Chapter 38
Chapter 38
Nalan Meng, who had a fruitless conversation, left Nalande's study with a heavy heart, and finally understood why An Ningyu was in such a hurry to send them back to the house.In the past, she had a deep and unrecognizable strategy, and she had the courage to remain unchanged before the collapse of the mountains. Now it is unclear whether these integrity can help her avoid danger.At least Nalan Meng knew that An Ningyu would never humbly ask her father for help.
Walking aimlessly on the stretching and winding corridors, the gloomy sky before began to drizzle, falling on the blue bricks and ancient tiles, and the winter lotus pond was almost empty except for a few sparse rhizomes. The empty water and the colorful lotus blooming in summer must seem lonely.Just like Anfu used to be full of people who came here to curry favor with countless people, now there are so few people that everyone can't avoid it.Compared with flowers and plants, human feelings are more indifferent and vulnerable.
Mo Ni, who was walking towards him, woke up Nalan Meng who was staring at the empty lotus pond in a daze, "Miss Nalan, can we chat for a while?"
In fact, Nalan Meng wanted to talk to Mo Ni in detail early in the morning, but he didn't know where to start to talk about such a private matter.Looking at her stomach reminded her again of helping Mo Ni escape from marriage and nearly killing An Jinyan, and she learned a lot from it in the end, no matter when facing An Ningyu or Mo Ni, Nalan Meng would be very embarrassed. guilt.
"Of course." Nalan Meng brought Mo Ni to the room, and then blocked the guards who had been trailing behind him. After all, the conversation between the two should not be publicized, especially since these guards were sent by An Ningyu to monitor Mo Ni. Ni.
As soon as Nalan Meng closed the door, Mo Ni behind him also knelt down on the ground and said straight to the point, "Miss Nalan, please help me again."
"Miss Mo, why are you bothering, get up quickly." Nalan Meng stepped forward to help him up, but Mo Ni on the ground refused to get up.
"If you don't agree, I won't be able to kneel forever."
"If you have something to say, get up first." Now it's no different than before, after all, Mo Ni is pregnant and what to do if something goes wrong, so Nalan Meng is very nervous.
In the end, Mo Nidong stood up again with Nalan Meng's support. Mo Ni, who had already burst into tears, held Nalan Meng's hand tightly and said, "It's not my wish to stay in Anjia, please show mercy and help me get rid of it." This heavy shackle will give me the freedom for the rest of my life." Speaking of freedom, Mo Ni's gloomy eyes revealed a gleam of light, as if the blood was boiling and flowing in his body, making the desire become passionate, even holding Nalan Meng's hand Hands trembled with excitement.
Looking at the Mo Ni in front of her, she looks like a completely different person compared to before. In the past, she seemed to be a body without a soul, but now she is alive, her tearful eyes can't stop her hope for the future.Even though there are tens of thousands of reasons to help Mo Ni, even if there is someone who can't bear to bury her hope, but An Ningyu's words have been lingering, thinking that sending Mo Ni away without telling An Ningyu is a kind of betrayal, and finally let Nalan Meng With determination, "I'm sorry, I can't help you this time."
For a moment, Mo Ni seemed to be poured with cold water, and the ignited fire disappeared, leaving empty and meaningless tears flowing.Nalan Meng felt that her temperature dropped sharply when she was about to burn up just now, and even the hand holding her was icy cold. The desperate Mo Ni once again touched Nalan Meng's compassion, "I know that Miss Mo is not a heartless person. Now that the Anfu has encountered unprecedented difficulties, if you leave, I am afraid that you will regret today's decision in the future."
What Nalan Meng said is not wrong at all, even though Mo Ni is eager to get rid of the An family's control, after all, it is the place where she was raised, and An Jinyan took her well. The flawed An Jinyan had nothing to rely on, the desire to leave made her abandon all the fetters at that moment, and Nalan Meng's words made her wake up like a dream.
If a person does not even have basic compassion, even if she is given unlimited freedom physically, her mind and soul will be imprisoned.People who don't know how to think about others will not be respected by others, and it will be difficult to get there.
"Maybe if I say this, you will think that I am ruthless. If it is not for Anfu Pepsi, I can't escape now, but this is my last chance." Mo Ni let go of Nalan Meng's hand and stroked his stomach and said, "Believe me You also guessed that the child in my womb is not the son of Jin Yan, if I stay in An's house, I may end up with two dead bodies. It doesn't matter if I am alone, but this child is innocent, he should not be implicated."
"The child's father is really Dong Mingsheng." Even though he had guessed it before, Nalan Meng was shocked when he said it from Mo Ni's mouth. She covered her mouth and looked at him in surprise, "This matter is peaceful. Do you know the language?"
"En." Mo Ni nodded.
"Did she want you to lose the child in her arms?"
"She didn't force her on this point, but I can't put the child's life on her. What if she repents that day?" Mo Ni's worry is not unreasonable, and the An Ning language has always been difficult for people to figure out.
For some reason, hearing Mo Ni slander An Ningyu made her feel bad, so Nalan Meng said, "She won't, she will never go back on what An Ningyu promised."
