and now we live It is already good, and it will only get better and better, better than many countries that claim to be democratic, although it is not as good as the first, but it is also second."

"kindness."

I took off my clothes and put the water ready to take a shower.

Even though I know that what Brother Gao said is true, I still can't accept my incompetence and loneliness in reality.

Every time I went out to eat, I felt as if I was being pressed and rubbed on the ground, and I was knocked to the ground again and again, rebuilding my three views.

As if everything I knew before was wrong and everything had to be relearned.

"Be more mature."

Brother Gao took off his clothes a long time ago and pushed me into the bathroom, "Let's wash together today, we haven't washed properly for a long time."

After half pushing and half pushing, I was aroused by Brother Gao.

It happened that I was in a bad mood just now and urgently needed an outlet to vent, so it came naturally, and I just came to vent.

Brother Gao's body is still hot, and he is playing with the two-hard-hard guys with his dexterous hands.

I'm still useless, I can only hug Brother Gao and seek to snuggle.

And Brother Gao is still as strong, even if I have already -shot-, he still won't let me go.

It wasn't until my legs were so weak that Brother Gao sprayed out thinly. The fiery hot liquid shot on me, leaving a clear mark, and burned Brother Gao's smell again and again.

It's really corrupt.

Lying on the bed, I feel that the smell on my body must have changed a long time ago, because my nose is no longer the familiar smell of myself, but mixed with the familiar body odor of Brother Gao.

The tip of my nose rubbed against Brother Gao's chest muscles, still so strong, I hid in Brother Gao's arms, my hands carelessly touched his back, I didn't think about anything, I just moved naturally.

"I know you don't like this." After successfully planting a strawberry on my shoulder, Brother Gao raised his head contentedly and whispered in my ear, "but this is life, everyone can't do whatever they want, we all A free man in chains."

"You said, wouldn't they be ashamed of doing so?"

"Etiquette and morality are formulated by them. They know the essence of these, how can they be ashamed, shame is invented by them to restrain us."

"Then what's left of us?"

"Everything is our own, and nothing is our own. Everyone is powerful, this is instinct, and it creates boss-level characters like them. Not everyone is a hero who ascends to the top. We all It's the stupid X in the back, but stupid people have stupid blessings, and we can't do the work of heroes. Now it's good. Although life is controlled by others, they also provide us with a good living environment. Under the same time and space , we don’t have to get up early every day to hear the rumble of guns, and we can only beg for mercy when something happens, we can have a good life by kneeling, but we don’t kneel now, and our life is not bad.”

"kindness."

I nodded.

"To be a human being, you need to be realistic, Xiao Fei. We are ordinary people. It's good to be able to live a good life. We don't have to think about what's there or what's not. Those big things are beyond our comprehension. It's good to live in an ordinary way, not to mention Our life is pretty good, not only did we not kneel down, but we can occasionally choke on the big boss, which is more than enough, more than enough."

"kindness."

"What, are you tired?"

Brother Gao held my face up. In the dark night, I seemed to see stars in his eyes.

The light that once illuminated the hope of my life looked so dim now.

Not as bright as I imagined.

"kindness."

I nodded.

So Brother Gao let go of his hands, I turned around, leaned against his chest, hid in my harbor, waited for Brother Gao's hands to lock me tightly, and fell asleep peacefully.