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Chapter 157

"Why are you ignoring me again and again? Nalan Meng, we are a couple. Maybe I did something wrong in this matter, but in the past few years, I have not put you first in that matter? People with a heart of stone should also be moved, why can you be indifferent?" Song Tianzu has been meticulous to Nalan Meng in the past three years, not for a day or two or a month or two, but not everyone can do it for three years.

"You are the one who is cruel, but I have not felt my heart for a long time." Nalan Meng's calmness made people frightened.

"Why do you say such hurtful things? I know that the person I care about most is you. If you are sad, I will not be happy."

"That's good."

"Since you have identified me as a heinous villain, I'm afraid you won't be able to listen to any more explanations, but I don't regret what I did, because I had no choice in the situation at that time, and the consequences were beyond my control. Here I am not asking for your forgiveness, but I hope you can seriously consider it for the sake of our daughter, kill An Ningyu and go back with me, erase the past unhappy things and start again, I swear with my life to make up for it with the rest of my life you."

"Up to now, you are still avoiding and unwilling to face your mistakes, and brazenly asked me to go on with you. Who gave you the confidence that I would choose you again?" Nalan Meng's bitter sneer made people feel heartbroken.

"Actually, I don't want to force you, but with the few ants behind you wanting to subdue me, it's just fantastic. I think you can't stop me if I get out of my body. But have you ever considered that when I return to Chang'an, your family may Will you pay a heavy price for your recklessness today, and after experiencing so many sad pasts, do you still have the heart to let them continue to suffer?" Seeing that he was too soft, Song Tianzu changed the subject and threatened Nalan Meng.

"Three years ago, in order to escape from Dolma's hands, you did not hesitate to use my family as your cover. Now, to achieve your goal, you are repeating the same tricks. The love you keep talking about has never stopped hurting, and you can't hide it under the glamorous shell." Live in your evil and corrupt heart, even if I die, I will not go back with you."

"You are so decisive that I have nothing to do with you except coercion. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I am still willing to try, even if it will make you hate me even more, but in order to maintain this family, I will take a gamble no matter what." Even if there is a chance Song Tianzu is still full of hope, love cannot extinguish the bonfire of despair in his heart, knowing that the person he loves no longer loves him, but he is still unwilling to let go easily, still struggling hard, and continuing to hurt each other.

"You left my life in pieces, how can I leave your home intact?"

"Don't forget, that's your home too."

"Never."

"Since you are so decisive, don't blame me for turning your back on me. Now that I want to leave, it depends on how you stay?" Song Tianzu didn't seem to be pretending to be confident in his words. He drew his knife and pointed at Nalan Meng in front of him, almost choked up several times Speechless, "This scene has appeared in my dreams countless times, but I didn't expect that the nightmare would become a reality one day. In the end, we still escaped the sword's confrontation. Who made us become what we are now? look?"

"I've waited so long for today. If I'm not sure, how do you think I'll break up with you so easily? This kind of long waiting is a kind of torture for me every day. Seeing you like nothing It’s all happening right in front of my eyes, this feeling can’t wait to drive me crazy.” Hearing this, everyone except Nalan Meng might gasp, how much hatred would it take to force Nalan Meng to After knowing the truth, he could bear to live under the same roof with his enemy for such a long time pretending to be fine.

"What did you do to me?" The hand holding the knife began to tremble slightly. This was not the first time he felt something strange in his body. Similar symptoms had appeared a long time ago, accompanied by severe pain in the head, and he gritted his teeth. Yin Ren still broke out in a cold sweat, until the last moment he still couldn't hold the knife in his hand and fell to the ground with a 'clang', then knelt on the ground weakly on one knee, raised his head after thinking, and asked, "Since you hate me so much, why do you always Don't you start directly? As long as it is what you want, I will never refuse, even if it is my life, do you really need to use poisonous methods to deal with me and defile your own hands?"

"You are not stupid until I poison you and take your life easily. How can you feel the pain I have hidden all these years. I left you so that you can also feel the pain. What's more, I have to borrow your How could you easily let you leave this world with this secret when you found the An Ning language?"

"In the final analysis, it's for An Ningyu. For so many years, even for a moment, have you never been tempted by me?"

"No." Without a trace of hesitation, the indifference in the decisiveness stabbed Song Tianzu's heart like a ruthless sword, "I think it's more practical for you to ask me to kill you now, because even those useless things can't change you ending."

