68 Chapter 68
68 Chapter 68
Song Bai once again had a new understanding of Fu Ning, never expecting him to be such Fu Ning.
But he didn't hate it, the liking in his heart didn't drop at all, on the contrary, there was an upward trend, all the teasing, all the words, turned into a sweetness, quietly spreading in the bottom of his heart.
With his expression, Fu Ling didn't understand what else, his eyes were full of joy, he raised his leg and sat down on the single sofa, and pulled Song Bai past him, who staggered and fell on his lap.
Song Bai:! ! ! !
"You you let go..."
He was about to stand up with his hands on the edge of the sofa, but was held down by Fu Ling: "Don't move, I won't do anything, I just want to hug you."
Song Bai couldn't remember it, and didn't dare to sit down completely. He held back for a long time, and said: "I'm afraid you won't be able to hold on."
Anyway, he weighs more than a hundred pounds.
Fu Ling: "...I can hold on."
Emotions are paper in his eyes.
Clutching Song Bai's waist, he pulled him into his arms, stretched his arms to his knees and lifted them, put his legs on the armrest on the other side, and vacated completely, so that he could deeply feel whether he could hold it.
Song Bai: "..."
This pose...
Various images flashed through my mind, small animations, small movies, comics...
Think a little excited.
Then the next second, Song Bai, who sensed his inner voice, was horrified, God, he is actually such a person!
Song Bai, who considers himself an upright and harmonious successor of socialism, is in a trance, and for the first time feels the essence of his own sullenness.
After hesitating for three seconds between insisting on integrity and releasing himself, he decided...
free yourself.
cough cough.
As soon as the body relaxed, a word flashed in my mind: skin-to-skin kiss.
Although they are separated by two layers of suits, they are so close and intimate, rounding it up, it is no different from sticking together.
It was enough to make the little otaku who had just developed the essence of mensao blush.
Song Bai never knew that he was such a person who blush easily, all the blushes that he hadn't blushed in the past half of his life were given to today, but only he knew it, not because of shyness, but because of excitement.
Those pornographic scenes that Mimi had quietly watched late at night were like colorful clothes in the drum of a washing machine, spinning in his mind at 360 degrees without any dead ends.
It was just a hug and sitting on the lap, but his thoughts were already galloping towards the eighth letter, and Ladu couldn't hold it back.
calm down.
reserved, reserved.
Prosperity, democracy, civilization, harmony...
Song Bai intends to use the brilliance of the party to bring back his wandering thoughts.
It turned out that it was just a little bit useful, Fu Yan came over with a smile, and lightly rubbed his cheek: "Can you tell me now, do you understand?"
The low and hoarse voice is sultry.
Instant defeat.
Song Bai also excused himself by chanting a sentence of lustful sex, it is not him who is lustful, but this world!
"I figured it out." He looked from Fu Yan's eyebrows to the bridge of the nose to the lips to the Adam's apple, with admiration that was open and undisguised, "You answer me a question first."
Fu Ling adjusted his posture, faced him directly, and let him see it openly: "Say it."
Song Bai stopped avoiding, and looked at him: "You said you like me, is it because you really like me, or is it because of the setting?"
Fu Yan was slightly stunned, and then understood his concerns, and laughed: "It seems that I didn't reject you hard enough before."
Otherwise, why would such a question be asked.
If he succumbed to the setting, how could he refuse at the beginning? What he couldn't see was only for others, and he could clearly see Song Bai from the beginning to the end. He knows it all.
"If I like you because of the setting, I will come to you immediately and pursue you actively."
However, he didn't. Instead, he went to the world where the other protagonists were. After meeting, although he calmed down his grievances, he didn't intend to follow the setting. Instead, he suppressed his heartbeat because he disliked the setting.
"But if I had known today, I should have come to you as soon as possible."
Somewhere in Song Bai's heart relaxed, he knew that with Fu Ling's pride, he would never care about any settings, but he just couldn't help thinking this way, what if, what if Fu Ling actually didn't know if he was affected or not? As for the influence of setting, after all, his change was too sudden.
And even if it wasn't for himself, for Fu Ling, he didn't want it to be because of the setting, it would be too unfair to Fu Ling, even if he wanted to be with him, he wouldn't agree.
"Also." Now that he had opened his mouth, he simply asked again and again, "Do you really not blame me at all? To be honest, don't lie to me."
Although he has never been in a relationship, he also knows that if one party harbors resentment, even if the one he likes dies now, the thorn will always stick there and will not change. Better to make that clear from the start.
