Red Dust Dream Language gl

Chapter 7

The heart is not dead, the tears are dry, and the soul is also pulled by the unbearable looking back.Waking up from a dream, feeling no love, the past can't go back like smoke.Tomorrow is yellow flowers, the voice of wanting to speak is already mute, the plain heart is hard to understand the affairs of the world, the world of mortals has a dream and two boundless.Both virtual and real, both love and hate, leaves fall silent flowers.

After waking up, Mo Ni looked at the familiar layout and smell. Although he was a child from a poor family who bought it back, he liked living on the same level as his master because of An Jinyan's preference. Everything was carefully selected by the housekeeper, but The bustling eyes are nothing to her, the room she has lived in for many years, she sometimes feels that things have changed after leaving the room for a night, and it feels boring to live but has died.

Before sitting up, out of the corner of his eye, he saw An Ningyu sitting upright by the bed. It was the first time she entered his room after knowing each other for so many years, her expression was still the same indifferent, and she was no longer wearing the blue and white porcelain white in the prison cell. Changed into a long gown with a crescent-colored straight-fronted gown, the cuffs were edged with silver threads, and a white jade hairpin was stuck in her hair, which was very suitable for her cool breath. She was neither afraid nor surprised. , "Dong Lang, how is he?"

"The world has always been like water, why bother to spend your whole life? Don't be sentimental, just hurt yourself, why bother with him." An Ningyu originally thought that Dong Mingsheng's ruthless actions could wipe out Mo Ni's friendship for him, but he didn't expect When she woke up, she was still obsessed with asking about his whereabouts. She couldn't help being a little puzzled, why should she remember someone who would not hesitate to take her life just to survive.

"You are not me, how can you understand. Even if he can't die for me today, it doesn't mean that I can forget the beauty of the past. After all, those days really existed. He is ruthless, but it doesn't mean that I am ungrateful. After all, you are not Me." Mo Ni, who escaped from death, is not fortunate to be alive at this moment, the feeling of being abandoned by a loved one is a million times more painful than dying, death may wipe out everything, and living does not know who to live for.

"So, you still can't let him go?" At that moment, An Ningyu's eyes showed killing intent, but he quickly regained his composure.She took great pains to break through Dong Mingsheng's checkpoint step by step, and let him choose between life and death or Mo Ni. The purpose was to prove that she was right from the beginning to the end, and in the end she couldn't escape the end of the song.However, it seems that Mo Ni is constantly challenging the bottom line of her tolerance.

"No." In fact, Dong Mingsheng poured poison into it with his own hands in order to live, and Mo Ni's heart also died.

"But you look so sad, is it for him, and for whom?"

"It's just for myself. If a person is in the thorns, if he doesn't move, he won't be stabbed; if his heart is in the secular world, if he doesn't move, he won't be hurt. But if I move, I get hurt, so what do you say?" Mo Ni didn't regret it Knowing Dong Mingsheng, I didn't hate him for abandoning him at the critical moment of life and death. It is true that the love belonging to the two of them has withered, but it is undeniable that it once bloomed.

"Is it worth hurting for such a heartless and ungrateful person?" Coincidentally, An Ningyu is the kind of person who doesn't move but doesn't stab, doesn't move and doesn't hurt, how can she understand Mo Ni's mood.Blindly thinks that as long as Dong Mingsheng is forced to reveal his true colors, Mo Ni's heart can be saved, but he doesn't know that what is saved is only his body.

"A person should forget himself for someone at least once in his life, not asking for results, not asking for companionship, not asking for what he once owned, not even asking him to love me. Just meeting in my most beautiful years. Dong The appearance of Lang made me understand that there is an endless sky beyond Anfu. Although in the end he chose to sacrifice me in order to survive, I don’t complain or hate. At least I once owned it. On the contrary, An Ningyu is very pitiful compared to me. You are living for others, and you have never really known yourself." This is why An Ningyu thinks that Mo Ni understands her best, and the only person in the entire mansion who sees through her helplessness is probably only Mo Ni.

Ever since An Ningyu was disguised by her mother Roland as the second young master of the An family, her whole life has been dedicated to maintaining the An family.Worried that his identity will be exposed, he must be cautious in everything he says and does, and he dare not make friends.At night, she would occasionally wake up in a nightmare. In the dream, after the identity of her woman was found out, the Anfu bullied, abused and fell apart.

"Bold, aren't you afraid that I will really kill you?" An Ningyu scolded from embarrassment.

"If you wanted to kill me, you would have done it long ago. Why are you talking nonsense with me here? What's more, what is the fear of death for Mo Ni? Why did the second young master bluff and threaten Mo Ni? Why don't you kill me?" Mo Ni, who saw through the Anning language, didn't move either, and asked bluntly.

"You are so smart, how could you not know my intentions?" Anning Yu never said anything, but she actually admired Mo Ni's intelligence and wit, maybe these are the factors that made Anning Yu keep her.

"If you want to keep me by the young master's side, aren't you afraid that I will harm him again?" Mo Ni knew very well that An Ningyu wanted her to stay by An Jinyan's side to coax him. To put it bluntly, it's just a doll of a rich family. The only difference is that An Jinyan treats her really well.

"Even if Dong Mingsheng doesn't admit it, I still believe that you won't kill my brother. You are not that kind of person." Like Mo Ni, An Ningyu also knows that the other party will not kill him.