"I'm afraid that even if I beg you now, I won't soften my heart. Instead, you will look down on me from the bottom of my heart. You just want to see me in a state of desperation."

"Unexpectedly, you still know me quite well." Nalan Meng snorted coldly.

"I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just let you handle it without complaint. The only thing I am worried about is Ziyu, she is also your child, please don't anger her because of me."

"If you had shown compassion in the past, maybe nothing would have happened, but what can you say now?" Nalan Meng pulled out the dagger tied to his calf and threw it in front of Song Tianzu, "Do it yourself. "

"Why did you change your mind? Didn't you want to torture me?" Song Tianzu looked at Nalan Meng without panic or fear, his eyes were shining like he was not afraid of death.

"Don't be self-righteous, I'm doing this for Ziyu." The future is unpredictable, and she doesn't want Ziyu to hate her for killing Song Tianzu in the future.

"Thank you." Song Tianzu picked up the dagger and looked at Nalan Meng and said affectionately, "If there is an afterlife, I hope we can have a happy ending." Immediately afterwards, he inserted the sharp knife into his heart without hesitation, and before he died, he felt relieved Showing a long-lost smile, tears blurred his eyes and presented some pictures of the past.The first time he saw the picture of Nalan Meng, the girl he couldn't help but fall in love with at the first sight.

The sudden change caught An Ningyu a little unprepared, and immediately rushed to press the bleeding wound, but the blood continued to seep out from between his fingers.In the past, she would not have cared too much about life and death, but now she has too many entanglements and worries. She has never wanted to be a person who hesitates, but the test of fate has repeatedly proved that there is warmth hidden in her cold body heart of.

"Why?" Song Tianzu didn't understand, so he looked at the vague An Ningyu in front of him.

"You knew that Meng'er poisoned you early in the morning, didn't you?" It is true that the bystander is clear. An Ningyu sees everything in her eyes. She is the only one among the three who can maintain a rational and calm analysis.

"If I had known earlier, how could I have ended up like this now?" Song Tianzu avoided her question.

"Maybe this is the answer you want to give, but can death really solve the problems between you?" The reason why An Ningyu is so sure is not speculation. She also knows a thing or two about medical skills and she can see the poisoning from Song Tianzu's face. Signs, as the commander of the Royal Forest Army, he often walks around the palace and it is not difficult to meet senior imperial physicians. It is impossible for him to be unaware of the poisoning, not to mention that he is obviously poisoned deeply, and he must have symptoms of poisoning in the early stage. It is impossible not to notice it.

An Yanyu's guess was correct. Long ago, Song Tianzu had discovered something abnormal in his body, and he went to the imperial physician for examination and found that it was mild mercury poisoning. After investigation, he soon found out that the culprit of the poisoning was his wife Nalan Meng.But he didn't expect to expose it at the first time. Instead, he ate up the poisoned food in front of Nalan Meng every time, because Nalan Meng cooked it himself, and Song Tianzu enjoyed the time they spent together.

"I thought that spending a little more time might be able to win back her heart, but unfortunately I was wrong from the beginning. Her heart has never had my place. It has always been my wishful thinking. I can't change all my dignity. A sliver of pity came to her, but an intensified hatred, this is not the ending I want."

"Since you have paid so much, why do you give up so easily now?" There must be something pitiful about a hateful person, and An Yuyu knew that Song Tianzu treated Nalan Meng even worse than her, there is no doubt about it.

"It's not a sudden impulse. I have been praying every night for three years. I hope that God will let me guard her in my life. I won't let her cry because of sadness, and I won't let her feel lonely and lonely. It's a pity to wait until now. It’s nothing more than losing again and again. The root of her pain has always been me. But I’m still grateful for the chance you gave me to be with her. It’s a pity that we couldn’t make it to the end. I’ve hurt her forever. There is no way to make it up, this may be my biggest regret." Tears rolled down the corners of Song Tianzu's eyes, he pushed away An Ningyu with one hand and pulled out the dagger from his chest, letting the blood flow out recklessly, looking up at the vast blue sky before he died. The sky muttered to himself, "Why did fate make her fall in love with someone else before arranging us to meet? Why did it take away ruthlessly after giving me hope? Why..."