If this is not completely resolved, his confidence in this relationship will never be established.
He looked at Fu Ling nervously, as if waiting for the verdict.
Fu Ling didn't expect him to have so many worries, but he also knew that it was because he changed his words too abruptly, and it was because he didn't give Song Bai confidence that made him so uneasy, and guilt flashed in his heart. Why fight for that little self-esteem.
He embraced Song Bai in his arms: "If I really blame you, I can show up in front of you with a different name and play with your feelings. I don't even have to do anything, as long as Jiang Can and the others don't show up, He An It will succeed, and you will die unexpectedly."
Speaking of this, he frowned, and he forgot if he didn't mention it. Now it seems that the punishment for the murderer is still a little lighter.
"Actually, it's me who should be worried." He held Song Bai's hand, gently stroking the slender and beautiful fingers, and couldn't put it down, "Actually, it's my face that you like..."
He knew that Song Bai fell in love with him at first sight, but love at first sight was nothing more than his face, whether it was slowly approaching him later, or not rejecting him after knowing the truth, it was all because of his face.
"I fell in love with you because I knew you..."
He said quietly: "Don't deny it, I can't see other people, but I can see you, dare you say it's true?"
Song Bai: "Cough cough cough cough..."
"This, that..." He struggled, "Yes or not..." Facing Fu Ling's eyes, his shoulders drooped and he was discouraged, "Well, I admit, I really liked it because of your face at first. I love you." He quietly glanced at Fu Ling's face, and said, "That's right, I'm such a superficial and face-controlled person."
He had to admit that the reason he fell in love with Fu Gang was indeed because of his appearance, from head to toe, there was nothing that didn't suit his heart.
But liking a person, being attracted to a person, can't get rid of the role of face, chasing beauty is a human instinct, he is a layman, not a saint, he just looks at the face, and he admits that he loves beauty.
He still wanted to explain to himself: "... I don't think everyone likes it, you see, if it's true, I should empathize with Jiang Can, and Alex and Xie Zhuo, they Which one is not more handsome than you? But I just fell in love with you at first sight, what does this mean, it means that we are destined, it means that I only like you—”
He was very serious about the dialectical analysis, and when he suddenly met Fu Ning's smiling eyes, he realized what he had said, and his voice stopped abruptly.
He confessed again and again.
Annoyed, Song Bai cursed secretly in his heart for not being able to live up to his expectations, saying that he had taken the initiative to hold on to it, but in the end he sold himself in the blink of an eye, it was too spineless.
Fu Yan held back his smile, and echoed the truth: "I like you too, it doesn't matter if you only like my face."
Song Bai first thumped his heart a few times for his liking, and then defended: "I don't just like your face, I fall in love at first sight based on your face, but I really like you after getting along with you, if you are right or wrong Even if he grows up like this, I won't like it."
Although chasing beauty is a human instinct, but face is troublesome. Most people always say that they look at their character rather than their face, especially in front of the person they like. Superficial impression.
But what he said was not all lies. Fu Ning's face did give him a good first impression of him, but if he really likes him enough to be willing to take the initiative to confess his love, he should move to Jiangji Garden to get acquainted with him.
"What if that's not my real character?" Fu Ning said, "I lied to you. It's likely that I acted like that before to paralyze you."
Song Bai stared at him: "Are you?"
Fu Yan's eyes darkened: "What if it is?"
Song Bai struggled for two seconds: "Then why don't we learn more about it?"
Fu Ling: "..."
Song Bai thought about it, and said: "Actually, what you see is not all about me. People have many faces, and they must show their good sides to outsiders. What's more, I like you, so I definitely can't show it to you. Look at my shortcomings, I know you are not exactly like the character I set, but this is just right, if it is completely I will feel weird, but I can breathe a sigh of relief."
Although he hasn't really walked around in society, he still understands some things that should be understood.
He could see that Fu Ling was of course not as gentle as Jiyue Qingfeng showed in front of him, even before knowing his true identity, he thought so, a person who can manage such a big Fu family, and can be so strong after blindness , how could it be completely Wensun.
But he still liked him and didn't think it was a big deal.
In fact, he himself is not as completely pure and kind as he showed to Fu Ling. He knows that, just like his mother said, he couldn't be more cold-blooded in his bones.
It's just that he's too lazy to show malice to others, and he will naturally appear gentle and kind if he doesn't care, and he will return the favor when others treat him well, and he never takes a second look at insignificant strangers.