"Even if she asks me to give birth to the child, after all, she is not the flesh and blood of An's family. I am afraid that in the future, jjj will live a life that is not as good as pigs and dogs. Living like this is more miserable than dying. I dare not take such a risk. I don't want to I live in fear for him all day long, if you refuse to help me today, I will only die and survive, so that my children will not suffer with me in the future." Mo Ni's words seemed to be threatening Nalan Meng, but they were actually from his own heart. Heartfelt words.She had a premonition that if An Ningyu escaped this time, she would be doomed to die if she was taken back to An Mansion. This feeling was stronger than before and drove her to beg Nalan Meng hard.
The chilly wind blew in from the open window, and immediately made the two people in the room shiver. It won't be long before the footsteps of winter are coming in. Compared with other seasons, Nalan Meng hates the coldness of winter more.Ice and snow covered the entire city of Yangzhou in lifeless white.Thinking of this life, how many people in the world of mortals love and hate intertwined, crushing the memories of the past, and in the end they are covered with scars but don't know it.
"I can't make any promises to you now, but please don't give up at will. Even if it's not for yourself, you must survive for the child." Nalan Meng walked to Mo Ni's side, took her hand and said, "If This time, the An Ning language can save the Anfu from danger, so I promise you to help you. But if the An Ning language is not able to turn the tide this time, I believe it will be of great significance for you to stay."
"Thinking about how to escape when the Anfu is in danger, do you think I am a bad person at this moment?" Mo Ni can see how determined Nalan Meng has made to agree to this matter. She would never have agreed to this matter before. Looking forward and backward like this, it can be heard that she is thinking about An Ningyu in every possible way.
"I haven't lived your life, so I don't qualify."
"Using words to organize my life seems to be blank, the lamp is damaged, and it falls to ashes on the ground. No matter how beautiful it was in the past, it can't match the prosperity that is empty. Others only see my rich clothes and fine food, but they don't know the indifference behind it." Mo Ni twisted The handkerchief wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and said, "No matter what, I still want to thank you, at least you gave me hope for the future. Regardless of whether I can leave this time, you are still my benefactor."
Even so, Nalan Meng still caught the moment of death in Mo Ni's lonely and grateful eyes.Who is the bonus thanked for?Who is the leaf green withered?Who is missing the cold moon?Even if you are not reconciled, there is only appointment.
In the cool and cold Anfu, in the luxurious hexagonal pavilion, Anning language leans against the mahogany pillars and sits on the cold marble slab, watching the drifting misty rain. Winter is about to begin. Rain like this used to be rare, but it brings a bit of cold Cool meaning.An Ningyu on the stone chair hugged her legs with her hands, and slowly felt a little warmth when she hugged her chest, but it was not enough to warm her up, but she didn't plan to leave.
Even though the koi in the pond were not affected by the cooling, they were still swimming in the water and breathing the air, but Jin Anyu felt that he was about to suffocate.Maybe it's because of the recent pressure from the Yantie Gang, maybe it's the mother's ultimatum to execute Mo Ni, or it's nothing, it's because she feels powerless because she can't control the future.
Suddenly, he felt that someone was covering his body with a snow-white fox fur shawl from behind. The shawl was so big that it could fully wrap An Ningyu in it.An Ningyu looked up at Ji Wu, who was haggard and restless, and said softly, "Be careful of catching a cold."
No matter how simple four words are, it made An Ningyu cry instantly, and she could still feel the warmth as the tears rolled down her cheeks.For An Ningyu, crying is a sign of cowardice. No matter what kind of wind and rain she encountered over the years, she couldn't shake her at all. But when she was most vulnerable, Ji Wu melted the ice crystals and turned into tears.For An Ningyu, it was an emotional catharsis, and the pain that had been suppressed for a long time turned into tears.
Never seen such a sad An Ning language, which made Ji Wu's heart ache.So she stood beside An Ningyu and pulled her into her arms, feeling that she was crying like a child in her arms.Ji Wu has always regarded the Anning language as a pillar, supporting her life.This kind of peaceful language made Ji Wu feel safe, but without the bond of each other's emotions, she wanted her brother to exist more than a lover.At this time, An Ningyu, who opened his arms, no longer concealed his emotions in front of her, which made Ji Wu feel flattered.It symbolizes that the relationship between the two has taken a big step forward.
Even the sad An Ningyu didn't condone such negative emotions, and soon she suppressed her emotions and stopped crying, carefully pushed Ji Wu away, pulled out a handkerchief and turned her face away to wipe away her tears.The moment An Ningyu left her embrace, Ji Wu felt a chill from head to toe and her body shivered.
At that time Ji Wu stood very close, even though the trembling just now was not obvious, An Ningyu still felt it.He didn't think too much about worrying about Ji Wu catching a cold, so he decisively put the feet of the stone chair back on the ground, pulled Ji Wu to sit beside him, moved the fox fur shawl to wrap Ji Wu in it, although the shawl was only two feet wide. Personal use is still a little bit reluctant. The only way for An Ningyu to put his hands on Ji Wu's shoulders is to shorten the distance between the two of them. For a long time, An Ningyu has kept Ji Wu away thousands of miles away. This is why An Ningyu has been so active since they met. It was also the first time that An Ningyu opened her heart to her.
Ji Wu, who felt that she had never been valued before, was rewarded and leaned her head lightly on An Ningyu's arms, hoping that time would stop at this moment and not let this feeling pass away.
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