"Hearing you say that, should I be happy?" Mo Ni walked to the window and looked out at the darkness and night, "It's ridiculous, I would rather you believe that I was the one who poisoned you, at least I can feel at ease when facing the young master. That way You'd kill me, and it's better than living like this."

"Others are eager to survive, but you insist on dying." He could tell that Mo Ni had no desire to survive, and An Ningyu worried that even if she didn't kill her herself, she would not live long like this.

"When you deliberately forced Dong Lang to end my life with your own hands, my heart also died. But don't worry, I have already died once. The past is like a flower and a beautiful family, and the years are like water." No matter Mo Mo Ni is so disheartened, and she is not a heartless person. If Roland hadn't arranged this marriage and forced Mo Ni to elope with Dong Mingsheng, the most worrying thing for her would be the simple-minded An Jinyan. Worried in peaceful words, "Eldest young master treats me well, even if I don't love him, I still want to repay his past kindness, and I will be with you for the rest of my life, not for you, but for him."

"Of course it's best, then I won't disturb my sister-in-law's rest, so I'll leave." In the past, An Ningyu would never doubt her, but now Mo Ni is not at ease, so she deliberately arranged for a few maids to serve her closely. After all, she still worried about her Can't think of doing stupid things.Sometimes I think, if it wasn't for An Jinyan, would she have kept Mo Ni?In the end, if you don't kill him, is it for him or for yourself?It is said that a confidant dies, but Xiyu hopes that someone can understand her.

After nightfall, the streets of Yangzhou are as bustling and bustling as during the day, and the roads are driven away by the high lanterns hung by the shops along the road.An imposing carriage was walking slowly on the street. The driver was Brown, and the person who could please him to personally escort him was Nalan Meng, the eldest daughter who loves to get into trouble and willful on weekdays.

"Miss, you have been in Anfu for two days, don't you want to go back?" Haitang who was sitting next to him couldn't help joking when she saw Nalan Meng staring at Brown outside the tent, "Are you afraid?" Can't you see people when you go back home?"

"Nonsense." Nalan Meng, who was seen through, blushed and denied.

"Does Mr. Bu know what Miss wants?"

"I don't know." The "don't know" in Nalan Meng's mouth is not that she is sure that Brown is not clear, but that she is also very confused, and she has a good feeling in her heart, but she doesn't know if it is the so-called love.He opened the curtains of the carriage and watched out of focus, just to avoid Haitang's continued problem.

Before returning home, Nalan Meng learned some so-called true thoughts from Brown.The person who poisoned her was not Mo Ni, but her lover who ran away with her. Although she knew it was not Mo Ni's scheme, she almost killed a person by helping her at the beginning, which made the eldest lady who has always done things regardless of the consequences unavoidable. , found that many things are not as simple as she thought.

The carriage stopped outside the gate of Nalan's mansion, and Brown jumped out of the carriage, "Miss Nalan, you've arrived at the mansion." Seeing that Haitang came out first, he also stretched out his hand to carefully help her out of the carriage, and then Nalan Meng, this is the first time they have had such close contact since they met. The strong arms gave Nalan Meng an unprecedented sense of security. In comparison, she felt that An Ningyu was a bit too thin.

"Haitang, I have something to say to Mr. Bu." Nalan Meng got out of the carriage with Brown's support, and sent Haitang away without rushing back home.

Haitang is also very sensible, and thought that the conversation with her lady in the carriage just now was helpful, but Nalan Meng was so bold and straightforward, but it is not surprising that their lady has always acted out of rules. The servants who went out to greet him walked a little, but they didn't dare to go too far.

"Miss Nalan, what else is there?" Before that, An Ningyu knew that Nalan Meng would definitely ask the question to the end, and presumably she had already been involved. Before going out, it would be better to tell Brown to give a general account of what happened, and remind her not to make Zhang Yang conceited.

"What will your young master do to Mo Ni?" As for who is Mo Ni's lover, Nalan Meng doesn't care whether he lives or dies.However, she knew Mo Ni, and knew that she was not vicious by nature, and her background was quite miserable. She could have gone away and now she was captured, so she couldn't help feeling pity for her, and worried that An Ningyu would not let her go easily.

"Please don't worry, Ningyu will not hurt her." Everyone thought that An Ningyu was a hard-hearted person, but in Brown's eyes, that was not the case. It was just that outsiders didn't know her too well, and she was at most a weapon.

"In the whole tragedy, who is right and who is wrong?"

"After all, we are outsiders, and we cannot arbitrarily conclude right and wrong. Just like Miss Nalan helping Mo Ni escape, in the eyes of different people, the constant right and wrong are different, so don't take it too seriously. Things change, people The past has changed, the past can’t go back, and the past can’t come back. Whether you get it or lose it, you still need to continue living, don’t you?”

"But..." Nalan Meng still couldn't convince herself that everything was not what she expected. Helping Mo Ni leave the man she doesn't love can seek her happiness.In the end, it turned out to be a nightmare. When Nalan Meng learned that the so-called lover fed poison to Mo Ni, she felt that she had made a big mistake. She felt that she had pushed Mo Ni into the fire pit with her own hands. .

"It's not early yet. Miss Nalan should go back to rest early and take my leave." In fact, Brown didn't want to stay too long. The person who was hit the most by the whole thing was not the eldest lady in front of him, but An Ningyu. Don't worry, hurry to go back.