Fu Ling looked at him and laughed softly, his dark eyes seemed to be flickering, that's it, what moved his heart was Song Bai's calm and orderly analysis at a time like this, so straightforward and cute, how could he Can not like.
Innocence and kindness only let him get rid of his grievances, but they can't make his heart move. He doesn't like being silly and sweet. Instead, it's such clear-cut rationality and straightforwardness that make his heart move the most.
"...Since you think so, let's get to know each other for a while, without pretending or hiding anything." Song Bai was orderly, "If we can continue to like each other after we get to know each other thoroughly, how about we stay together?"
He also figured it out, if you can't let it go, then give it a try, everyone is a man, why bother to be so hypocritical, and there is no such thing as whoever loses and who takes advantage, if you can succeed or not, this is not always the case in love.
Song Bai relaxed completely, Xing's eyes were calm.
Fu Ling couldn't help but reached out and caressed the corner of his eyes, and saw his own reflection in the clear eyes. At this moment, he wished he could rub him into his own flesh and blood: "No, we can be together now, I know everything about you , no one knows better than me."
"Because of the rules?" Song Bai remembered that he said that he could mobilize the rules to understand other people's abilities.
"Not all." Fu Yan said, "The rules can only tell me the outline, but they can't tell me what you like and dislike. These are my own observations."
Song Bai was dubious: "Then tell me what I like and what I hate?"
Fu Ning moved his hands around his waist, touched his pocket, and squeezed out two toffees: "You like toffee, snacks, spicy food and sour food, not picky eaters but don't like ginger, no I like socializing with people, I like playing computer games and I don't like sports..."
Song Bai opened his eyes wide, his heart seemed to be soaked in the hot spring with honey, it was comfortable and sweet, his almond eyes couldn't help but bend.
Fu Ling peeled off the candy wrapper and fed the milky white candy into his mouth, coaxing in a hoarse voice, "Will you be with me?"
Song Bai bit the candy, and waited for the fragrance of milk to spread on the tip of his tongue, before opening his mouth slowly: "But I don't fully understand you yet."
He bit the candy into two with a bang: "It's not fair to you, I think we should get along for a while, get to know each other better, and then draw a conclusion, how about it?"
Fu Ling: "..."
The cocooned Fu Yan sighed helplessly, grabbed someone and pressed down to stamp it first.
The toffee was exchanged between the lips and tongues of the two, and the kiss ended after it was completely melted.
Waiting to go out from the side hall, in exchange for a bunch of ambiguous eyes.
Zheng Zhuo and Monk Xuan came over first, Zheng Zhuo took a look at Fu Ning, pulled Song Bai over and said in a low voice, "Are you sure it's him, is it okay?"
He was worried, not about his sexuality, but about Fu Ling's eyes. After all, not everyone can accept that their lover is blind.
Shang Xuan also cast a concerned and inquiring look.
Song Bai was still a little nervous at first, after all, it was the first time he came out officially, maybe they had doubts before, but it was the first time that he really confessed, seeing the expressions of the two of them felt warm in his heart, so it turned out that coming out was also true. Not as difficult as he thought.
"No problem." He said, "Don't worry."
Seeing this, Fu Yan thoughtfully gave up the place to them, and asked the servant to take him to the bathroom.
As soon as he left, Zheng Zhuo let go, pretending to be angry and said: "Okay, I'm in vain treating you as a good friend. I told you all the embarrassing things about breaking up with you. I didn't expect you to keep it from me. Don't you think I'm just So old antiques can't accept it?"
Shang Xuan also said: "That's right, are we so unenlightened people? Isn't it GAY? What's the big deal, isn't my brother-in-law the same, and now I'm sending you a pair of twins, so I don't want to be too/en/loved, I also met my daughter-in-law because of them. Don't worry, it's the 21st century. The Qing Dynasty is dead. Besides, you live your own life. Just ignore those gossips. Those gossips in the group Don't worry about the long-tongued man, just watch how I beat them to death!"
Song Bai couldn't hold back the smile at the corner of his mouth, his eyes were slightly red.
He was wrong. He really shouldn't alienate them because he was afraid of changes. As long as he took the initiative a little bit, they would still be waiting for him in place without changing.
With Zheng Zhuo and Monk Xuan leading the way, others also came to express their blessings to him.
After exchanging greetings, Song Bai looked around and found Fu Ning and... Zhou Huai'an on the terrace.
He looked at the situation in front of him and raised his eyebrows.
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