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Chapter 147 10010010

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Politeness and so on should only be conditional.

Anyway, my mind is very confused at the moment, I don't know if it's because of God's gift, or because of this wedding.

From their conversation, I have at least confirmed one thing, that Mr. Mei is a god-sent mother.

But it's not right, isn't Tianci's mother a policeman?

What's the matter with this person?

Ugh.

It's too messy.

But at least I know that Godsend's marriage is not as smooth as I imagined.

Even people like Tianci have people say that behind their backs, let alone me.

Thinking that my mother might say that behind my back in the future, I felt extremely uncomfortable.

There is no way out!

I returned home in a daze, and as soon as I entered the house, I found Brother Gao cooking in the house.

"If you're not full, I knew you wouldn't like such entertainment."

The apron on Gao Ge's body formed a strong sense of peace with his tall and handsome figure. For some reason, it made my eyes fill with tears.

"What's the matter, I'll just order some noodles, and you're so moved?"

As he said that, Brother Gao took off his apron, walked in front of me, and wiped away my tears.

"What happened? How did you make you cry."

I buried my head in his chest, the familiar taste and the familiar touch melted my body all of a sudden, making me intoxicated in this spirit named Gao Chi.

God, just let me get drunk again.

"What's the matter, did Yuan Ze bully you and let my Xiao Fei come back hungry, let's see how I teach him next time we meet. Can you vent your anger?"

I shook my head, tears wet his chest.

I know he feels it.

But he didn't say it.

I also play dumb.

"Come and eat, eat and sleep when you're full, and it's over."

As Brother Gao carried me to the dining table, none of us were talking.

After eating the last noodle, I knew that Lu had reached his peak.

"Brother Gao, don't you have anything to say to me?"

I raised my head and asked with red eyes.

Brother Gao shook his head, smiled and said, "No."

"It turns out that we have nothing to say."

I said with emotion.

The day has passed to this point, in fact, it is already very obvious.

If two people have nothing else to say except formulaic everyday language, it only means that the two have reached their peak.

They have no feelings, only life.

"Xiao Fei, what's wrong with you?"

Brother Gao stretched out his hand, wanting to touch my face.

But I avoided it.

"Xiao Fei..."

Brother Gao's face was a little surprised, but more sad.

"Brother Gao, can we still be together?"

"Fool, aren't we together now?"

"I mean get married and have kids."

"We're already married."

"Do you dare to tell your family?"

Seeing that I was still persistent, Brother Gao was a little annoyed, but he still smiled, "Don't be too stubborn, Xiao Fei, you know we can't tell the family now."

"When can I wait, one year, two years later, I can wait, but Brother Gao, you are over 30, how long can you wait at home?"

"..."

Brother Gao didn't say anything, and my heart turned cold.

Even if he just gives me some time, even if it's just to fool me, that's fine.

"let's break up."

I closed my eyes and said.

"Xiao Fei, don't be angry."

"No, I didn't say anything angry. Brother Gao, you know that I didn't say anything angry."

"What happened at the wedding, who did you listen to?"

For the first time, I heard anxiety from Brother Gao's words, which made me a little excited, but more sad.

"No, I just watched Yuan Ze get married below, and then fantasized about my own wedding, I knew it was time to end, and it's good for both of us to end now."

"Xiao Fei, can you be more mature? You are already an adult, don't say that the wind is like rain, can you be more mature?"

"Why am I immature?" I opened my eyes and glared at him. "It's immature to break up with you. Don't we want to go on fooling around like this?"

"Can't we be together?"

Brother Gao looked a little aggrieved.

"It's not good to be together like this."

I said firmly.

"Why not?"

I think Brother Gao's words are a little unreasonable, and he said with a smile, "Without feelings, what's the point of being together."

"Who said we don't have feelings anymore, you still love me and I still love you. Didn't you feel it just now?"

"But we haven't been in love before." I cried, "If this continues, our relationship will only become less and less, and finally dry up. Instead of that, it's better to end now."

"Xiao Fei, don't be too high school, it's like this in every family. As you get older, love gradually turns into family affection, but life still has to go on."

"But ours has come to an end."

I said stubbornly.

"Xiao Fei, don't mess around."

Brother Gao looked a little angry, and even patted the table.

"I'm messing around, you know it yourself," I also patted the table, stood up, and pointed at him, "..."

But this stop seemed to have exhausted all my courage. Looking at the silent brother Gao, I couldn't even say a word.

Yeah, what can I say?

The fact that Brother Gao came back from the company and made me such a meal is enough to prove that he understands me and still loves me.

But, there is no way.

He knows.

"Xiao Fei, can't we go on like this?"

After a long time, Brother Gao sighed and said, "Although our love is not as strong as it was at the beginning, I still love you, and you love me too, but we have no direction to move forward."

For the first time, Brother Gao admitted this.

"But we can still keep the present. There is no need to live life so clearly. Ding is Ding and Mao is Mao. It is rare to be confused. Maybe there is no direction now, maybe we will understand when we live it?"

"Understand what?" I sat down decadently, "Understand that even if we are both married, we can still be together?"

For the first time, Brother Gao had a look of astonishment on his face, which made him so overwhelmed, the resentment in my heart came out a little.

"Xiao Fei, it's rare to be confused!"

There was some pleading in Brother Gao's words.

"That's not me," I said categorically, "I Zhanfei can't live without understanding."

"Hmph, you're still like a child, Xiao Fei, why can't you be more mature?"

"Why am I immature?"

"If you are more mature, you should understand that breaking up now will not do you any good."

"Then when should I break up with you, when my contract expires, when I save enough money, three years, five years, let me attend your wedding, and then you come to my wedding, and then I will be with you separate."

"That's better than what it is now," Brother Gao covered his face and said in a muffled voice, "Break up with me now, and you will be a bruised Xiao Fei."

"I won't get hurt in the future?"

"At least then, your resistance will be much stronger, and your injuries will be smaller."

"Brother Gao, you really think about me."

"Because I love you, even though I know we can't be together in the end, I still love you, I want to be with you, even though I know we can't be together in the end."

For the first time, I saw Brother Gao cry.

Crying is so sad.

Sadness flowed from his body like a river, as if it could be seen by others.

"I don't want to make trouble so that the two of us become enemies even when we meet, and I don't want to never see you again in this life. I at least hope that I can look at you more and be with you for one more minute, even if we both lose our relationship." , I still hope to hold you in my arms and be with you at night."

"Brother Gao?"

I panicked.

why?

Obviously can't be together, why is Brother Gao still so persistent.

"I don't want you to be like Tianci. In the end, you had to leave the city and part with your family. You said you were going to start a business, but in fact you were fleeing like a soldier who had lost a battle."

"Brother Gao?" I was taken aback by his words.

Godsend?

How could he fail to escape?

"Xiao Fei, don't be stupid, can you be more mature? What Ordos, the palace of the gods, sounds nice, but he was exiled by his family and went so far alone, just to be with his younger brother. Together, I don’t want my family anymore, how uncomfortable it is, how hard it is to live in such a place, no relatives and no reason, I don’t want you to suffer like this Xiaofei, so mature, okay?”

Almost begging, Brother Gao covered his face, as if facing me shamelessly, crying and begging.

"A gift from God?"

I almost choked up.

That person who is like a role model in my heart actually ended up like this in the end.

"Yes, your godsend is actually a deserter who was defeated and fled. He has no ability to survive in this city anymore. He made such a big fuss about the last incident, and he played both sides. He still wants to wait Here, being able to cut off his tail in time to survive in the end would be enough to leave him a dead body, if he didn't have such a little relationship with the Liao family and the Fang family, he would be able to go to jail."

"what?"

"Xiao Fei, do you have such great abilities as a gift from God?" Brother Gao suddenly let go of his hands covering his face, took my hands and said, "Do you have them? You don't, and neither do I, so we can only confuse It is rare to be confused, and everyone says that Ah Q is not mentally good. In fact, if you want to live a life, everyone must have a little bit of Ah Q spirit. We are not from the Zhao family. Tianci also knows that he is not worthy of the surname Zhao, but he Smart enough, strong enough, so he left, how about you? Can you still live as well as you do now when you leave here?"